<h2>FIFTEENTH EVENING.<br/> <span class="small">FOR GUIDANCE IN PERPLEXITY.</span></h2>
<p class="center small">"Cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for
I lift up my soul unto Thee."—Psalm cxliii. 8.</p>
<p><span class="smcap">O God,</span> Thy favor is life, Thy loving-kindness
is better than life. Thy mercies have been new
to me every morning, and Thy faithfulness
every night. Thou hast watched over me from
the earliest years of infancy with more than a
Father's care. The kindness of the kindest on
earth has been coldness itself when compared
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with Thine. I rejoice that I can thus trace in
a wondrous past the visible footsteps of Thy
love, and fearlessly trust and repose in Thee for
the future.</p>
<p>Thou art a rich provider. None so able,
none so willing to guide me in every perplexity,
to extricate me from every difficulty, and to
befriend me amid the fitful changes of life.
What a safe anchorage is this amid the world's
restless surges of vicissitude, "The Lord
reigneth!" Do Thou enable me wholly to
follow the Lord my God; to follow Thee not
only in smooth places, but even when the path
is rough and the way thorny. May I confide in
the wisdom of all Thine allotments. I rejoice
that all the changes Thou orderest for Thy
covenant people are changes for the <i>better</i>, and
not for the <i>worse</i>.</p>
<p>O blessed Jesus! Thou who art the true
pillar of cloud by day, and of fire by night, do
Thou precede me ever in all my wilderness
wanderings. May I encamp only where Thou
leadest me. May I strike my tent only when
Thou speakest that I "go forward." Let me
experience the conscious happiness of knowing
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no will but Thine, and of being solicitous in all
things to follow the guiding voice and footsteps
of the Great Shepherd of the flock. If there
be aught in Thy providence perplexing me now,
I would say in child-like simplicity, "I am oppressed,
undertake Thou for me!" "My heart is
overwhelmed, lead me to the Rock that is higher
than I." Hide me in the crevices of that smitten
Rock; let me know the safety and joy of
being shielded <i>there</i>, until earth's calamities be
overpast.</p>
<p>Graciously forgive all the sins of this past
day—the sins of thought, word and deed; all
my selfishness and uncharitableness; all my
pride and vain-glory; all my censoriousness
and inconsideration of the wishes and feelings
of others. Blessed Jesus! let me follow more
closely Thy holy footsteps, and drink more
deeply of Thy heavenly spirit.</p>
<p>Bless all in sorrow, sanctify to them their
trials, may they see and own a "need be" in
them all. Prepare the dying for death, and
spare useful lives.</p>
<p>Take all belonging to me this night under
the shield of Thy protecting providence, let
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them ever commit their way onto Thee, and do
Thou bring it to pass. Hold up their goings
in Thy word, that their footsteps may not
stumble.</p>
<p>Watch over me during the unconscious hours
of sleep; and when all my days and nights on
earth are finished, may it be mine to enjoy
Thy presence in a cloudless, nightless Heaven;
through Jesus Christ, my blessed Lord and
Saviour. Amen.</p>
<p class="gap-above center small">"LET MY PRAYER BE SET FORTH BEFORE THEE AS<br/>
INCENSE: AND THE LIFTING UP OF MY HANDS<br/>
AS THE EVENING SACRIFICE."</p>
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