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<h2> LETTER LXXXIII </h2>
<p>MISS CL. HARLOWE, TO ROBERT LOVELACE, ESQ. FRIDAY, AUG. 11.</p>
<p>It is a cruel alternative to be either forced to see you, or to write to
you. But a will of my own has been long denied me; and to avoid a greater
evil, nay, now I may say, the greatest, I write.</p>
<p>Were I capable of disguising or concealing my real sentiments, I might
safely, I dare say, give you the remote hope you request, and yet keep all
my resolutions. But I must tell you, Sir, (it becomes my character to tell
you, that, were I to live more years than perhaps I may weeks, and there
were not another man in the world, I could not, I would not, be your's.</p>
<p>There is no merit in performing a duty.</p>
<p>Religion enjoins me not only to forgive injuries, but to return good for
evil. It is all my consolation, and I bless God for giving me that, that I
am now in such a state of mind, with regard to you, that I can cheerfully
obey its dictates. And accordingly I tell you, that, wherever you go, I
wish you happy. And in this I mean to include every good wish.</p>
<p>And now having, with great reluctance I own, complied with one of your
compulsatory alternatives, I expect the fruits of it.</p>
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