<h2>TWELFTH EVENING.<br/> <span class="small">FOR GRATITUDE FOR THE PAST.</span></h2>
<p class="center small">"Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His
benefits."—Psalm ciii. 2.</p>
<p><span class="smcap">O God</span> Almighty, do Thou draw near to me
at this time in Thy great mercy, and accept of
this my Evening Sacrifice! I bless Thee for
all that gladdens my earthly lot, for food and
raiment, for friends and home, for health of
body and soundness of mind. Lord, I delight
to trace the wondrous way by which Thou hast
hitherto led me! Thou hast compassed my
path and my lying down. Thou hast supplied
my ever-recurring necessities. My wants have
been infinite, but infinite too has been the gracious
supply. With a grateful heart I would
set up my Ebenezer, saying, "Hitherto hath
the Lord helped me." And remembering Thy
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faithfulness in the past, I would confidently
trust Thee for the future.</p>
<p>May I thankfully employ the manifold gifts
of Thy bounty. Impress upon me the feeling
that I am but a steward, responsible to Thee
for all I possess. Let me not selfishly appropriate
the varied means of usefulness thou hast
put within my power, but willingly employ these
in Thy service for the good of others. When
Thou comest to demand a reckoning, may I be
able to give a faithful account of my stewardship,
paying Thee Thine own with usury.</p>
<p>Lord, while I bless Thee for the other proofs
and tokens of Thy love, far above all would I
bless Thee for <i>Jesus</i>. Where would I have been
this night but for <i>Him</i>? How dreary would
have been the past! How dismal and hopeless
the future! Thanks, eternal Thanks be unto
God for His unspeakable gift! Let me feel,
more than I <i>have</i> done, the exceeding riches of
Thy grace in Thy kindness toward me through
Christ Jesus. Let all Thy dealings only serve
to confirm my love to Him, and to lead me to
cleave to Him with fuller purpose of heart.
May he have my undivided homage. Let no
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earthly gift or blessing supplant the Giver, but
may every rill of creative bliss be doubly sweet
to me as flowing from His atoning sacrifice.</p>
<p>I rejoice in the midst of trial and perplexity
to think of Thee, Thou tried and suffering
<i>One</i>. I rejoice that amid my sorrows I can remember
<i>Thine</i>, that amid my very tears, I can
remember <i>Jesus wept</i>. Thou canst enter into
all the peculiarities of Thy people's case, for
Thou wert in "<i>all</i> points tempted." Let me
feel, even amid the changes of life, that what I
am apt to call vicissitudes, are the sovereign
decrees and allotments of Thine infinite wisdom;
and what I cannot comprehend now, be it mine
to wait the disclosures of that blessed morning
when, standing at the luminous portals of Heaven,
I shall joyfully acknowledge that the Lord
hath done all things well.</p>
<p>Bless my beloved friends; may they be
growing in thy fear and favor; may they all at
last, as sheaves in thy heavenly garner, be found
unto praise and honor and glory at the appearing
of Jesus Christ.</p>
<p>I commend myself, gracious God, to Thy
care; let me retire to rest this night in the
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blessed consciousness of Thy favor; and if
spared to see the light of a new day, fit me for
whatsoever Thou hast in store for me. And all
I ask is for Jesus' sake. Amen.</p>
<p class="gap-above center small">"LET MY PRAYER BE SET FORTH BEFORE THEE AS<br/>
INCENSE: AND THE LIFTING UP OF MY HANDS<br/>
AS THE EVENING SACRIFICE."</p>
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