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<h3> CHAPTER 46 </h3>
<p class="pfirst"><span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was the poor schoolmaster. No other than the poor schoolmaster.
Scarcely less moved and surprised by the sight of the child than she had
been on recognising him, he stood, for a moment, silent and confounded by
this unexpected apparition, without even the presence of mind to raise her
from the ground.</p>
<p>But, quickly recovering his self-possession, he threw down his stick and
book, and dropping on one knee beside her, endeavoured, by such simple
means as occurred to him, to restore her to herself; while her
grandfather, standing idly by, wrung his hands, and implored her with many
endearing expressions to speak to him, were it only a word.</p>
<p>‘She is quite exhausted,’ said the schoolmaster, glancing upward into his
face. ‘You have taxed her powers too far, friend.’</p>
<p>‘She is perishing of want,’ rejoined the old man. ‘I never thought how
weak and ill she was, till now.’</p>
<p>Casting a look upon him, half-reproachful and half-compassionate, the
schoolmaster took the child in his arms, and, bidding the old man gather
up her little basket and follow him directly, bore her away at his utmost
speed.</p>
<p>There was a small inn within sight, to which, it would seem, he had been
directing his steps when so unexpectedly overtaken. Towards this place he
hurried with his unconscious burden, and rushing into the kitchen, and
calling upon the company there assembled to make way for God’s sake,
deposited it on a chair before the fire.</p>
<p>The company, who rose in confusion on the schoolmaster’s entrance, did as
people usually do under such circumstances. Everybody called for his or
her favourite remedy, which nobody brought; each cried for more air, at
the same time carefully excluding what air there was, by closing round the
object of sympathy; and all wondered why somebody else didn’t do what it
never appeared to occur to them might be done by themselves.</p>
<p>The landlady, however, who possessed more readiness and activity than any
of them, and who had withal a quicker perception of the merits of the
case, soon came running in, with a little hot brandy and water, followed
by her servant-girl, carrying vinegar, hartshorn, smelling-salts, and such
other restoratives; which, being duly administered, recovered the child so
far as to enable her to thank them in a faint voice, and to extend her
hand to the poor schoolmaster, who stood, with an anxious face, hard by.
Without suffering her to speak another word, or so much as to stir a
finger any more, the women straightway carried her off to bed; and, having
covered her up warm, bathed her cold feet, and wrapped them in flannel,
they despatched a messenger for the doctor.</p>
<p>The doctor, who was a red-nosed gentleman with a great bunch of seals
dangling below a waistcoat of ribbed black satin, arrived with all speed,
and taking his seat by the bedside of poor Nell, drew out his watch, and
felt her pulse. Then he looked at her tongue, then he felt her pulse
again, and while he did so, he eyed the half-emptied wine-glass as if in
profound abstraction.</p>
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<p>‘I should give her,’ said the doctor at length, ‘a tea-spoonful, every now
and then, of hot brandy and water.’</p>
<p>‘Why, that’s exactly what we’ve done, sir!’ said the delighted landlady.</p>
<p>‘I should also,’ observed the doctor, who had passed the foot-bath on the
stairs, ‘I should also,’ said the doctor, in the voice of an oracle, ‘put
her feet in hot water, and wrap them up in flannel. I should likewise,’
said the doctor with increased solemnity, ‘give her something light for
supper—the wing of a roasted fowl now—’</p>
<p>‘Why, goodness gracious me, sir, it’s cooking at the kitchen fire this
instant!’ cried the landlady. And so indeed it was, for the schoolmaster
had ordered it to be put down, and it was getting on so well that the
doctor might have smelt it if he had tried; perhaps he did.</p>
<p>‘You may then,’ said the doctor, rising gravely, ‘give her a glass of hot
mulled port wine, if she likes wine—’</p>
<p>‘And a toast, Sir?’ suggested the landlady.</p>
<p>'Ay,’ said the doctor, in the
tone of a man who makes a dignified concession. ‘And a toast—of
bread. But be very particular to make it of bread, if you please, ma’am.’</p>
<p>With which parting injunction, slowly and portentously delivered, the
doctor departed, leaving the whole house in admiration of that wisdom
which tallied so closely with their own. Everybody said he was a very
shrewd doctor indeed, and knew perfectly what people’s constitutions were;
which there appears some reason to suppose he did.</p>
<p>While her supper was preparing, the child fell into a refreshing sleep,
from which they were obliged to rouse her when it was ready. As she
evinced extraordinary uneasiness on learning that her grandfather was
below stairs, and as she was greatly troubled at the thought of their
being apart, he took his supper with her. Finding her still very restless
on this head, they made him up a bed in an inner room, to which he
presently retired. The key of this chamber happened by good fortune to be
on that side of the door which was in Nell’s room; she turned it on him
when the landlady had withdrawn, and crept to bed again with a thankful
heart.</p>
<p>The schoolmaster sat for a long time smoking his pipe by the kitchen fire,
which was now deserted, thinking, with a very happy face, on the fortunate
chance which had brought him so opportunely to the child’s assistance, and
parrying, as well as in his simple way he could, the inquisitive
cross-examination of the landlady, who had a great curiosity to be made
acquainted with every particular of Nell’s life and history. The poor
schoolmaster was so open-hearted, and so little versed in the most
ordinary cunning or deceit, that she could not have failed to succeed in
the first five minutes, but that he happened to be unacquainted with what
she wished to know; and so he told her. The landlady, by no means
satisfied with this assurance, which she considered an ingenious evasion
of the question, rejoined that he had his reasons of course. Heaven forbid
that she should wish to pry into the affairs of her customers, which
indeed were no business of hers, who had so many of her own. She had
merely asked a civil question, and to be sure she knew it would meet with
a civil answer. She was quite satisfied—quite. She had rather
perhaps that he would have said at once that he didn’t choose to be
communicative, because that would have been plain and intelligible.
However, she had no right to be offended of course. He was the best judge,
and had a perfect right to say what he pleased; nobody could dispute that
for a moment. Oh dear, no!</p>
<p>‘I assure you, my good lady,’ said the mild schoolmaster, ‘that I have
told you the plain truth. As I hope to be saved, I have told you the
truth.’</p>
<p>‘Why then, I do believe you are in earnest,’ rejoined the landlady, with
ready good-humour, ‘and I’m very sorry I have teazed you. But curiosity
you know is the curse of our sex, and that’s the fact.’</p>
<p>The landlord
scratched his head, as if he thought the curse sometimes involved the
other sex likewise; but he was prevented from making any remark to that
effect, if he had it in contemplation to do so, by the schoolmaster’s
rejoinder.</p>
<p>‘You should question me for half-a-dozen hours at a sitting, and welcome,
and I would answer you patiently for the kindness of heart you have shown
to-night, if I could,’ he said. ‘As it is, please to take care of her in
the morning, and let me know early how she is; and to understand that I am
paymaster for the three.’</p>
<p>So, parting with them on most friendly terms (not the less cordial perhaps
for this last direction), the schoolmaster went to his bed, and the host
and hostess to theirs.</p>
<p>The report in the morning was, that the child was better, but was
extremely weak, and would at least require a day’s rest, and careful
nursing, before she could proceed upon her journey. The schoolmaster
received this communication with perfect cheerfulness, observing that he
had a day to spare—two days for that matter—and could very
well afford to wait. As the patient was to sit up in the evening, he
appointed to visit her in her room at a certain hour, and rambling out
with his book, did not return until the hour arrived.</p>
<p>Nell could not help weeping when they were left alone; whereat, and at
sight of her pale face and wasted figure, the simple schoolmaster shed a
few tears himself, at the same time showing in very energetic language how
foolish it was to do so, and how very easily it could be avoided, if one
tried.</p>
<p>‘It makes me unhappy even in the midst of all this kindness’ said the
child, ‘to think that we should be a burden upon you. How can I ever thank
you? If I had not met you so far from home, I must have died, and he would
have been left alone.’</p>
<p>‘We’ll not talk about dying,’ said the schoolmaster; ‘and as to burdens, I
have made my fortune since you slept at my cottage.’</p>
<p>‘Indeed!’ cried the child joyfully.</p>
<p>‘Oh yes,’ returned her friend. ‘I have been appointed clerk and
schoolmaster to a village a long way from here—and a long way from
the old one as you may suppose—at five-and-thirty pounds a year.
Five-and-thirty pounds!’</p>
<p>‘I am very glad,’ said the child, ‘so very, very glad.’</p>
<p>‘I am on my way there now,’ resumed the schoolmaster. ‘They allowed me the
stage-coach-hire—outside stage-coach-hire all the way. Bless you,
they grudge me nothing. But as the time at which I am expected there, left
me ample leisure, I determined to walk instead. How glad I am, to think I
did so!’</p>
<p>‘How glad should we be!’</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes,’ said the schoolmaster, moving restlessly in his chair,
‘certainly, that’s very true. But you—where are you going, where are
you coming from, what have you been doing since you left me, what had you
been doing before? Now, tell me—do tell me. I know very little of
the world, and perhaps you are better fitted to advise me in its affairs
than I am qualified to give advice to you; but I am very sincere, and I
have a reason (you have not forgotten it) for loving you. I have felt
since that time as if my love for him who died, had been transferred to
you who stood beside his bed. If this,’ he added, looking upwards, ‘is the
beautiful creation that springs from ashes, let its peace prosper with me,
as I deal tenderly and compassionately by this young child!’</p>
<p>The plain, frank kindness of the honest schoolmaster, the affectionate
earnestness of his speech and manner, the truth which was stamped upon his
every word and look, gave the child a confidence in him, which the utmost
arts of treachery and dissimulation could never have awakened in her
breast. She told him all—that they had no friend or relative—that
she had fled with the old man, to save him from a madhouse and all the
miseries he dreaded—that she was flying now, to save him from
himself—and that she sought an asylum in some remote and primitive
place, where the temptation before which he fell would never enter, and
her late sorrows and distresses could have no place.</p>
<p>The schoolmaster heard her with astonishment. ‘This child!’—he
thought—‘Has this child heroically persevered under all doubts and
dangers, struggled with poverty and suffering, upheld and sustained by
strong affection and the consciousness of rectitude alone! And yet the
world is full of such heroism. Have I yet to learn that the hardest and
best-borne trials are those which are never chronicled in any earthly
record, and are suffered every day! And should I be surprised to hear the
story of this child!’</p>
<p>What more he thought or said, matters not. It was concluded that Nell and
her grandfather should accompany him to the village whither he was bound,
and that he should endeavour to find them some humble occupation by which
they could subsist. ‘We shall be sure to succeed,’ said the schoolmaster,
heartily. ‘The cause is too good a one to fail.’</p>
<p>They arranged to proceed upon their journey next evening, as a
stage-waggon, which travelled for some distance on the same road as they
must take, would stop at the inn to change horses, and the driver for a
small gratuity would give Nell a place inside. A bargain was soon struck
when the waggon came; and in due time it rolled away; with the child
comfortably bestowed among the softer packages, her grandfather and the
schoolmaster walking on beside the driver, and the landlady and all the
good folks of the inn screaming out their good wishes and farewells.</p>
<p>What a soothing, luxurious, drowsy way of travelling, to lie inside that
slowly-moving mountain, listening to the tinkling of the horses’ bells,
the occasional smacking of the carter’s whip, the smooth rolling of the
great broad wheels, the rattle of the harness, the cheery good-nights of
passing travellers jogging past on little short-stepped horses—all
made pleasantly indistinct by the thick awning, which seemed made for lazy
listening under, till one fell asleep! The very going to sleep, still with
an indistinct idea, as the head jogged to and fro upon the pillow, of
moving onward with no trouble or fatigue, and hearing all these sounds
like dreamy music, lulling to the senses—and the slow waking up, and
finding one’s self staring out through the breezy curtain half-opened in
the front, far up into the cold bright sky with its countless stars, and
downward at the driver’s lantern dancing on like its namesake Jack of the
swamps and marshes, and sideways at the dark grim trees, and forward at
the long bare road rising up, up, up, until it stopped abruptly at a sharp
high ridge as if there were no more road, and all beyond was sky—and
the stopping at the inn to bait, and being helped out, and going into a
room with fire and candles, and winking very much, and being agreeably
reminded that the night was cold, and anxious for very comfort’s sake to
think it colder than it was!—What a delicious journey was that
journey in the waggon.</p>
<p>Then the going on again—so fresh at first, and shortly afterwards so
sleepy. The waking from a sound nap as the mail came dashing past like a
highway comet, with gleaming lamps and rattling hoofs, and visions of a
guard behind, standing up to keep his feet warm, and of a gentleman in a
fur cap opening his eyes and looking wild and stupefied—the stopping
at the turnpike where the man was gone to bed, and knocking at the door
until he answered with a smothered shout from under the bed-clothes in the
little room above, where the faint light was burning, and presently came
down, night-capped and shivering, to throw the gate wide open, and wish
all waggons off the road except by day. The cold sharp interval between
night and morning—the distant streak of light widening and
spreading, and turning from grey to white, and from white to yellow, and
from yellow to burning red—the presence of day, with all its
cheerfulness and life—men and horses at the plough—birds in
the trees and hedges, and boys in solitary fields, frightening them away
with rattles. The coming to a town—people busy in the markets; light
carts and chaises round the tavern yard; tradesmen standing at their
doors; men running horses up and down the street for sale; pigs plunging
and grunting in the dirty distance, getting off with long strings at their
legs, running into clean chemists’ shops and being dislodged with brooms
by ‘prentices; the night coach changing horses—the passengers
cheerless, cold, ugly, and discontented, with three months’ growth of hair
in one night—the coachman fresh as from a band-box, and exquisitely
beautiful by contrast:—so much bustle, so many things in motion,
such a variety of incidents—when was there a journey with so many
delights as that journey in the waggon!</p>
<p>Sometimes walking for a mile or two while her grandfather rode inside, and
sometimes even prevailing upon the schoolmaster to take her place and lie
down to rest, Nell travelled on very happily until they came to a large
town, where the waggon stopped, and where they spent a night. They passed
a large church; and in the streets were a number of old houses, built of a
kind of earth or plaster, crossed and re-crossed in a great many
directions with black beams, which gave them a remarkable and very ancient
look. The doors, too, were arched and low, some with oaken portals and
quaint benches, where the former inhabitants had sat on summer evenings.
The windows were latticed in little diamond panes, that seemed to wink and
blink upon the passengers as if they were dim of sight. They had long
since got clear of the smoke and furnaces, except in one or two solitary
instances, where a factory planted among fields withered the space about
it, like a burning mountain. When they had passed through this town, they
entered again upon the country, and began to draw near their place of
destination.</p>
<p>It was not so near, however, but that they spent another night upon the
road; not that their doing so was quite an act of necessity, but that the
schoolmaster, when they approached within a few miles of his village, had
a fidgety sense of his dignity as the new clerk, and was unwilling to make
his entry in dusty shoes, and travel-disordered dress. It was a fine,
clear, autumn morning, when they came upon the scene of his promotion, and
stopped to contemplate its beauties.</p>
<p>‘See—here’s the church!’ cried the delighted schoolmaster in a low
voice; ‘and that old building close beside it, is the schoolhouse, I’ll be
sworn. Five-and-thirty pounds a-year in this beautiful place!’</p>
<p>They admired everything—the old grey porch, the mullioned windows,
the venerable gravestones dotting the green churchyard, the ancient tower,
the very weathercock; the brown thatched roofs of cottage, barn, and
homestead, peeping from among the trees; the stream that rippled by the
distant water-mill; the blue Welsh mountains far away. It was for such a
spot the child had wearied in the dense, dark, miserable haunts of labour.
Upon her bed of ashes, and amidst the squalid horrors through which they
had forced their way, visions of such scenes—beautiful indeed, but
not more beautiful than this sweet reality—had been always present
to her mind. They had seemed to melt into a dim and airy distance, as the
prospect of ever beholding them again grew fainter; but, as they receded,
she had loved and panted for them more.</p>
<p>‘I must leave you somewhere for a few minutes,’ said the schoolmaster, at
length breaking the silence into which they had fallen in their gladness.
‘I have a letter to present, and inquiries to make, you know. Where shall
I take you? To the little inn yonder?’</p>
<p>‘Let us wait here,’ rejoined Nell. ‘The gate is open. We will sit in the
church porch till you come back.’</p>
<p>‘A good place too,’ said the schoolmaster, leading the way towards it,
disencumbering himself of his portmanteau, and placing it on the stone
seat. ‘Be sure that I come back with good news, and am not long gone!’</p>
<p>So, the happy schoolmaster put on a bran-new pair of gloves which he had
carried in a little parcel in his pocket all the way, and hurried off,
full of ardour and excitement.</p>
<p>The child watched him from the porch until the intervening foliage hid him
from her view, and then stepped softly out into the old churchyard—so
solemn and quiet that every rustle of her dress upon the fallen leaves,
which strewed the path and made her footsteps noiseless, seemed an
invasion of its silence. It was a very aged, ghostly place; the church had
been built many hundreds of years ago, and had once had a convent or
monastery attached; for arches in ruins, remains of oriel windows, and
fragments of blackened walls, were yet standing; while other portions of
the old building, which had crumbled away and fallen down, were mingled
with the churchyard earth and overgrown with grass, as if they too claimed
a burying-place and sought to mix their ashes with the dust of men. Hard
by these gravestones of dead years, and forming a part of the ruin which
some pains had been taken to render habitable in modern times, were two
small dwellings with sunken windows and oaken doors, fast hastening to
decay, empty and desolate.</p>
<p>Upon these tenements, the attention of the child became exclusively
riveted. She knew not why. The church, the ruin, the antiquated graves,
had equal claims at least upon a stranger’s thoughts, but from the moment
when her eyes first rested on these two dwellings, she could turn to
nothing else. Even when she had made the circuit of the enclosure, and,
returning to the porch, sat pensively waiting for their friend, she took
her station where she could still look upon them, and felt as if
fascinated towards that spot.</p>
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