<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXXVIII">CHAPTER XXXVIII.</SPAN><br/> <span class="small1">A FINE OLD GENTLEMAN.</span></h2>
<p>When I came to look round upon this state of things, and consider
it, I made up my mind to tempt Providence, or rather
perhaps the most opposite Power, by holding on where I was,
in spite of the Parson and all his devices. This was a stupid
resolve, and one on which he had fully calculated. I was getting
a little perhaps fond of Nanette, though not quite so much
as she fancied; feeling unable to pin my faith to a thing she
had whispered into my ear; to wit, that she would thrice soon
inherit one three grand money, hunder tousand, more than one
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great strong man could leeft. I asked her to let me come
and try; and she said it was possible to be. Having a thorough
acquaintance with Crappos, and the small wretched particles
of their money, I did not attach much importance to this;
for I like our King's face, and they have not got it; and they
seem to stamp their stuff anyhow. But in spite of all prejudice,
it would be well to look a little into it; particularly as
this girl (whether right or wrong in thousands) had a figure
not to be denied, when you came home to her.</p>
<p>Nevertheless I am not the man to part with myself at
random; and there was a good farmer's daughter now, solid,
and two-and-thirty—which is my favourite ship to sail in,
handy, strong, and with guns well up—this young woman
crossed the ferry, at eightpence a-day, for my sake; and I
thought of retaining a lawyer to find what might be her prospects.
She was by no means bad to look at, when you got
accustomed; and her nature very kind, and likely to see to
Bunny's clothes; also she never contradicted; which is cotton-wool
to one who ever has rheumatics. But I did not wish to
pay six-and-eightpence, and then be compelled to lose eightpence
a-day, in order to steer clear of her. So I ferried both
her and Nanette alike, and let them encounter one another,
and charged no difference in their weight.</p>
<p>Nothing better fits a man, for dealing with the womankind,
than to be well up in fish. Now I found the benefit of that
knowledge where I never looked for it; and I knew the stale
from the fresh—though these come alike in the pickle of matrimony—also
(which is far more to the point) the soft roes from
the hard roes. These you cannot change; but must persuade
yourself to like whichever you happen to get of them. And
that you find out afterwards.</p>
<p>While I was dwelling upon these trifles, and getting on well
with my serious trade, working my ferry, and catching salmon
so as to amaze the neighbourhood, also receiving my well-earned
salary from the fair Mistress Isabel, and surprising the public-houses
every night with my narratives—in a word, becoming
the polar-star of both sides of the river—a thing befell me
which was quite beyond all sense of reason.</p>
<p>Through wholesome fear of Parson Chowne, and knowledge
of his fire-tricks, I kept the Rose of Devon in a berth of deep
fresh water; where a bulk of sand backed up, and left a large
calm pool of river. Here the dimpling water scarcely had the
life to flow along—when the tide was well away; and scarcely
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brought a single bubble big enough to break upon us. According
to the weather, so the colour of the water was. Only when
you understood, it seemed to please you always.</p>
<p>One night I was not asleep, but getting very near it; setting
in my mind afloat (as I felt the young tide flowing) thoughts
or dreams, or lighter visions than the lightest dream that flits,
of, about, concerning, touching, anyhow regarding, or, in any
lightest side-light, gleaming, who can tell, or glancing from the
chequers of the day-work. Suddenly a great explosion blew
me out of my berth, and filled the whole of the cuddy with
blaze and smoke. I lay on the floor half-stunned, and with
only sense enough for wondering. Then Providence enabled
me, on the strength of the battles I had been through, to get
on my elbow, and look around. Everything seemed quite odd
and stupid for a little while to me. I neither knew where I
was, nor what had happened or would happen me.</p>
<p>It may have been half an hour, or it may have been only
half a minute, before I was all alive again, and able to see to
the mischief. Then I found that a very rude thing had been
done, and a most unclerical action, not to be lightly excused,
and wholly undeserved on my part. A good-sized kettle of
gunpowder had been cast into my cuddy, possibly as a warning
to me; but, to say the least, a dangerous one. My wrath
overcame all fear so much, that in spite of the risk of meeting
others, I rushed through the smoke and up the ladder, and
seized my gun from its sling on the deck, and gazed (or rather
I should say stared) in every direction around me. But
whether from the darkness of the night, or the stinging and
stunning turmoil in my eyes and upon my brain, I could not
descry any moving shape, or any living creature. And this
even added to my alarm, so that I got very little more sleep
that night, I do assure you.</p>
<p>However, I kept my own counsel about it, even from my
lady patroness, resolving to maintain a sharp look-out, and act
as behoved a gallant Cymro, thrown amongst a host of savages.
To this intent, I took our tiller, which was just about six feet
long, and entirely useless now, and I put a bit of a bottom to
it, so as to stand quite decently, and fixed a cross-tressel for
shoulders, and then dressed it up so with my old fishing-suit
and a castaway hat to encourage my brains, that really, though
the thing was so grave, I could not help laughing at myself;
in the dusk it was so like me. When the labours of the day
were over, and the gleam of the water deadened, I set up this
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other fine Davy Llewellyn on board the ketch, now here now
there, sometimes leaning over the bulwarks in contemplation
of the river (which was my favourite attitude, from my natural
turn for reflection), sometimes idly at work with a rope,
or anything or nothing, only so as to be seen from shore, and
expose to the public his whereabouts. Meanwhile I crouched
in a ditch hard by, and with both barrels loaded.</p>
<p>You will say this was an unchristian thing, especially as I
suspected strongly that my besiegers wore naked backs, and
would therefore receive my discharge in full. I will not argue
that point, but tell you (in common fairness to myself, and to
prevent any slur of the warm affection, long subsisting between
all who have cared to listen to me and my free self) that whenever
I hoped for a chance at those fellows, I drew the duck-shot
from the first barrel, and put a light charge of snipe-shot
in, which no man could object to. The second barrel was
ready, in case that the worst should come to the worst, as
we say.</p>
<p>Now it is a proof of my bad luck, and perhaps of my having
done a thing below the high Welsh nature, that Providence
never vouchsafed me a single shot at any one of them. The
more trouble I took, the less they came; until I could scarcely
crook my fingers through the rheumatics they brought on me.
Night after night, I said to myself, "If it only pleases the
Lord to save me from the wiles of this anointed one, I vow to
go back to my duty, and teach those other young chits of boys
their work." For I had observed (though I would not tell it,
except in a rheumatic twinge) that even Captain Bampfylde's
men had lost the style of drawing oars through the water
properly, and as I used to give the tune, five-and-twenty years
agone.</p>
<p>It is needless to say, that after all the close actions I have
conquered in, a canister of gunpowder was nothing to disturb
me. But as they might do worse next time, whether in joke
or earnest, I made me a hutch of stout strong oak, also cut the
bulkhead out, and freed myself into the hold at once, upon
any unjust disturbance. Nigh me was my double gun,
heavily shotted at bedtime, and the spar which had knocked
down Parson Chowne, and might have to do it again perhaps.
And now I began to persuade myself into happy sleep again;
for my nature is not vindictive.</p>
<p>One night I lay broad awake, perhaps from having shot a
curlew, and eaten him, without an onion sewn inside while
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roasting, but he had been so hard to shoot that I was full
of zeal to dine upon him, and had no onion handy. Whether
it were so or not, I lay awake and thought about the strange
things now come over me. To be earning money at a very
noble rate indeed; to be winning the attentions of it may be
ten young women (each of whom believed that never had
I been in love before); and to be establishing a business
which could scarcely fail of growing to a public-house with
benches and glass windows looking down upon the river; and
yet with all this prospect brewing, scarcely to have a moment's
peace! What a lucky thing for Parson Chowne that I have
no cold black blood in me! In this medley of vague thoughts
(such as all men of large brain have, and even myself when the
moon ordains it) a strong and good idea struck me, and one to
be dwelled upon to-morrow; and if then approved, to be
carried out immediately. This was no less than to beg an
audience of Sir Philip Bampfylde himself, and tell him all
that I ever had seen of Chowne and his devices, and place Sir
Philip on his guard, and learn maybe a little of the many
things that puzzled me. Of course I had thought of this
before; but for several reasons had forborne to carry it any
further. In the first place, it seemed such a coarse rude way
of meeting plans that should be met with equal stealth and
subtlety, unless a man were prepared to own himself vanquished
in intelligence. Again, it would have been very difficult to
obtain a private interview without some stir concerning it.
Moreover, I felt a delicacy with respect to my stewardship on
behalf of those two children; for a stranger might not at a
glance perceive that prudence and self-denial on my part,
which the worrisome frivolousness of the fish had, for the
time, frustrated. However, I now perceived that a gentleman
of Sir Philip's lofty bearing could not with any grace or
dignity allude to his own beneficence; and as for the second
difficulty, I might hope for Miss Carey's good offices, while I
could no longer think to encounter Chowne with his own
weapons, since he had blown me out of bed.</p>
<p>Accordingly I persuaded my beautiful young lady, who had
plenty of sense but not much craft, and was pleased with my
straightforwardness, to lead me into Sir Philip's presence in a
lonely part of the grounds near the river, to the westward, and
out of sight of the house; in a word, not far from the Braunton
Burrows.</p>
<p>Here the river made a bend and came to the breast of
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an ancient orchard, rich with grass and thick with trees leafless
now, but thickly bearded upon every twig with moss. This
was of every form and fashion, and of almost every hue. I
had never seen such a freaksome piece of work outside the
tropics, although in Devonshire common enough, where the
soil is moist and the climate damp. Some of these trees lay
down on the ground, as if they wore tired of standing, and
some were in sitting postures, and some half leaning over; but
all alive, in spite of that, and fruitful when it suited them.
And everything being neglected now, from want of the
Squire's attention, heaps of rosy and golden apples lay where
they had been piled to sweat, but never led to the cider-press.</p>
<p>Perceiving no sign of Sir Philip about, and remembering
how it was now beginning to draw on for Christmas-time, I
felt myself welcome to one or two of these neglected apples;
for it was much if nobody of the farmers' wives who crossed
the ferry could afford me a goose for Christmas in my solitary
hole. And even if all should fail disgracefully of their duty
towards me, I had my eye on a nice young bird of more than
the average plumpness, who neglected his parents' advice every
day, and came for some favourite grass of his, which only grew
just on the river's verge, within thirty yards of my fusil. It
would have shown low curiosity to ask if he owned an owner.
From his independent manner I felt that he must be public
property; and I meant to reduce him into possession right
early in the morning of the Saint that was so incredulous. It
is every man's duty to treat himself well at the time of the
Holy Nativity; and having a knowledge of Devonshire geese,
after two months on the stubbles, I could not do better than
store in my boat one or two of these derelict apples.</p>
<p>Never do I see or taste an apple without thinking of
poor Bardie. "Appledies," she always called them, and she
was so fond of them, and her little white teeth made marks
like a small-tooth comb in the flesh of them. I was thinking
of her, and had scarcely embarked more than a bushel or so,
for sauce, in a little snug locker of my own, when I had the
pleasure of seeing the gentleman whom I had come all that
way to see.</p>
<p>At my own desire, and through Miss Carey's faith in me, it
had not been laid before Sir Philip that I was likely to meet
him here; only she had told me when and where to come
across him, so as not to be broken in upon. Now he came
down the narrow winding walk, at the lower side of the orchard,
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a path overhanging a little brook which murmured under last
summer's growth; and I gazed at him silently for a while,
through the bushes that overhung my boat. He was dressed
as when I had seen him last through my telescope, at the time
we came up the river; that is to say, in black velvet, and with
his long sword hanging beside him. A brave, and stately, and
noble man, walking through a steady gloom of grief, and yet
content to walk alone, and never speak of it.</p>
<p>I leaped through the bush at the river's brink, and suddenly
stood before him. He set his calm cold gaze upon me, without
a shadow of surprise, as if to say, "You have no business in
my private grounds; however, it is not worth speaking of." I
made him a low bow with my hat off; and he moved his own,
and was passing on.</p>
<p>"Will your Worship look at me," I said, "and see whether
you remember me?" He seemed just a little surprised, and
then with his inborn courtesy complied.</p>
<p>"I have seen you before, but I know not where. Sir, I
often need pardon now for the weakness of my memory."</p>
<p>In a few short words I brought to his mind that evening
visit to my cottage, with Anthony Stew and the yellow
carriage.</p>
<p>"To be sure, to be sure! I remember now," he said, with
his grave and placid smile: "David Llewellyn! Both good
old names, and the latter, I daresay, in your belief, both the
older and the better one. I remember your hospitality, your
patience, and your love of children. Is there anything I can
do for you?"</p>
<p>"No, your Worship, nothing. I am here for your sake only;
although if I wanted, I would ask you, having found you so
good and kind."</p>
<p>"Whence did you get that expression, my friend? The
common usage is 'kind and good;' I once knew a very little
child—but I suppose it is the Welsh idiom."</p>
<p>"Your Worship, I can speak English thoroughly; better
even than my own language; and all around us the scholarly
people have more English than of Welsh. But to let your
Worship know my cause to come so much upon you, is of
things more to the purpose. I have found a bad man meaning
mischief to your Worship."</p>
<p>"It cannot be so," he replied, withdrawing, as if I were
taking a liberty; "no doubt but you mean me well, Llewellyn,
and yourself believe it. But neither I, nor any one else of all
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my family, now so small, can have given reason for any ill-will
towards us."</p>
<p>It was not for me to dare to speak, while the General was
reflecting thus, as if in his own mind going through every
small accident of his life; even the servants he might have
discharged; or the land-forces ordered for punishment, whereof
to my mind they lack more than they get, and grow their backs
up in a manner beyond all perception of discipline.</p>
<p>For my part, I could not help thinking, as I watched him
carefully, how low and black must be the nature of the heart
that could rejoice in such a man's unhappiness. A man who,
at threescore years and five, was compelled to rack his memory
(even after being long in uncontrolled authority) to find a time
when he might have given cause for private enmity! If I had
only enjoyed such chances, I must have had at least a score of
strong enemies by this time. Being a little surprised, I looked
again and again at his white eyebrows, while his eyes were on
the ground; also at his lips and nostrils, which were highly
dignified. And I saw, in my dry low way, one reason why he
had never given offence. He was perhaps a little scant of
humour and of quickness; which two things give more offence
to the outer world that has them not, than the longest course
of rigid business carried on without them. I have seen a man
who could not crack nuts fly into a fury with one who could.
And these reflections made me even yet more anxious to serve
him, so grave, and calm, and simple-minded, and so patient
was his face.</p>
<p>Nevertheless I did not desire, and would at the point of his
sword have refused, a halfpenny, for the things of import which
I now disclosed to him. He led me to an ancient bench, beneath
a well-worn apple-tree; and sat thereon, and even signed
for me to sit beside him. My knowledge of his rank would
not permit me to do this; until I was compelled to argue. A
gentleman more shaped and set inside his own opinions, it had
never been my luck to have to deal with, now and then. There
are men you cannot laugh at, though you get the best of them,
unless your conscience works with such integrity as theirs does.
And the sense of this, in some way unknown, may have now
been over me. How I began it, or even showed my sense of
manners, and of all the different rank between us, is beyond
my knowledge now; and must have flowed from instinct then.
Enough that I did lead Sir Philip to have thoughts, and to
hearken me.</p>
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<p>With a power not expected by myself at first beginning,
while in doubt of throat and words, I contrived to set before
him much that had befallen me. Though I never said a word
that lay outside my knowledge, neither let a spark of heat find
entrance to my mind at all, and would rather speak too little
than be thought outrageous, there could be no doubt that my
simple way of putting all I had to say, moved this lofty man,
as if he were one of the children at the well belonging to John
the Baptist. I thought of all those pretty dears (as I beheld
him listening), and the way they sat around me, and their style
of moving toes at any great catastrophe; whiles they kept their
hands and noses under very stiff control; also the universal
sigh, when my story killed any one by any means unfit to die;
and their pure contempt of the things they suck, the whole
while they are swallowing. Sir Philip (to whom my thoughts
meant no failure of respect, but feeling of simplicity), this old
gentleman let me speak as one well accustomed to lengthiness.
But I did my best to keep a small helm, and yards on the creak
for bracing.</p>
<p>"If I take you aright," he said, as I drew near the end of
my story, "you have not a high opinion of that reverend
gentleman, Stoyle Chowne."</p>
<p>"I look upon him, your Worship, as the blackest-hearted son
of Belial ever sent into this world."</p>
<p>Sir Philip frowned, as behoved a man accustomed to authority,
and only to have little words, half spoken out, before him.
But at my time of life, no officer under an admiral on full pay,
could have any right to damp my power of expression. However,
my respect was such for the presence of this noble man,
that I rose and made a leg to him.</p>
<p>"I am sorry to say," he answered, bowing to my bow, as all
gentlemen must do; "that this is not the first time I have
heard unpleasant things about poor Stoyle. He is my godson,
and has been almost as one of my own children. I never can
believe that he would ever do me injury. If I thought it, I
should have to think amiss of almost every one."</p>
<p>He turned away, as if already he had said more than he
meaned; and feeling how he treated me, as if of his own rank
almost, I did not wonder at the tales of men who gave their
lives to save him, in the bloody battle-time. Knowing the
world as I do, I only sighed, and waited for him.</p>
<p>"You are very good," he said, without a tone of patronage,
"to have thought to help me by delivering your opinions. A
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heavy trouble has fallen upon us, and the goodwill of the
neighbourhood has many times astonished me. However, you
must indulge no more in any such wild ideas. They all proceed
from the evil one, and are his choicest device to lower the
value of holy orders. The Reverend Stoyle Chowne descends
from a very good old family, at any rate on his father's side;
and he has his dignity to maintain, and his holy office to support
him. On this head, I will hear no more."</p>
<p class="pmb3">The General shut his mouth and closed it, so that I could
never dare to open mine again to him, concerning this one
subject. And his manner stopped me so that I only made my
duty. This he acknowledged in a manner which became both
him and me; and then he passed through a little gate to his
usual walk upon Braunton Burrows.</p>
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