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<h2> CHAPTER IX—OUT OF THE WEB </h2>
<p>On Forsyte 'Change the announcement of Jolly's death, among a batch of
troopers, caused mixed sensation. Strange to read that Jolyon Forsyte
(fifth of the name in direct descent) had died of disease in the service
of his country, and not be able to feel it personally. It revived the old
grudge against his father for having estranged himself. For such was still
the prestige of old Jolyon that the other Forsytes could never quite feel,
as might have been expected, that it was they who had cut off his
descendants for irregularity. The news increased, of course, the interest
and anxiety about Val; but then Val's name was Dartie, and even if he were
killed in battle or got the Victoria Cross, it would not be at all the
same as if his name were Forsyte. Not even casualty or glory to the
Haymans would be really satisfactory. Family pride felt defrauded.</p>
<p>How the rumour arose, then, that 'something very dreadful, my dear,' was
pending, no one, least of all Soames, could tell, secret as he kept
everything. Possibly some eye had seen 'Forsyte v. Forsyte and Forsyte,'
in the cause list; and had added it to 'Irene in Paris with a fair beard.'
Possibly some wall at Park Lane had ears. The fact remained that it was
known—whispered among the old, discussed among the young—that
family pride must soon receive a blow.</p>
<p>Soames, paying one, of his Sunday visits to Timothy's—paying it with
the feeling that after the suit came on he would be paying no more—felt
knowledge in the air as he came in. Nobody, of course, dared speak of it
before him, but each of the four other Forsytes present held their breath,
aware that nothing could prevent Aunt Juley from making them all
uncomfortable. She looked so piteously at Soames, she checked herself on
the point of speech so often, that Aunt Hester excused herself and said
she must go and bathe Timothy's eye—he had a sty coming. Soames,
impassive, slightly supercilious, did not stay long. He went out with a
curse stifled behind his pale, just smiling lips.</p>
<p>Fortunately for the peace of his mind, cruelly tortured by the coming
scandal, he was kept busy day and night with plans for his retirement—for
he had come to that grim conclusion. To go on seeing all those people who
had known him as a 'long-headed chap,' an astute adviser—after that—no!
The fastidiousness and pride which was so strangely, so inextricably
blended in him with possessive obtuseness, revolted against the thought.
He would retire, live privately, go on buying pictures, make a great name
as a collector—after all, his heart was more in that than it had
ever been in Law. In pursuance of this now fixed resolve, he had to get
ready to amalgamate his business with another firm without letting people
know, for that would excite curiosity and make humiliation cast its shadow
before. He had pitched on the firm of Cuthcott, Holliday and Kingson, two
of whom were dead. The full name after the amalgamation would therefore be
Cuthcott, Holliday, Kingson, Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte. But after
debate as to which of the dead still had any influence with the living, it
was decided to reduce the title to Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte, of whom
Kingson would be the active and Soames the sleeping partner. For leaving
his name, prestige, and clients behind him, Soames would receive
considerable value.</p>
<p>One night, as befitted a man who had arrived at so important a stage of
his career, he made a calculation of what he was worth, and after writing
off liberally for depreciation by the war, found his value to be some
hundred and thirty thousand pounds. At his father's death, which could
not, alas, be delayed much longer, he must come into at least another
fifty thousand, and his yearly expenditure at present just reached two.
Standing among his pictures, he saw before him a future full of bargains
earned by the trained faculty of knowing better than other people. Selling
what was about to decline, keeping what was still going up, and exercising
judicious insight into future taste, he would make a unique collection,
which at his death would pass to the nation under the title 'Forsyte
Bequest.'</p>
<p>If the divorce went through, he had determined on his line with Madame
Lamotte. She had, he knew, but one real ambition—to live on her
'renter' in Paris near her grandchildren. He would buy the goodwill of the
Restaurant Bretagne at a fancy price. Madame would live like a
Queen-Mother in Paris on the interest, invested as she would know how.
(Incidentally Soames meant to put a capable manager in her place, and make
the restaurant pay good interest on his money. There were great
possibilities in Soho.) On Annette he would promise to settle fifteen
thousand pounds (whether designedly or not), precisely the sum old Jolyon
had settled on 'that woman.'</p>
<p>A letter from Jolyon's solicitor to his own had disclosed the fact that
'those two' were in Italy. And an opportunity had been duly given for
noting that they had first stayed at an hotel in London. The matter was
clear as daylight, and would be disposed of in half an hour or so; but
during that half-hour he, Soames, would go down to hell; and after that
half-hour all bearers of the Forsyte name would feel the bloom was off the
rose. He had no illusions like Shakespeare that roses by any other name
would smell as sweet. The name was a possession, a concrete, unstained
piece of property, the value of which would be reduced some twenty per
cent. at least. Unless it were Roger, who had once refused to stand for
Parliament, and—oh, irony!—Jolyon, hung on the line, there had
never been a distinguished Forsyte. But that very lack of distinction was
the name's greatest asset. It was a private name, intensely individual,
and his own property; it had never been exploited for good or evil by
intrusive report. He and each member of his family owned it wholly,
sanely, secretly, without any more interference from the public than had
been necessitated by their births, their marriages, their deaths. And
during these weeks of waiting and preparing to drop the Law, he conceived
for that Law a bitter distaste, so deeply did he resent its coming
violation of his name, forced on him by the need he felt to perpetuate
that name in a lawful manner. The monstrous injustice of the whole thing
excited in him a perpetual suppressed fury. He had asked no better than to
live in spotless domesticity, and now he must go into the witness box,
after all these futile, barren years, and proclaim his failure to keep his
wife—incur the pity, the amusement, the contempt of his kind. It was
all upside down. She and that fellow ought to be the sufferers, and they—were
in Italy! In these weeks the Law he had served so faithfully, looked on so
reverently as the guardian of all property, seemed to him quite pitiful.
What could be more insane than to tell a man that he owned his wife, and
punish him when someone unlawfully took her away from him? Did the Law not
know that a man's name was to him the apple of his eye, that it was far
harder to be regarded as cuckold than as seducer? He actually envied
Jolyon the reputation of succeeding where he, Soames, had failed. The
question of damages worried him, too. He wanted to make that fellow
suffer, but he remembered his cousin's words, "I shall be very happy,"
with the uneasy feeling that to claim damages would make not Jolyon but
himself suffer; he felt uncannily that Jolyon would rather like to pay
them—the chap was so loose. Besides, to claim damages was not the
thing to do. The claim, indeed, had been made almost mechanically; and as
the hour drew near Soames saw in it just another dodge of this insensitive
and topsy-turvy Law to make him ridiculous; so that people might sneer and
say: "Oh, yes, he got quite a good price for her!" And he gave
instructions that his Counsel should state that the money would be given
to a Home for Fallen Women. He was a long time hitting off exactly the
right charity; but, having pitched on it, he used to wake up in the night
and think: 'It won't do, too lurid; it'll draw attention. Something
quieter—better taste.' He did not care for dogs, or he would have
named them; and it was in desperation at last—for his knowledge of
charities was limited—that he decided on the blind. That could not
be inappropriate, and it would make the Jury assess the damages high.</p>
<p>A good many suits were dropping out of the list, which happened to be
exceptionally thin that summer, so that his case would be reached before
August. As the day grew nearer, Winifred was his only comfort. She showed
the fellow-feeling of one who had been through the mill, and was the
'femme-sole' in whom he confided, well knowing that she would not let
Dartie into her confidence. That ruffian would be only too rejoiced! At
the end of July, on the afternoon before the case, he went in to see her.
They had not yet been able to leave town, because Dartie had already spent
their summer holiday, and Winifred dared not go to her father for more
money while he was waiting not to be told anything about this affair of
Soames.</p>
<p>Soames found her with a letter in her hand.</p>
<p>"That from Val," he asked gloomily. "What does he say?"</p>
<p>"He says he's married," said Winifred.</p>
<p>"Whom to, for Goodness' sake?"</p>
<p>Winifred looked up at him.</p>
<p>"To Holly Forsyte, Jolyon's daughter."</p>
<p>"What?"</p>
<p>"He got leave and did it. I didn't even know he knew her. Awkward, isn't
it?"</p>
<p>Soames uttered a short laugh at that characteristic minimisation.</p>
<p>"Awkward! Well, I don't suppose they'll hear about this till they come
back. They'd better stay out there. That fellow will give her money."</p>
<p>"But I want Val back," said Winifred almost piteously; "I miss him, he
helps me to get on."</p>
<p>"I know," murmured Soames. "How's Dartie behaving now?"</p>
<p>"It might be worse; but it's always money. Would you like me to come down
to the Court to-morrow, Soames?"</p>
<p>Soames stretched out his hand for hers. The gesture so betrayed the
loneliness in him that she pressed it between her two.</p>
<p>"Never mind, old boy. You'll feel ever so much better when it's all over."</p>
<p>"I don't know what I've done," said Soames huskily; "I never have. It's
all upside down. I was fond of her; I've always been."</p>
<p>Winifred saw a drop of blood ooze out of his lip, and the sight stirred
her profoundly.</p>
<p>"Of course," she said, "it's been too bad of her all along! But what shall
I do about this marriage of Val's, Soames? I don't know how to write to
him, with this coming on. You've seen that child. Is she pretty?"</p>
<p>"Yes, she's pretty," said Soames. "Dark—lady-like enough."</p>
<p>'That doesn't sound so bad,' thought Winifred. 'Jolyon had style.'</p>
<p>"It is a coil," she said. "What will father say?</p>
<p>"Mustn't be told," said Soames. "The war'll soon be over now, you'd better
let Val take to farming out there."</p>
<p>It was tantamount to saying that his nephew was lost.</p>
<p>"I haven't told Monty," Winifred murmured desolately.</p>
<p>The case was reached before noon next day, and was over in little more
than half an hour. Soames—pale, spruce, sad-eyed in the witness-box—had
suffered so much beforehand that he took it all like one dead. The moment
the decree nisi was pronounced he left the Courts of Justice.</p>
<p>Four hours until he became public property! 'Solicitor's divorce suit!' A
surly, dogged anger replaced that dead feeling within him. 'Damn them
all!' he thought; 'I won't run away. I'll act as if nothing had happened.'
And in the sweltering heat of Fleet Street and Ludgate Hill he walked all
the way to his City Club, lunched, and went back to his office. He worked
there stolidly throughout the afternoon.</p>
<p>On his way out he saw that his clerks knew, and answered their involuntary
glances with a look so sardonic that they were immediately withdrawn. In
front of St. Paul's, he stopped to buy the most gentlemanly of the evening
papers. Yes! there he was! 'Well-known solicitor's divorce. Cousin
co-respondent. Damages given to the blind'—so, they had got that in!
At every other face, he thought: 'I wonder if you know!' And suddenly he
felt queer, as if something were racing round in his head.</p>
<p>What was this? He was letting it get hold of him! He mustn't! He would be
ill. He mustn't think! He would get down to the river and row about, and
fish. 'I'm not going to be laid up,' he thought.</p>
<p>It flashed across him that he had something of importance to do before he
went out of town. Madame Lamotte! He must explain the Law. Another six
months before he was really free! Only he did not want to see Annette! And
he passed his hand over the top of his head—it was very hot.</p>
<p>He branched off through Covent Garden. On this sultry day of late July the
garbage-tainted air of the old market offended him, and Soho seemed more
than ever the disenchanted home of rapscallionism. Alone, the Restaurant
Bretagne, neat, daintily painted, with its blue tubs and the dwarf trees
therein, retained an aloof and Frenchified self-respect. It was the slack
hour, and pale trim waitresses were preparing the little tables for
dinner. Soames went through into the private part. To his discomfiture
Annette answered his knock. She, too, looked pale and dragged down by the
heat.</p>
<p>"You are quite a stranger," she said languidly.</p>
<p>Soames smiled.</p>
<p>"I haven't wished to be; I've been busy."</p>
<p>"Where's your mother, Annette? I've got some news for her."</p>
<p>"Mother is not in."</p>
<p>It seemed to Soames that she looked at him in a queer way. What did she
know? How much had her mother told her? The worry of trying to make that
out gave him an alarming feeling in the head. He gripped the edge of the
table, and dizzily saw Annette come forward, her eyes clear with surprise.
He shut his own and said:</p>
<p>"It's all right. I've had a touch of the sun, I think." The sun! What he
had was a touch of 'darkness! Annette's voice, French and composed, said:</p>
<p>"Sit down, it will pass, then." Her hand pressed his shoulder, and Soames
sank into a chair. When the dark feeling dispersed, and he opened his
eyes, she was looking down at him. What an inscrutable and odd expression
for a girl of twenty!</p>
<p>"Do you feel better?"</p>
<p>"It's nothing," said Soames. Instinct told him that to be feeble before
her was not helping him—age was enough handicap without that.
Will-power was his fortune with Annette, he had lost ground these latter
months from indecision—he could not afford to lose any more. He got
up, and said:</p>
<p>"I'll write to your mother. I'm going down to my river house for a long
holiday. I want you both to come there presently and stay. It's just at
its best. You will, won't you?"</p>
<p>"It will be veree nice." A pretty little roll of that 'r' but no
enthusiasm. And rather sadly he added:</p>
<p>"You're feeling the heat; too, aren't you, Annette? It'll do you good to
be on the river. Good-night." Annette swayed forward. There was a sort of
compunction in the movement.</p>
<p>"Are you fit to go? Shall I give you some coffee?"</p>
<p>"No," said Soames firmly. "Give me your hand."</p>
<p>She held out her hand, and Soames raised it to his lips. When he looked
up, her face wore again that strange expression. 'I can't tell,' he
thought, as he went out; 'but I mustn't think—I mustn't worry:</p>
<p>But worry he did, walking toward Pall Mall. English, not of her religion,
middle-aged, scarred as it were by domestic tragedy, what had he to give
her? Only wealth, social position, leisure, admiration! It was much, but
was it enough for a beautiful girl of twenty? He felt so ignorant about
Annette. He had, too, a curious fear of the French nature of her mother
and herself. They knew so well what they wanted. They were almost
Forsytes. They would never grasp a shadow and miss a substance.</p>
<p>The tremendous effort it was to write a simple note to Madame Lamotte when
he reached his Club warned him still further that he was at the end of his
tether.</p>
<p>"MY DEAR MADAME (he said),</p>
<p>"You will see by the enclosed newspaper cutting that I obtained my decree
of divorce to-day. By the English Law I shall not, however, be free to
marry again till the decree is confirmed six months hence. In the
meanwhile I have the honor to ask to be considered a formal suitor for the
hand of your daughter. I shall write again in a few days and beg you both
to come and stay at my river house.</p>
<p>"I am, dear Madame,</p>
<p>"Sincerely yours,</p>
<p>"SOAMES FORSYTE."</p>
<p>Having sealed and posted this letter, he went into the dining-room. Three
mouthfuls of soup convinced him that he could not eat; and, causing a cab
to be summoned, he drove to Paddington Station and took the first train to
Reading. He reached his house just as the sun went down, and wandered out
on to the lawn. The air was drenched with the scent of pinks and picotees
in his flower-borders. A stealing coolness came off the river.</p>
<p>Rest-peace! Let a poor fellow rest! Let not worry and shame and anger
chase like evil night-birds in his head! Like those doves perched
half-sleeping on their dovecot, like the furry creatures in the woods on
the far side, and the simple folk in their cottages, like the trees and
the river itself, whitening fast in twilight, like the darkening
cornflower-blue sky where stars were coming up—let him cease from
himself, and rest!</p>
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