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<h3> CHAPTER IV </h3>
<h3> MIRIAM'S BROTHER </h3>
<p>But for the aid of his wife's more sympathetic insight, Edward Spence
would have continued to interpret Miriam's cheerless frame of mind as a
mere result of impatience at being removed from the familiar scenes of
her religious activity, and of disquietude amid uncongenial
surroundings. "A Puritan at Naples"—that was the phrase which
represented her to his imagination; his liking for the picturesque and
suggestive led him to regard her solely in that light. No strain of
modern humanitarianism complicated Miriam's character. One had not to
take into account a possible melancholy produced by the contrast
between her life of ease in the South, and the squalor of laborious
multitudes under a sky of mill-smoke and English fog. Of the new
philanthropy she spoke, if at all, with angry scorn, holding it to be
based on rationalism, radicalism, positivism, or whatsoever name
embodied the conflict between the children of this world and the
children of light. Far from Miriam any desire to abolish the misery
which was among the divinely appointed conditions of this preliminary
existence. No; she was uncomfortable, and content that others should be
so, for discomfort's sake. It fretted her that the Sunday in Naples
could not be as universally dolorous as it was at Bartles. It revolted
her to hear happy voices in a country abandoned to heathendom.</p>
<p>"Whenever I see her looking at old Vesuvius," said Spence to Eleanor,
his eye twinkling, "I feel sure that she muses on the possibility of
another tremendous outbreak. She regards him in a friendly way; he is
the minister of vengeance."</p>
<p>Eleanor's discernment was not long in bringing her to a modification of
this estimate.</p>
<p>"I am convinced, Ned, that her thoughts are not so constantly at
Bartles as we imagine. In any case, I begin to understand what she
suffers from most. It is want of occupation for her mind. She is
crushed with <i>ennui</i>."</p>
<p>"This is irreverence. As well attribute <i>ennui</i> to the Prophet Jeremiah
meditating woes to come."</p>
<p>"I allow you your joke, but I am right for all that. She has nothing to
think about that profoundly interests her; her books are all but as
sapless to her as to you or me. She is sinking into melancholia."</p>
<p>"But, my dear girl, the chapel!"</p>
<p>"She only pretends to think of it. Miriam is becoming a hypocrite. I
have noted several little signs of it since Cecily came. She poses—and
in wretchedness. Please to recollect that her age is four-and-twenty."</p>
<p>"I do so frequently, and marvel at human nature."</p>
<p>"I do so, and without marvelling at all, for I see human nature
justifying itself. I'll tell you what I am going to do, I shall propose
to her to begin and read Dante."</p>
<p>"The 'Inferno.' Why, yes."</p>
<p>"And I shall craftily introduce to her attention one or two wicked and
worldly little books, such as, 'The Improvisatore,' and the 'Golden
Treasury,' and so on. Any such attempts at first would have been
premature; but I think the time has come."</p>
<p>Miriam knew no language but her own, and Eleanor by no means purposed
inviting her to a course of grammar and exercise. She herself, with her
husband's assistance, had learned to read Italian in the only rational
way for mature-minded persons—simply taking the text and a close
translation, and glancing from time to time at a skeleton accidence.
This, of course, will not do in the case of fools, but Miriam Baske,
all appearances notwithstanding, did not belong to that category. On
hearing her cousin's proposition, she at first smiled coldly; but she
did not reject it, and in a day or two they had made a fair beginning
of the 'Inferno.' Such a beginning, indeed, as surprised Eleanor, who
was not yet made aware that Miriam worked at the book in private with
feverish energy—drank at the fountain like one perishing of thirst.
Andersen's exquisite story was not so readily accepted, yet this too
before long showed a book-marker. And Miriam's countenance brightened;
she could not conceal this effect. Her step was a little lighter, and
her speech became more natural.</p>
<p>A relapse was to be expected; it came at the bidding of sirocco. One
morning the heavens lowered, grey, rolling; it might have been England.
Vesuvius, heavily laden at first with a cloud like that on Olympus when
the gods are wrathful, by degrees passed from vision, withdrew its form
into recesses of dun mists. The angry blue of Capri faded upon a
troubled blending of sea and sky; everywhere the horizon contracted and
grew mournful; rain began to fall.</p>
<p>Miriam sank as the heavens darkened. The strength of which she had
lately been conscious forsook her; all her body was oppressed with
languor, her mind miserably void. No book made appeal to her, and the
sight of those which she had bought from home was intolerable. She lay
upon a couch, her limbs torpid, burdensome. Eleanor's company was worse
than useless.</p>
<p>"Please leave me alone," she said at length. "The sound of your voice
irritates me."</p>
<p>An hour went by, and no one disturbed her mood. Her languor was on the
confines of sleep, when a knock at the door caused her to stir
impatiently and half raise herself. It was her maid who entered,
holding a note.</p>
<p>"A gentleman has called, ma'am. He wished me to give you this."</p>
<p>Miriam glanced at the address, and at once stood up, only her pale face
witnessing the lack of energy of a moment ago.</p>
<p>"Is he waiting?"</p>
<p>"Yes, ma'am."</p>
<p>The note was of two or three lines:—"Will you let me see you? Of
course I mean alone. It's a long time since we saw each other.—R. E."</p>
<p>"I will see him in this room."</p>
<p>The footstep of the maid as she came back along the tiled corridor was
accompanied by one much heavier. Miriam kept her eyes turned to the
door; her look was of pained expectancy and of sternness. She stood
close by the window, as if purposely drawing as far away as possible.
The visitor was introduced, and the door closed behind him.</p>
<p>He too, stood still, as far from Miriam as might be. His age seemed to
be seven- or eight-and-twenty, and the cast of his features so strongly
resembled Miriam's that there was no doubt of his being her brother.
Yet he had more beauty as a man than she as a woman. Her traits were in
him developed so as to lose severity and attain a kind of vigour, which
at first sight promised a rich and generous nature; his excellent
forehead and dark imaginative eyes indicated a mind anything but likely
to bear the trammels in which Miriam had grown up. In the attitude with
which he waited for his sister to speak there was both pride and shame;
his look fell before hers, but the constrained smile on his lips was
one of self-esteem at issue with adversity. He wore the dress of a
gentleman, but it was disorderly. His light overcoat hung unbuttoned,
and in his hand he crushed together a hat of soft felt.</p>
<p>"Why have you come to see me, Reuben?" Miriam asked at length, speaking
with difficulty and in an offended tone.</p>
<p>"Why shouldn't I, Miriam?" he returned quietly, stepping nearer to her.
"Till a few days ago I knew nothing of the illness you have had, or I
should, at all events, have written. When I heard you had come to
Naples, I—well, I followed. I might as well be here as anywhere else,
and I felt a wish to see you."</p>
<p>"Why should you wish to see me? What does it matter to you whether I am
well or ill?"</p>
<p>"Yes, it matters, though of course you find it hard to believe."</p>
<p>"Very, when I remember the words with which you last parted from me. If
I was hateful to you then, how am I less so now?"</p>
<p>"A man in anger, and especially one of my nature, often says more than
he means. It was never <i>you</i> that were hateful to me, though your
beliefs and your circumstances might madden me into saying such a
thing."</p>
<p>"My beliefs, as I told you then, are a part of myself—<i>are</i> myself."</p>
<p>She said it with irritable insistence—an accent which would doubtless
have been significant in the ears of Eleanor Spence.</p>
<p>"I don't wish to speak of that. Have you recovered your health, Miriam?"</p>
<p>"I am better."</p>
<p>He came nearer again, throwing his hat aside.</p>
<p>"Will you let me sit down? I've had a long journey in third-class, and
I feel tired. Such weather as this doesn't help to make me cheerful. I
imagined Naples with a rather different sky."</p>
<p>Miriam motioned towards a chair, and looked drearily from the window at
the dreary sea. Neither spoke again for two or three minutes. Reuben
Elgar surveyed the room, but inattentively.</p>
<p>"What is it you want of me?" Miriam asked, facing him abruptly.</p>
<p>"Want? You hint that I have come to ask you for money?"</p>
<p>"I shouldn't have thought it impossible. If you were in need—you spoke
of a third-class journey—I am, at all events, the natural person for
your thoughts to turn to."</p>
<p>Reuben laughed dispiritedly.</p>
<p>"No, no, Miriam; I haven't quite got to that. You are the very last
person I should think of in such a case."</p>
<p>"Why?"</p>
<p>"Simply because I am not quite so contemptible as you think me. I don't
quarrel with my sister, and come back after some years to make it up
just because I want to make a demand on her purse."</p>
<p>"You haven't accustomed me to credit you with high motives, Reuben."</p>
<p>"No. And I have never succeeded in making you understand me. I suppose
it's hopeless that you ever will. We are too different. You regard me
as a vulgar reprobate, who by some odd freak of nature happens to be
akin to you. I can picture so well what your imagination makes of me.
All the instances of debauchery and general blackguardism that the
commerce of life has forced upon your knowledge go towards completing
the ideal. It's a pity. I have always felt that you and I might have
been a great deal to each other if you had had a reasonable education.
I remember you as a child rebelling against the idiocies of your
training, before your brain and soul had utterly yielded; then you were
my sister, and even then, if it had been possible, I would have dragged
you away and saved you."</p>
<p>"I thank Heaven," said Miriam, "that my childhood was in other hands
than yours!"</p>
<p>"Yes; and it is very bitter to me to hear you say so."</p>
<p>Miriam kept silence, but looked at him less disdainfully.</p>
<p>"I suppose," he said, "the people you are staying with have much the
same horror of my name as you have."</p>
<p>"You speak as loosely as you think. The Spences can scarcely respect
you."</p>
<p>"You purpose remaining with them all the winter?"</p>
<p>"It is quite uncertain. With what intentions have you come here? Do you
wish me to speak of you to the Spences or not?"</p>
<p>He still kept looking about the room. Perhaps upon him too the baleful
southern wind was exercising its influence, for he sat listlessly when
he was not speaking, and had a weary look.</p>
<p>"You may speak of me or not, as you like. I don't see that anything's
to be gained by my meeting them; but I'll do just as you please."</p>
<p>"You mean to stay in Naples?"</p>
<p>"A short time. I've never been here before, and, as I said, I may as
well be here as anywhere else."</p>
<p>"When did you last see Mr. Mallard?"</p>
<p>"Mallard? Why, what makes you speak of him?"</p>
<p>"You made his acquaintance, I think, not long after you last saw me."</p>
<p>"Ha! I understand. That was why he sought me out. You and your friends
sent him to me as a companion likely to 'do me good.'"</p>
<p>"I knew nothing of Mr. Mallard then—nothing personally. But he doesn't
seem to be the kind of man whose interest you would resent."</p>
<p>"Then you know him?" Reuben asked, in a tone of some pleasure.</p>
<p>"He is in Naples at present."</p>
<p>"I'm delighted to hear it. Mallard is an excellent fellow, in his own
way, Somehow I've lost sight of him for a long time. He's painting
here, I suppose? Where can I find him?"</p>
<p>"I don't know his address, but I can at once get it for you. You are
sure that he will welcome you?"</p>
<p>"Why not? Have you spoken to him about me?"</p>
<p>"No," Miriam replied distantly.</p>
<p>"Why shouldn't he welcome me, then? We were very good friends. Do you
attribute to him such judgments as your own?"</p>
<p>His way of speaking was subject to abrupt changes. When, as in this
instance, he broke forth impulsively, there was a corresponding gleam
in his fine eyes and a nervous tension in all his frame. His voice had
an extraordinary power of conveying scornful passion; at such moments
he seemed to reveal a profound and strong nature.</p>
<p>"I am very slightly acquainted with Mr. Mallard," Miriam answered, with
the cold austerity which was the counterpart in her of Reuben's fiery
impulsiveness, "but I understand that he is considered trustworthy and
honourable by people of like character."</p>
<p>Elgar rose from his chair, and in doing so all but flung it down.</p>
<p>"Trustworthy and honourable! Why, so is many a greengrocer. How the
artist would be flattered to hear this estimate of his personality! The
honourable Mallard! I must tell him that."</p>
<p>"You will not dare to repeat words from my lips!" exclaimed Miriam,
sternly. "You have sunk lower even than I thought."</p>
<p>"What limit, then, did you put to my debasement? In what direction had
I still a scrap of trustworthiness and honour left?"</p>
<p>"Tell me that yourself, instead of talking to no purpose in this
frenzied way. Why do you come here, if you only wish to renew our old
differences?"</p>
<p>"You were the first to do so."</p>
<p>"Can I pretend to be friendly with you, Reuben? What word of penitence
have you spoken? In what have you amended yourself? Is not every other
sentence you speak a defence of yourself and scorn upon me?"</p>
<p>"And what right have you to judge me? Of course I defend myself, and as
scornfully as you like, when I am despised and condemned by one who
knows as little of me as the first stranger I pass on the road. Cannot
you come forward with a face like a sister's, and leave my faults for
my own conscience? <i>You</i> judge me! What do you, with your nun's
experiences, your heart chilled, your paltry view of the world through
a chapel window, know of a man whose passions boil in him like the fire
in yonder mountain? I should subdue my passions. Excellent text for a
copy book in a girls' school! I should be another man than I am; I
should remould myself; I should cool my brain with doctrine. With a
bullet, if you like; say that, and you will tell the truth. But with
the truth you have nothing to do; too long ago you were taught that you
must never face that. Do you deal as truthfully with yourself as I with
my own heart? I wonder, I wonder."</p>
<p>Miriam's eyes had fallen. She stood quite motionless, with a face of
suffering.</p>
<p>"You want me to confess my sins?" Reuben continued, walking about in
uncontrollable excitement. "What is your chapel formula? Find one
comprehensive enough, and let me repeat it after you; only mind that it
includes hypocrisy, for the sake of the confession. I tell you I am
conscious of no sins. Of follies, of ignorances, of miseries—as many
as you please. And to what account should they all go? Was I so
admirably guided in childhood and boyhood that my subsequent life is
not to be explained? It succeeded in your case, my poor sister. Oh,
nobly! Don't be afraid that I shall outrage you by saying all I think.
But just think of <i>me</i> as a result of Jewish education applied to an
English lad, and one whose temperament was plain enough to eyes of
ordinary penetration. My very name! Your name, too! You it has made a
Jew in soul; upon me it weighs like a curse as often as I think of it.
It symbolizes all that is making my life a brutal failure—a failure—a
failure!"</p>
<p>He threw himself upon the couch and became silent, his strength at an
end, even his countenance exhausted of vitality, looking haggard and
almost ignoble. Miriam stirred at length, for the first time, and gazed
steadily at him.</p>
<p>"Reuben, let us have an end of this," she said, in a voice half choked.
"Stay or go as you will; but I shall utter no more reproaches. You must
make of your life what you can. As you say, I don't understand you.
Perhaps the mere fact of my being a woman is enough to make that
impossible. Only don't throw your scorn at me for believing what you
can't believe. Talk quietly; avoid those subjects; tell me, if you wish
to, what you are doing or think of doing."</p>
<p>"You should have spoken like this earlier, Miriam. It would have spared
my memory its most wretched burden."</p>
<p>"How?"</p>
<p>"You know quite well that I valued your affection, and that it had no
little importance in my life. Instead of still having my sister, I had
only the memory of her anger and injustice, and of my own cursed
temper."</p>
<p>"I had no influence for good."</p>
<p>"Perhaps not in the common sense of the words. I am not going to talk
humbug about a woman's power to make a man angelic; that will do for
third-rate novels and plays. But I shouldn't have thrown myself away as
I have done if you had cared to know what I was doing."</p>
<p>"Did I not care, Reuben?"</p>
<p>"If so, you thought it was your duty not to show it. You thought
harshness was the only proper treatment for a case such as mine. I had
had too much of that."</p>
<p>"What did you mean just now by speaking as though you were poor?"</p>
<p>"I have been poor for a long time—poor compared with what I was. Most
of my money has gone—on the fool's way. I haven't come here to lament
over it. It's one of my rules never, if I can help it, to think of the
past. What has been, has been; and what will be, will be. When I fume
and rage like an idiot, that's only the blood in me getting the better
of the brain; an example of the fault that always wrecks me. Do you
think I cannot see myself? Just now, I couldn't keep back the insensate
words—insensate because useless—but I judged myself all the time as
distinctly as I do now it's over."</p>
<p>"Your money gone, Reuben?" murmured his sister, in consternation.</p>
<p>"You might have foreseen that. Come and sit down by me, Miriam. I am
tired and wretched. Where is the sun? Surely one may have sunshine at
Naples!"</p>
<p>He was now idly fretful. Miriam seated herself at his side, and he took
her hand.</p>
<p>"I thought you might perhaps receive me like this at first. I came only
with that hope. I wish you looked better, Miriam. How do you employ
yourself here?"</p>
<p>"I am much out of doors. I get stronger."</p>
<p>"You spoke of old Mallard. I'm glad he is here, really glad. You know,
Mallard's a fellow of no slight account; I should think you might even
like him."</p>
<p>"But yourself, Reuben?"</p>
<p>"No, no; let me rest a little. I'm sick and tired of myself. Let's talk
of old Mallard. And what's become of little Cecily Doran?"</p>
<p>"She is here—with her aunt."</p>
<p>"She here too! By Jove! Well, of course, I shall have nothing to do
with them. Mallard still acting as her guardian, I suppose. Rather a
joke, that. I never could get him to speak on the subject. But I feel
glad you know him. He's a solid fellow, tremendously conscientious;
just the things you would like in a man, no doubt. Have you seen any of
his paintings?"</p>
<p>Miriam shook her head absently, unable to find voice for the topic,
which was remote from her thoughts.</p>
<p>"He's done fine things, great things. I shall look him up, and we'll
drink a bottle of wine together."</p>
<p>He kept stroking Miriam's hand, a white hand with blue veins—a strong
hand, though so delicately fashioned. The touch of the wedding-ring
again gave a new direction to his discursive thoughts.</p>
<p>"After this, shall you go back to that horrible hole in Lancashire?"</p>
<p>"I hope to go back home, certainly."</p>
<p>"Home, home!" he muttered, impatiently. "It has made you ill, poor
girl. Stay in Italy a long time, now you are once here. For you to be
here at all seems a miracle; it gives me hopes."</p>
<p>Miriam did not resent this, in word at all events. She was submitting
again to physical oppression; her head drooped, and her abstracted gaze
was veiled with despondent lassitude. Reuben talked idly, in loose
sentences.</p>
<p>"Do you think of me as old or young, Miriam?" he asked, when both had
kept silence for a while.</p>
<p>"I no longer think of you as older than myself."</p>
<p>"That is natural. I imagined that. In one way I am old enough, but in
another I am only just beginning my life, and have all my energies
fresh. I shall do something yet; can you believe it?"</p>
<p>"Do what?" she asked, wearily.</p>
<p>"Oh, I have plans; all sorts of plans."</p>
<p>He joined his hands together behind his head, and began to stir with a
revival of mental energy.</p>
<p>"But plans of what sort?"</p>
<p>"There is only one direction open to me. My law has of course gone
to—to limbo; it was always an absurdity. Most of my money has gone the
same way, and I'm not sorry for it. If I had never had anything, I
should have set desperately to work long ago. Now I am bound to work,
and you will see the results. Of course, in our days, there's only one
road for a man like me. I shall go in for literature."</p>
<p>Miriam listened, but made no comment.</p>
<p>"My life hitherto has not been wasted," Elgar pursued, leaning forward
with a new light on his countenance. "I have been gaining experience.
Do you understand? Few men at my age have seen more of life—the kind
of life that is useful as literary material. It's only quite of late
that I have begun to appreciate this, to see all the possibilities that
are in myself. It has taken all this time to outgrow the miserable
misdirection of my boyhood, and to become a man of my time. Thank the
fates, I no longer live in the Pentateuch, but at the latter end of the
nineteenth century. Many a lad has to work this deliverance for himself
nowadays. I don't wish to speak unkindly any more, Miriam, but I must
tell you plain facts. Some fellows free themselves by dint of hard
study. In my case that was made impossible by all sorts of
reasons—temperament mainly, as you know. I was always a rebel against
my fetters; I had not to learn that liberty was desirable, but how to
obtain it, and what use to make of it. All the disorder through which I
have gone was a struggle towards self-knowledge and understanding of my
time. You and others are wildly in error in calling it dissipation,
profligacy, recklessness, and so on. You at least, Miriam, ought to
have judged me more truly; you, at all events, should not have classed
me with common men."</p>
<p>His eyes were now agleam, and the beauty of his countenance fully
manifest. He held his head in a pose of superb confidence. There was
too much real force in his features to make this seem a demonstration
of idle vanity. Miriam regarded him, and continued to do so.</p>
<p>"To be sure, my powers are in your eyes valueless," he pursued; "or
rather, your eyes have never been opened to anything of the kind. The
nineteenth century is nothing to you; its special opportunities and
demands and characteristics would revolt you if they were made clear to
your intelligence. If I tell you I am before everything a man of my
time, I suppose this seems only a cynical confession of all the
weaknesses and crimes you have already attributed to me? It shall not
always be so! Why, what are you, after all, Miriam? Twenty-three,
twenty-four—which is it? Why, you are a child still; your time of
education is before you. You are a child come to Italy to learn what
can be made of life!"</p>
<p>She averted her face, but smiled, and not quite so coldly as of wont.
She could not but think of Cecily, whose words a few days ago had been
in spirit so like these, so like them in the ring of enthusiasm.</p>
<p>"Some day," Elgar went on, exalting himself more and more, "you shall
wonder in looking back on this scene between us—wonder how you could
have been so harsh to me. It is impossible that you and I, sole brother
and sister, should move on constantly diverging paths. Tell me—you are
not really without some kind of faith in my abilities?"</p>
<p>"You know it has always been my grief that you put them to no use."</p>
<p>"Very well. But it remains for you to learn what my powers really are,
and to bring yourself to sympathize with my direction. You are a
child—there is my hope. You shall be taught—yes, yes! Your obstinacy
shall be overcome; you shall be made to see your own good!"</p>
<p>"And who is to be so kind as to take charge of my education?" Miriam
asked, without looking at him, in an idly contemptuous tone.</p>
<p>"Why not old Mallard?" cried Reuben, breaking suddenly into jest. "The
tutorship of children is in his line."</p>
<p>Miriam showed herself offended.</p>
<p>"Please don't speak of me. I am willing to hear what you purpose for
yourself, but don't mix my name with it."</p>
<p>Elgar resumed the tone of ambition. Whether he had in truth definite
literary schemes could not be gathered from the rhetoric on which he
was borne. His main conviction seemed to be that he embodied the spirit
of his time, and would ere long achieve a work of notable significance,
the fruit of all his experiences. Miriam, though with no sign of strong
interest, gave him her full attention.</p>
<p>"Do you intend to work here?" she asked at length.</p>
<p>"I can't say. At present I am anything but well, and I shall get what
benefit I can from Naples first of all. I suppose the sun will shine
again before long? This sky is depressing."</p>
<p>He stood up, and went to the windows; then came back with uncertain
step.</p>
<p>"You'll tell the Spences I've been?"</p>
<p>"I think I had better. They will know, of course, that I have had a
visitor."</p>
<p>"Should I see them?" he asked, with hesitation.</p>
<p>"Just as you please."</p>
<p>"I shall have to, sooner or later. Why not now?"</p>
<p>Miriam pondered.</p>
<p>"I'll go and see if they are at leisure."</p>
<p>During her absence, Elgar examined the books on the table. He turned
over each one with angry mutterings. The chapel plans were no longer
lying about; only yesterday Miriam had rolled them up and put them
away—temporarily. Before the "St. Cecilia" he stood in thoughtful
observation, and was still there when Miriam returned. She had a look
of uneasiness.</p>
<p>"Miss Doran and her aunt are with Mrs. Spence, Reuben."</p>
<p>"Oh, in that case—" he began carelessly, with a wave of the arm.</p>
<p>"But they will be glad to see you."</p>
<p>"Indeed? I look rather seedy, I'm afraid."</p>
<p>"Take off your overcoat."</p>
<p>"I'm all grimy. I came here straight from the railway."</p>
<p>"Then go into my bedroom and make yourself presentable."</p>
<p>A few moments sufficed for this. As she waited for his return, Miriam
stood with knitted brows, her eyes fixed on the floor. Reuben
reappeared, and she examined him.</p>
<p>"You're bitterly ashamed of me, Miriam."</p>
<p>She made no reply, and at once led the way along the corridor.</p>
<p>Mrs. Spence had met Reuben in London, since her marriage; by invitation
he came to her house, but neglected to repeat the visit. To Mrs.
Lessingham he was personally a stranger. But neither of these ladies
received the honour of much attention from him for the first few
moments after he had entered the room; his eyes and thoughts were
occupied with the wholly unexpected figure of Cecily Doran. In his
recollection, she was a slight, pale, shy little girl, fond of keeping
in corners with a book, and seemingly marked out for a life of
dissenting piety and provincial surroundings. She had interested him
little in those days, and seldom did anything to bring herself under
his notice. He last saw her when she was about twelve. Now he found
himself in the presence of a beautiful woman, every line of whose
countenance told of instruction, thought, spirit; whose bearing was
refined beyond anything he had yet understood by that word; whose
modest revival of old acquaintance made his hand thrill at her touch,
and his heart beat confusedly as he looked into her eyes. With
difficulty he constrained himself to common social necessities, and
made show of conversing with the elder ladies. He wished to gaze
steadily at the girl's face, and connect past with present; to revive
his memory of six years ago, and convince himself that such development
was possible. At the same time he became aware of a reciprocal
curiosity in Cecily. When he turned towards her she met his glance, and
when he spoke she gave him a smile of pleased attentiveness. The
consequence was that he soon began to speak freely, to pick his words,
no balance his sentences and shun the commonplace.</p>
<p>"I saw Florence and Rome in '76," he replied to a question from Mrs.
Lessingham. "In Rome my travelling companion fell ill, and we returned
without coming further south. It is wrong, however, to say that I <i>saw</i>
anything; my mind was in far too crude a state to direct my eyes to any
purpose. I stared about me a good deal, and got some notions of
topography, and there the matter ended for the time."</p>
<p>"The benefit came with subsequent reflection, no doubt," said Mrs.
Lessingham, who found one of her greatest pleasures in listening to the
talk of young men with brains. Whenever it was possible, she gathered
such individuals about her and encouraged them to discourse of
themselves, generally quite as much to their satisfaction as to her
own. Already she had invited with some success the confidence of Mr.
Clifford Marsh, who proved interesting, but not unfathomable; he
belonged to a class with which she was tolerably familiar. Reuben
Elgar, she perceived at once, was not without characteristics linking
him to that same group of the new generation, but it seemed probable
that its confines were too narrow for him. There was comparatively
little affectation in his manner, and none in his aspect; his voice
rang with a sincerity which claimed serious audience, and his eyes had
something more than surface gleamings. Possibly he belonged to the
unclassed and the unclassable, in which case the interest attaching to
him was of the highest kind.</p>
<p>"Subsequent reflection," returned Elgar, "has, at all events, enabled
me to see myself as I then was; and I suppose self-knowledge is the
best result of travel."</p>
<p>"If one agrees that self-knowledge is ever a good at all," said the
speculative lady, with her impartial smile.</p>
<p>"To be sure." Elgar looked keenly at her, probing the significance of
the remark. "The happy human being will make each stage of his journey
a phase of more or less sensual enjoyment, delightful at the time and
valuable in memory. The excursion will be his life in little. I envy
him, but I can't imitate him."</p>
<p>"Why envy him?" asked Eleanor.</p>
<p>"Because he is happy; surely a sufficient ground."</p>
<p>"Yet you give the preference to self-knowledge."</p>
<p>"Yes, I do. Because in that direction my own nature tends to develop
itself. But I envy every lower thing in creation. I won't pretend to
say how it is with other people who are forced along an upward path; in
my own case every step is made with a groan, and why shouldn't I
confess it?"</p>
<p>"To do so enhances the merit of progress," observed Mrs. Lessingham,
mischievously.</p>
<p>"Merit? I know nothing of merit. I spoke of myself being <i>forced</i>
upwards. If ever I feel that I am slipping back, I shall state it with
just as little admission of shame."</p>
<p>Miriam heard this modern dialogue with grave features. At Bartles, such
talk would have qualified the talker for social excommunication, and
every other pain and penalty Bartles had in its power to inflict. She
observed that Cecily's interest increased. The girl listened frankly;
no sense of anything improper appeared in her visage. Nay, she was
about to interpose a remark.</p>
<p>"Isn't there a hope, Mr. Elgar, that this envy of which you speak will
be one of the things that the upward path leaves behind?"</p>
<p>"I should like to believe it, Miss Doran," he answered, his eyes
kindling at hers. "It's true that I haven't yet gone very far."</p>
<p>"I like so much to believe it that I <i>do</i> believe it," the girl
continued impulsively.</p>
<p>"Your progress in that direction exceeds mine."</p>
<p>"Don't be troubled by the compliment," interjected Eleanor, before
Cecily could speak. "There is no question of merit."</p>
<p>Mrs. Lessingham laughed.</p>
<p>The rain still fell, and the grey heavens showed no breaking. Shortly
after this, Elgar would have risen to take his leave, but Mrs. Spence
begged him to remain and lunch with them. The visitors from the
Mergellina declined a similar invitation.</p>
<p>Edward Spence was passing his morning at the Museum. On his return at
luncheon-time, Eleanor met him with the intelligence that Reuben Elgar
had presented himself, and was now in his sister's room.</p>
<p>"<i>In forma pauperis</i>, presumably," said Spence, raising his eyebrows.</p>
<p>"I can't say, but I fear it isn't impossible. Cecily and her aunt
happened to call this morning, and he had some talk with them."</p>
<p>"Is he very much of a blackguard?" inquired her husband,
disinterestedly.</p>
<p>"Indeed, no. That is to say, externally and in his conversation. It's a
decided improvement on our old impressions of him."</p>
<p>"I'm glad to hear it," was the dry response.</p>
<p>"He has formed himself in some degree. Hints that he is going to
produce literature."</p>
<p>"Of course." Spence laughed merrily. "The last refuge of a scoundrel."</p>
<p>"I don't like to judge him so harshly, Ned. He has a fine face."</p>
<p>"And is Miriam killing the fatted calf?"</p>
<p>"His arrival seems to embarrass rather than delight her."</p>
<p>"Depend upon it, the fellow has come to propose a convenient division
of her personal property."</p>
<p>When he again appeared, Elgar was in excellent spirits. He met Spence
with irresistible frankness and courtesy; his talk made the luncheon
cheery, and dismissed thought of sirocco. It appeared that he had as
yet no abode; his luggage was at the station. A suggestion that he
should seek quarters under the same roof with Mallard recommended
itself to him.</p>
<p>"I feel like a giant refreshed," he declared, in privately taking leave
of Miriam. "Coming to Naples was an inspiration."</p>
<p>She raised her lips to his for the first time, but said nothing.</p>
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