<h2><SPAN name="chap03"></SPAN>CHAPTER III</h2>
<p>The doctor awoke next morning firmly resolved to make his fortune. Several
times already he had come to the same determination without following up the
reality. At the outset of all his trials of some new career the hopes of
rapidly acquired riches kept up his efforts and confidence, till the first
obstacle, the first check, threw him into a fresh path. Snug in bed between the
warm sheets, he lay meditating. How many medical men had become wealthy in
quite a short time! All that was needed was a little knowledge of the world;
for in the course of his studies he had learned to estimate the most famous
physicians, and he judged them all to be asses. He was certainly as good as
they, if not better. If by any means he could secure a practice among the
wealth and fashion of Havre, he could easily make a hundred thousand francs a
year. And he calculated with great exactitude what his certain profits must be.
He would go out in the morning to visit his patients; at the very moderate
average of ten a day, at twenty francs each, that would mount up to seventy-two
thousand francs a year at least, or even seventy-five thousand; for ten
patients was certainly below the mark. In the afternoon he would be at home to,
say, another ten patients, at ten francs each—thirty-six thousand francs.
Here, then, in round numbers was an income of twenty thousand francs. Old
patients, or friends whom he would charge only ten francs for a visit, or see
at home for five, would perhaps make a slight reduction on this sum total, but
consultations with other physicians and various incidental fees would make up
for that.</p>
<p>Nothing could be easier than to achieve this by skilful advertising remarks in
the Figaro to the effect that the scientific faculty of Paris had their eye on
him, and were interested in the cures effected by the modest young practitioner
of Havre! And he would be richer than his brother, richer and more famous; and
satisfied with himself, for he would owe his fortune solely to his own
exertions; and liberal to his old parents, who would be justly proud of his
fame. He would not marry, would not burden his life with a wife who would be in
his way, but he would choose his mistress from the most beautiful of his
patients. He felt so sure of success that he sprang out of bed as though to
grasp it on the spot, and he dressed to go and search through the town for
rooms to suit him.</p>
<p>Then, as he wandered about the streets, he reflected how slight are the causes
which determine our actions. Any time these three weeks he might and ought to
have come to this decision, which, beyond a doubt, the news of his
brother’s inheritance had abruptly given rise to.</p>
<p>He stopped before every door where a placard proclaimed that “fine
apartments” or “handsome rooms” were to be let; announcements
without an adjective he turned from with scorn. Then he inspected them with a
lofty air, measuring the height of the rooms, sketching the plan in his
note-book, with the passages, the arrangement of the exits, explaining that he
was a medical man and had many visitors. He must have a broad and well-kept
stair-case; nor could he be any higher up than the first floor.</p>
<p>After having written down seven or eight addresses and scribbled two hundred
notes, he got home to breakfast a quarter of an hour too late.</p>
<p>In the hall he heard the clatter of plates. Then they had begun without him!
Why? They were never wont to be so punctual. He was nettled and put out, for he
was somewhat thin-skinned. As he went in Roland said to him:</p>
<p>“Come, Pierre, make haste, devil take you! You know we have to be at the
lawyer’s at two o’clock. This is not the day to be dawdling.”</p>
<p>Pierre sat down without replying, after kissing his mother and shaking hands
with his father and brother; and he helped himself from the deep dish in the
middle of the table to the cutlet which had been kept for him. It was cold and
dry, probably the least tempting of them all. He thought that they might have
left it on the hot plate till he came in, and not lose their heads so
completely as to have forgotten their other son, their eldest.</p>
<p>The conversation, which his entrance had interrupted, was taken up again at the
point where it had ceased.</p>
<p>“In your place,” Mme. Roland was saying to Jean, “I will tell
you what I should do at once. I should settle in handsome rooms so as to
attract attention; I should ride on horseback and select one or two interesting
cases to defend and make a mark in court. I would be a sort of amateur lawyer,
and very select. Thank God you are out of all danger of want, and if you pursue
a profession, it is, after all, only that you may not lose the benefit of your
studies, and because a man ought never to sit idle.”</p>
<p>Old Roland, who was peeling a pear, exclaimed:</p>
<p>“Christi! In your place I should buy a nice yacht, a cutter on the build
of our pilot-boats. I would sail as far as Senegal in such a boat as
that.”</p>
<p>Pierre, in his turn, spoke his views. After all, said he, it was not his wealth
which made the moral worth, the intellectual worth of a man. To a man of
inferior mind it was only a means of degradation, while in the hands of a
strong man it was a powerful lever. They, to be sure, were rare. If Jean were a
really superior man, now that he could never want he might prove it. But then
he must work a hundred times harder than he would have done in other
circumstances. His business now must be not to argue for or against the widow
and the orphan, and pocket his fees for every case he gained, but to become a
really eminent legal authority, a luminary of the law. And he added in
conclusion:</p>
<p>“If I were rich wouldn’t I dissect no end of bodies!”</p>
<p>Father Roland shrugged his shoulders.</p>
<p>“That is all very fine,” he said. “But the wisest way of life
is to take it easy. We are not beasts of burden, but men. If you are born poor
you must work; well, so much the worse; and you do work. But where you have
dividends! You must be a flat if you grind yourself to death.”</p>
<p>Pierre replied haughtily:</p>
<p>“Our notions differ. For my part, I respect nothing on earth but learning
and intellect; everything else is beneath contempt.”</p>
<p>Mme. Roland always tried to deaden the constant shocks between father and son;
she turned the conversation, and began talking of a murder committed the week
before at Bolbec Nointot. Their minds were immediately full of the
circumstances under which the crime had been committed, and absorbed by the
interesting horror, the attractive mystery of crime, which, however
commonplace, shameful, and disgusting, exercises a strange and universal
fascination over the curiosity of mankind. Now and again, however, old Roland
looked at his watch. “Come,” said he, “it is time to be
going.”</p>
<p>Pierre sneered.</p>
<p>“It is not yet one o’clock,” he said. “It really was
hardly worth while to condemn me to eat a cold cutlet.”</p>
<p>“Are you coming to the lawyer’s?” his mother asked.</p>
<p>“I? No. What for?” he replied dryly. “My presence is quite
unnecessary.”</p>
<p>Jean sat silent, as though he had no concern in the matter. When they were
discussing the murder at Bolbec he, as a legal authority, had put forward some
opinions and uttered some reflections on crime and criminals. Now he spoke no
more; but the sparkle in his eye, the bright colour in his cheeks, the very
gloss of his beard seemed to proclaim his happiness.</p>
<p>When the family had gone, Pierre, alone once more, resumed his investigations
in the apartments to let. After two or three hours spent in going up and down
stairs, he at last found, in the Boulevard François, a pretty set of rooms; a
spacious entresol with two doors on two different streets, two drawing-rooms, a
glass corridor, where his patients while they waited, might walk among flowers,
and a delightful dining-room with a bow-window looking out over the sea.</p>
<p>When it came to taking it, the terms—three thousand francs—pulled
him up; the first quarter must be paid in advance, and he had nothing, not a
penny to call his own.</p>
<p>The little fortune his father had saved brought him in about eight thousand
francs a year, and Pierre had often blamed himself for having placed his
parents in difficulties by his long delay in deciding on a profession, by
forfeiting his attempts and beginning fresh courses of study. So he went away,
promising to send his answer within two days, and it occurred to him to ask
Jean to lend him the amount of this quarter’s rent, or even of a
half-year, fifteen hundred francs, as soon as Jean should have come into
possession.</p>
<p>“It will be a loan for a few months at most,” he thought. “I
shall repay him, very likely before the end of the year. It is a simple matter,
and he will be glad to do so much for me.”</p>
<p>As it was not yet four o’clock, and he had nothing to do, absolutely
nothing, he went to sit in the public gardens; and he remained a long time on a
bench, without an idea in his brain, his eyes fixed on the ground, crushed by
weariness amounting to distress.</p>
<p>And yet this was how he had been living all these days since his return home,
without suffering so acutely from the vacuity of his existence and from
inaction. How had he spent his time from rising in the morning till bed-time?</p>
<p>He had loafed on the pier at high tide, loafed in the streets, loafed in the
cafés, loafed at Marowsko’s, loafed everywhere. And on a sudden this
life, which he had endured till now, had become odious, intolerable. If he had
had any pocket-money, he would have taken a carriage for a long drive in the
country, along by the farm-ditches shaded by beech and elm trees; but he had to
think twice of the cost of a glass of beer or a postage-stamp, and such an
indulgence was out of his ken. It suddenly struck him how hard it was for a man
of past thirty to be reduced to ask his mother, with a blush for a twenty-franc
piece every now and then; and he muttered, as he scored the gravel with the
ferule of his stick:</p>
<p>“Christi, if I only had money!”</p>
<p>And again the thought of his brother’s legacy came into his head like the
sting of a wasp; but he drove it out indignantly, not choosing to allow himself
to slip down that descent to jealousy.</p>
<p>Some children were playing about in the dusty paths. They were fair little
things with long hair, and they were making little mounds of sand with the
greatest gravity and careful attention, to crush them at once by stamping on
them.</p>
<p>It was one of those gloomy days with Pierre when we pry into every corner of
our souls and shake out every crease.</p>
<p>“All our endeavours are like the labours of those babies,” thought
he. And then he wondered whether the wisest thing in life were not to beget two
or three of these little creatures and watch them grow up with complacent
curiosity. A longing for marriage breathed on his soul. A man is not so lost
when he is not alone. At any rate, he has some one stirring at his side in
hours of trouble or of uncertainty; and it is something only to be able to
speak on equal terms to a woman when one is suffering.</p>
<p>Then he began thinking of women. He knew very little of them, never having had
any but very transient connections as a medical student, broken off as soon as
the month’s allowance was spent, and renewed or replaced by another the
following month. And yet there must be some very kind, gentle, and comforting
creatures among them. Had not his mother been the good sense and saving grace
of his own home? How glad he would be to know a woman, a true woman!</p>
<p>He started up with a sudden determination to go and call on Mme. Rosémilly. But
he promptly sat down again. He did not like that woman. Why not? She had too
much vulgar and sordid common sense; besides, did she not seem to prefer Jean?
Without confessing it to himself too bluntly, this preference had a great deal
to do with his low opinion of the widow’s intellect; for, though he loved
his brother, he could not help thinking him somewhat mediocre and believing
himself the superior. However, he was not going to sit there till nightfall;
and as he had done on the previous evening, he anxiously asked himself:
“What am I going to do?”</p>
<p>At this moment he felt in his soul the need of a melting mood, of being
embraced and comforted. Comforted—for what? He could not have put it into
words; but he was in one of these hours of weakness and exhaustion when a
woman’s presence, a woman’s kiss, the touch of a hand, the rustle
of a petticoat, a soft look out of black or blue eyes, seem the one thing
needful, there and then, to our heart. And the memory flashed upon him of a
little barmaid at a beer-house, whom he had walked home with one evening, and
seen again from time to time.</p>
<p>So once more he rose, to go and drink a bock with the girl. What should he say
to her? What would she say to him? Nothing, probably. But what did that matter?
He would hold her hand for a few seconds. She seemed to have a fancy for him.
Why, then, did he not go to see her oftener?</p>
<p>He found her dozing on a chair in the beer-shop, which was almost deserted.
Three men were drinking and smoking with their elbows on the oak tables; the
book-keeper in her desk was reading a novel, while the master, in his
shirt-sleeves, lay sound asleep on a bench.</p>
<p>As soon as she saw him the girl rose eagerly, and coming to meet him, said:</p>
<p>“Good-day, monsieur—how are you?”</p>
<p>“Pretty well; and you?”</p>
<p>“I—oh, very well. How scarce you make yourself!”</p>
<p>“Yes. I have very little time to myself. I am a doctor, you know.”</p>
<p>“Indeed! You never told me. If I had known that—I was out of sorts
last week and I would have sent for you. What will you take?”</p>
<p>“A bock. And you?”</p>
<p>“I will have a bock, too, since you are willing to treat me.”</p>
<p>She had addressed him with the familiar <i>tu</i>, and continued to use it, as
if the offer of a drink had tacitly conveyed permission. Then, sitting down
opposite each other, they talked for a while. Every now and then she took his
hand with the light familiarity of girls whose kisses are for sale, and looking
at him with inviting eyes she said:</p>
<p>“Why don’t you come here oftener? I like you very much,
sweetheart.”</p>
<p>He was already disgusted with her; he saw how stupid she was, and common,
smacking of low life. A woman, he told himself, should appear to us in dreams,
or such a glory as may poetize her vulgarity.</p>
<p>Next she asked him:</p>
<p>“You went by the other morning with a handsome fair man, wearing a big
beard. Is he your brother?”</p>
<p>“Yes, he is my brother.”</p>
<p>“Awfully good-looking.”</p>
<p>“Do you think so?”</p>
<p>“Yes, indeed; and he looks like a man who enjoys life, too.”</p>
<p>What strange craving impelled him on a sudden to tell this tavern-wench about
Jean’s legacy? Why should this thing, which he kept at arm’s length
when he was alone, which he drove from him for fear of the torment it brought
upon his soul, rise to his lips at this moment? And why did he allow it to
overflow them as if he needed once more to empty out his heart to some one,
gorged as it was with bitterness?</p>
<p>He crossed his legs and said:</p>
<p>“He has wonderful luck, that brother of mine. He had just come into a
legacy of twenty thousand francs a year.”</p>
<p>She opened those covetous blue eyes of hers very wide.</p>
<p>“Oh! and who left him that? His grandmother or his aunt?”</p>
<p>“No. An old friend of my parents’.”</p>
<p>“Only a friend! Impossible! And you—did he leave you
nothing?”</p>
<p>“No. I knew him very slightly.”</p>
<p>She sat thinking some minutes; then, with an odd smile on her lips, she said:</p>
<p>“Well, he is a lucky dog, that brother of yours, to have friends of this
pattern. My word! and no wonder he is so unlike you.”</p>
<p>He longed to slap her, without knowing why; and he asked with pinched lips:
“And what do you mean by saying that?”</p>
<p>She had put on a stolid, innocent face.</p>
<p>“O—h, nothing. I mean he has better luck than you.”</p>
<p>He tossed a franc piece on the table and went out.</p>
<p>Now he kept repeating the phrase: “No wonder he is so unlike you.”</p>
<p>What had her thought been, what had been her meaning under those words? There
was certainly some malice, some spite, something shameful in it. Yes, that
hussy must have fancied, no doubt, that Jean was Maréchal’s son. The
agitation which came over him at the notion of this suspicion cast at his
mother was so violent that he stood still, looking about him for some place
where he might sit down. In front of him was another café. He went in, took a
chair, and as the waiter came up, “A bock,” he said.</p>
<p>He felt his heart beating, his skin was gooseflesh. And then the recollection
flashed upon him of what Marowsko had said the evening before. “It will
not look well.” Had he had the same thought, the same suspicion as this
baggage? Hanging his head over the glass, he watched the white froth as the
bubbles rose and burst, asking himself: “Is it possible that such a thing
should be believed?”</p>
<p>But the reasons which might give rise to this horrible doubt in other
men’s minds now struck him, one after another, as plain, obvious, and
exasperating. That a childless old bachelor should leave his fortune to a
friend’s two sons was the most simple and natural thing in the world; but
that he should leave the whole of it to one alone—of course people would
wonder, and whisper, and end by smiling. How was it that he had not foreseen
this, that his father had not felt it? How was it that his mother had not
guessed it? No; they had been too delighted at this unhoped-for wealth for the
idea to come near them. And besides, how should these worthy souls have ever
dreamed of anything so ignominious?</p>
<p>But the public—their neighbours, the shopkeepers, their own tradesmen,
all who knew them—would not they repeat the abominable thing, laugh at
it, enjoy it, make game of his father and despise his mother?</p>
<p>And the barmaid’s remark that Jean was fair and he dark, that they were
not in the least alike in face, manner, figure, or intelligence, would now
strike every eye and every mind. When any one spoke of Roland’s son, the
question would be: “Which, the real or the false?”</p>
<p>He rose, firmly resolved to warn Jean, and put him on his guard against the
frightful danger which threatened their mother’s honour.</p>
<p>But what could Jean do? The simplest thing no doubt, would be to refuse the
inheritance, which would then go to the poor, and to tell all friends or
acquaintances who had heard of the bequest that the will contained clauses and
conditions impossible to subscribe to, which would have made Jean not inheritor
but merely a trustee.</p>
<p>As he made his way home he was thinking that he must see his brother alone, so
as not to speak of such a matter in the presence of his parents. On reaching
the door he heard a great noise of voices and laughter in the drawing-room, and
when he went in he found Captain Beausire and Mme. Rosémilly, whom his father
had brought home and engaged to dine with them in honour of the good news.
Vermouth and absinthe had been served to whet their appetites, and every one
had been at once put into good spirits. Captain Beausire, a funny little man
who had become quite round by dint of being rolled about at sea, and whose
ideas also seemed to have been worn round, like the pebbles of a beach, while
he laughed with his throat full of <i>r</i>’s, looked upon life as a
capital thing, in which everything that might turn up was good to take. He
clinked his glass against father Roland’s, while Jean was offering two
freshly filled glasses to the ladies. Mme. Rosémilly refused, till Captain
Beausire, who had known her husband, cried:</p>
<p>“Come, come, madame, <i>bis repetita placent</i>, as we say in the lingo,
which is as much as to say two glasses of vermouth never hurt any one. Look at
me; since I have left the sea, in this way I give myself an artificial roll or
two every day before dinner; I add a little pitching after my coffee, and that
keeps things lively for the rest of the evening. I never rise to a hurricane,
mind you, never, never. I am too much afraid of damage.”</p>
<p>Roland, whose nautical mania was humoured by the old mariner, laughed heartily,
his face flushed already and his eye watery from the absinthe. He had a burly
shop-keeping stomach—nothing but stomach—in which the rest of his
body seemed to have got stowed away; the flabby paunch of men who spend their
lives sitting, and who have neither thighs, nor chest, nor arms, nor neck; the
seat of their chairs having accumulated all their substance in one spot.
Beausire, on the contrary, though short and stout, was as tight as an egg and
as hard as a cannon-ball.</p>
<p>Mme. Roland had not emptied her glass and was gazing at her son Jean with
sparkling eyes; happiness had brought a colour to her cheeks.</p>
<p>In him, too, the fulness of joy had now blazed out. It was a settled thing,
signed and sealed; he had twenty thousand francs a year. In the sound of his
laugh, in the fuller voice with which he spoke, in his way of looking at the
others, his more positive manners, his greater confidence, the assurance given
by money was at once perceptible.</p>
<p>Dinner was announced, and as the old man was about to offer his arm to Mme.
Rosémilly, his wife exclaimed:</p>
<p>“No, no, father. Everything is for Jean to-day.”</p>
<p>Unwonted luxury graced the table. In front of Jean, who sat in his
father’s place, an enormous bouquet of flowers—a bouquet for a
really great occasion—stood up like a cupola dressed with flags, and was
flanked by four high dishes, one containing a pyramid of splendid peaches; the
second, a monumental cake gorged with whipped cream and covered with pinnacles
of sugar—a cathedral in confectionery; the third, slices of pine-apple
floating in clear sirup; and the fourth—unheard-of lavishness—black
grapes brought from the warmer south.</p>
<p>“The devil!” exclaimed Pierre as he sat down. “We are
celebrating the accession of Jean the rich.”</p>
<p>After the soup, Madeira was passed round, and already every one was talking at
once. Beausire was giving the history of a dinner he had eaten at San Domingo
at the table of a negro general. Old Roland was listening, and at the same time
trying to get in, between the sentences, his account of another dinner, given
by a friend of his at Mendon, after which every guest was ill for a fortnight.
Mme. Rosémilly, Jean, and his mother were planning an excursion to breakfast at
Saint Jouin, from which they promised themselves the greatest pleasure; and
Pierre was only sorry that he had not dined alone in some pot-house by the sea,
so as to escape all this noise and laughter and glee which fretted him. He was
wondering how he could now set to work to confide his fears to his brother, and
induce him to renounce the fortune he had already accepted and of which he was
enjoying the intoxicating foretaste. It would be hard on him, no doubt; but it
must be done; he could not hesitate; their mother’s reputation was at
stake.</p>
<p>The appearance of an enormous shade-fish threw Roland back on fishing stories.
Beausire told some wonderful tales of adventure on the Gaboon, at Sainte-Marie,
in Madagascar, and above all, off the coasts of China and Japan, where the fish
are as queer-looking as the natives. And he described the appearance of these
fishes—their goggle gold eyes, their blue or red bellies, their fantastic
fins like fans, their eccentric crescent-shaped tails—with such droll
gesticulation that they all laughed till they cried as they listened.</p>
<p>Pierre alone seemed incredulous, muttering to himself: “True enough, the
Normans are the Gascons of the north!”</p>
<p>After the fish came a vol-au-vent, then a roast fowl, a salad, French beans
with a Pithiviers lark-pie. Mme. Rosémilly’s maid helped to wait on them,
and the fun rose with the number of glasses of wine they drank. When the cork
of the first champagne-bottle was drawn with a pop, father Roland, highly
excited, imitated the noise with his tongue and then declared: “I like
that noise better than a pistol-shot.”</p>
<p>Pierre, more and more fractious every moment, retorted with a sneer:</p>
<p>“And yet it is perhaps a greater danger for you.”</p>
<p>Roland, who was on the point of drinking, set his full glass down on the table
again, and asked:</p>
<p>“Why?”</p>
<p>He had for some time been complaining of his health, of heaviness, giddiness,
frequent and unaccountable discomfort. The doctor replied:</p>
<p>“Because the bullet might very possibly miss you, while the glass of wine
is dead certain to hit you in the stomach.”</p>
<p>“And what then?”</p>
<p>“Then it scorches your inside, upsets your nervous system, makes the
circulation sluggish, and leads the way to the apoplectic fit which always
threatens a man of your build.”</p>
<p>The jeweller’s incipient intoxication had vanished like smoke before the
wind. He looked at his son with fixed, uneasy eyes, trying to discover whether
he was making game of him.</p>
<p>But Beausire exclaimed:</p>
<p>“Oh, these confounded doctors! They all sing the same tune—eat
nothing, drink nothing, never make love or enjoy yourself; it all plays the
devil with your precious health. Well, all I can say is, I have done all these
things, sir, in every quarter of the globe, wherever and as often as I have had
the chance, and I am none the worse.”</p>
<p>Pierre answered with some asperity:</p>
<p>“In the first place, captain, you are a stronger man than my father; and
in the next, all free livers talk as you do till the day when—when they
come back no more to say to the cautious doctor: ‘You were right.’
When I see my father doing what is worst and most dangerous for him, it is but
natural that I should warn him. I should be a bad son if I did
otherwise.”</p>
<p>Mme. Roland, much distressed, now put in her word: “Come, Pierre, what
ails you? For once it cannot hurt him. Think of what an occasion it is for him,
for all of us. You will spoil his pleasure and make us all unhappy. It is too
bad of you to do such a thing.”</p>
<p>He muttered, as he shrugged his shoulders.</p>
<p>“He can do as he pleases. I have warned him.”</p>
<p>But father Roland did not drink. He sat looking at his glass full of the clear
and luminous liquor while its light soul, its intoxicating soul, flew off in
tiny bubbles mounting from its depths in hurried succession to die on the
surface. He looked at it with the suspicious eye of a fox smelling at a dead
hen and suspecting a trap. He asked doubtfully: “Do you think it will
really do me much harm?” Pierre had a pang of remorse and blamed himself
for letting his ill-humour punish the rest.</p>
<p>“No,” said he. “Just for once you may drink it; but do not
take too much, or get into the habit of it.”</p>
<p>Then old Roland raised his glass, but still he could not make up his mind to
put it to his lips. He contemplated it regretfully, with longing and with fear;
then he smelt it, tasted it, drank it in sips, swallowing them slowly, his
heart full of terrors, of weakness and greediness; and then, when he had
drained the last drop, of regret.</p>
<p>Pierre’s eye suddenly met that of Mme. Rosémilly; it rested on him clear
and blue, far-seeing and hard. And he read, he knew, the precise thought which
lurked in that look, the indignant thought of this simple and right-minded
little woman; for the look said: “You are jealous—that is what you
are. Shameful!”</p>
<p>He bent his head and went on with his dinner.</p>
<p>He was not hungry and found nothing nice. A longing to be off harassed him, a
craving to be away from these people, to hear no more of their talking, jests,
and laughter.</p>
<p>Father Roland meanwhile, to whose head the fumes of the wine were rising once
more, had already forgotten his son’s advice and was eyeing a
champagne-bottle with a tender leer as it stood, still nearly full, by the side
of his plate. He dared not touch it for fear of being lectured again, and he
was wondering by what device or trick he could possess himself of it without
exciting Pierre’s remark. A ruse occurred to him, the simplest possible.
He took up the bottle with an air of indifference, and holding it by the neck,
stretched his arm across the table to fill the doctor’s glass, which was
empty; then he filled up all the other glasses, and when he came to his own he
began talking very loud, so that if he poured anything into it they might have
sworn it was done inadvertently. And in fact no one took any notice.</p>
<p>Pierre, without observing it, was drinking a good deal. Nervous and fretted, he
every minute raised to his lips the tall crystal funnel where the bubbles were
dancing in the living, translucent fluid. He let the wine slip very slowly over
his tongue, that he might feel the little sugary sting of the fixed air as it
evaporated.</p>
<p>Gradually a pleasant warmth glowed in his frame. Starting from the stomach as a
centre, it spread to his chest, took possession of his limbs, and diffused
itself throughout his flesh, like a warm and comforting tide, bringing pleasure
with it. He felt better now, less impatient, less annoyed, and his
determination to speak to his brother that very evening faded away; not that he
thought for a moment of giving it up, but simply not to disturb the happy mood
in which he found himself.</p>
<p>Beausire presently rose to propose a toast. Having bowed to the company, he
began:</p>
<p>“Most gracious ladies and gentlemen, we have met to do honour to a happy
event which has befallen one of our friends. It used to be said that Fortune
was blind, but I believe that she is only short-sighted or tricksy, and that
she has lately bought a good pair of glasses which enabled her to discover in
the town of Havre the son of our worthy friend Roland, skipper of the
Pearl.”</p>
<p>Every one cried bravo and clapped their hands, and the elder Roland rose to
reply. After clearing his throat, for it felt thick and his tongue was heavy,
he stammered out:</p>
<p>“Thank you, captain, thank you—for myself and my son. I shall never
forget your behaviour on this occasion. Here’s good luck to you!”</p>
<p>His eyes and nose were full of tears, and he sat down, finding nothing more to
say.</p>
<p>Jean, who was laughing, spoke in his turn:</p>
<p>“It is I,” said he, “who ought to thank my friends here, my
excellent friends,” and he glanced at Mme. Rosémilly, “who have
given me such a touching evidence of their affection. But it is not by words
that I can prove my gratitude. I will prove it to-morrow, every hour of my
life, always, for our friendship is not one of those which fade away.”</p>
<p>His mother, deeply moved, murmured: “Well said, my boy.”</p>
<p>But Beausire cried out:</p>
<p>“Come, Mme. Rosémilly, speak on behalf of the fair sex.”</p>
<p>She raised her glass, and in a pretty voice, slightly touched with sadness, she
said: “I will pledge you to the memory of M. Maréchal.”</p>
<p>There was a few moments’ lull, a pause for decent meditation, as after
prayer. Beausire, who always had a flow of compliment, remarked:</p>
<p>“Only a woman ever thinks of these refinements.” Then turning to
Father Roland: “And who was this Maréchal, after all? You must have been
very intimate with him.”</p>
<p>The old man, emotional with drink, began to whimper, and in a broken voice he
said:</p>
<p>“Like a brother, you know. Such a friend as one does not make
twice—we were always together—he dined with us every
evening—and would treat us to the play—I need say no more—no
more—no more. A true friend—a real true friend—wasn’t
he, Louise?”</p>
<p>His wife merely answered: “Yes; he was a faithful friend.”</p>
<p>Pierre looked at his father and then at his mother, then, as the subject
changed he drank some more wine. He scarcely remembered the remainder of the
evening. They had coffee, then liqueurs, and they laughed and joked a great
deal. At about midnight he went to bed, his mind confused and his head heavy;
and he slept like a brute till nine next morning.</p>
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