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<h3> CHAPTER 10 </h3>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">D</span>aniel Quilp neither entered nor left the old man’s house, unobserved. In
the shadow of an archway nearly opposite, leading to one of the many
passages which diverged from the main street, there lingered one, who,
having taken up his position when the twilight first came on, still
maintained it with undiminished patience, and leaning against the wall
with the manner of a person who had a long time to wait, and being well
used to it was quite resigned, scarcely changed his attitude for the hour
together.</p>
<p>This patient lounger attracted little attention from any of those who
passed, and bestowed as little upon them. His eyes were constantly
directed towards one object; the window at which the child was accustomed
to sit. If he withdrew them for a moment, it was only to glance at a clock
in some neighbouring shop, and then to strain his sight once more in the
old quarter with increased earnestness and attention.</p>
<p>It had been remarked that this personage evinced no weariness in his place
of concealment; nor did he, long as his waiting was. But as the time went
on, he manifested some anxiety and surprise, glancing at the clock more
frequently and at the window less hopefully than before. At length, the
clock was hidden from his sight by some envious shutters, then the church
steeples proclaimed eleven at night, then the quarter past, and then the
conviction seemed to obtrude itself on his mind that it was no use
tarrying there any longer.</p>
<p>That the conviction was an unwelcome one, and that he was by no means
willing to yield to it, was apparent from his reluctance to quit the spot;
from the tardy steps with which he often left it, still looking over his
shoulder at the same window; and from the precipitation with which he as
often returned, when a fancied noise or the changing and imperfect light
induced him to suppose it had been softly raised. At length, he gave the
matter up, as hopeless for that night, and suddenly breaking into a run as
though to force himself away, scampered off at his utmost speed, nor once
ventured to look behind him lest he should be tempted back again.</p>
<p>Without relaxing his pace, or stopping to take breath, this mysterious
individual dashed on through a great many alleys and narrow ways until he
at length arrived in a square paved court, when he subsided into a walk,
and making for a small house from the window of which a light was shining,
lifted the latch of the door and passed in.</p>
<p>‘Bless us!’ cried a woman turning sharply round, ‘who’s that? Oh! It’s
you, Kit!’</p>
<p>‘Yes, mother, it’s me.’</p>
<p>‘Why, how tired you look, my dear!’</p>
<p>‘Old master an’t gone out to-night,’ said Kit; ‘and so she hasn’t been at
the window at all.’ With which words, he sat down by the fire and looked
very mournful and discontented.</p>
<p>The room in which Kit sat himself down, in this condition, was an
extremely poor and homely place, but with that air of comfort about it,
nevertheless, which—or the spot must be a wretched one indeed—cleanliness
and order can always impart in some degree. Late as the Dutch clock
showed it to be, the poor woman was still hard at work at an
ironing-table; a young child lay sleeping in a cradle near the fire; and
another, a sturdy boy of two or three years old, very wide awake, with a
very tight night-cap on his head, and a night-gown very much too small for
him on his body, was sitting bolt upright in a clothes-basket, staring
over the rim with his great round eyes, and looking as if he had
thoroughly made up his mind never to go to sleep any more; which, as he
had already declined to take his natural rest and had been brought out of
bed in consequence, opened a cheerful prospect for his relations and
friends. It was rather a queer-looking family: Kit, his mother, and the
children, being all strongly alike.</p>
<p>Kit was disposed to be out of temper, as the best of us are too often—but
he looked at the youngest child who was sleeping soundly, and from him to
his other brother in the clothes-basket, and from him to their mother, who
had been at work without complaint since morning, and thought it would be
a better and kinder thing to be good-humoured. So he rocked the cradle
with his foot; made a face at the rebel in the clothes-basket, which put
him in high good-humour directly; and stoutly determined to be talkative
and make himself agreeable.</p>
<p>‘Ah, mother!’ said Kit, taking out his clasp-knife, and falling upon a
great piece of bread and meat which she had had ready for him, hours
before, ‘what a one you are! There an’t many such as you, I know.’</p>
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<p>‘I hope there are many a great deal better, Kit,’ said Mrs Nubbles; ‘and
that there are, or ought to be, accordin’ to what the parson at chapel
says.’</p>
<p>‘Much he knows about it,’ returned Kit contemptuously. ‘Wait till he’s a
widder and works like you do, and gets as little, and does as much, and
keeps his spirit up the same, and then I’ll ask him what’s o’clock and
trust him for being right to half a second.’</p>
<p>‘Well,’ said Mrs Nubbles, evading the point, ‘your beer’s down there by
the fender, Kit.’</p>
<p>‘I see,’ replied her son, taking up the porter pot, ‘my love to you,
mother. And the parson’s health too if you like. I don’t bear him any
malice, not I!’</p>
<p>‘Did you tell me, just now, that your master hadn’t gone out to-night?’
inquired Mrs Nubbles.</p>
<p>‘Yes,’ said Kit, ‘worse luck!’</p>
<p>‘You should say better luck, I think,’ returned his mother, ‘because Miss
Nelly won’t have been left alone.’</p>
<p>‘Ah!’ said Kit, ‘I forgot that. I said worse luck, because I’ve been
watching ever since eight o’clock, and seen nothing of her.’</p>
<p>‘I wonder what she’d say,’ cried his mother, stopping in her work and
looking round, ‘if she knew that every night, when she—poor thing—is
sitting alone at that window, you are watching in the open street for fear
any harm should come to her, and that you never leave the place or come
home to your bed though you’re ever so tired, till such time as you think
she’s safe in hers.’</p>
<p>‘Never mind what she’d say,’ replied Kit, with something like a blush on
his uncouth face; ‘she’ll never know nothing, and consequently, she’ll
never say nothing.’</p>
<p>Mrs Nubbles ironed away in silence for a minute or two, and coming to the
fireplace for another iron, glanced stealthily at Kit while she rubbed it
on a board and dusted it with a duster, but said nothing until she had
returned to her table again: when, holding the iron at an alarmingly short
distance from her cheek, to test its temperature, and looking round with a
smile, she observed:</p>
<p>‘I know what some people would say, Kit—’</p>
<p>‘Nonsense,’ interposed Kit with a perfect apprehension of what was to
follow.</p>
<p>‘No, but they would indeed. Some people would say that you’d fallen in
love with her, I know they would.’</p>
<p>To this, Kit only replied by bashfully bidding his mother ‘get out,’ and
forming sundry strange figures with his legs and arms, accompanied by
sympathetic contortions of his face. Not deriving from these means the
relief which he sought, he bit off an immense mouthful from the bread and
meat, and took a quick drink of the porter; by which artificial aids he
choked himself and effected a diversion of the subject.</p>
<p>‘Speaking seriously though, Kit,’ said his mother, taking up the theme
afresh, after a time, ‘for of course I was only in joke just now, it’s
very good and thoughtful, and like you, to do this, and never let anybody
know it, though some day I hope she may come to know it, for I’m sure she
would be very grateful to you and feel it very much. It’s a cruel thing to
keep the dear child shut up there. I don’t wonder that the old gentleman
wants to keep it from you.’</p>
<p>‘He don’t think it’s cruel, bless you,’ said Kit, ‘and don’t mean it to be
so, or he wouldn’t do it—I do consider, mother, that he wouldn’t do
it for all the gold and silver in the world. No, no, that he wouldn’t. I
know him better than that.’</p>
<p>‘Then what does he do it for, and why does he keep it so close from you?’
said Mrs Nubbles.</p>
<p>‘That I don’t know,’ returned her son. ‘If he hadn’t tried to keep it so
close though, I should never have found it out, for it was his getting me
away at night and sending me off so much earlier than he used to, that
first made me curious to know what was going on. Hark! what’s that?’</p>
<p>‘It’s only somebody outside.’</p>
<p>‘It’s somebody crossing over here,’ said Kit, standing up to listen, ‘and
coming very fast too. He can’t have gone out after I left, and the house
caught fire, mother!’</p>
<p>The boy stood, for a moment, really bereft, by the apprehension he had
conjured up, of the power to move. The footsteps drew nearer, the door was
opened with a hasty hand, and the child herself, pale and breathless, and
hastily wrapped in a few disordered garments, hurried into the room.</p>
<p>‘Miss Nelly! What is the matter!’ cried mother and son together.</p>
<p>‘I must not stay a moment,’ she returned, ‘grandfather has been taken very
ill. I found him in a fit upon the floor—’</p>
<p>‘I’ll run for a doctor’—said Kit, seizing his brimless hat. ‘I’ll be
there directly, I’ll—’</p>
<p>‘No, no,’ cried Nell, ‘there is one there, you’re not wanted, you—you—must
never come near us any more!’</p>
<p>‘What!’ roared Kit.</p>
<p>‘Never again,’ said the child. ‘Don’t ask me why, for I don’t know. Pray
don’t ask me why, pray don’t be sorry, pray don’t be vexed with me! I have
nothing to do with it indeed!’</p>
<p>Kit looked at her with his eyes stretched wide; and opened and shut his
mouth a great many times; but couldn’t get out one word.</p>
<p>‘He complains and raves of you,’ said the child, ‘I don’t know what you
have done, but I hope it’s nothing very bad.’</p>
<p>‘I done!’ roared Kit.</p>
<p>‘He cried that you’re the cause of all his misery,’ returned the child
with tearful eyes; ‘he screamed and called for you; they say you must not
come near him or he will die. You must not return to us any more. I came
to tell you. I thought it would be better that I should come than somebody
quite strange. Oh, Kit, what have you done? You, in whom I trusted so
much, and who were almost the only friend I had!’</p>
<p>The unfortunate Kit looked at his young mistress harder and harder, and
with eyes growing wider and wider, but was perfectly motionless and
silent.</p>
<p>‘I have brought his money for the week,’ said the child, looking to the
woman and laying it on the table—‘and—and—a little more,
for he was always good and kind to me. I hope he will be sorry and do well
somewhere else and not take this to heart too much. It grieves me very
much to part with him like this, but there is no help. It must be done.
Good night!’</p>
<p>With the tears streaming down her face, and her slight figure trembling
with the agitation of the scene she had left, the shock she had received,
the errand she had just discharged, and a thousand painful and
affectionate feelings, the child hastened to the door, and disappeared as
rapidly as she had come.</p>
<p>The poor woman, who had no cause to doubt her son, but every reason for
relying on his honesty and truth, was staggered, notwithstanding, by his
not having advanced one word in his defence. Visions of gallantry,
knavery, robbery; and of the nightly absences from home for which he had
accounted so strangely, having been occasioned by some unlawful pursuit;
flocked into her brain and rendered her afraid to question him. She rocked
herself upon a chair, wringing her hands and weeping bitterly, but Kit
made no attempt to comfort her and remained quite bewildered. The baby in
the cradle woke up and cried; the boy in the clothes-basket fell over on
his back with the basket upon him, and was seen no more; the mother wept
louder yet and rocked faster; but Kit, insensible to all the din and
tumult, remained in a state of utter stupefaction.</p>
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