<h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2>
<div class="blockquot"><p>Don't believe all you hear.—Mrs. Wesley finds her "dear Jack"
true to his colours.—She joins the Methodists.—And thus dreadfully
shocks her eldest son.—Death of Mr. Samuel Wesley.—A loving
mother's letter to "her boy."</p>
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<div class='unindent'><br/> THINK Mr. Wesley's greatest trouble at
this time was, that even his dear mother,
whom he had not seen for a long, long
time, believed many of the things that
people were saying about him, and felt sure he had
wandered away from the true religion of Jesus Christ.</div>
<p>It does not do for us to believe all we hear, and
when at last Mrs. Wesley went to London, and saw
and talked with her sons, she found all the tales had
been untrue, and that her "dear Jack" was the same
loyal soldier and servant of Jesus Christ that he had
ever been.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Instead of going back to where she had been living,
Mrs. Wesley, freed from her fears, remained in
London with her "boys," a proud and happy mother.
She joined the Society in Fetter Lane, went every
Sunday to hear her sons preach, and helped them
in every way she could. Once she stood by
Mr. Wesley's side when he preached on Kennington
Common to a congregation of about 20,000 people,
and I don't know which was the prouder, mother
or son.</p>
<p>You remember Mr. Samuel Wesley, the eldest
brother? He was one who strongly disapproved
of open-air preaching, and thought John and Charles
were very much in the wrong for not behaving like
other clergymen. When he heard that even his mother
had joined the Methodists he was more indignant
than ever, and wrote her what I think was a very
rude letter.</p>
<p>"I was very much surprised and grieved," he said,
"when I heard that you had joined the Methodists,
and, indeed, become one of Jack's congregation. My
brothers are brothers to me no longer, and now, must
my mother follow too?"</p>
<p>It is sad to think that two weeks after Mr. Samuel
wrote this he was taken ill and died in a few hours.
He was a clever and a sensible man, but he did not
understand, or even try to understand, the work his
brothers were doing, and, therefore, disapproved of it.</p>
<p>When Mr. Wesley heard the news of his brother's<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</SPAN></span>
death he set off at once to Bristol to Mr. Charles, and
together they went to Tiverton to comfort and help
their sister-in-law. They forgot all the unkind things
their brother had said against them, and only thought
how they could best show their love and sympathy to
those that were left.</p>
<p>Poor Mrs. Wesley was very ill when she heard the
sad news. She had always dearly-loved her eldest
child, and his death was a great sorrow. But she
said: "It is God's will, therefore it is all right."</p>
<p>You can tell what a real comfort Mr. John was
to her at this time, by the letter she wrote to Charles
at Bristol about a month after Mr. Samuel's death.
This is what she said:</p>
<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Charles</span>,</p>
<p> "You cannot want to see me more than I want to see
you. Your brother Jack, whom I shall call son Wesley,
now that my dear Sam is gone home, has just been in to see
me, and has cheered me up ever so much. Indeed, he
never comes but he does me good; his visits are all too
seldom and too short. For this I cannot blame him, for
I know he is about his Heavenly Father's business.</p>
<p>"But, dear Charles, I do so want one of you, for I feel
weak as a little child. I do pray that God will bless you
both in your work, and keep you from harm; and that He
will give you strength and courage to preach the true Gospel
of Jesus Christ.</p>
<p>"This is the hearty prayer of, dear Charles,</p>
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<span style="margin-right: 4em;">"Your loving mother,</span><br/>
"<span class="smcap">Susanna Wesley</span>."<br/></div>
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<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Is not that a loving letter? No wonder Mr. Charles
prized it very much. Little folks generally take care
of all the letters they get. I know I did when I was
a little girl, indeed I have some of them now.
Grown-up people usually tear theirs up, they get so
many. But this letter that Mr. Charles had from his
dear old mother was too precious to be so treated;
he took great care of it, and after his death it was
found among his papers.</p>
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<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</SPAN></span></p>
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