<h2>XXIX. A DISSEMBLER</h2>
<p>To cursory view, John Loveday seemed to accomplish this with
amazing ease. Whenever he came from barracks to Overcombe,
which was once or twice a week, he related news of all sorts to
her and Bob with infinite zest, and made the time as happy a one
as had ever been known at the mill, save for himself alone.
He said nothing of Festus, except so far as to inform Anne that
he had expected to see him and been disappointed. On the
evening after the King’s arrival at his seaside residence
John appeared again, staying to supper and describing the royal
entry, the many tasteful illuminations and transparencies which
had been exhibited, the quantities of tallow candles burnt for
that purpose, and the swarms of aristocracy who had followed the
King thither.</p>
<p>When supper was over Bob went outside the house to shut the
shutters, which had, as was often the case, been left open some
time after lights were kindled within. John still sat at
the table when his brother approached the window, though the
others had risen and retired. Bob was struck by seeing
through the pane how John’s face had changed.
Throughout the supper-time he had been talking to Anne in the gay
tone habitual with him now, which gave greater strangeness to the
gloom of his present appearance. He remained in thought for
a moment, took a letter from his breast-pocket, opened it, and,
with a tender smile at his weakness, kissed the writing before
restoring it to its place. The letter was one that Anne had
written to him at Exonbury.</p>
<p>Bob stood perplexed; and then a suspicion crossed his mind
that John, from brotherly goodness, might be feigning a
satisfaction with recent events which he did not feel. Bob
now made a noise with the shutters, at which the trumpet-major
rose and went out, Bob at once following him.</p>
<p>‘Jack,’ said the sailor ingenuously,
‘I’m terribly sorry that I’ve done
wrong.’</p>
<p>‘How?’ asked his brother.</p>
<p>‘In courting our little Anne. Well, you see, John,
she was in the same house with me, and somehow or other I made
myself her beau. But I have been thinking that perhaps you
had the first claim on her, and if so, Jack, I’ll make way
for ’ee. I—I don’t care for her much, you
know—not so very much, and can give her up very well.
It is nothing serious between us at all. Yes, John, you try
to get her; I can look elsewhere.’ Bob never knew how
much he loved Anne till he found himself making this speech of
renunciation.</p>
<p>‘O Bob, you are mistaken!’ said the trumpet-major,
who was not deceived. ‘When I first saw her I admired
her, and I admire her now, and like her. I like her so well
that I shall be glad to see you marry her.’</p>
<p>‘But,’ replied Bob, with hesitation, ‘I
thought I saw you looking very sad, as if you were in love; I saw
you take out a letter, in short. That’s what it was
disturbed me and made me come to you.’</p>
<p>‘O, I see your mistake!’ said John, laughing
forcedly.</p>
<p>At this minute Mrs. Loveday and the miller, who were taking a
twilight walk in the garden, strolled round near to where the
brothers stood. She talked volubly on events in Budmouth,
as most people did at this time. ‘And they tell me
that the theatre has been painted up afresh,’ she was
saying, ‘and that the actors have come for the season, with
the most lovely actresses that ever were seen.’</p>
<p>When they had passed by John continued, ‘I <i>am</i> in
love, Bob; but—not with Anne.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! who is it then?’ said the mate hopefully.</p>
<p>‘One of the actresses at the theatre,’ John
replied, with a concoctive look at the vanishing forms of Mr. and
Mrs. Loveday. ‘She is a very lovely woman, you
know. But we won’t say anything more about
it—it dashes a man so.’</p>
<p>‘O, one of the actresses!’ said Bob, with open
mouth.</p>
<p>‘But don’t you say anything about it!’
continued the trumpet-major heartily. ‘I don’t
want it known.’</p>
<p>‘No, no—I won’t, of course. May I not
know her name?’</p>
<p>‘No, not now, Bob. I cannot tell ’ee,’
John answered, and with truth, for Loveday did not know the name
of any actress in the world.</p>
<p>When his brother had gone, Captain Bob hastened off in a state
of great animation to Anne, whom he found on the top of a
neighbouring hillock which the daylight had scarcely as yet
deserted.</p>
<p>‘You have been a long time coming, sir,’ said she,
in sprightly tones of reproach.</p>
<p>‘Yes, dearest; and you’ll be glad to hear
why. I’ve found out the whole
mystery—yes—why he’s queer, and
everything.’</p>
<p>Anne looked startled.</p>
<p>‘He’s up to the gunnel in love! We must try
to help him on in it, or I fear he’ll go melancholy-mad
like.’</p>
<p>‘We help him?’ she asked faintly.</p>
<p>‘He’s lost his heart to one of the play-actresses
at Budmouth, and I think she slights him.’</p>
<p>‘O, I am so glad!’ she exclaimed.</p>
<p>‘Glad that his venture don’t prosper?’</p>
<p>‘O no; glad he’s so sensible. How long is it
since that alarm of the French?’</p>
<p>‘Six weeks, honey. Why do you ask?’</p>
<p>‘Men can forget in six weeks, can’t they,
Bob?’</p>
<p>The impression that John had really kissed her still
remained.</p>
<p>‘Well, some men might,’ observed Bob
judicially. ‘<i>I</i> couldn’t. Perhaps
John might. I couldn’t forget <i>you</i> in twenty
times as long. Do you know, Anne, I half thought it was you
John cared about; and it was a weight off my heart when he said
he didn’t.’</p>
<p>‘Did he say he didn’t?’</p>
<p>‘Yes. He assured me himself that the only person
in the hold of his heart was this lovely play-actress, and nobody
else.’</p>
<p>‘How I should like to see her!’</p>
<p>‘Yes. So should I.’</p>
<p>‘I would rather it had been one of our own
neighbours’ girls, whose birth and breeding we know of; but
still, if that is his taste, I hope it will end well for
him. How very quick he has been! I certainly wish we
could see her.’</p>
<p>‘I don’t know so much as her name. He is
very close, and wouldn’t tell a thing about her.’</p>
<p>‘Couldn’t we get him to go to the theatre with us?
and then we could watch him, and easily find out the right
one. Then we would learn if she is a good young woman; and
if she is, could we not ask her here, and so make it smoother for
him? He has been very gay lately; that means budding love:
and sometimes between his gaieties he has had melancholy moments;
that means there’s difficulty.’</p>
<p>Bob thought her plan a good one, and resolved to put it in
practice on the first available evening. Anne was very
curious as to whether John did really cherish a new passion, the
story having quite surprised her. Possibly it was true; six
weeks had passed since John had shown a single symptom of the old
attachment, and what could not that space of time effect in the
heart of a soldier whose very profession it was to leave girls
behind him?</p>
<p>After this John Loveday did not come to see them for nearly a
month, a neglect which was set down by Bob as an additional proof
that his brother’s affections were no longer exclusively
centred in his old home. When at last he did arrive, and
the theatre-going was mentioned to him, the flush of
consciousness which Anne expected to see upon his face was
unaccountably absent.</p>
<p>‘Yes, Bob; I should very well like to go to the
theatre,’ he replied heartily. ‘Who is going
besides?’</p>
<p>‘Only Anne,’ Bob told him, and then it seemed to
occur to the trumpet-major that something had been expected of
him. He rose and said privately to Bob with some confusion,
‘O yes, of course we’ll go. As I am connected
with one of the—in short I can get you in for nothing, you
know. At least let me manage everything.’</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes. I wonder you didn’t propose to
take us before, Jack, and let us have a good look at
her.’</p>
<p>‘I ought to have. You shall go on a King’s
night. You won’t want me to point her out, Bob; I
have my reasons at present for asking it?’</p>
<p>‘We’ll be content with guessing,’ said his
brother.</p>
<p>When the gallant John was gone, Anne observed, ‘Bob, how
he is changed! I watched him. He showed no feeling,
even when you burst upon him suddenly with the subject nearest
his heart.’</p>
<p>‘It must be because his suit don’t fay,’
said Captain Bob.</p>
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