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<h2> CHAPTER VII—OLD JOLYON'S PECCADILLO </h2>
<p>Old Jolyon came out of Lord's cricket ground that same afternoon with the
intention of going home. He had not reached Hamilton Terrace before he
changed his mind, and hailing a cab, gave the driver an address in
Wistaria Avenue. He had taken a resolution.</p>
<p>June had hardly been at home at all that week; she had given him nothing
of her company for a long time past, not, in fact, since she had become
engaged to Bosinney. He never asked her for her company. It was not his
habit to ask people for things! She had just that one idea now—Bosinney
and his affairs—and she left him stranded in his great house, with a
parcel of servants, and not a soul to speak to from morning to night. His
Club was closed for cleaning; his Boards in recess; there was nothing,
therefore, to take him into the City. June had wanted him to go away; she
would not go herself, because Bosinney was in London.</p>
<p>But where was he to go by himself? He could not go abroad alone; the sea
upset his liver; he hated hotels. Roger went to a hydropathic—he was
not going to begin that at his time of life, those new-fangled places
we're all humbug!</p>
<p>With such formulas he clothed to himself the desolation of his spirit; the
lines down his face deepening, his eyes day by day looking forth with the
melancholy which sat so strangely on a face wont to be strong and serene.</p>
<p>And so that afternoon he took this journey through St. John's Wood, in the
golden-light that sprinkled the rounded green bushes of the acacia's
before the little houses, in the summer sunshine that seemed holding a
revel over the little gardens; and he looked about him with interest; for
this was a district which no Forsyte entered without open disapproval and
secret curiosity.</p>
<p>His cab stopped in front of a small house of that peculiar buff colour
which implies a long immunity from paint. It had an outer gate, and a
rustic approach.</p>
<p>He stepped out, his bearing extremely composed; his massive head, with its
drooping moustache and wings of white hair, very upright, under an
excessively large top hat; his glance firm, a little angry. He had been
driven into this!</p>
<p>"Mrs. Jolyon Forsyte at home?"</p>
<p>"Oh, yes sir!—what name shall I say, if you please, sir?"</p>
<p>Old Jolyon could not help twinkling at the little maid as he gave his
name. She seemed to him such a funny little toad!</p>
<p>And he followed her through the dark hall, into a small double,
drawing-room, where the furniture was covered in chintz, and the little
maid placed him in a chair.</p>
<p>"They're all in the garden, sir; if you'll kindly take a seat, I'll tell
them."</p>
<p>Old Jolyon sat down in the chintz-covered chair, and looked around him.
The whole place seemed to him, as he would have expressed it, pokey; there
was a certain—he could not tell exactly what—air of
shabbiness, or rather of making two ends meet, about everything. As far as
he could see, not a single piece of furniture was worth a five-pound note.
The walls, distempered rather a long time ago, were decorated with
water-colour sketches; across the ceiling meandered a long crack.</p>
<p>These little houses were all old, second-rate concerns; he should hope the
rent was under a hundred a year; it hurt him more than he could have said,
to think of a Forsyte—his own son living in such a place.</p>
<p>The little maid came back. Would he please to go down into the garden?</p>
<p>Old Jolyon marched out through the French windows. In descending the steps
he noticed that they wanted painting.</p>
<p>Young Jolyon, his wife, his two children, and his dog Balthasar, were all
out there under a pear-tree.</p>
<p>This walk towards them was the most courageous act of old Jolyon's life;
but no muscle of his face moved, no nervous gesture betrayed him. He kept
his deep-set eyes steadily on the enemy.</p>
<p>In those two minutes he demonstrated to perfection all that unconscious
soundness, balance, and vitality of fibre that made, of him and so many
others of his class the core of the nation. In the unostentatious conduct
of their own affairs, to the neglect of everything else, they typified the
essential individualism, born in the Briton from the natural isolation of
his country's life.</p>
<p>The dog Balthasar sniffed round the edges of his trousers; this friendly
and cynical mongrel—offspring of a liaison between a Russian poodle
and a fox-terrier—had a nose for the unusual.</p>
<p>The strange greetings over, old Jolyon seated himself in a wicker chair,
and his two grandchildren, one on each side of his knees, looked at him
silently, never having seen so old a man.</p>
<p>They were unlike, as though recognising the difference set between them by
the circumstances of their births. Jolly, the child of sin, pudgy-faced,
with his tow-coloured hair brushed off his forehead, and a dimple in his
chin, had an air of stubborn amiability, and the eyes of a Forsyte; little
Holly, the child of wedlock, was a dark-skinned, solemn soul, with her
mother's, grey and wistful eyes.</p>
<p>The dog Balthasar, having walked round the three small flower-beds, to
show his extreme contempt for things at large, had also taken a seat in
front of old Jolyon, and, oscillating a tail curled by Nature tightly over
his back, was staring up with eyes that did not blink.</p>
<p>Even in the garden, that sense of things being pokey haunted old Jolyon;
the wicker chair creaked under his weight; the garden-beds looked
'daverdy'; on the far side, under the smut-stained wall, cats had made a
path.</p>
<p>While he and his grandchildren thus regarded each other with the peculiar
scrutiny, curious yet trustful, that passes between the very young and the
very old, young Jolyon watched his wife.</p>
<p>The colour had deepened in her thin, oval face, with its straight brows,
and large, grey eyes. Her hair, brushed in fine, high curves back from her
forehead, was going grey, like his own, and this greyness made the sudden
vivid colour in her cheeks painfully pathetic.</p>
<p>The look on her face, such as he had never seen there before, such as she
had always hidden from him, was full of secret resentments, and longings,
and fears. Her eyes, under their twitching brows, stared painfully. And
she was silent.</p>
<p>Jolly alone sustained the conversation; he had many possessions, and was
anxious that his unknown friend with extremely large moustaches, and hands
all covered with blue veins, who sat with legs crossed like his own father
(a habit he was himself trying to acquire), should know it; but being a
Forsyte, though not yet quite eight years old, he made no mention of the
thing at the moment dearest to his heart—a camp of soldiers in a
shop-window, which his father had promised to buy. No doubt it seemed to
him too precious; a tempting of Providence to mention it yet.</p>
<p>And the sunlight played through the leaves on that little party of the
three generations grouped tranquilly under the pear-tree, which had long
borne no fruit.</p>
<p>Old Jolyon's furrowed face was reddening patchily, as old men's faces
redden in the sun. He took one of Jolly's hands in his own; the boy
climbed on to his knee; and little Holly, mesmerized by this sight, crept
up to them; the sound of the dog Balthasar's scratching arose
rhythmically.</p>
<p>Suddenly young Mrs. Jolyon got up and hurried indoors. A minute later her
husband muttered an excuse, and followed. Old Jolyon was left alone with
his grandchildren.</p>
<p>And Nature with her quaint irony began working in him one of her strange
revolutions, following her cyclic laws into the depths of his heart. And
that tenderness for little children, that passion for the beginnings of
life which had once made him forsake his son and follow June, now worked
in him to forsake June and follow these littler things. Youth, like a
flame, burned ever in his breast, and to youth he turned, to the round
little limbs, so reckless, that wanted care, to the small round faces so
unreasonably solemn or bright, to the treble tongues, and the shrill,
chuckling laughter, to the insistent tugging hands, and the feel of small
bodies against his legs, to all that was young and young, and once more
young. And his eyes grew soft, his voice, and thin-veined hands soft, and
soft his heart within him. And to those small creatures he became at once
a place of pleasure, a place where they were secure, and could talk and
laugh and play; till, like sunshine, there radiated from old Jolyon's
wicker chair the perfect gaiety of three hearts.</p>
<p>But with young Jolyon following to his wife's room it was different.</p>
<p>He found her seated on a chair before her dressing-glass, with her hands
before her face.</p>
<p>Her shoulders were shaking with sobs. This passion of hers for suffering
was mysterious to him. He had been through a hundred of these moods; how
he had survived them he never knew, for he could never believe they were
moods, and that the last hour of his partnership had not struck.</p>
<p>In the night she would be sure to throw her arms round his neck and say:
"Oh! Jo, how I make you suffer!" as she had done a hundred times before.</p>
<p>He reached out his hand, and, unseen, slipped his razor-case into his
pocket. 'I cannot stay here,' he thought, 'I must go down!' Without a word
he left the room, and went back to the lawn.</p>
<p>Old Jolyon had little Holly on his knee; she had taken possession of his
watch; Jolly, very red in the face, was trying to show that he could stand
on his head. The dog Balthasar, as close as he might be to the tea-table,
had fixed his eyes on the cake.</p>
<p>Young Jolyon felt a malicious desire to cut their enjoyment short.</p>
<p>What business had his father to come and upset his wife like this? It was
a shock, after all these years! He ought to have known; he ought to have
given them warning; but when did a Forsyte ever imagine that his conduct
could upset anybody! And in his thoughts he did old Jolyon wrong.</p>
<p>He spoke sharply to the children, and told them to go in to their tea.
Greatly surprised, for they had never heard their father speak sharply
before, they went off, hand in hand, little Holly looking back over her
shoulder.</p>
<p>Young Jolyon poured out the tea.</p>
<p>"My wife's not the thing today," he said, but he knew well enough that his
father had penetrated the cause of that sudden withdrawal, and almost
hated the old man for sitting there so calmly.</p>
<p>"You've got a nice little house here," said old Jolyon with a shrewd look;
"I suppose you've taken a lease of it!"</p>
<p>Young Jolyon nodded.</p>
<p>"I don't like the neighbourhood," said old Jolyon; "a ramshackle lot."</p>
<p>Young Jolyon replied: "Yes, we're a ramshackle lot."'</p>
<p>The silence was now only broken by the sound of the dog Balthasar's
scratching.</p>
<p>Old Jolyon said simply: "I suppose I oughtn't to have come here, Jo; but I
get so lonely!"</p>
<p>At these words young Jolyon got up and put his hand on his father's
shoulder.</p>
<p>In the next house someone was playing over and over again: 'La Donna
mobile' on an untuned piano; and the little garden had fallen into shade,
the sun now only reached the wall at the end, whereon basked a crouching
cat, her yellow eyes turned sleepily down on the dog Balthasar. There was
a drowsy hum of very distant traffic; the creepered trellis round the
garden shut out everything but sky, and house, and pear-tree, with its top
branches still gilded by the sun.</p>
<p>For some time they sat there, talking but little. Then old Jolyon rose to
go, and not a word was said about his coming again.</p>
<p>He walked away very sadly. What a poor miserable place; and he thought of
the great, empty house in Stanhope Gate, fit residence for a Forsyte, with
its huge billiard-room and drawing-room that no one entered from one
week's end to another.</p>
<p>That woman, whose face he had rather liked, was too thin-skinned by half;
she gave Jo a bad time he knew! And those sweet children! Ah! what a piece
of awful folly!</p>
<p>He walked towards the Edgware Road, between rows of little houses, all
suggesting to him (erroneously no doubt, but the prejudices of a Forsyte
are sacred) shady histories of some sort or kind.</p>
<p>Society, forsooth, the chattering hags and jackanapes—had set
themselves up to pass judgment on his flesh and blood! A parcel of old
women! He stumped his umbrella on the ground, as though to drive it into
the heart of that unfortunate body, which had dared to ostracize his son
and his son's son, in whom he could have lived again!</p>
<p>He stumped his umbrella fiercely; yet he himself had followed Society's
behaviour for fifteen years—had only today been false to it!</p>
<p>He thought of June, and her dead mother, and the whole story, with all his
old bitterness. A wretched business!</p>
<p>He was a long time reaching Stanhope Gate, for, with native perversity,
being extremely tired, he walked the whole way.</p>
<p>After washing his hands in the lavatory downstairs, he went to the
dining-room to wait for dinner, the only room he used when June was out—it
was less lonely so. The evening paper had not yet come; he had finished
the Times, there was therefore nothing to do.</p>
<p>The room faced the backwater of traffic, and was very silent. He disliked
dogs, but a dog even would have been company. His gaze, travelling round
the walls, rested on a picture entitled: 'Group of Dutch fishing boats at
sunset'; the chef d'oeuvre of his collection. It gave him no pleasure. He
closed his eyes. He was lonely! He oughtn't to complain, he knew, but he
couldn't help it: He was a poor thing—had always been a poor thing—no
pluck! Such was his thought.</p>
<p>The butler came to lay the table for dinner, and seeing his master
apparently asleep, exercised extreme caution in his movements. This
bearded man also wore a moustache, which had given rise to grave doubts in
the minds of many members—of the family—, especially those
who, like Soames, had been to public schools, and were accustomed to
niceness in such matters. Could he really be considered a butler? Playful
spirits alluded to him as: 'Uncle Jolyon's Nonconformist'; George, the
acknowledged wag, had named him: 'Sankey.'</p>
<p>He moved to and fro between the great polished sideboard and the great
polished table inimitably sleek and soft.</p>
<p>Old Jolyon watched him, feigning sleep. The fellow was a sneak—he
had always thought so—who cared about nothing but rattling through
his work, and getting out to his betting or his woman or goodness knew
what! A slug! Fat too! And didn't care a pin about his master!</p>
<p>But then against his will, came one of those moments of philosophy which
made old Jolyon different from other Forsytes:</p>
<p>After all why should the man care? He wasn't paid to care, and why expect
it? In this world people couldn't look for affection unless they paid for
it. It might be different in the next—he didn't know—couldn't
tell! And again he shut his eyes.</p>
<p>Relentless and stealthy, the butler pursued his labours, taking things
from the various compartments of the sideboard. His back seemed always
turned to old Jolyon; thus, he robbed his operations of the unseemliness
of being carried on in his master's presence; now and then he furtively
breathed on the silver, and wiped it with a piece of chamois leather. He
appeared to pore over the quantities of wine in the decanters, which he
carried carefully and rather high, letting his heard droop over them
protectingly. When he had finished, he stood for over a minute watching
his master, and in his greenish eyes there was a look of contempt:</p>
<p>After all, this master of his was an old buffer, who hadn't much left in
him!</p>
<p>Soft as a tom-cat, he crossed the room to press the bell. His orders were
'dinner at seven.' What if his master were asleep; he would soon have him
out of that; there was the night to sleep in! He had himself to think of,
for he was due at his Club at half-past eight!</p>
<p>In answer to the ring, appeared a page boy with a silver soup tureen. The
butler took it from his hands and placed it on the table, then, standing
by the open door, as though about to usher company into the room, he said
in a solemn voice:</p>
<p>"Dinner is on the table, sir!"</p>
<p>Slowly old Jolyon got up out of his chair, and sat down at the table to
eat his dinner.</p>
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