<h2>EIGHTEENTH EVENING.<br/> <span class="small">FOR THE DAILY DEATH.</span></h2>
<p class="center small">"I die daily."—1 Cor. xv. 31.</p>
<p><span class="smcap">O God Almighty,</span> Father of all mercies,
God of all grace, I beseech Thee to look down
upon me at this time in Thy great kindness;
let me feel it to be good for me to draw near
unto God.</p>
<p>I desire to come acknowledging my great
unworthiness. Forgive, gracious Lord, my
many, many sins of thought, word, and deed;
wash out all the defilements of the day. If I
were to be tried by the doings of any single
hour, how would I stand condemned! I am
a miracle of mercy; kept, sustained, upheld,
moment by moment, by the power of God.</p>
<p>Blessed Saviour! where could I have been
this night <i>but</i> for <i>Thee</i>? Thou art praying for
me, as for Thy faltering disciple of old, that
my faith fail not. I <i>do</i> rejoice to think that
the same hand that was once outstretched for
me on <i>the</i> cross is now lifted up in pleading
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love before the Throne, and that He who is <i>for</i>
me is greater far than all that can be <i>against</i>
me! Oh strengthen me with all might by
Thy Spirit in the inner man. Subdue my corruptions,
crucify all remaining sin. Let me
die to the world; let me not imbibe its false
maxims, conform to its sinful tastes, or accord
with its evil practices. Let self in all its
manifold forms be crucified, and God exalted.
Come, Lord! search me, try me, prove me,
and see if there be any wicked way in me.
Let me maintain a constant and habitual
hatred of those sins that do more easily beset
me; may I exercise a holy jealousy over my
own heart. Let no prosperity be strengthening
my ties earthward, and weakening my ties
heavenward. If Thou givest me much of
worldly good, may I write upon it all, "the
things which are seen are temporal." May
it be my exalted ambition to use it for Thy
glory. If Thou sendest trial, let it issue in
the peaceable fruits of righteousness, producing
a child-like acquiescence in Thy present dealings.
Let me never forget my pilgrim attitude.
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Let me be ever looking forward to that
joyous time when, "clean escaped" from the
corruptions that are in the world, I shall
stand "faultless before the Throne." Meanwhile,
make me more heavenly-minded, copying
the example of Him who was meek and
lowly in heart.</p>
<p>Let me be gentle and forgiving, let me not
harbor unkind suspicions of others, but consider
myself, lest I also be tempted. O give
me the <i>character</i> of Heaven on this side of
death, that when I come to pass through the
swellings of Jordan I may be prepared for the
joyous welcome awaiting me on the shores of
glory, "Enter thou into the joy of thy Lord!"</p>
<p>Have mercy on a world lying in wickedness!
Pity the careless; arouse the slumbering; support
the weak; succour the poor and those that
have no helper. Bless Thy Church everywhere.
May Thy ministering servants hide <i>themselves</i>,
that their Lord may be exalted.</p>
<p>Take the charge of me and of all near and
dear to me this night. Keep me, O keep me,
King of kings, beneath Thine own Almighty
wings. Lying down in Thy fear may I awake
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in Thy favor, fitted for all the duties of a new
day; and all I ask is for Jesus' sake. Amen.</p>
<p class="gap-above center small">"LET MY PRAYER BE SET FORTH BEFORE THEE AS<br/>
INCENSE: AND THE LIFTING UP OF MY HANDS<br/>
AS THE EVENING SACRIFICE."</p>
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