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<h3>CHAPTER XLVII</h3>
<h2><i>DOCTOR BRYERLY REAPPEARS</i></h2>
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<p>No one who has not experienced it can imagine the nervous
disgust and horror which such a spectacle as we had been forced
in part to witness leaves upon the mind of a young person of
my peculiar temperament.</p>
<p>It affected ever after my involuntary estimate of the principal
actors in it. An exhibition of such thorough inferiority, accompanied
by such a shock to the feminine sense of elegance, is not
forgotten by any woman. Captain Oakley had been severely
beaten by a smaller man. It was pitiable, but also undignified;
and Milly's anxieties about his teeth and nose, though in a
certain sense horrible, had also a painful suspicion of the absurd.</p>
<p>People say, on the other hand, that superior prowess, even
in such barbarous contests, inspires in our sex an interest akin
to admiration. I can positively say in my case it was quite the
reverse. Dudley Ruthyn stood lower than ever in my estimation;
for though I feared him more, it was by reason of these brutal
and cold-blooded associations.</p>
<p>After this I lived in constant apprehension of being summoned
to my uncle's room, and being called on for an explanation
of my meeting with Captain Oakley, which, notwithstanding
my perfect innocence, looked suspicious, but no such inquisition
resulted. Perhaps he did not suspect me; or, perhaps,
he thought, not in his haste, all women are liars, and did not
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care to hear what I might say. I rather lean to the latter interpretation.</p>
<p>The exchequer just now, I suppose, by some means, was
replenished, for next morning Dudley set off upon one of his
fashionable excursions, as poor Milly thought them, to Wolverhampton.
And the same day Dr. Bryerly arrived.</p>
<p>Milly and I, from my room window, saw him step from his
vehicle to the court-yard.</p>
<p>A lean man, with sandy hair and whiskers, was in the chaise
with him. Dr. Bryerly descended in the unchangeable black suit
that always looked new and never fitted him.</p>
<p>The Doctor looked careworn, and older, I thought, by several
years, than when I last saw him. He was not shown up to
my uncle's room; on the contrary, Milly, who was more actively
curious than I, ascertained that our tremulous butler informed
him that my uncle was not sufficiently well for an interview.
Whereupon Dr. Bryerly had pencilled a note, the reply to which
was a message from Uncle Silas, saying that he would be happy
to see him in five minutes.</p>
<p>As Milly and I were conjecturing what it might mean, and
before the five minutes had expired, Mary Quince entered.</p>
<p>'Wyat bid me tell you, Miss, your uncle wants you <i>this minute</i>.'</p>
<p>When I entered his room, Uncle Silas was seated at the table,
with his desk before him. He looked up. Could anything be
more dignified, suffering, and venerable?</p>
<p>'I sent for you, dear,' he said very gently, extending his thin,
white hand, and taking mine, which he held affectionately
while he spoke, 'because I desire to have no secrets, and wish
you thoroughly to know all that concerns your own interests
while subject to my guardianship; and I am happy to think,
my beloved niece, that you requite my candour. Oh, here is the
gentleman. Sit down, dear.'</p>
<p>Doctor Bryerly was advancing, as it seemed, to shake hands
with Uncle Silas, who, however, rose with a severe and haughty
air, not the least over-acted, and made him a slow, ceremonious
bow. I wondered how the homely Doctor could confront so tranquilly
that astounding statue of hauteur.</p>
<p>A faint and weary smile, rather sad than comtemptuous, was the only
sign he showed of feeling his repulse.</p>
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<p>'How do <i>you</i> do, Miss?' he said, extending his hand, and
greeting me after his ungallant fashion, as if it were an afterthought.</p>
<p>'I think I may as well take a chair, sir,' said Doctor Bryerly,
sitting down serenely, near the table, and crossing his ungainly
legs.</p>
<p>My uncle bowed.</p>
<p>'You understand the nature of the business, sir. Do you wish
Miss Ruthyn to remain?' asked Doctor Bryerly.</p>
<p>'I <i>sent</i> for her, sir,' replied my uncle, in a very gentle and
sarcastic
tone, a smile on his thin lips, and his strangely-contorted
eyebrows raised for a moment contemptuously. 'This gentleman,
my dear Maud, thinks proper to insinuate that I am robbing
you. It surprises me a little, and, no doubt, you—I've
nothing to conceal, and wished you to be present while he
favours me more particularly with his views. I'm right, I think,
in describing it as <i>robbery</i>, sir?'</p>
<p>'Why,' said Doctor Bryerly thoughtfully, for he was treating
the matter as one of right, and not of feeling, 'it would be,
certainly, taking that which does not belong to you, and converting
it to your own use; but, at the worst, it would more resemble
<i>thieving</i>, I think, than robbery.'</p>
<p>I saw Uncle Silas's lip, eyelid, and thin cheek quiver and
shrink, as if with a thrill of tic-douloureux, as Doctor Bryerly
spoke this unconsciously insulting answer. My uncle had, however,
the self-command which is learned at the gaming-table.
He shrugged, with a chilly, sarcastic, little laugh, and a glance
at me.</p>
<p>'Your note says <i>waste</i>, I think, sir?'</p>
<p>'Yes, waste—the felling and sale of timber in the Windmill
Wood, the selling of oak bark and burning of charcoal, as I'm
informed,' said Bryerly, as sadly and quietly as a man might
relate a piece of intelligence from the newspaper.</p>
<p>'Detectives? or private spies of your own—or, perhaps, my
servants, bribed with my poor brother's money? A very high-minded
procedure.'</p>
<p>'Nothing of the kind, sir.'</p>
<p>My uncle sneered.</p>
<p>'I mean, sir, there has been no undue canvass for evidence,
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and the question is simply one of right; and it is our duty to
see that this inexperienced young lady is not defrauded.'</p>
<p>'By her own uncle?'</p>
<p>'By anyone,' said Doctor Bryerly, with a natural impenetrability
that excited my admiration.</p>
<p>'Of course you come armed with an opinion?' said my smiling uncle,
insinuatingly.</p>
<p>'The case is before Mr. Serjeant Grinders. These bigwigs
don't return their cases sometimes so quickly as we could wish.'</p>
<p>'Then you have <i>no</i> opinion?' smiled my uncle.</p>
<p>'My solicitor is quite clear upon it; and it seems to me there
can be no question raised, but for form's sake.'</p>
<p>'Yes, for form's sake you take one, and in the meantime, upon
a nice question of law, the surmises of a thick-headed attorney
and of an ingenious apoth—I beg pardon, physician—are sufficient
warrant for telling my niece and ward, in my presence,
that I am defrauding her!'</p>
<p>My uncle leaned back in his chair, and smiled with a contemptuous
patience over Doctor Bryerly's head, as he spoke.</p>
<p>'I don't know whether I used that expression, sir, but I am
speaking merely in a technical sense. I mean to say, that, whether
by mistake or otherwise, you are exercising a power which you
don't lawfully possess, and that the effect of that is to impoverish
the estate, and, by so much as it benefits you, to wrong this
young lady.'</p>
<p>'I'm a technical defrauder, I see, and your manner conveys
the rest. I thank my God, sir, I am a <i>very</i> different man from
what I once was.' Uncle Silas was speaking in a low tone, and
with extraordinary deliberation. 'I remember when I should
have certainly knocked you down, sir, or <i>tried</i> it, at least, for
a great deal less.'</p>
<p>'But seriously, sir, what <i>do</i> you propose?' asked Doctor Bryerly,
sternly and a little flushed, for I think the old man was
stirred within him; and though he did not raise his voice, his
manner was excited.</p>
<p>'I propose to defend my rights, sir,' murmured Uncle Silas,
very grim. 'I'm not without an opinion, though you are.'</p>
<p>'You seem to think, sir, that I have a pleasure in annoying
you; you are quite wrong. I hate annoying anyone—constitutionally—I
<i>hate</i> it; but don't you see, sir, the position I'm
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placed in? I wish I could please everyone, and do my duty.'</p>
<p>Uncle Silas bowed and smiled.</p>
<p>'I've brought with me the Scotch steward from Tolkingden,
<i>your</i> estate, Miss, and if you let us we will visit the spot and
make a note of what we observe, that is, assuming that you admit
waste, and merely question our law.'</p>
<p>'If you please, sir, you and your Scotchman shall do <i>no such
thing</i>; and, bearing in mind that I neither deny nor admit anything,
you will please further never more to present yourself,
under any pretext whatsoever, either in this house or on the
grounds of Bartram-Haugh, during my lifetime.'</p>
<p>Uncle Silas rose up with the same glassy smile and scowl, in
token that the interview was ended.</p>
<p>'Good-bye, sir,' said Doctor Bryerly, with a sad and thoughtful
air, and hesitating for a moment, he said to me, 'Do you think,
Miss, you could afford me a word in the hall?'</p>
<p>'Not a word, sir,' snarled Uncle Silas, with a white flash from
his eyes.</p>
<p>There was a pause.</p>
<p>'Sit where you are, Maud.'</p>
<p>Another pause.</p>
<p>'If you have anything to say to my ward, sir, you will please
to say it <i>here</i>.'</p>
<p>Doctor Bryerly's dark and homely face was turned on me with
an expression of unspeakable compassion.</p>
<p>'I was going to say, that if you think of any way in which I
can be of the least service, Miss, I'm ready to act, that's all;
mind, <i>any</i> way.'</p>
<p>He hesitated, looking at me with the same expression as if
he had something more to say; but he only repeated—</p>
<p>'That's all, Miss.'</p>
<p>'Won't you shake hands, Doctor Bryerly, before you go?' I
said, eagerly approaching him.</p>
<p>Without a smile, with the same sad anxiety in his face, with
his mind, as it seemed to me, on something else, and irresolute
whether to speak it or be silent, he took my fingers in a very
cold hand, and holding it so, and slowly shaking it, his grave and
troubled glance unconsciously rested on Uncle Silas's face, while
in a sad tone and absent way he said—</p>
<p>'Good-bye, Miss.'</p>
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<p>From before that sad gaze my uncle averted his strange eyes
quickly, and looked, oddly, to the window.</p>
<p>In a moment more Doctor Bryerly let my hand go with a
sigh, and with an abrupt little nod to me, he left the room; and
I heard that dismallest of sounds, the retreating footsteps of a
true friend, <i>lost</i>.</p>
<p>'Lead us not into temptation; if we pray so, we must not
mock the eternal Majesty of Heaven by walking into temptation
of our own accord.'</p>
<p>This oracular sentence was not uttered by my uncle until
Doctor Bryerly had been gone at least five minutes.</p>
<p>'I've forbid him my house, Maud—first, because his perfectly
unconscious insolence tries my patience nearly beyond endurance;
and again, because I have heard unfavourable reports of
him. On the question of right which he disputes, I am perfectly
informed. I am your tenant, my dear niece; when I am gone
you will learn how <i>scrupulous</i> I have been; you will see how,
under the pressure of the most agonising pecuniary difficulties,
the terrific penalty of a misspent youth, I have been careful
never by a hair's breadth to transgress the strict line of my legal
privileges; alike, as your tenant, Maud, and as your guardian;
how, amid frightful agitations, I have kept myself, by the miraculous
strength and grace vouchsafed me—<i>pure</i>.</p>
<p>'The world,' he resumed after a short pause, 'has no faith in
any man's conversion; it never forgets what he was, it never
believes him anything better, it is an inexorable and stupid
judge. What I was I will describe in blacker terms, and with
more heartfelt detestation, than my traducers—a reckless prodigal,
a godless profligate. Such I was; what I am, I am. If I
had no hope beyond this world, of all men most miserable;
but with that hope, a sinner saved.'</p>
<p>Then he waxed eloquent and mystical. I think his Swedenborgian
studies had crossed his notions of religion with strange
lights. I never could follow him quite in these excursions into
the region of symbolism. I only recollect that he talked of the
deluge and the waters of Mara, and said, 'I am washed—I am
sprinkled,' and then, pausing, bathed his thin temples and forehead
with eau de Cologne; a process which was, perhaps, suggested
by his imagery of sprinkling and so forth.</p>
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<p>Thus refreshed, he sighed and smiled, and passed to the subject
of Doctor Bryerly.</p>
<p>'Of Doctor Bryerly, I know that he is sly, that he loves money,
was born poor, and makes nothing by his profession. But he
possesses many thousand pounds, under my poor brother's will,
of <i>your money</i>; and he has glided with, of course a modest
"nolo episcopari," into the acting trusteeship, with all its multitudinous
opportunities, of your immense property. That is
not doing so badly for a visionary Swedenborgian. Such a man
<i>must</i> prosper. But if he expected to make money of me, he is
disappointed. Money, however, he will make of his trusteeship,
as you will see. It is a dangerous resolution. But if he will seek
the life of Dives, the worst I wish him is to find the death of
Lazarus. But whether, like Lazarus, he be borne of angels into
Abraham's bosom, or, like the rich man, only dies and is buried,
and <i>the rest</i>, neither living nor dying do I desire his company.'</p>
<p>Uncle Silas here seemed suddenly overtaken by exhaustion.
He leaned back with a ghastly look, and his lean features glistened
with the dew of faintness. I screamed for Wyat. But he
soon recovered sufficiently to smile his odd smile, and with it
and his frown, nodded and waved me away.</p>
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