<h3><SPAN name="chap09"></SPAN>Chapter 9: Mutually Assured Deception</h3>
<p>The light of the newborn sun rose that instant far enough
above the horizon to shine directly into the tower’s upper
dome-like room, and I was awe struck by the texture that the
lights created on the glass of the walls, for when it shone
through at just the right height, a previously invisible picture
came to view. It was of a towering clipper ship with sails that
stretched across their masts like skin over the bones of a
pleasantly plump fellow, the wind billowing them about at a
leisurely rate. Waves broke gently upon the ship’s side as
the crew rested peacefully on the various cables and nets, all
except for the one-legged captain who was busy looking at the map
and accompanying charts. It was a quaint and beautiful scene,
though it soon passed away as the sun moved upwards in the sky,
and I wouldn’t have mentioned it, except that as it
disappeared, I found myself looking at where it had been, but
instead of the ship, I saw directly through the glass the
inhabitants of Nunami arising and beginning their daily business,
a scene which I might have missed since I was previously wholly
absorbed by the picturesqueness of the sky.</p>
<p>Usually the Zards would arise before dawn and be about their
business, but because of the great flames of the night before,
they had no doubt had trouble sleeping, and therefore slept later
than usual when they finally did fall into the lands beyond
consciousness. They hustled and bustled about the streets of
Nunami, each doing their own business, and there was much
business to be done in a city in which all provisions are
provided internally, with no trade or commerce outside
whatsoever. There were merchants and stores still, yet they were
not traders but producers, each making their own wares as they
sold ones they had already made. Butchers sat in their shops with
their blood-stained aprons already donned, cobblers and tailors
were busy with the day’s repairs and new creations, the
milkmen paraded the streets slowly and methodically, somehow
getting their products to the citizens before 8 AM. The farmers
and herdsmen were also at work in the fields that were spread
throughout the city, plowing and sowing, and being joined by
those who had just finished distributing the milk.</p>
<p>All was commonplace and normal, I thought, and I was
surprised, for the Zards were not at all martially minded, a
great contrast to their Canitaurian brethren. Of course, I had
never actually met any of the Canitaurian commoners. It seems to
me that the only ones who really are martially minded are the
leaders and politicians, everyone else seems to mind their own
business, and sometimes I wonder if there would even be any wars
if there weren’t any governments with the power to wage
one. There was a group of Zards by the government center, which
was close to my involuntary quarters, and they were leaning over
an opening in the aqueduct that ran down into the lake in the
southern section of the city, branching off from there into all
the various sectors. They were dumping a barrel of a fine, white
powder into the water that was running down into the lake, and
after the first had been poured in, they added another and
another until they had put a good five barrels into the water
source. Once they had finished, they took the empty barrels to a
large cage that was down the road a bit, inside of a small grove
of trees and shrubs. Inside the cage was a multitude of little
beetles that crawled around every which way and were evidentially
feasting on a large chunk of glowing material. For a moment I was
surprised, and wondered what it was they were doing, but then it
hit me: they were the delcator beetles that Bernibus had told me
of earlier, the ones that absorbed the radioactive material and
stabilized it. As I learned later, they had two good uses, one
was that they consumed the unstable materials and neutralized
them, but the other was that their droppings, when mixed into the
water supply, also gave all that consumed them a greater
tolerance for nuclear material. It was almost ironic that their
whole way of life was dependent on the feces of another life
form, but I will refrain from turning it into a metaphor.</p>
<p>The female Zards wore a black headpiece that mostly covered
their faces, and at first I found it strange that for all his
talk of progress, the King’s people still oppressed their
women, perhaps there wasn’t as much progress as he had
boasted, or, more likely, he was unaware that there was no such
thing as progress, just different manifestations of oppression.
History repeats itself, they say, and indeed it does, both
literally and figuratively.</p>
<p>There suddenly arose a great commotion in the square between
the Temple and the palace, and as I looked, I was surprised to
see that there was a large crowd gathered. In the middle of the
square there were two groups of ten Zards facing each other, with
a single Zard in between them, and around the outside of the
plaza area stood a hundred or so spectators, apparently watching
those in the middle. A moment after I started watching, the
solitary Zard, the referee as I found out, walked to the edge,
and each of the groups walked to one of the opposing sides and
then turned about to face the other. The referee let out a loud
yell and in a flash, the two teams ran at each other headlong,
until converging somewhere in the center of the field. As they
met they dived upon one another and pushed and shoved until the
left team had isolated one of the right’s players, who was
the only one on his team wearing an orange jersey. They dived on
him and jumped until the whole field was piled high with them,
and then they slowly began to disembark. Once all of the opposing
team’s players were off of the orange shirted Zard, all was
silent and still as the referee held his hand aloft and began
counting with his fingers. Everyone held their breathe and stood
tensely by as they watched. Just before the referee’s tenth
and final finger was counted, the orange shirted player rose from
the ground, amidst the screams of joy from his team and about
half of the crowd, apparently their fans. The two teams then
returned to their respective sides, and again the referee yelled
loudly, signaling them to rush at each other once more, and more
of the same ensued, this time it being the other team’s
orange shirted player to get pounced on. Once again there was a
high pile on top of him, and once again, as they crawled off and
he was exposed, the referee began to count. Except that this time
the orange shirted one never got up. The other team cheered again
and so did the other half of the crowd. The referee went to a
pole on the sidelines and put up the number ‘1’ on it
while a few bystanders picked the Zard up and carried him off the
field. They continued to play in this fashion for awhile, going
until one team or the other had no longer any players to be
jumped upon, but I was too disgusted at their violent nature to
watch, and instead walked over to the end table and picked up the
telescope, taking back as I did my thoughts about the innocence
and gentleness of the common folk.</p>
<p>With the telescope in hand I went over to the eastern side of
the room and began to closely inspect the savanna in an attempt
to get a bird’s eye view of the point of my entrance in
Daem. It looked rather the same from above as it did from below,
though the smells and sounds were missing, and I found that it
was rather bland once the initial excitement, surprise, and
respect of its novelty had worn off. Indeed, it was quite too
dull for me, even in my state of boredom as a prisoner, though I
suppose that that isn’t a proper description of my
feelings, for I wasn’t free from excitement or intriguing
events, but rather, I was in the middle of a campaign of new and
anticipated things, but simply unable to participate. Stuck in a
room 800 feet from the ground with walls of glass that allowed
observation of the whole island of Daem, which I assumed to be
the only civilization in the world, while great events unfolded
around me, of which I was supposed to be the primary actor, was
very disconcerting, though I find in retrospect that fate worked
so mysteriously in my situation that it is quite puzzling to
think about, meaning, of course, my relationship with the doom of
humanity as preventer and provoker, as savior and condemner.</p>
<p>My writing of this manuscript may be considered quite a big
cheat, as it details my direct involvement with Onan, the Lord of
the Past, and the general circumstances of the end of life on
earth, for the current age at least, but still I am allowed to
write it. Onan told me just a few moments ago that I could write
it and tell all that I want, to which I was taken aback. When I
asked why he would allow me to break the law of the council of
the gods, he replied that there was no rule against a human agent
from detailing his involvement in the actions of the divines. It
was allowed, he told me, because it would never make a mite of a
difference, for even if it were able to survive the bitter ice
ages and all the evolutionary periods in this TAB (Temporal
Anomaly Box, which I will explain later, since I get ahead of
myself and have not told of them yet), and even if it is found by
humans, and even if they are capable of understanding the text
contained within it, even then they will take no gain from it. I
was again taken aback when he said this, for though I know humans
to be stubborn and foolish, in general, I would think that they
would at least mind the warning when the conditions of its
completion came to pass. But he dissuaded me, telling me that my
coevals of the next age would no doubt take it as a novel.</p>
<p>At this I took your defense quite personally upon myself, and
demanded in as not so humble a tone as would be thought proper,
though as I am about to die within the next day or two, I have to
admit that I don’t give much of a damn for politics or
manners. And yet, with all my ardor I was quickly subdued by a
curt rebuke by my interlocutors (for Zimri was there as well),
which was, quite simply, that you hadn’t taken Homer for
any more than a creative poet, even after a few thousand years of
study, so why should my meager manuscript make such a large
impact. At that, I acquiesced to them and admitted that on that
end my attempt to save humanity one way or another was
contemptible, but I still write, as you see, for the
story’s sake, and possibly for my own material immortality.
But never mind that, for it is high time that I went back to my
story.</p>
<p>I was looking through the spyglass at the various areas of
Daem where my adventures had so far taken me. After I had
examined them all for a few moments, I felt a strange urge to use
the telescope to look closely at the mainland that I had seen
before, to see what the effects of the Great War had been there.
As I turned the telescope’s sights toward it, I was at once
surprised and flabbergasted at what caught my eye. There were
living beings on the mainland, not too far from the coast. And
not only that, but they were standing upright, though stooped, as
if by weariness and the wiles of life, and they seemed, in
general, to resemble humans, not directly, but as much as the
Zards and Canitaurs did, and with the effects of the radioactive
instability greater on the mainlands, it would seem natural that
they would be further removed from normality than those on Daem.
The land itself was barren and flat, with sparse vegetation in
the forms of small, deformed shrubs and a short, weak looking
grass. As I looked closer I saw that there were about six of the
strange, stooped humanoids, and they were gathering the fruits of
some of the shrubs for consumption. In a few moments they
finished their task and began to walk further inland, and I
followed their progress with interest until they finally
disappeared behind some of the small plateaus that were scattered
here and there among the wastelands.</p>
<p>Putting the telescope down, I walked over to the couch and
laid down on it, with indignation filling my every move, for I
was almost enraged that the Zards and Canitaurs both should fail
to tell me, whom they claimed to respect as kinsman redeemer and
whose decisions would seal their fate for good or ill, that there
were other survivors from the Great Wars. I was also shocked by
their selfishness, for while they fought pettily amongst
themselves over how they would change their lands for the better,
a seemingly important question about past and future, they
completely ignored the sufferings of other humanoids, to whom
their way of living no doubt seemed like a paradise. But there
they were, stuck across the sea on their desolate lands, unable
to cross to Daem and enjoy its plentiful resources and luxuries,
yet not at all unaware of them, for as they labored in their
hopeless ways, they could see Daem shining like a heavenly vision
before them, one which they were not able to touch or grasp, but
instead one that must infuriate them to no end in their heart, at
the knowledge of fate’s unfairness and their utter
hopelessness and complete poverty, not because of their laziness
or their ignorance or anything involving their actions
whatsoever, but simply because they had been born on the wrong
side of the sea.</p>
<p>At that moment I was embittered against both the Zards and the
Canitaurs for their selfishness and their pretensions of
morality. There is no morality where one sees another starving
and suffering and does not help, when one sees a whole race of
people living on a land where nothing but sorrows dwell, but will
not let them share the wealth that was given one by no doing of
oneself. There is no morality in selfishness, and when I saw
those wretched people, I no longer felt like redeeming those on
Daem from the impending doom of humanity. Whatever plans they had
for me they never told, I sensed, for there was something deeply
wrong about the way they looked at me and talked about me,
something deeply wrong about the way they patronized me and
treated me like a silly child, while I was the one who was to
decide their fate. The Canitaurs and the Zards both looked at me
with a subtle sense of deceit and ill will, all that is, except
Bernibus, which is why our friendship flourished so swiftly. As I
laid there with thoughts of Onan and the decision that I was to
make, and of all the responsibility that was put upon me
involuntarily, as I thought of the conflict of past and future at
the neglect of the present, as I thought about the self-obsession
and overindulgence that come with wealth, and the desire for
still more that accompanies it, I fell to sleep and into a place
where no troubles lay, for my long day and night had left in me
no energy for dreams.</p>
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