<h2><SPAN name="chap62"></SPAN>Chapter IX.<br/> They Carry Mitya Away</h2>
<p>When the protocol had been signed, Nikolay Parfenovitch turned solemnly to the
prisoner and read him the “Committal,” setting forth, that in such
a year, on such a day, in such a place, the investigating lawyer of such‐
and‐such a district court, having examined so‐and‐so (to wit, Mitya) accused of
this and of that (all the charges were carefully written out) and having
considered that the accused, not pleading guilty to the charges made against
him, had brought forward nothing in his defense, while the witnesses,
so‐and‐so, and so‐and‐so, and the circumstances such‐and‐such testify against
him, acting in accordance with such‐and‐such articles of the Statute Book, and
so on, has ruled, that, in order to preclude so‐and‐ so (Mitya) from all means
of evading pursuit and judgment he be detained in such‐and‐such a prison, which
he hereby notifies to the accused and communicates a copy of this same
“Committal” to the deputy prosecutor, and so on, and so on.</p>
<p>In brief, Mitya was informed that he was, from that moment, a prisoner, and
that he would be driven at once to the town, and there shut up in a very
unpleasant place. Mitya listened attentively, and only shrugged his shoulders.</p>
<p>“Well, gentlemen, I don’t blame you. I’m ready.... I
understand that there’s nothing else for you to do.”</p>
<p>Nikolay Parfenovitch informed him gently that he would be escorted at once by
the rural police officer, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, who happened to be on the
spot....</p>
<p>“Stay,” Mitya interrupted, suddenly, and impelled by uncontrollable
feeling he pronounced, addressing all in the room:</p>
<p>“Gentlemen, we’re all cruel, we’re all monsters, we all make
men weep, and mothers, and babes at the breast, but of all, let it be settled
here, now, of all I am the lowest reptile! I’ve sworn to amend, and every
day I’ve done the same filthy things. I understand now that such men as I
need a blow, a blow of destiny to catch them as with a noose, and bind them by
a force from without. Never, never should I have risen of myself! But the
thunderbolt has fallen. I accept the torture of accusation, and my public
shame, I want to suffer and by suffering I shall be purified. Perhaps I shall
be purified, gentlemen? But listen, for the last time, I am not guilty of my
father’s blood. I accept my punishment, not because I killed him, but
because I meant to kill him, and perhaps I really might have killed him. Still
I mean to fight it out with you. I warn you of that. I’ll fight it out
with you to the end, and then God will decide. Good‐by, gentlemen, don’t
be vexed with me for having shouted at you during the examination. Oh, I was
still such a fool then.... In another minute I shall be a prisoner, but now,
for the last time, as a free man, Dmitri Karamazov offers you his hand. Saying
good‐by to you, I say it to all men.”</p>
<p>His voice quivered and he stretched out his hand, but Nikolay Parfenovitch, who
happened to stand nearest to him, with a sudden, almost nervous movement, hid
his hands behind his back. Mitya instantly noticed this, and started. He let
his outstretched hand fall at once.</p>
<p>“The preliminary inquiry is not yet over,” Nikolay Parfenovitch
faltered, somewhat embarrassed. “We will continue it in the town, and I,
for my part, of course, am ready to wish you all success ... in your
defense.... As a matter of fact, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, I’ve always been
disposed to regard you as, so to speak, more unfortunate than guilty. All of us
here, if I may make bold to speak for all, we are all ready to recognize that
you are, at bottom, a young man of honor, but, alas, one who has been carried
away by certain passions to a somewhat excessive degree....”</p>
<p>Nikolay Parfenovitch’s little figure was positively majestic by the time
he had finished speaking. It struck Mitya that in another minute this
“boy” would take his arm, lead him to another corner, and renew
their conversation about “girls.” But many quite irrelevant and
inappropriate thoughts sometimes occur even to a prisoner when he is being led
out to execution.</p>
<p>“Gentlemen, you are good, you are humane, may I see <i>her</i> to say
‘good‐by’ for the last time?” asked Mitya.</p>
<p>“Certainly, but considering ... in fact, now it’s impossible except
in the presence of—”</p>
<p>“Oh, well, if it must be so, it must!”</p>
<p>Grushenka was brought in, but the farewell was brief, and of few words, and did
not at all satisfy Nikolay Parfenovitch. Grushenka made a deep bow to Mitya.</p>
<p>“I have told you I am yours, and I will be yours. I will follow you for
ever, wherever they may send you. Farewell; you are guiltless, though
you’ve been your own undoing.”</p>
<p>Her lips quivered, tears flowed from her eyes.</p>
<p>“Forgive me, Grusha, for my love, for ruining you, too, with my
love.”</p>
<p>Mitya would have said something more, but he broke off and went out. He was at
once surrounded by men who kept a constant watch on him. At the bottom of the
steps to which he had driven up with such a dash the day before with
Andrey’s three horses, two carts stood in readiness. Mavriky
Mavrikyevitch, a sturdy, thick‐set man with a wrinkled face, was annoyed about
something, some sudden irregularity. He was shouting angrily. He asked Mitya to
get into the cart with somewhat excessive surliness.</p>
<p>“When I stood him drinks in the tavern, the man had quite a different
face,” thought Mitya, as he got in. At the gates there was a crowd of
people, peasants, women and drivers. Trifon Borissovitch came down the steps
too. All stared at Mitya.</p>
<p>“Forgive me at parting, good people!” Mitya shouted suddenly from
the cart.</p>
<p>“Forgive us too!” he heard two or three voices.</p>
<p>“Good‐by to you, too, Trifon Borissovitch!”</p>
<p>But Trifon Borissovitch did not even turn round. He was, perhaps, too busy. He,
too, was shouting and fussing about something. It appeared that everything was
not yet ready in the second cart, in which two constables were to accompany
Mavriky Mavrikyevitch. The peasant who had been ordered to drive the second
cart was pulling on his smock, stoutly maintaining that it was not his turn to
go, but Akim’s. But Akim was not to be seen. They ran to look for him.
The peasant persisted and besought them to wait.</p>
<p>“You see what our peasants are, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch. They’ve no
shame!” exclaimed Trifon Borissovitch. “Akim gave you twenty‐five
copecks the day before yesterday. You’ve drunk it all and now you cry
out. I’m simply surprised at your good‐nature, with our low peasants,
Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, that’s all I can say.”</p>
<p>“But what do we want a second cart for?” Mitya put in.
“Let’s start with the one, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch. I won’t be
unruly, I won’t run away from you, old fellow. What do we want an escort
for?”</p>
<p>“I’ll trouble you, sir, to learn how to speak to me if you’ve
never been taught. I’m not ‘old fellow’ to you, and you can
keep your advice for another time!” Mavriky Mavrikyevitch snapped out
savagely, as though glad to vent his wrath.</p>
<p>Mitya was reduced to silence. He flushed all over. A moment later he felt
suddenly very cold. The rain had ceased, but the dull sky was still overcast
with clouds, and a keen wind was blowing straight in his face.</p>
<p>“I’ve taken a chill,” thought Mitya, twitching his shoulders.</p>
<p>At last Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, too, got into the cart, sat down heavily, and,
as though without noticing it, squeezed Mitya into the corner. It is true that
he was out of humor and greatly disliked the task that had been laid upon him.</p>
<p>“Good‐by, Trifon Borissovitch!” Mitya shouted again, and felt
himself, that he had not called out this time from good‐nature, but
involuntarily, from resentment.</p>
<p>But Trifon Borissovitch stood proudly, with both hands behind his back, and
staring straight at Mitya with a stern and angry face, he made no reply.</p>
<p>“Good‐by, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, good‐by!” he heard all at once the
voice of Kalganov, who had suddenly darted out. Running up to the cart he held
out his hand to Mitya. He had no cap on.</p>
<p>Mitya had time to seize and press his hand.</p>
<p>“Good‐by, dear fellow! I shan’t forget your generosity,” he
cried warmly.</p>
<p>But the cart moved and their hands parted. The bell began ringing and Mitya was
driven off.</p>
<p>Kalganov ran back, sat down in a corner, bent his head, hid his face in his
hands, and burst out crying. For a long while he sat like that, crying as
though he were a little boy instead of a young man of twenty. Oh, he believed
almost without doubt in Mitya’s guilt.</p>
<p>“What are these people? What can men be after this?” he exclaimed
incoherently, in bitter despondency, almost despair. At that moment he had no
desire to live.</p>
<p>“Is it worth it? Is it worth it?” exclaimed the boy in his grief.</p>
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