<h2>THIRD EVENING.<br/> <span class="small">FOR RENEWING GRACE.</span></h2>
<p class="center small">"Renew a right spirit within me."—Psalm li. 10.</p>
<p><span class="smcap">Blessed God,</span> I desire anew to end this
night with Thee! Do Thou enkindle my soul
as with a live coal from off Thy holy altar!
Let all unhallowed and obtrusive thoughts and
cares be set aside, that I may enjoy a season of
fellowship with the Father and with His Son
Jesus Christ.</p>
<p>I rejoice to think that I have such a Friend
to repair to—such a never-failing refuge in
every season of perplexity and trouble; vicissitude
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is written on all around me, but "Thou
art the same." Though often, alas! I have
changed towards Thee, Thou hast never
changed towards me. Thou didst love me from
the beginning, and that love remains to this
hour, infinite, unalterable!</p>
<p>Lord, I am mourning over my many and
grievous backslidings, my base and unworthy
requital of all Thine unmerited kindness.
Bring me in poverty of Spirit, with deep conscious
unworthiness, to say, "God be merciful
to me a sinner." Give me a realizing sense of
the evil of sin, and my own sin in particular.
I feel that I have no abiding and depressing
consciousness of my guilt. How little of genuine,
heartfelt contrition do I experience! How
often I <i>appear</i> to be humble and penitent
when I am <i>not</i>! How do my very prayers
condemn me; and my confessions of sin need
themselves to be confessed!</p>
<p>Oh renew me in the spirit of my mind.—May
all old things pass away; may all things
be made new. Transform me by the indwelling
power of Thy quickening Spirit. May affections
now alienated from Thee be reclaimed
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to Thy service. May I seek to be more animated
by the sovereign motive of love to Him,
whose I am, and whom it is alike my duty and
my privilege to obey. Knowing that this is
Thy will concerning me, even my sanctification,
may it be my constant ambition to be growing
in grace and in the knowledge of the Lord and
Saviour Jesus Christ.</p>
<p>I have in myself no might, no power, no sufficiency,
to do any of these things. My sufficiency
is of Thee. Do Thou make Thy grace
sufficient for me, and perfect strength in weakness.
Keep me from all evil that would be
likely to grieve me. Wean me from all that is
fleeting and perishable here, and may all Thy
dealings towards me issue in the confirmed
habit of a holy life. If Thou sendest affliction,
let me regard it as Thine own way of dispensing
spiritual blessing, and bow with lowly submission
to Thy sovereign appointments.</p>
<p>Bless all my beloved friends. Keep them as
the apple of Thine eye. Hide them under the
shadow of Thy everlasting wings. Sanctify
trial to all in sorrow. Let the widow and the
fatherless put their trust in Thee. Succor the
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poor and him that hath no helper. Support
the aged. Sustain the dying. May we all
bear one another's burdens and so fulfil the law
of Christ.</p>
<p>As the pillar of cloud has been with me by
day, so may the pillar of fire be with me this
night. Watch over me during the unconscious
hours of sleep, and when I awake may I be still
with Thee. And all I ask is for the sake of
Jesus Christ, my only Saviour. Amen.</p>
<p class="gap-above center small">"LET MY PRAYER BE SET FORTH BEFORE THEE AS<br/>
INCENSE: AND THE LIFTING UP OF MY HANDS<br/>
AS THE EVENING SACRIFICE."</p>
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