<h2><SPAN name="chap41"></SPAN>Chapter III.<br/> Conversations And Exhortations Of Father Zossima</h2>
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<i>(e) The Russian Monk and his possible Significance</i></p>
<p>Fathers and teachers, what is the monk? In the cultivated world the word is
nowadays pronounced by some people with a jeer, and by others it is used as a
term of abuse, and this contempt for the monk is growing. It is true, alas, it
is true, that there are many sluggards, gluttons, profligates and insolent
beggars among monks. Educated people point to these: “You are idlers,
useless members of society, you live on the labor of others, you are shameless
beggars.” And yet how many meek and humble monks there are, yearning for
solitude and fervent prayer in peace! These are less noticed, or passed over in
silence. And how surprised men would be if I were to say that from these meek
monks, who yearn for solitary prayer, the salvation of Russia will come perhaps
once more! For they are in truth made ready in peace and quiet “for the
day and the hour, the month and the year.” Meanwhile, in their solitude,
they keep the image of Christ fair and undefiled, in the purity of God’s
truth, from the times of the Fathers of old, the Apostles and the martyrs. And
when the time comes they will show it to the tottering creeds of the world.
That is a great thought. That star will rise out of the East.</p>
<p>That is my view of the monk, and is it false? is it too proud? Look at the
worldly and all who set themselves up above the people of God, has not
God’s image and His truth been distorted in them? They have science; but
in science there is nothing but what is the object of sense. The spiritual
world, the higher part of man’s being is rejected altogether, dismissed
with a sort of triumph, even with hatred. The world has proclaimed the reign of
freedom, especially of late, but what do we see in this freedom of theirs?
Nothing but slavery and self‐destruction! For the world says:</p>
<p>“You have desires and so satisfy them, for you have the same rights as
the most rich and powerful. Don’t be afraid of satisfying them and even
multiply your desires.” That is the modern doctrine of the world. In that
they see freedom. And what follows from this right of multiplication of
desires? In the rich, isolation and spiritual suicide; in the poor, envy and
murder; for they have been given rights, but have not been shown the means of
satisfying their wants. They maintain that the world is getting more and more
united, more and more bound together in brotherly community, as it overcomes
distance and sets thoughts flying through the air.</p>
<p>Alas, put no faith in such a bond of union. Interpreting freedom as the
multiplication and rapid satisfaction of desires, men distort their own nature,
for many senseless and foolish desires and habits and ridiculous fancies are
fostered in them. They live only for mutual envy, for luxury and ostentation.
To have dinners, visits, carriages, rank and slaves to wait on one is looked
upon as a necessity, for which life, honor and human feeling are sacrificed,
and men even commit suicide if they are unable to satisfy it. We see the same
thing among those who are not rich, while the poor drown their unsatisfied need
and their envy in drunkenness. But soon they will drink blood instead of wine,
they are being led on to it. I ask you is such a man free? I knew one
“champion of freedom” who told me himself that, when he was
deprived of tobacco in prison, he was so wretched at the privation that he
almost went and betrayed his cause for the sake of getting tobacco again! And
such a man says, “I am fighting for the cause of humanity.”</p>
<p>How can such a one fight? what is he fit for? He is capable perhaps of some
action quickly over, but he cannot hold out long. And it’s no wonder that
instead of gaining freedom they have sunk into slavery, and instead of serving
the cause of brotherly love and the union of humanity have fallen, on the
contrary, into dissension and isolation, as my mysterious visitor and teacher
said to me in my youth. And therefore the idea of the service of humanity, of
brotherly love and the solidarity of mankind, is more and more dying out in the
world, and indeed this idea is sometimes treated with derision. For how can a
man shake off his habits? What can become of him if he is in such bondage to
the habit of satisfying the innumerable desires he has created for himself? He
is isolated, and what concern has he with the rest of humanity? They have
succeeded in accumulating a greater mass of objects, but the joy in the world
has grown less.</p>
<p>The monastic way is very different. Obedience, fasting and prayer are laughed
at, yet only through them lies the way to real, true freedom. I cut off my
superfluous and unnecessary desires, I subdue my proud and wanton will and
chastise it with obedience, and with God’s help I attain freedom of
spirit and with it spiritual joy. Which is most capable of conceiving a great
idea and serving it—the rich man in his isolation or the man who has
freed himself from the tyranny of material things and habits? The monk is
reproached for his solitude, “You have secluded yourself within the walls
of the monastery for your own salvation, and have forgotten the brotherly
service of humanity!” But we shall see which will be most zealous in the
cause of brotherly love. For it is not we, but they, who are in isolation,
though they don’t see that. Of old, leaders of the people came from among
us, and why should they not again? The same meek and humble ascetics will rise
up and go out to work for the great cause. The salvation of Russia comes from
the people. And the Russian monk has always been on the side of the people. We
are isolated only if the people are isolated. The people believe as we do, and
an unbelieving reformer will never do anything in Russia, even if he is sincere
in heart and a genius. Remember that! The people will meet the atheist and
overcome him, and Russia will be one and orthodox. Take care of the peasant and
guard his heart. Go on educating him quietly. That’s your duty as monks,
for the peasant has God in his heart.</p>
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(<i>f</i>) <i>Of Masters and Servants, and of whether it is possible for them
to be Brothers in the Spirit</i></p>
<p>Of course, I don’t deny that there is sin in the peasants too. And the
fire of corruption is spreading visibly, hourly, working from above downwards.
The spirit of isolation is coming upon the people too. Money‐ lenders and
devourers of the commune are rising up. Already the merchant grows more and
more eager for rank, and strives to show himself cultured though he has not a
trace of culture, and to this end meanly despises his old traditions, and is
even ashamed of the faith of his fathers. He visits princes, though he is only
a peasant corrupted. The peasants are rotting in drunkenness and cannot shake
off the habit. And what cruelty to their wives, to their children even! All
from drunkenness! I’ve seen in the factories children of nine years old,
frail, rickety, bent and already depraved. The stuffy workshop, the din of
machinery, work all day long, the vile language and the drink, the
drink—is that what a little child’s heart needs? He needs sunshine,
childish play, good examples all about him, and at least a little love. There
must be no more of this, monks, no more torturing of children, rise up and
preach that, make haste, make haste!</p>
<p>But God will save Russia, for though the peasants are corrupted and cannot
renounce their filthy sin, yet they know it is cursed by God and that they do
wrong in sinning. So that our people still believe in righteousness, have faith
in God and weep tears of devotion.</p>
<p>It is different with the upper classes. They, following science, want to base
justice on reason alone, but not with Christ, as before, and they have already
proclaimed that there is no crime, that there is no sin. And that’s
consistent, for if you have no God what is the meaning of crime? In Europe the
people are already rising up against the rich with violence, and the leaders of
the people are everywhere leading them to bloodshed, and teaching them that
their wrath is righteous. But their “wrath is accursed, for it is
cruel.” But God will save Russia as He has saved her many times.
Salvation will come from the people, from their faith and their meekness.</p>
<p>Fathers and teachers, watch over the people’s faith and this will not be
a dream. I’ve been struck all my life in our great people by their
dignity, their true and seemly dignity. I’ve seen it myself, I can
testify to it, I’ve seen it and marveled at it, I’ve seen it in
spite of the degraded sins and poverty‐stricken appearance of our peasantry.
They are not servile, and even after two centuries of serfdom they are free in
manner and bearing, yet without insolence, and not revengeful and not envious.
“You are rich and noble, you are clever and talented, well, be so, God
bless you. I respect you, but I know that I too am a man. By the very fact that
I respect you without envy I prove my dignity as a man.”</p>
<p>In truth if they don’t say this (for they don’t know how to say
this yet), that is how they act. I have seen it myself, I have known it myself,
and, would you believe it, the poorer our Russian peasant is, the more
noticeable is that serene goodness, for the rich among them are for the most
part corrupted already, and much of that is due to our carelessness and
indifference. But God will save His people, for Russia is great in her
humility. I dream of seeing, and seem to see clearly already, our future. It
will come to pass, that even the most corrupt of our rich will end by being
ashamed of his riches before the poor, and the poor, seeing his humility, will
understand and give way before him, will respond joyfully and kindly to his
honorable shame. Believe me that it will end in that; things are moving to
that. Equality is to be found only in the spiritual dignity of man, and that
will only be understood among us. If we were brothers, there would be
fraternity, but before that, they will never agree about the division of
wealth. We preserve the image of Christ, and it will shine forth like a
precious diamond to the whole world. So may it be, so may it be!</p>
<p>Fathers and teachers, a touching incident befell me once. In my wanderings I
met in the town of K. my old orderly, Afanasy. It was eight years since I had
parted from him. He chanced to see me in the market‐place, recognized me, ran
up to me, and how delighted he was! He simply pounced on me: “Master
dear, is it you? Is it really you I see?” He took me home with him.</p>
<p>He was no longer in the army, he was married and already had two little
children. He and his wife earned their living as costermongers in the
market‐place. His room was poor, but bright and clean. He made me sit down, set
the samovar, sent for his wife, as though my appearance were a festival for
them. He brought me his children: “Bless them, Father.”</p>
<p>“Is it for me to bless them? I am only a humble monk. I will pray for
them. And for you, Afanasy Pavlovitch, I have prayed every day since that day,
for it all came from you,” said I. And I explained that to him as well as
I could. And what do you think? The man kept gazing at me and could not believe
that I, his former master, an officer, was now before him in such a guise and
position; it made him shed tears.</p>
<p>“Why are you weeping?” said I, “better rejoice over me, dear
friend, whom I can never forget, for my path is a glad and joyful one.”</p>
<p>He did not say much, but kept sighing and shaking his head over me tenderly.</p>
<p>“What has became of your fortune?” he asked.</p>
<p>“I gave it to the monastery,” I answered; “we live in
common.”</p>
<p>After tea I began saying good‐by, and suddenly he brought out half a rouble as
an offering to the monastery, and another half‐rouble I saw him thrusting
hurriedly into my hand: “That’s for you in your wanderings, it may
be of use to you, Father.”</p>
<p>I took his half‐rouble, bowed to him and his wife, and went out rejoicing. And
on my way I thought: “Here we are both now, he at home and I on the road,
sighing and shaking our heads, no doubt, and yet smiling joyfully in the
gladness of our hearts, remembering how God brought about our meeting.”</p>
<p>I have never seen him again since then. I had been his master and he my
servant, but now when we exchanged a loving kiss with softened hearts, there
was a great human bond between us. I have thought a great deal about that, and
now what I think is this: Is it so inconceivable that that grand and
simple‐hearted unity might in due time become universal among the Russian
people? I believe that it will come to pass and that the time is at hand.</p>
<p>And of servants I will add this: In old days when I was young I was often angry
with servants; “the cook had served something too hot, the orderly had
not brushed my clothes.” But what taught me better then was a thought of
my dear brother’s, which I had heard from him in childhood: “Am I
worth it, that another should serve me and be ordered about by me in his
poverty and ignorance?” And I wondered at the time that such simple and
self‐ evident ideas should be so slow to occur to our minds.</p>
<p>It is impossible that there should be no servants in the world, but act so that
your servant may be freer in spirit than if he were not a servant. And why
cannot I be a servant to my servant and even let him see it, and that without
any pride on my part or any mistrust on his? Why should not my servant be like
my own kindred, so that I may take him into my family and rejoice in doing so?
Even now this can be done, but it will lead to the grand unity of men in the
future, when a man will not seek servants for himself, or desire to turn his
fellow creatures into servants as he does now, but on the contrary, will long
with his whole heart to be the servant of all, as the Gospel teaches.</p>
<p>And can it be a dream, that in the end man will find his joy only in deeds of
light and mercy, and not in cruel pleasures as now, in gluttony, fornication,
ostentation, boasting and envious rivalry of one with the other? I firmly
believe that it is not and that the time is at hand. People laugh and ask:
“When will that time come and does it look like coming?” I believe
that with Christ’s help we shall accomplish this great thing. And how
many ideas there have been on earth in the history of man which were
unthinkable ten years before they appeared! Yet when their destined hour had
come, they came forth and spread over the whole earth. So it will be with us,
and our people will shine forth in the world, and all men will say: “The
stone which the builders rejected has become the corner‐stone of the
building.”</p>
<p>And we may ask the scornful themselves: If our hope is a dream, when will you
build up your edifice and order things justly by your intellect alone, without
Christ? If they declare that it is they who are advancing towards unity, only
the most simple‐hearted among them believe it, so that one may positively
marvel at such simplicity. Of a truth, they have more fantastic dreams than we.
They aim at justice, but, denying Christ, they will end by flooding the earth
with blood, for blood cries out for blood, and he that taketh up the sword
shall perish by the sword. And if it were not for Christ’s covenant, they
would slaughter one another down to the last two men on earth. And those two
last men would not be able to restrain each other in their pride, and the one
would slay the other and then himself. And that would come to pass, were it not
for the promise of Christ that for the sake of the humble and meek the days
shall be shortened.</p>
<p>While I was still wearing an officer’s uniform after my duel, I talked
about servants in general society, and I remember every one was amazed at me.
“What!” they asked, “are we to make our servants sit down on
the sofa and offer them tea?” And I answered them: “Why not,
sometimes at least?” Every one laughed. Their question was frivolous and
my answer was not clear; but the thought in it was to some extent right.</p>
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(<i>g</i>) <i>Of Prayer, of Love, and of Contact with other Worlds</i></p>
<p>Young man, be not forgetful of prayer. Every time you pray, if your prayer is
sincere, there will be new feeling and new meaning in it, which will give you
fresh courage, and you will understand that prayer is an education. Remember,
too, every day, and whenever you can, repeat to yourself, “Lord, have
mercy on all who appear before Thee to‐day.” For every hour and every
moment thousands of men leave life on this earth, and their souls appear before
God. And how many of them depart in solitude, unknown, sad, dejected that no
one mourns for them or even knows whether they have lived or not! And behold,
from the other end of the earth perhaps, your prayer for their rest will rise
up to God though you knew them not nor they you. How touching it must be to a
soul standing in dread before the Lord to feel at that instant that, for him
too, there is one to pray, that there is a fellow creature left on earth to
love him too! And God will look on you both more graciously, for if you have
had so much pity on him, how much will He have pity Who is infinitely more
loving and merciful than you! And He will forgive him for your sake.</p>
<p>Brothers, have no fear of men’s sin. Love a man even in his sin, for that
is the semblance of Divine Love and is the highest love on earth. Love all
God’s creation, the whole and every grain of sand in it. Love every leaf,
every ray of God’s light. Love the animals, love the plants, love
everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in
things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day.
And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all‐ embracing love.
Love the animals: God has given them the rudiments of thought and joy
untroubled. Do not trouble it, don’t harass them, don’t deprive
them of their happiness, don’t work against God’s intent. Man, do
not pride yourself on superiority to the animals; they are without sin, and
you, with your greatness, defile the earth by your appearance on it, and leave
the traces of your foulness after you—alas, it is true of almost every
one of us! Love children especially, for they too are sinless like the angels;
they live to soften and purify our hearts and as it were to guide us. Woe to
him who offends a child! Father Anfim taught me to love children. The kind,
silent man used often on our wanderings to spend the farthings given us on
sweets and cakes for the children. He could not pass by a child without
emotion. That’s the nature of the man.</p>
<p>At some thoughts one stands perplexed, especially at the sight of men’s
sin, and wonders whether one should use force or humble love. Always decide to
use humble love. If you resolve on that once for all, you may subdue the whole
world. Loving humility is marvelously strong, the strongest of all things, and
there is nothing else like it.</p>
<p>Every day and every hour, every minute, walk round yourself and watch yourself,
and see that your image is a seemly one. You pass by a little child, you pass
by, spiteful, with ugly words, with wrathful heart; you may not have noticed
the child, but he has seen you, and your image, unseemly and ignoble, may
remain in his defenseless heart. You don’t know it, but you may have sown
an evil seed in him and it may grow, and all because you were not careful
before the child, because you did not foster in yourself a careful, actively
benevolent love. Brothers, love is a teacher; but one must know how to acquire
it, for it is hard to acquire, it is dearly bought, it is won slowly by long
labor. For we must love not only occasionally, for a moment, but for ever.
Every one can love occasionally, even the wicked can.</p>
<p>My brother asked the birds to forgive him; that sounds senseless, but it is
right; for all is like an ocean, all is flowing and blending; a touch in one
place sets up movement at the other end of the earth. It may be senseless to
beg forgiveness of the birds, but birds would be happier at your side—a
little happier, anyway—and children and all animals, if you were nobler
than you are now. It’s all like an ocean, I tell you. Then you would pray
to the birds too, consumed by an all‐embracing love, in a sort of transport,
and pray that they too will forgive you your sin. Treasure this ecstasy,
however senseless it may seem to men.</p>
<p>My friends, pray to God for gladness. Be glad as children, as the birds of
heaven. And let not the sin of men confound you in your doings. Fear not that
it will wear away your work and hinder its being accomplished. Do not say,
“Sin is mighty, wickedness is mighty, evil environment is mighty, and we
are lonely and helpless, and evil environment is wearing us away and hindering
our good work from being done.” Fly from that dejection, children! There
is only one means of salvation, then take yourself and make yourself
responsible for all men’s sins, that is the truth, you know, friends, for
as soon as you sincerely make yourself responsible for everything and for all
men, you will see at once that it is really so, and that you are to blame for
every one and for all things. But throwing your own indolence and impotence on
others you will end by sharing the pride of Satan and murmuring against God.</p>
<p>Of the pride of Satan what I think is this: it is hard for us on earth to
comprehend it, and therefore it is so easy to fall into error and to share it,
even imagining that we are doing something grand and fine. Indeed, many of the
strongest feelings and movements of our nature we cannot comprehend on earth.
Let not that be a stumbling‐block, and think not that it may serve as a
justification to you for anything. For the Eternal Judge asks of you what you
can comprehend and not what you cannot. You will know that yourself hereafter,
for you will behold all things truly then and will not dispute them. On earth,
indeed, we are as it were astray, and if it were not for the precious image of
Christ before us, we should be undone and altogether lost, as was the human
race before the flood. Much on earth is hidden from us, but to make up for that
we have been given a precious mystic sense of our living bond with the other
world, with the higher heavenly world, and the roots of our thoughts and
feelings are not here but in other worlds. That is why the philosophers say
that we cannot apprehend the reality of things on earth.</p>
<p>God took seeds from different worlds and sowed them on this earth, and His
garden grew up and everything came up that could come up, but what grows lives
and is alive only through the feeling of its contact with other mysterious
worlds. If that feeling grows weak or is destroyed in you, the heavenly growth
will die away in you. Then you will be indifferent to life and even grow to
hate it. That’s what I think.</p>
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<i>(h) Can a Man judge his Fellow Creatures? Faith to the End</i></p>
<p>Remember particularly that you cannot be a judge of any one. For no one can
judge a criminal, until he recognizes that he is just such a criminal as the
man standing before him, and that he perhaps is more than all men to blame for
that crime. When he understands that, he will be able to be a judge. Though
that sounds absurd, it is true. If I had been righteous myself, perhaps there
would have been no criminal standing before me. If you can take upon yourself
the crime of the criminal your heart is judging, take it at once, suffer for
him yourself, and let him go without reproach. And even if the law itself makes
you his judge, act in the same spirit so far as possible, for he will go away
and condemn himself more bitterly than you have done. If, after your kiss, he
goes away untouched, mocking at you, do not let that be a stumbling‐block to
you. It shows his time has not yet come, but it will come in due course. And if
it come not, no matter; if not he, then another in his place will understand
and suffer, and judge and condemn himself, and the truth will be fulfilled.
Believe that, believe it without doubt; for in that lies all the hope and faith
of the saints.</p>
<p>Work without ceasing. If you remember in the night as you go to sleep, “I
have not done what I ought to have done,” rise up at once and do it. If
the people around you are spiteful and callous and will not hear you, fall down
before them and beg their forgiveness; for in truth you are to blame for their
not wanting to hear you. And if you cannot speak to them in their bitterness,
serve them in silence and in humility, never losing hope. If all men abandon
you and even drive you away by force, then when you are left alone fall on the
earth and kiss it, water it with your tears and it will bring forth fruit even
though no one has seen or heard you in your solitude. Believe to the end, even
if all men went astray and you were left the only one faithful; bring your
offering even then and praise God in your loneliness. And if two of you are
gathered together—then there is a whole world, a world of living love.
Embrace each other tenderly and praise God, for if only in you two His truth
has been fulfilled.</p>
<p>If you sin yourself and grieve even unto death for your sins or for your sudden
sin, then rejoice for others, rejoice for the righteous man, rejoice that if
you have sinned, he is righteous and has not sinned.</p>
<p>If the evil‐doing of men moves you to indignation and overwhelming distress,
even to a desire for vengeance on the evil‐doers, shun above all things that
feeling. Go at once and seek suffering for yourself, as though you were
yourself guilty of that wrong. Accept that suffering and bear it and your heart
will find comfort, and you will understand that you too are guilty, for you
might have been a light to the evil‐doers, even as the one man sinless, and you
were not a light to them. If you had been a light, you would have lightened the
path for others too, and the evil‐doer might perhaps have been saved by your
light from his sin. And even though your light was shining, yet you see men
were not saved by it, hold firm and doubt not the power of the heavenly light.
Believe that if they were not saved, they will be saved hereafter. And if they
are not saved hereafter, then their sons will be saved, for your light will not
die even when you are dead. The righteous man departs, but his light remains.
Men are always saved after the death of the deliverer. Men reject their
prophets and slay them, but they love their martyrs and honor those whom they
have slain. You are working for the whole, you are acting for the future. Seek
no reward, for great is your reward on this earth: the spiritual joy which is
only vouchsafed to the righteous man. Fear not the great nor the mighty, but be
wise and ever serene. Know the measure, know the times, study that. When you
are left alone, pray. Love to throw yourself on the earth and kiss it. Kiss the
earth and love it with an unceasing, consuming love. Love all men, love
everything. Seek that rapture and ecstasy. Water the earth with the tears of
your joy and love those tears. Don’t be ashamed of that ecstasy, prize
it, for it is a gift of God and a great one; it is not given to many but only
to the elect.</p>
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<i>(i) Of Hell and Hell Fire, a Mystic Reflection</i></p>
<p>Fathers and teachers, I ponder, “What is hell?” I maintain that it
is the suffering of being unable to love. Once in infinite existence,
immeasurable in time and space, a spiritual creature was given on his coming to
earth, the power of saying, “I am and I love.” Once, only once,
there was given him a moment of active <i>living</i> love, and for that was
earthly life given him, and with it times and seasons. And that happy creature
rejected the priceless gift, prized it and loved it not, scorned it and
remained callous. Such a one, having left the earth, sees Abraham’s bosom
and talks with Abraham as we are told in the parable of the rich man and
Lazarus, and beholds heaven and can go up to the Lord. But that is just his
torment, to rise up to the Lord without ever having loved, to be brought close
to those who have loved when he has despised their love. For he sees clearly
and says to himself, “Now I have understanding, and though I now thirst
to love, there will be nothing great, no sacrifice in my love, for my earthly
life is over, and Abraham will not come even with a drop of living water (that
is the gift of earthly active life) to cool the fiery thirst of spiritual love
which burns in me now, though I despised it on earth; there is no more life for
me and will be no more time! Even though I would gladly give my life for
others, it can never be, for that life is passed which can be sacrificed for
love, and now there is a gulf fixed between that life and this
existence.”</p>
<p>They talk of hell fire in the material sense. I don’t go into that
mystery and I shun it. But I think if there were fire in material sense, they
would be glad of it, for I imagine that in material agony, their still greater
spiritual agony would be forgotten for a moment. Moreover, that spiritual agony
cannot be taken from them, for that suffering is not external but within them.
And if it could be taken from them, I think it would be bitterer still for the
unhappy creatures. For even if the righteous in Paradise forgave them,
beholding their torments, and called them up to heaven in their infinite love,
they would only multiply their torments, for they would arouse in them still
more keenly a flaming thirst for responsive, active and grateful love which is
now impossible. In the timidity of my heart I imagine, however, that the very
recognition of this impossibility would serve at last to console them. For
accepting the love of the righteous together with the impossibility of repaying
it, by this submissiveness and the effect of this humility, they will attain at
last, as it were, to a certain semblance of that active love which they scorned
in life, to something like its outward expression.... I am sorry, friends and
brothers, that I cannot express this clearly. But woe to those who have slain
themselves on earth, woe to the suicides! I believe that there can be none more
miserable then they. They tell us that it is a sin to pray for them and
outwardly the Church, as it were, renounces them, but in my secret heart I
believe that we may pray even for them. Love can never be an offense to Christ.
For such as those I have prayed inwardly all my life, I confess it, fathers and
teachers, and even now I pray for them every day.</p>
<p>Oh, there are some who remain proud and fierce even in hell, in spite of their
certain knowledge and contemplation of the absolute truth; there are some
fearful ones who have given themselves over to Satan and his proud spirit
entirely. For such, hell is voluntary and ever consuming; they are tortured by
their own choice. For they have cursed themselves, cursing God and life. They
live upon their vindictive pride like a starving man in the desert sucking
blood out of his own body. But they are never satisfied, and they refuse
forgiveness, they curse God Who calls them. They cannot behold the living God
without hatred, and they cry out that the God of life should be annihilated,
that God should destroy Himself and His own creation. And they will burn in the
fire of their own wrath for ever and yearn for death and annihilation. But they
will not attain to death....</p>
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<p>Here Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov’s manuscript ends. I repeat, it is
incomplete and fragmentary. Biographical details, for instance, cover only
Father Zossima’s earliest youth. Of his teaching and opinions we find
brought together sayings evidently uttered on very different occasions. His
utterances during the last few hours have not been kept separate from the rest,
but their general character can be gathered from what we have in Alexey
Fyodorovitch’s manuscript.</p>
<p>The elder’s death came in the end quite unexpectedly. For although those
who were gathered about him that last evening realized that his death was
approaching, yet it was difficult to imagine that it would come so suddenly. On
the contrary, his friends, as I observed already, seeing him that night
apparently so cheerful and talkative, were convinced that there was at least a
temporary change for the better in his condition. Even five minutes before his
death, they said afterwards wonderingly, it was impossible to foresee it. He
seemed suddenly to feel an acute pain in his chest, he turned pale and pressed
his hands to his heart. All rose from their seats and hastened to him. But
though suffering, he still looked at them with a smile, sank slowly from his
chair on to his knees, then bowed his face to the ground, stretched out his
arms and as though in joyful ecstasy, praying and kissing the ground, quietly
and joyfully gave up his soul to God.</p>
<p>The news of his death spread at once through the hermitage and reached the
monastery. The nearest friends of the deceased and those whose duty it was from
their position began to lay out the corpse according to the ancient ritual, and
all the monks gathered together in the church. And before dawn the news of the
death reached the town. By the morning all the town was talking of the event,
and crowds were flocking from the town to the monastery. But this subject will
be treated in the next book; I will only add here that before a day had passed
something happened so unexpected, so strange, upsetting, and bewildering in its
effect on the monks and the townspeople, that after all these years, that day
of general suspense is still vividly remembered in the town.</p>
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