<h2><SPAN name="chap67"></SPAN>CHAPTER LXVII.<br/> In which Pen begins to doubt about his Election</h2>
<p>Whilst Pen, in his own county, was thus carrying on his selfish plans and
parliamentary schemes, news came to him that Lady Rockminster had arrived at
Baymouth, and had brought with her our friend Laura. At the announcement that
Laura his sister was near him, Pen felt rather guilty. His wish was to stand
higher in her esteem, perhaps; than in that of any other person in the world.
She was his mother’s legacy to him. He was to be her patron and protector
in some sort. How would she brave the news which he had to tell her; and how
should he explain the plans which he was meditating? He felt as if neither he
nor Blanche could bear Laura’s dazzling glance of calm scrutiny, and as
if he would not dare to disclose his worldly hopes and ambitions to that
spotless judge. At her arrival at Baymouth, he wrote a letter thither which
contained a great number of fine phrases and protests of affection, and a great
deal of easy satire and raillery; in the midst of all which Mr. Pen could not
help feeling that he was in panic, and that he was acting like a rogue and
hypocrite.</p>
<p>How was it that a simple country girl should be the object of fear and
trembling to such an accomplished gentleman as Mr. Pen? His worldly tactics and
diplomacy, his satire and knowledge of the world, could not bear the test of
her purity, he felt somehow. And he had to own to himself that his affairs were
in such a position, that he could not tell the truth to that honest soul. As he
rode from Clavering to Baymouth he felt as guilty as a schoolboy who
doesn’t know his lesson and is about to face the awful master. For is not
truth the master always, and does she not have the power and hold the book?</p>
<p>Under the charge of her kind, though somewhat wayward and absolute patroness,
Lady Rockminster, Laura had seen somewhat of the world in the last year, had
gathered some accomplishments, and profited by the lessons of society. Many a
girl who had been accustomed to that too great tenderness in which
Laura’s early life had been passed, would have been unfitted for the
changed existence which she now had to lead. Helen worshipped her two children,
and thought, as home-bred women will, that all the world was made for them, or
to be considered after them. She tended Laura with a watchfulness of affection
which never left her. If she had a headache, the widow was as alarmed as if
there had never been an aching head before in the world. She slept and woke,
read and moved under her mother’s fond superintendence, which was now
withdrawn from her, along with the tender creature whose anxious heart would
beat no more. And painful moments of grief and depression no doubt Laura had,
when she stood in the great careless world alone. Nobody heeded her griefs or
her solitude. She was not quite the equal, in social rank, of the lady whose
companion she was, or of the friends and relatives of the imperious, but kind
old dowager. Some very likely bore her no goodwill—some, perhaps,
slighted her: it might have been that servants were occasionally rude; their
mistress certainly was often. Laura not seldom found herself in family
meetings, the confidence and familiarity of which she felt were interrupted by
her intrusion; and her sensitiveness of course was wounded at the idea that she
should give or feel this annoyance. How many governesses are there in the
world, thought cheerful Laura,—how many ladies, whose necessities make
them slaves and companions by profession! What bad tempers and coarse
unkindness have not these to encounter? How infinitely better my lot is with
these really kind and affectionate people than that of thousands of unprotected
girls! It was with this cordial spirit that our young lady adapted herself to
her new position; and went in advance of her fortune with a trustful smile.</p>
<p>Did you ever know a person who met Fortune in that way, whom the goddess did
not regard kindly? Are not even bad people won by a constant cheerfulness and a
pure and affectionate heart? When the babes in the wood, in the ballad, looked
up fondly and trustfully at those notorious rogues whom their uncle had set to
make away with the little folks, we all know how one of the rascals relented,
and made away with the other—not having the heart to be unkind to so much
innocence and beauty. Oh, happy they who have that virgin loving trust and
sweet smiling confidence in the world, and fear no evil because they think
none! Miss Laura Bell was one of these fortunate persons; and besides the
gentle widow’s little cross, which, as we have seen, Pen gave her, had
such a sparkling and brilliant kohinoor in her bosom, as is even more precious
than that famous jewel; for it not only fetches a price, and is retained, by
its owner in another world where diamonds are stated to be of no value, but
here, too, is of inestimable worth to its possessor; is a talisman against
evil, and lightens up the darkness of life, like Cogia Hassan’s famous
stone.</p>
<p>So that before Miss Bell had been a year in Lady Rockminster’s house,
there was not a single person in it whose love she had not won by the use of
this talisman. From the old lady to the lowest dependent of her bounty, Laura
had secured the goodwill and kindness of everybody. With a mistress of such a
temper, my Lady’s woman (who had endured her mistress for forty years,
and had been clawed and scolded and jibed every day and night in that space of
time) could not be expected to have a good temper of her own; and was at first
angry against Miss Laura, as she had been against her Ladyship’s fifteen
preceding companions. But when Laura was ill at Paris, this old woman nursed
her in spite of her mistress, who was afraid of catching the fever, and
absolutely fought for her medicine with Martha from Fairoaks, now advanced to
be Miss Laura’s own maid. As she was recovering, Grandjean the chef
wanted to kill her by the numbers of delicacies which he dressed for her, and
wept when she ate her first slice of chicken. The Swiss major-domo of the house
celebrated Miss Bell’s praises in almost every European language, which
he spoke with indifferent incorrectness; the coachman was happy to drive her
out; the page cried when he heard she was ill; and Calverley and Coldstream
(those two footmen, so large, so calm ordinarily, and so difficult to move)
broke out into extraordinary hilarity at the news of her convalescence, and
intoxicated the page at a wine-shop, to fête Laura’s recovery. Even Lady
Diana Pynsent (our former acquaintance Mr. Pynsent had married by this time),
Lady Diana, who had had a considerable dislike to Laura for some time, was so
enthusiastic as to say that she thought Miss Bell was a very agreeable person,
and that grandmamma had found a great trouvaille in her. All this goodwill and
kindness Laura had acquired, not by any arts, not by any flattery, but by the
simple force of good-nature, and by the blessed gift of pleasing and being
pleased.</p>
<p>On the one or two occasions when he had seen Lady Rockminster, the old lady,
who did not admire him, had been very pitiless and abrupt with our young
friend, and perhaps Pen expected when he came to Baymouth to find Laura
installed in her house in the quality of humble companion, and treated no
better than himself. When she heard of his arrival she came running downstairs,
and I am not sure that she did not embrace him in the presence of Calverley and
Coldstream: not that those gentlemen ever told: if the fractus orbis had come
to a smash, if Laura, instead of kissing Pen, had taken her scissors and
snipped off his head—Calverley and Coldstream would have looked on
impavidly, without allowing a grain of powder to be disturbed by the calamity.</p>
<p>Laura had so much improved in health and looks that Pen could not but admire
her. The frank and kind eyes which met his, beamed with good-health; the cheek
which he kissed blushed with beauty. As he looked at her, artless and graceful,
pure and candid, he thought he had never seen her so beautiful. Why should he
remark her beauty now so much, and remark too to himself that he had not
remarked it sooner? He took her fair trustful hand and kissed it fondly: he
looked in her bright clear eyes, and read in them that kindling welcome which
he was always sure to find there. He was affected and touched by the tender
tone and the pure sparkling glance; their innocence smote him somehow and moved
him.</p>
<p>“How good you are to me, Laura—sister!” said Pen; “I
don’t deserve that you should—that you should be so kind to
me.”</p>
<p>“Mamma left you to me,” she said, stooping down and brushing his
forehead with her lips hastily. “You know you were to come to me when you
were in trouble, or to tell me when you were very happy: that was our compact,
Arthur, last year, before we parted. Are you very happy now, or are you in
trouble—which is it?” and she looked at him with an arch glance of
kindness. “Do you like going into Parliament! Do you intend to
distinguish yourself there? How I shall tremble for your first speech!”</p>
<p>“Do you know about the Parliament plan, then?” Pen asked.</p>
<p>“Know?—all the world knows! I have heard it talked about many
times. Lady Rockminster’s doctor talked about it to-day. I daresay it
will be in the Chatteris paper to-morrow. It is all over the county that Sir
Francis Clavering, of Clavering, is going to retire, in behalf of Mr. Arthur
Pendennis, of Fairoaks; and that the young and beautiful Miss Blanche Amory
is——”</p>
<p>“What! that too?” asked Pendennis.</p>
<p>“That, too, dear Arthur. Tout se sait, as somebody would say, whom I
intend to be very fond of; and who I am sure is very clever and pretty. I have
had a letter from Blanche. The kindest of letters. She speaks so warmly of you,
Arthur! I hope—I know she feels what she writes.—When is it to be,
Arthur? Why did you not tell me? I may come and live with you then,
mayn’t I?”</p>
<p>“My home is yours, dear Laura, and everything I have,” Pen said.
“If I did not tell you, it was because—because—I do not know:
nothing is decided as yet. No words have passed between us. But you think
Blanche could be happy with me—don’t you? Not a romantic fondness,
you know. I have no heart, I think; I’ve told her so: only a sober-sided
attachment:—and want my wife on one side of the fire and my sister on the
other,—Parliament in the session and Fairoaks in the holidays, and my
Laura never to leave me until somebody who has a right comes to take her
away.”</p>
<p>Somebody who has a right—somebody with a right! Why did Pen, as he looked
at the girl and slowly uttered the words, begin to feel angry and jealous of
the invisible somebody with the right to take her away? Anxious, but a minute
ago, how she would take the news regarding his probable arrangements with
Blanche, Pen was hurt somehow that she received the intelligence so easily, and
took his happiness for granted.</p>
<p>“Until somebody comes,” Laura said, with a laugh, “I will
stay at home and be aunt Laura, and take care of the children when Blanche is
in the world. I have arranged it all. I am an excellent housekeeper. Do you
know I have been to market at Paris with Mrs. Beck, and have taken some lessons
from M. Grandjean? And I have had some lessons in Paris in singing too, with
the money which you sent me, you kind boy: and I can sing much better now: and
I have learned to dance, though not so well as Blanche; and when you become a
minister of state, Blanche shall present me:” and with this, and with a
provoking good-humour, she performed for him the last Parisian curtsey.</p>
<p>Lady Rockminster came in whilst this curtsey was being performed, and gave to
Arthur one finger to shake; which he took, and over which he bowed as well as
he could, which, in truth, was very clumsily.</p>
<p>“So you are going to be married, sir,” said the old lady.</p>
<p>“Scold him, Lady Rockminster, for not telling us,” Laura said,
going away: which, in truth, the old lady began instantly to do. “So you
are going to marry, and to go into Parliament in place of that good-for-nothing
Sir Francis Clavering. I wanted him to give my grandson his seat—why did
he not give my grandson his seat? I hope you are to have a great deal of money
with Miss Amory. I wouldn’t take her without a great deal.”</p>
<p>“Sir Francis Clavering is tired of Parliament,” Pen said, wincing,
“and—and I rather wish to attempt that career. The rest of the
story is at least premature.”</p>
<p>“I wonder, when you had Laura at home, you could take up with such an
affected little creature as that,” the old lady continued.</p>
<p>“I am very sorry Miss Amory does not please your ladyship,” said
Pen, smiling.</p>
<p>“You mean—that it is no affair of mine, and that I am not going to
marry her. Well, I’m not, and I’m very glad I am not—a little
odious thing—when I think that a man could prefer her to my Laura,
I’ve no patience with him, and so I tell you, Mr. Arthur
Pendennis.”</p>
<p>“I am very glad you see Laura with such favourable eyes,” Pen said.</p>
<p>“You are very glad, and you are very sorry. What does it matter, sir,
whether you are very glad or very sorry? A young man who prefers Miss Amory to
Miss Bell has no business to be sorry or glad. A young man who takes up with
such a crooked lump of affectation as that little Amory,—for she is
crooked, I tell you she is,—after seeing my Laura, has no right to hold
up his head again. Where is your friend Bluebeard? The tall young man, I
mean,—Warrington, isn’t his name? Why does he not come down, and
marry Laura? What do the young men mean by not marrying such a girl as that?
They all marry for money now. You are all selfish and cowards. We ran away with
each other, and made foolish matches in my time. I have no patience with the
young men! When I was at Paris in the winter, I asked all the three attaches at
the Embassy why they did not fall in love with Miss Bell? They
laughed—they said they wanted money. You are all selfish—you are
all cowards.”</p>
<p>“I hope before you offered Miss Bell to the attaches,” said Pen,
with some heat, “you did her the favour to consult her?”</p>
<p>“Miss Bell has only a little money. Miss Bell must marry soon. Somebody
must make a match for her, sir; and a girl can’t offer herself,”
said the old dowager, with great state. “Laura, my dear, I’ve been
telling your cousin that all the young men are selfish; and that there is not a
pennyworth of romance left among them. He is as bad as the rest.”</p>
<p>“Have you been asking Arthur why he won’t marry me?” said
Laura, with a kindling smile, coming back and taking her cousin’s hand.
(She had been away, perhaps, to hide some traces of emotion, which she did not
wish others to see.) “He is going to marry somebody else; and I intend to
be very fond of her, and to go and live with them, provided he then does not
ask every bachelor who comes to his house, why he does not marry me?”</p>
<p>The terrors of Pen’s conscience being thus appeased, and his examination
before Laura over without any reproaches on the part of the latter, Pen began
to find that his duty and inclination led him constantly to Baymouth, where
Lady Rockminster informed him that a place was always reserved for him at her
table. “And I recommend you to come often,” the old lady said,
“for Grandjean is an excellent cook, and to be with Laura and me will do
your manners good. It is easy to see that you are always thinking about
yourself. Don’t blush and stammer—almost all young men are always
thinking about themselves. My sons and grandsons always were until I cured
them. Come here, and let us teach you to behave properly; you will not have to
carve, that is done at the side-table. Hecker will give you as much wine as is
good for you; and on days when you are very good and amusing you shall have
some champagne. Hecker, mind what I say. Mr. Pendennis is Miss Laura’s
brother; and you will make him comfortable, and see that he does not have too
much wine, or disturb me whilst I am taking my nap after dinner. You are
selfish: I intend to cure you of being selfish. You will dine here when you
have no other engagements; and if it rains you had better put up at the
hotel.” As long as the good lady could order everybody round about her,
she was not hard to please; and all the slaves and subjects of her little
dowager court trembled before her, but loved her.</p>
<p>She did not receive a very numerous or brilliant society. The doctor, of
course, was admitted as a constant and faithful visitor; the vicar and his
curate; and on public days the vicar’s wife and daughters, and some of
the season visitors at Baymouth, were received at the old lady’s
entertainments: but generally the company was a small one, and Mr. Arthur drank
his wine by himself, when Lady Rockminster retired to take her doze, and to be
played and sung to sleep by Laura after dinner.</p>
<p>“If my music can give her a nap,” said the good-natured girl,
“ought I not to be very glad that it can do so much good? Lady
Rockminster sleeps very little of nights: and I used to read to her until I
fell ill at Paris, since when she will not hear of my sitting up.”</p>
<p>“Why did you not write to me when you were ill?” asked Pen, with a
blush.</p>
<p>“What good could you do me? I had Martha to nurse me and the doctor every
day. You are too busy to write to women or to think about them. You have your
books and your newspapers, and your politics and your railroads to occupy you.
I wrote when I was well.”</p>
<p>And Pen looked at her, and blushed again, as he remembered that, during all the
time of her illness, he had never written to her and had scarcely thought about
her.</p>
<p>In consequence of his relationship, Pen was free to walk and ride with his
cousin constantly, and in the course of those walks and rides, could appreciate
the sweet frankness of her disposition, and the truth, simplicity, and
kindliness of her fair and spotless heart. In their mother’s lifetime,
she had never spoken so openly or so cordially as now. The desire of poor Helen
to make an union between her two children, had caused a reserve on
Laura’s part towards Pen; for which, under the altered circumstances of
Arthur’s life, there was now no necessity. He was engaged to another
woman; and Laura became his sister at once,—hiding, or banishing from
herself, any doubts which she might have as to his choice; striving to look
cheerfully forward, and hope for his prosperity; promising herself to do all
that affection might do to make her mother’s darling happy.</p>
<p>Their talk was often about the departed mother. And it was from a thousand
stories which Laura told him that Arthur was made aware how constant and
absorbing that silent maternal devotion had been; which had accompanied him
present and absent through life, and had only ended with the fond widow’s
last breath. One day the people in Clavering saw a lad in charge of a couple of
horses at the churchyard-gate: and it was told over the place that Pen and
Laura had visited Helen’s grave together. Since Arthur had come down into
the country, he had been there once or twice: but the sight of the sacred stone
had brought no consolation to him. A guilty man doing a guilty deed: a mere
speculator, content to lay down his faith and honour for a fortune and a
worldly career; and owning that his life was but a contemptible
surrender—what right had he in the holy place? what booted it to him in
the world he lived in, that others were no better than himself? Arthur and
Laura rode by the gates of Fairoaks; and he shook hands with his tenant’s
children, playing on the lawn and the terrace—Laura looked steadily at
the cottage wall, at the creeper on the porch and the magnolia growing up to
her window. “Mr. Pendennis rode by to-day,” one of the boys told
his mother, “with a lady, and he stopped and talked to us, and he asked
for a bit of honeysuckle off the porch, and gave it the lady. I couldn’t
see if she was pretty; she had her veil down. She was riding one of
Cramp’s horses, out of Baymouth.”</p>
<p>As they rode over the downs between home and Baymouth, Pen did not speak much,
though they rode very close together. He was thinking what a mockery life was,
and how men refuse happiness when they may have it; or, having it, kick it
down; or barter it, with their eyes open, for a little worthless money or
beggarly honour. And then the thought came, what does it matter for the little
space? The lives of the best and purest of us are consumed in a vain desire,
and end in a disappointment: as the dear soul’s who sleeps in her grave
yonder. She had her selfish ambition, as much as Caesar had; and died, baulked
of her life’s longing. The stone covers over our hopes and our memories.
Our place knows us not. “Other people’s children are playing on the
grass,” he broke out, in a hard voice, “where you and I used to
play, Laura. And you see how the magnolia we planted has grown up since our
time. I have been round to one or two of the cottages where my mother used to
visit. It is scarcely more than a year that she is gone, and the people whom
she used to benefit care no more for her death than for Queen Anne’s. We
are all selfish: the world is selfish: there are but a few exceptions, like
you, my dear, to shine like good deeds in a naughty world, and make the
blackness more dismal.”</p>
<p>“I wish you would not speak in that way, Arthur,” said Laura,
looking down and bending her head to the honeysuckle on her breast. “When
you told the little boy to give me this, you were not selfish.”</p>
<p>“A pretty sacrifice I made to get it for you!” said the sneerer.</p>
<p>“But your heart was kind and full of love when you did so. One cannot ask
for more than love and kindness; and if you think humbly of yourself Arthur,
the love and kindness are—diminished—are they? I often thought our
dearest mother spoiled you at home, by worshipping you; and that if you
are—I hate the word—what you say, her too great fondness helped to
make you so. And as for the world, when men go out into it, I suppose they
cannot be otherwise than selfish. You have to fight for yourself, and to get on
for yourself, and to make a name for yourself. Mamma and your uncle both
encouraged you in this ambition. If it is a vain thing, why pursue it? I
suppose such a clever man as you intend to do a great deal of good to the
country, by going into Parliament, or you would not wish to be there. What are
you going to do when you are in the House of Commons?”</p>
<p>“Women don’t understand about politics, my dear,” Pen said
sneering at himself as he spoke.</p>
<p>“But why don’t you make us understand? I could never tell about Mr.
Pynsent why he should like to be there so much. He is not a clever
man——”</p>
<p>“He certainly is not a genius, Pynsent,” said Pen.</p>
<p>“Lady Diana says that he attends Committees all day; that then again he
is at the House all night; that he always votes as he is told; that he never
speaks; that he will never get on beyond a subordinate place; and as his
grandmother tells him, he is choked with red-tape. Are you going to follow the
same career; Arthur? What is there in it so brilliant that you should be so
eager for it? I would rather that you should stop at home, and write
books—good books, kind books, with gentle kind thoughts, such as you
have, dear Arthur, and such as might do people good to read. And if you do not
win fame, what then? You own it is vanity, and you can live very happily
without it. I must not pretend to advise; but I take you at your own word about
the world; and as you own it is wicked, and that it tires you, ask you why you
don’t leave it?”</p>
<p>“And what would you have me do?” asked Arthur.</p>
<p>“I would have you bring your wife to Fairoaks to live there, and study,
and do good round about you. I would like to see your own children playing on
the lawn, Arthur, and that we might pray in our mother’s church again
once more, dear brother. If the world is a temptation, are we not told to pray
that we may not be led into it?”</p>
<p>“Do you think Blanche would make a good wife for a petty country
gentleman? Do you think I should become the character very well, Laura?”
Pen asked. “Remember temptation walks about the hedgerows as well as the
city streets: and idleness is the greatest tempter of all.”</p>
<p>“What does—does Mr. Warrington say?” said Laura, as a blush
mounted up to her cheek, and of which Pen saw the fervour, though Laura’s
veil fell over her face to hide it.</p>
<p>Pen rode on by Laura’s side silently for a while. George’s name so
mentioned brought back the past to him, and the thoughts which he had once had
regarding George and Laura. Why should the recurrence of the thought agitate
him, now that he knew the union was impossible? Why should he be curious to
know if, during the months of their intimacy, Laura had felt a regard for
Warrington? From that day until the present time George had never alluded to
his story, and Arthur remembered now that since then George had scarcely ever
mentioned Laura’s name.</p>
<p>At last he cane close to her. “Tell me something, Laura,” he said.</p>
<p>She put back her veil and looked at him. “What is it, Arthur?” she
asked—though from the tremor of her voice she guessed very well.</p>
<p>“Tell me—but for George’s misfortune—I never knew him
speak of it before or since that day—would you—would you have given
him—what you refused me?”</p>
<p>“Yes, Pen,” she said, bursting into tears.</p>
<p>“He deserved you better than I did,” poor Arthur groaned forth,
with an indescribable pang at his heart. “I am but a selfish wretch, and
George is better, nobler, truer, than I am. God bless him!”</p>
<p>“Yes, Pen,” said Laura, reaching out her hand to her cousin, and he
put his arm round her, and for a moment she sobbed on his shoulder.</p>
<p>The gentle girl had had her secret, and told it. In the widow’s last
journey from Fairoaks, when hastening with her mother to Arthur’s
sick-bed, Laura had made a different confession; and it was only when
Warrington told his own story, and described the hopeless condition of his
life, that she discovered how much her feelings had changed, and with what
tender sympathy, with what great respect, delight, and admiration she had grown
to regard her cousin’s friend. Until she knew that some plans she might
have dreamed of were impossible, and that Warrington, reading in her heart,
perhaps, had told his melancholy story to warn her, she had not asked herself
whether it was possible that her affections could change; and had been shocked
and seared by the discovery of the truth. How should she have told it to Helen,
and confessed her shame? Poor Laura felt guilty before her friend, with the
secret which she dared not confide to her; felt as if she had been ungrateful
for Helen’s love and regard; felt as if she had been wickedly faithless
to Pen in withdrawing that love from him which he did not even care to accept;
humbled even and repentant before Warrington, lest she should have encouraged
him by undue sympathy, or shown the preference which she began to feel.</p>
<p>The catastrophe which broke up Laura’s home, and the grief and anguish
which she felt for her mother’s death, gave her little leisure for
thoughts more selfish; and by the time she rallied from that grief the minor
one was also almost cured. It was but for a moment that she had indulged a hope
about Warrington. Her admiration and respect for him remained as strong as
ever. But the tender feeling with which she knew she had regarded him, was
schooled into such calmness, that it may be said to have been dead and passed
away. The pang which it left behind was one of humility and remorse. “Oh,
how wicked and proud I was about Arthur,” she thought, “how
self-confident and unforgiving! I never forgave from my heart this poor girl,
who was fond of him, or him for encouraging her love; and I have been more
guilty than she, poor, little, artless creature! I, professing to love one man,
could listen to another only too eagerly; and would not pardon the change of
feelings in Arthur, whilst I myself was changing and unfaithful:” And so
humiliating herself, and acknowledging her weakness, the poor girl sought for
strength and refuge in the manner in which she had been accustomed to look for
them.</p>
<p>She had done no wrong: but there are some folks who suffer for a fault ever so
trifling as much as others whose stout consciences can walk under crimes of
almost any weight; and poor Laura chose to fancy that she had acted in this
delicate juncture of her life as a very great criminal. She determined that she
had done Pen a great injury by withdrawing that love which, privately in her
mother’s hearing, she had bestowed upon him; that she had been ungrateful
to her dead benefactress by ever allowing herself to think of another or of
violating her promise; and that, considering her own enormous crimes, she ought
to be very gentle in judging those of others, whose temptations were much
greater, very likely, and whose motives she could not understand.</p>
<p>A year back Laura would have been indignant at the idea that Arthur should
marry Blanche: and her high spirit would have risen, as she thought that from
worldly motives he should stoop to one so unworthy. Now when the news was
brought to her of such a chance (the intelligence was given to her by old Lady
Rockminster, whose speeches were as direct and rapid as a slap on the face),
the humbled girl winced a little at the blow, but bore it meekly, and with a
desperate acquiescence. “He has a right to marry, he knows a great deal
more of the world than I do,” she argued with herself. “Blanche may
not be so light-minded as she seemed, and who am I to be her judge? I daresay
it is very good that Arthur should go into Parliament and distinguish himself,
and my duty is to do everything that lies in my power to aid him and Blanche,
and to make his home happy. I daresay I shall live with them. If I am godmother
to one of their children, I will leave her my three thousand pounds!” And
forthwith she began to think what she could give Blanche out of her small
treasures, and how best to conciliate her affection. She wrote her forthwith a
kind letter, in which, of course, no mention was made of the plans in
contemplation, but in which Laura recalled old times, and spoke her goodwill,
and in reply to this she received an eager answer from Blanche: in which not a
word about marriage was said, to be sure, but Mr. Pendennis was mentioned two
or three times in the letter, and they were to be henceforth, dearest Laura,
and dearest Blanche, and loving sisters, and so forth.</p>
<p>When Pen and Laura reached home, after Laura’s confession (Pen’s
noble acknowledgment of his own inferiority and generous expression of love for
Warrington, causing the girl’s heart to throb, and rendering doubly keen
those tears which she sobbed on his shoulder), a little slim letter was
awaiting Miss Bell in the hall, which she trembled rather guiltily as she
unsealed, and which Pen blushed as he recognised: for he saw instantly that it
was from Blanche.</p>
<p>Laura opened it hastily, and cast her eyes quickly over it, as Pen kept his
fixed on her, blushing.</p>
<p>“She dates from London,” Laura said. “She has been with old
Bonner, Lady Clavering’s maid. Bonner is going to marry Lightfoot the
butler. Where do you think Blanche has been?” she cried out eagerly.</p>
<p>“To Paris, to Scotland, to the Casino?”</p>
<p>“To Shepherd’s Inn, to see Fanny; but Fanny wasn’t there, and
Blanche is going to leave a present for her. Isn’t it kind of her and
thoughtful?” And she handed the letter to Pen, who read—</p>
<p>“‘I saw Madame Mere, who was scrubbing the room, and looked at me
with very scrubby looks; but la belle Fanny was not au logis; and as I heard
that she was in Captain Strong’s apartments, Bonner and I mounted au
troisieme to see this famous beauty. Another disappointment—only the
Chevalier Strong and a friend of his in the room: so we came away after all
without seeing the enchanting Fanny.</p>
<p>“‘Je t’envoie mille et mille baisers. When will that horrid
canvassing be over? Sleeves are worn, etc. etc. etc.’”</p>
<p>After dinner the doctor was reading the Times. “A young gentleman I
attended when he was here some eight or nine years ago, has come into a fine
fortune,” the doctor said. “I see here announced the death of John
Henry Foker, Esq., of Logwood Hall, at Pau, in the Pyrenees, on the 15th
ult.”</p>
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