<h3><SPAN name="chap14"></SPAN>Chapter 14: Past and Future</h3>
<p>I have no recollection of how long I stood there staring
blankly into the void, for the sun was hidden behind the darkened
sky. I have no memory of that period until I saw two short forms
coming towards me in the distance. They walked slowly and
methodically, as if they were not hurried on by any physical
concerns. As they drew near, I saw them to be Onan and Zimri, the
Lords of Past and Future. When they arrived I was awakened from
the trance that I had fallen into, and I gave them a slight bow,
for I was still standing upright. The look on their faces was one
of sorrow, for no matter how many times they had seen the
destruction of humanity, each time it brought only fresh,
poignant sorrow.</p>
<p>Onan was the first to speak, breaking the silence with a long,
hopeless sigh, “My dear Jehu,” he said, “This
age has come to a close.”</p>
<p>I could say nothing, for Bernibus’ face was still gazing
at me in my memory.</p>
<p>“Do not be saddened by grief or guilt, Jehu, for it is
what has always happened. It is not your fault, for the events
that you have witnessed do not have their roots in your time or
in this one, but in the very foundation of the world. It is not
your actions that caused this, but rather the accumulated
momentum of all the ages of humanity, for they are history, and
history reigns by influence. There were no right choices and no
wrong choices for you, for the power of the kinsman redeemer is
not in himself, but in the way that those around him react to
what he signifies. In every age before this you have done the
same, as you will in every age after this as well. You were
humanity’s last chance, yet it is not up to you to change
their course: it is up to them to change their own.”</p>
<p>Here I raised my head from its dull droop and looked
questioningly into his eyes. “What do you mean,” I
asked, “That I did not prevent it in any of the other ages?
How could I exist in any other age but this?”</p>
<p>“Then you do not understand?”</p>
<p>“Why else would I ask?” I faintly smiled.</p>
<p>“These are the Ice Ages, the end of an age of history.
Every time that the temporal continuum revolves around eternity,
it has a new age, much like the years of the earth as it revolves
around the sun. When the atomic anionizers went off, they did on
a large scale what they were designed to do on a small scale:
reverse the poles through an extreme electric charge, by
injecting countless solitary electrons into the atoms. But with
so many of them exploded at once, they did this to the earth
itself, reversing its poles. It was a theory at your time that
the poles reversed about every 170,000 years, this is because
that is how long an age is.</p>
<p>“When the earth’s poles were reversed, it brought
all to desolation, excepting you, for you were protected by the
suit. But while this is the ending of all life on earth, in a way
it is also the beginning, for you see, Jehu, you have just
witnessed the Big Bang. In a few days, at the longest, you will
die yourself, for there is no food or water for you here, but
inside of your anti-electron suit, your remains will be
protected. Slowly the earth will regenerate, and when conditions
suitable for life have been once more returned, your suit will be
blown against a rock somewhere and broken open. From that little
hole, the atoms of life, your life, will escape into the
atmosphere and grow and evolve until they become like what things
were before you were born. Then the process will be repeated. You
are not only the one who symbolizes the destruction of humanity,
but also the one who symbolizes the rebirth of humanity. You are
the beginning and the end, in a sense, a descendant of yourself,
simultaneously the father and the son. You will be born again
through your own descendants, and will once again become the
kinsman redeemer. It is your destiny, there is no other way. You
are the White Eagle.”</p>
<p>“You only confuse me more, what is this White
Eagle?”</p>
<p>“Do you remember when we first met, in the Chambers of
History? On the dome of the ceiling there was a sculpture mural,
and in it was a White Eagle, holding many lords and ladies in its
talons while it soared far above the lands, and those on the land
were worshiping it. You are the White Eagle. You hold all of
humanity in your hands, for you are the father of all men, they
all descend from you, including you, yourself. You were the White
Eagle, for the altar had no power, the power was only in you.</p>
<p>“Those who worshiped you were those who worship time, in
either of its forms, past or future. Those who worship the past
recognize the influence of history, and they understand that
there are taboos and traditions created through mutual
experience. These traditions reign in humanity by keeping men
from actions that lead to pain and suffering. But they do not
understand that while it influences mankind, the past does not
control them, for it is gone, and it will never come again. In
their strict keeping of traditions, they focus on the physical
act of the tradition, while neglecting the spiritual principle
behind the tradition. If you keep only the physical form of the
principle, you have nothing.</p>
<p>“On the other hand, those who worship the future neglect
the past and the valuable lessons that it teaches. They believe
that there is some moral advancement that places them above those
that have come before, they believe that the people of the past
were blinded to the truth, and that the revelation of the truth
in the present supersedes the traditions of the past. But they
are wrong as well, for humanity is humanity, and those of the
past were no more ignorant than those at present. The people of
the past fell into the same traps as the those in the present,
and both suffer the same consequences.</p>
<p>“While one group remembers only the physical display of
the spiritual truth, the other rejects the spiritual truth
because of its physical display. Those who worship the future
break taboos because they recognize that the mere physical
manifestation of the truths is not their entire essence, but they
reject the spiritual truth as well. When taboos are broken, there
is nothing gained, but everything lost, for the physical
traditions at least lead to the knowledge of the spiritual laws
to those who seek such wisdom. One taboo is broken, but as there
is no satisfaction in the breaking of taboos, every one of them
is broken in succession. Then there is no limit to the immorality
that is left to freely roam the hearts of men, and when
immorality, the breaking of the spiritual laws, is widely
propagated, there is spiritual suffering. When this spiritual
suffering begins to accumulate and is translated into physical
suffering, the people see what is happening, how their very
society is crumbling to ruin around them. Yet instead of
recognizing the truth of what is happening, they see the
traditions of the past as the cause of their problems, and
continue to make their plight worse. This downward spiral
continues until at last we find ourselves where we are now, at
the end of an age.”</p>
<p>“But what else is there to do?” I asked Onan,
‘If both the past and the future lead to ruin?”</p>
<p>“The answer is in the present, my dear Jehu, for if one
focuses on the spiritual laws that bring good or evil, and acts
according to them, instead of their physical counterparts and
manifestations, then things will thrive and become prosperous.
What is evil brings evil consequences, and what is good brings
good consequences, over time. The ends define the means, just as
the fruit shows the tree to be either good or bad. These
spiritual laws become known and remembered, not why they are so,
but simply that they are so. No one can question why, for
morality is observed through its effects, just as science is.
When people observe that one thing brings good and another bad,
they remember to stay away from the bad things and cling to the
good. Over time these evolve into taboos and social restrictions,
not meaningless laws enforced by tyrants for their own reasons,
but rules that are observed by all because the are the laws of
the spiritual realm and govern physical life. But when the people
forget what the traditions represent, then all is lost, and
either of the two paths that present themselves lead to
ruin.”</p>
<p>“But why do not men see?”</p>
<p>“Because they are rooted too strongly in the physical
realm, and cannot, or will not, see the spiritual. What they see
as happiness is not the spiritual matter that is happiness, but
the physical actions the represent happiness. What they see as
love is not love in the spiritual sense, only its manifestation
in the physical realm. When they see the happiness that comes
from a spiritual connection, they seek after it. But they do not
seek after the actual essence of the spiritual connection, yet
after its physical counterpart, marriage. This they take and
defile, and when they go through the physical actions of the
spiritual marriage but forsake the very thing that makes it bring
happiness, they are left without any real sense of satisfaction,
without any real happiness.</p>
<p>“You must understand that the physical manifestation of
the spiritual force is not the spiritual force at all, only a
bland deception. If you only focus on what you can see directly,
than you chase after only the representation and not the object
desired. If a bird is flying through the sky at noontime, casting
a shadow on the ground below him, and a man comes along, and in
the hope of catching the bird chases after its shadow, it is
evident that he will never catch it, for when he does reach it,
he will find that there is nothing there at all, only the shadow
of what it was he desired. So it is with the
spiritual!”</p>
<p>“Yes, I think that I am beginning to
understand.”</p>
<p>“Excellent. If only I could tell you more, but I must
go, my dear Jehu, for Father Temis is in mourning for his
children, and I must go to comfort him.”</p>
<p>“I thought that you and Zimri were his children?”
I asked.</p>
<p>“You are all his children. He is patient, ever so
patient, but still they fall by the wayside, too caught up in
their false perception to rest in him. Fare thee well, Jehu, may
you be blessed ere you must die.”</p>
<p>And with that, Onan and Zimri turned and walked away in the
other direction, never to be seen by me again, in this age. I
took a look around me, and could not bear to remain any longer in
a place of such ill remembrance. Turning slowly and despondently
to the westward, I began to walk over the lifeless mass of what
had been the ocean not too long ago. For how long I walked, I
could not tell, but in due time I reached Daem, though it was no
more hospitable than the mainlands, for all was laid to ruin by
the Big Bang, all was equally devoid of life.</p>
<p>When I came to what had been the center of the savanna, I came
across something that had survived the blast, being unearthed
from its previous burial hole by the force of the
anionizer’s explosion. It was a two foot by two foot box,
made of a strange metallic substance with an intricate etching
along its top. Written there in its center were these words:</p>
<p>“Temporal Anomaly Box, Number 12, Location: Central
Savanna”</p>
<p>I took the lid off carefully, though it was in perfect
condition and I did not need to treat it so, and looked inside of
it. There was a notebook and a pen there, both capable of
producing a large of amount of enduring text. This was one of the
boxes that had been taken back through time in the experiments of
the Zards and Canitaurs, designed to withstand any conditions,
and to hold its contents for countless ages, until they should be
retrieved and studied. I sat down on the ground and began to
write my story down, in order to assist whoever takes the job of
kinsman redeemer in the next age. I knew that it would have all
been forgotten, so I made sure to carefully record it, for it
could mean the difference between the life and death of
humanity.</p>
<p>This was only hours ago, and now I have reached the end my
tale. If by any chance you come upon this in some subsequent age,
I beg you to take heed, for what I have written will surely come
to pass once more if something is not done to prevent it. There
is nothing else for me to say, for this is the end of my story,
and within the next day I will also pass over to the spiritual
realm. What, then, can I say to bring this to a close, for this
is neither the end nor the beginning. I suppose all that can be
said is this:</p>
<p style="text-align: center"><strong>DEJA VU (THE
END)</strong></p>
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