<h2>CHAPTER XXI.</h2>
<div class="center"><span class="smcap">Life at Ludd.</span></div>
<p>On the 9th October the battered remnant of the
battalion moved from Jerusalem to Ludd by rail,
where it was taken on the strength of Lines of Communication
troops for garrison duties.</p>
<p>When we heard that we were to be severed from the
Anzacs our feeling was one of regret, for every individual
in the battalion had the greatest admiration, respect, and
affection for General Chaytor and his Staff, and, in fact,
a feeling of real comradeship for every officer and man
in the Anzac Mounted Division.</p>
<p>My sick and ailing could not even yet be taken into
Hospital owing to lack of accommodation, so I left them
attached to the 39th Battalion, under the care of Captain
Salaman, R.A.M.C.</p>
<p>Our transport had been ordered to proceed from
Jerusalem to Ludd by road on the 5th October, but as the
animals were worn to mere skin and bone by hard work,
and nearly all the drivers were down with malaria, I
represented to the authorities that it would be impossible
for them to move for at least a week, so they remained
in Jerusalem for some days after Battalion Headquarters
had left the City.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>When eventually the transport marched in to Ludd I
found both animals and men in a most pitiable condition.
One of my best N.C.O.s, Corporal Lloyd, was delirious
with fever, and several other men who should have gone
into Hospital at Jerusalem but were unable to gain admission
were brought down on the wagons. All these I sent
into the local Hospital; Corporal Lloyd unfortunately did
not recover, and died soon after he was admitted. Of
the half-dozen officers who had so far escaped the
malaria, one after another went down and were carried
off to Hospital, until, out of the whole battalion, only
Captain Leadley, Lieutenant Bullock, and myself were
left in Camp!</p>
<p>Major Neill was one of the last to succumb, and his
attack was so severe that his life was despaired of. He
was on the "dangerously ill" list for some time, but
fortunately recovered.</p>
<p>Day after day the few remaining men we had left went
to hospital until, in the end, I was put to such straits that
I had to appeal once more to the Australians, who had
a reinforcement camp near us under the command of
Major Ferguson. I rode over and told him the difficulty
I had in finding men even to feed my animals, and asked
him to spare me a score of troopers to help with the
exercising, watering, and grooming, etc., of the transport
animals.</p>
<p>As usual, the Australians were all out to help, and
readily gave me all the assistance I asked for.</p>
<p>Soon after the 38th Battalion left Jerusalem, Colonel
Margolin also received orders to proceed to Ludd,
although it was well known that hundreds of sick were<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</SPAN></span>
in the camp. What would have happened to these unfortunate
sufferers if he had obeyed orders and marched
away leaving them to their fate, sick and helpless as
they were, I shall leave the reader to imagine. Luckily
for these poor fellows Colonel Margolin refused to leave
until such time as they could be accommodated in
Hospital.</p>
<p>Eventually he succeeded in getting his men into
medical wards, and then he and what was left of his
battalion came and camped within a mile of us at Surafend,
a village between Ludd and Jaffa.</p>
<p>On the evening of the 22nd October Colonel Margolin
and Captain Salaman rode into my camp and complained
to me of the discrimination and unfair treatment
to which the Jewish soldiers were being subjected in the
Hospitals—giving me various instances to illustrate
certain of their statements.</p>
<p>As the Senior Officer of the Jewish Battalions, not
being myself a Jew, I was deeply hurt at the un-English
methods adopted towards men who had done so well in
the field in England's cause, and felt that I would not be
doing my duty to those under my command, and to
Jewry generally, unless I protested against this unfair
discrimination.</p>
<p>I considered that the best way of bringing matters to
a head was by requesting to be relieved of my command
as a protest against the anti-Jewish policy which prevailed.
I accordingly sent forward my resignation. This
found its way to G.H.Q., but as certain individuals there
had no desire to see me land unmuzzled in England, my
resignation was not accepted. Some of the Staff knew<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</SPAN></span>
only too well that if I were free to return to England I
would at once let the authorities there know that their
representatives in Palestine were not carrying out the
declared policy of the Imperial Government, but, on the
contrary, were doing their best to make of the Balfour
Declaration a mere "scrap of paper."</p>
<p>As G.H.Q. was then only some two miles from my
Camp I thought it might help matters if I could see
Major-General Louis Jean Bols, the Chief-of-Staff, and
get him to put a stop to the persecution that was going
on, and see that his underlings "played the game." I
therefore called on this gentleman, but he, for reasons
best known to himself, refused to see me.</p>
<p>I told his A.D.C. that I was camped close by and
would be glad to see the General any time that was
convenient to him, but I left his office feeling there never
would be a convenient time, and so, in fact, it turned
out.</p>
<p>When my resignation was refused and my request for
an interview treated in the same manner, I made a
vigorous protest against the anti-Jewish policy which
prevailed, and stated that if it was not altered I would
have the matter placed before the Secretary of State for
War in Parliament.</p>
<p>As a result of this I got a letter from G.H.Q. requesting
me to furnish a list of the complaints I wished
to make, and also asking me to forward recommendations
for the improvement and comfort of the Jewish
Battalion.</p>
<p>In my reply I pointed out how the battalion had suffered
owing to the discrimination to which it had been<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</SPAN></span>
subjected, and gave specific instances of unfair and unjust
treatment during our service with the E.E.F.</p>
<p>I also forwarded a separate memorandum recommending
various changes for the improvement and comfort of
the men. I made five specific suggestions; not a single
one of these was carried out.</p>
<p>One of my suggestions was that a special Jewish
name and badge should be given to the battalion. This
had been promised by the War Office, but the fact that
it was granted was <i>purposely withheld from our knowledge</i>
by the Staff, and it was only by accident, a whole
year later, that I discovered this deliberate shelving of
Army Council Orders by G.H.Q. in Egypt.</p>
<p>This could not have been an oversight because I had
written more than once to enquire whether this distinction
had yet been conferred on the battalion.</p>
<p>Having seen the majority of my officers and men all
carried off to Hospital, and feeling ill and depressed in
my lonely camp, I sat down late one night and wrote a
letter of condolence to Mrs. Cross. I told her that
although we had wired to every Turkish Hospital, from
Es Salt to Damascus, we could obtain no information
about her husband; I wound up my letter by stating that
although there might still be some very faint hope, she
must steel herself to face the facts, for I feared she would
never see her husband again.</p>
<p>It must have been close on midnight when I lay down,
and, as I was unable to sleep, I was reading by the dim
light of a candle when suddenly I saw a white ghostly
face appear in the tent door, and only that I knew Cross
was dead I would have thought it was the face of Cross.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</SPAN></span>
Then a sepulchral voice said, "Are you awake, Sir?"
and I began to wonder if it were all a dream. When the
figure approached the light, I saw that it really <i>was</i>
Cross, so I bounded up to give him a welcome—such a
welcome as one would give to a friend who had risen from
the dead.</p>
<p>It appeared that when the patrol had been ambushed,
Cross got wounded and lay under a sandbank where he
was discovered by the Turks; they carried him off, and,
as they were then retiring as fast as they could, took
him with them, pushed him on to Amman, and from
there by rail to Damascus. He was about to be sent
further north when the British entered the city. In the
confusion Cross made good his escape and eventually
worked his way back to me. Thus it was that nobody
knew anything of his whereabouts, for he had never
reported to any of the Hospitals en route.</p>
<p>Mrs. Cross had already been informed by the War
Office that he was missing and reported killed. I told
Cross that I had just posted a letter to his wife to say
that I feared that he must have been killed: he, of course,
at once sent a private cable to tell her that he was alive
and well, while I sent an official one to the War Office
giving the same account. At all events, my letter of
condolence to Mrs. Cross will always be a good souvenir
of the part her husband took in the Great War.</p>
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