<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII</SPAN><br/> <small>HEADQUARTERS</small></h2>
<p class="cap">“A woman!” she heard a man’s voice say at her
ear. She was lying upon the ground, and
strange faces were bending over her. “Well,
I’m damned!”</p>
<p>English!</p>
<p>“And the other?” she heard again. “Dead as a
’errin’!”</p>
<p>Doris sat up, staring at them wildly.</p>
<p>“Wait! There’s a flutter ’ere yet.” She heard the
other man say. “Come, Bill. Let’s have ’im over to
the ’ouse.”</p>
<p>Doris managed to find a whisper. “A surgeon—for
<em>him</em>,” she said to the man supporting her. “He will
not die. He is only wounded.”</p>
<p>It was her obsession. It would not leave her.</p>
<p>She saw them carrying Cyril toward the house, and
when they wanted to take her, too, she said that she
would walk. Though deathly weak, she managed to
reach the house where they had carried Cyril. They
gave her a drink of something and she revived.</p>
<p>It was a Red Cross station, they told her, and the
doctor would be here in a moment. But in the meanwhile
first aid was administered, and at her place at his
bedside she saw Cyril struggling faintly back to life.</p>
<p>“He will not die,” she repeated quietly when the surgeon
had examined him gravely.</p>
<p>“I hope not—but he’s bled a good deal. We’ll see.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[321]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>They cut away his coat and wanted to send her
away, but she pleaded to remain and in a moment she
heard Cyril’s voice whispering hoarsely—“Papers—coat
pocket—Sir John French.”</p>
<p>“All right,” said the surgeon cheerfully. “We’ll see
to that.”</p>
<p>“Doris.”</p>
<p>“Here, Cyril.”</p>
<p>“Rippin’ fine—of you—no mistake—old girl——”</p>
<p>His whisper trailed off into silence and at the surgeon’s
orders they led her away from his cot, but she
would not leave the room until she got the papers out
of the pocket of his jacket. An orderly led her to a
young officer with his arm in a sling who sat at a table
in another part of the building. He listened to her
story attentively and read the documents carefully, his
lips as he read emitting a thin whistle. He glanced
at his watch and for a moment left the room.</p>
<p>“It is arranged. You shall go,” he said when he
came back. “A machine will be here in a moment.”
He paused, examining her doubtfully. She was spattered
with grease and oil, but the pallor of her face beneath
its grime showed that her strength was near its
end. “Wouldn’t you trust those dispatches to me?
It’s ten miles to headquarters and rough.”</p>
<p>“No—no, I will go. I promised.”</p>
<p>But he ordered some hot coffee and bread, and thus
fortified, when the motor came around she was driven
upon her way. The young officer sat beside her, eagerly
listening, while she gave him a brief outline of their
adventures.</p>
<p>“Amazin’!” he said from time to time. “Most
amazin’!”</p>
<p>And then as she went on, he said quietly:</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[322]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“You’re goin’ on your nerve, I think. Better save
your strength until we get to headquarters. It isn’t
far now.”</p>
<p>She tried to keep silent, but it seemed as though she
must go on talking. That seemed to give her strength
to complete her task, for when she sank back in her
seat and tried to relax she only grew weak thinking of
Cyril lying back there, hovering between life and death.
And then she heard herself saying aloud, “He will not
die. He has gone through too much to die now.”</p>
<p>The man beside her glanced down at her and smiled
gently.</p>
<p>“No, he isn’t going to die. Bullets don’t kill nowadays—unless
they kill at once.”</p>
<p>“Yes—yes,” she assented. “That’s it. If he had
been going to die, he would have been dead now,
wouldn’t he?”</p>
<p>She laid her hand eagerly on the young officer’s arm
and he put his hand over hers.</p>
<p>“Palmerston is the best surgeon along this part of
the line. He’ll pull him through. Don’t you worry.”</p>
<p>“I won’t—I’ll try not to—you’re awfully kind.
Would you mind telling me your name?”</p>
<p>“Jackson. Second Leinster Dragoons. And yours?”</p>
<p>“Mather—Doris Mather. I—I don’t want to forget
your name. You’ve been very good to understand
everything so perfectly.”</p>
<p>“Oh, it’s nothing. There are reasons—I’m on Headquarters
Staff, you know.”</p>
<p>That was one reason. But another one was that
there was a girl at home just as much worried over
his wound as Miss Mather was over Hammersley’s.</p>
<p>They passed from the rough roads between gates
into a smoother one which was bordered with poplars.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[323]</SPAN></span>
At the end in front of her she saw lights and reached a
doorway, where an orderly opened the door of the machine
and saluted her companion. Their arrival, it
seemed, was expected. Captain Jackson took her by
the arm and led her indoors, for her courage or her
nerves seemed to be failing her again, down a quiet
hall into a room where an officer with a gray mustache
sat before a lighted lamp at a table covered with papers.
She recognized him at once from the many portraits
that had appeared in the weekly papers. He
spoke to her and she tried to reply, but she could not.
She seemed only to have strength enough to thrust the
papers forward into his hand, when her knees gave way
under her and she sank in a heap upon the floor.</p>
<p>Gentle hands lifted her and laid her upon a couch in
the corner of the room. She tried to get up, but could
not. She heard the voices of the officers in the room
as from a great distance, and then a woman came and
two men carried her upstairs and put her to bed. She
realized that she was talking incoherently of Cyril, of
the Yellow Dove. They gave her something to drink
and her nerves grew mysteriously quiet. She seemed
to be sailing smoothly through the air—higher, higher—Cyril’s
fingers were pointing upward. She was tipping
the wheel toward her—ever toward her, and they
rose higher. They had reached the region of continuous
and perfect day. Cyril turned his head and
looked at her, and then he smiled.</p>
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<p>It was broad daylight when she awoke, for the sunshine
was streaming in at the window. A woman sat
near her, knitting. She was an old woman of many
wrinkles, kindly wrinkles which seemed to vie with one
another to express placidity. As Doris rose in her<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[324]</SPAN></span>
bed the old woman rose, too, and came forward briskly,
speaking in French.</p>
<p>“Ah, Mademoiselle is awake. <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">Bon.</i> She is feeling
better?”</p>
<p>“Yes, better—but a little tired.” And then, as she
realized where she was, “Could you tell me——? General
French—could I see him?”</p>
<p>“All is well, mademoiselle. Monsieur le General—he
is not here now. But he will be back after a while. He
will see you, then, but first it is proper that you have
breakfast and a bath. Mademoiselle needs a bath—I
think.”</p>
<p>Doris glanced at her hand, which lay upon the white
coverlid. It was black. “Yes, I will bathe. But first
will you tell me——?”</p>
<p>The old woman smiled as she interrupted, “I was to
tell you that Monsieur yonder is better. That is what
Mademoiselle wished to know, is it not?”</p>
<p>Doris sank back upon her pillow in a silence which
gave the full measure of her joy. Cyril would recover.
She had been sure of it. She had told them last night.
God was good.</p>
<p>The news gave her strength, and the coffee and eggs
that were brought revived her rapidly. Her nerves
still trembled in memory of what they had passed
through, but when she was bathed and dressed in clean
linen garments, much too large for her, a surgeon
brought her medicine, and what was better than medicine,
news that Cyril was conscious and was asking for her.</p>
<p>But they would not let her go to him. Tomorrow
perhaps. Meanwhile the doctor would be glad to take
a message. Doris colored gently. The message that
she would have liked to send was not to be transmitted
by this means.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[325]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“Tell him,” she said at last quietly, “that I am well—and
that I will see him when I have permission to
do so.”</p>
<p>The officer smiled, gave some directions to the old
woman and went out.</p>
<p>It was not until late in the afternoon, when dressed
in her own garments, which had been carefully cleansed
and brushed by her nurse, that she was admitted
to the office of the Field Marshal. She was shown
into his room and he greeted her with unmistakable
cordiality, offering her the chair next his own and congratulating
her warmly upon the success of her achievement
and Cyril’s.</p>
<p>“You know,” he asked quietly, “the contents of these
documents?”</p>
<p>“Yes. Their importance made it necessary that I
should.”</p>
<p>“Then of course you realize the necessity for the
utmost secrecy?”</p>
<p>“I do.”</p>
<p>The General smiled at her and brought forward a
copy of a recent issue of the London <cite>Times</cite>.</p>
<p>“Did you know that for the past three days England
has actually stopped criticizing me to talk about you?”</p>
<p>“About <em>me</em>?” she asked.</p>
<p>“Yes, read,” he said smiling, and she took the paper
from him, skimming the headings of a news item he
pointed out to her:</p>
<p class="noic">MISS MATHER STILL MISSING.</p>
<p class="noic">MYSTERIOUS DISAPPEARANCE STILL UNACCOUNTED
FOR.</p>
<p class="noic">LADY HEATHCOTE TELLS STRANGE STORY.</p>
<p class="noic">JOHN RIZZIO, THE FAMOUS COLLECTOR, A GERMAN
SPY.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[326]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>And then in the news item below:</p>
<div class="blockquot">
<p>Allison Mather, of Ashwater Park, believing that his
daughter is still alive, today offered a reward of five
thousand pounds to anyone——</p>
</div>
<p>She stopped reading and put the paper down.</p>
<p>“Poor Daddy!” she whispered. “O Sir John, will you
let him know——?”</p>
<p>“I have already done so, child. He knows that you
are safe.” And then with a laugh, “The five thousand
pounds—I think are mine. I need a new hospital
corps.”</p>
<p>“Oh, he’ll give it, I’m sure.”</p>
<p>“You promise?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>He took her hand and rose in the act of dismissal.
“We have supper at six. I hope you will be able to
join us.”</p>
<p>“But, General——” She paused at the door.</p>
<p>He smiled at her softly.</p>
<p>“If all goes well—you shall see him tomorrow.”</p>
<p>She colored prettily. Everyone seemed to know, but
she didn’t care. The world, in spite of its terrors, was
a garden of roses to Doris.</p>
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<p>She did not see Cyril the next day or the one following.
His temperature had risen, and while the danger
of a relapse was not acute, they thought it safer that
she be kept away. She had worried, fearing the worst,
but the frankness of the head surgeon reassured her.
The bullet had drilled through him, just scraping the
lung. He would recover. But why take a chance of
complication when all was going well? There was no<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[327]</SPAN></span>
reply to that, so Doris waited at headquarters, thankful
and trying to be patient, sending two penciled
scrawls which were delivered to the wounded man.</p>
<p>It was not until three days later that she received
word that she would be permitted to see him. His cot
had been carried into a small room at the front of the
building, and she entered it timidly, the nurse, with a
smile and a glance at her watch, both of which were eloquent,
withdrawing. He was propped up on pillows,
and though pale from the loss of blood, greeted her
with his old careless smile. She sank into the chair
by the side of the bed and caught his hand to her
lips.</p>
<p>“O Cyril,” she murmured. “Cyril, I’m so glad. But
I knew you wouldn’t die—you couldn’t after getting
safely through everything else.”</p>
<p>“Die! Well, hardly. I’m right as rain. Jolly close
shootin’ that of Rizzio’s, though. Pity he had to go—that
way.”</p>
<p>She hid her face in her hands.</p>
<p>“Don’t! Let’s forget him.” And then, “Have you
suffered much?”</p>
<p>“No. The bally thing burns a bit now and then—but
the worst of it is, they won’t let a chap smoke.”</p>
<p>She laughed and he caught her hand closer.</p>
<p>“How did you do it, Doris? How did you?” he
questioned.</p>
<p>“I had to, Cyril,” she said. “It wasn’t anything—except
knowing where to come down. That bothered
me. I guessed at Ypres. The rest was luck.”</p>
<p>“More than luck, old girl. Just courage and intelligence.
I felt myself failin’, up there, but I saw you
knew your way about and then I—I seemed to go to
sleep. Silly of me, wasn’t it?”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[328]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“Silly! You fainted, Cyril.”</p>
<p>“Rotten time to faint.”</p>
<p>“You might have died up there. Once I thought you
had died. Oh, that dreadful moment! I wanted to go,
too—with you. I was a little mad, I think. I wanted
to take you in my arms and go with you—down—down.
My hands even left the wheel. The Yellow Dove toppled—but
I caught her.”</p>
<p>“Poor child!”</p>
<p>“After that I seemed to grow all cold with reason
and skill. I forgot you. I looked beyond, over
your poor head. I had to succeed, Cyril—that was
all.”</p>
<p>His hand pressed hers tenderly.</p>
<p>“You’re the only girl in the world who could do it.
I’m glad—proud——” He broke off. “My word,
Doris! There’s no use tryin’ to tell you what I think
of you. I’m no good at that sort of thing.”</p>
<p>“I understand. You’re just—yourself. That’s
enough for me.”</p>
<p>“You were a trump up there in the Thorwald—to
stay with poor old Udo, but I had to go. It was the
only way. I never thought we’d make it.”</p>
<p>“But we did.”</p>
<p>“<em>You</em> did. It was the Dove, Doris—the good old
Dove. Isn’t she a ripper?”</p>
<p>“I never had a fear—once she rose. How did you
happen——”</p>
<p>He laughed.</p>
<p>“It was to be a surprise. I’d been workin’ on her
for a year—tryin’ her out on the moors. Nobody
knew—until the war came—and then I told Udo, who
told von Stromberg. I tried a flight to Windenberg and
made it comfortably. Awf’ly easy thing. I stayed at<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[329]</SPAN></span>
Windenberg in October, flyin’ over the English lines,
droppin’ bombs.”</p>
<p>“That was where you were——!”</p>
<p>“But I never hit anythin’. Wouldn’t do, you know.
Then when I came back I told the War Office. They
sent me for the papers. You know the rest.”</p>
<p>“O Cyril, I’m so glad it’s all over. You’ll go to
England now and rest.”</p>
<p>“For a while.” And then, “Will you marry me,
Doris? Soon?”</p>
<p>“Yes,” she said softly. “Whenever you want me.”</p>
<p>“Here? Now?”</p>
<p>“But, Cyril——”</p>
<p>“There’s a parson chap about here somewhere. I
saw him browsin’ in here the other day.”</p>
<p>“Isn’t it a little——”</p>
<p>“Say you will, there’s a dear.”</p>
<p>“Yes, if you wish it. But——”</p>
<p>“What?”</p>
<p>“Clothes.”</p>
<p>“Nonsense. You’re jolly handsome in those togs—handsome
no end,” he repeated. “Marry me tomorrow,
Doris. There’s a dear.”</p>
<p>She leaned her face down upon his hand.</p>
<p>“We’re already married, Cyril. Up there I felt it.
Even death couldn’t have separated us.”</p>
<p>“Thank God! Kiss me, Doris.” She obeyed.</p>
<p>“I’ll see Jackson,” he whispered. “He’ll manage it.
Resourceful chap, Jackson. He’ll get us a chaplain
like pullin’ a rabbit out of a hat.”</p>
<p>She laughed.</p>
<p>“I don’t suppose I’d ever have known you, Cyril,
over there in England. You always did wonderful
things carelessly, Cyril.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[330]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“But not this wonderful thing——” and he kissed
her.</p>
<p>“It is a wonderful thing,” she whispered. “So wonderful
that I wonder if it can be true.”</p>
<p>“I’ll prove it to you——”</p>
<p>But she had straightened and kissed his hand.</p>
<p>“No more now—I mustn’t stay. I hear them in the
hall.”</p>
<p>“Tomorrow?” he asked.</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“Jackson?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>The nurse knocked discreetly and entered. “Five
minutes. I’m sorry.”</p>
<p>“So am I,” said Hammersley, with a sigh.</p>
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<p>Three weeks later they stood side by side at the rail
of the Channel boat on the way to Ashwater Park for
the parental blessing. The shores of France were already
purple in the distance. They had looked upon
Death with eyes that did not fear, but the sight of it
together had made the bond of their fealty and tenderness
the stronger. There was a sadness in his look and
she knew instinctively of what he was thinking.</p>
<p>“Germany, Cyril,” she said aloud. “I love it because
a part of it is you. But I love England more, because
it <em>is</em> you.”</p>
<p>Hammersley watched the receding shores beyond the
vessel’s wake, her hand in his.</p>
<p>“They’re followin’ false gods, Doris. Gods of steel
and brass——!”</p>
<p>“They <em>must</em> fall, Cyril.”</p>
<p>“They will.” And then, “But you can’t help admirin’
the beggars! Poor old Udo!”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[331]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“I think about him, Cyril. Do you think he got
away?”</p>
<p>“Well, rather! I cut his bonds with a huntin’ knife
before we went down.”</p>
<p>She looked up into his face in amazement. “You
dared do that?” He laughed.</p>
<p>“You wouldn’t have let him be more generous than
me.”</p>
<p>“And he let us go?”</p>
<p>“He didn’t think we <em>could</em> go. He left things to Destiny.”</p>
<p>“Good old Udo!” she repeated. And then dreamily,
“Destiny! You were not meant to die, Cyril.”</p>
<p>“Not yet.” He said slowly: “But I must go back—over
there, Doris.”</p>
<p>She shivered a little and drew closer to him.</p>
<p>“Yes, I know,” she said. “But you’ve earned——”</p>
<p>“I couldn’t ever earn what I’ve got,” he broke in
quickly.</p>
<p>“Nor I——”</p>
<p>“I’m not much of a chap at pretty speeches and all
that sort of thing, but you’re a rare one, you know,
the rummiest sort of a rare one—the kind a chap
dreams about but never gets—and yet I’ve got you—
Oh, hang it all, Doris,” he broke off helplessly. “You
know——”</p>
<p>She smiled at him and slipped her arm through his.</p>
<p>“Yes, I know,” she said.</p>
<p>“Good old Doris,” he muttered. “Silly ass, aren’t
I?”</p>
<p>But she wouldn’t admit that.</p>
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