<h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2>
<div class='chaptertitle'>SEEKING THE ESQUIMO.</div>
<div class='cap'>DECEMBER twenty-fifth came, and our ice-bound,
darkness-enshrouded, sick, or, in a
measure, health-broken explorers tried to make
it a merry Christmas. They all sat down to dinner
together. "There was more love than with
the stalled ox of former times, but of herbs
none." They tried, at least, to forget their discomforts
in the blessings they still retained, and
to look hopefully on the long distance, and the
many conflicts between them and their home and
friends.</div>
<p>Immediately after Christmas a series of attempts
were commenced to open a communication with
the Esquimo at Etah, ninety-one miles away.
The supply of fresh meat was exhausted. The
traps yielded nothing, and Hans's hunting could
not go on successfully in the dark. The scurvy-smitten
men were failing for the want of it, and so
every thing must be periled to make the journey.
The first thing to be done was to put the dogs, if
possible, into traveling order. They were now
few in number, for fifty had died, and the survivors
had been kept on short rations. Their dead
companions, which had been preserved in a frozen
state, were boiled and fed to them for fresh food.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</SPAN></span>
Dog <i>did</i> eat dog, and relished and grew stronger
on the diet.</p>
<p>Dr. Kane and Petersen made the first attempt,
starting on the twenty-ninth of December. They
had scarcely reached the forsaken huts of Anoatok,
"the wind-loved spot," so often used as a resting
place, when the dogs failed. A storm, with a
bitter, pelting snow-drift, confined them awhile.
An incident occurred here—one of the many
which happened to the explorers—which shows
plainly the unseen, but ever present, eye and
hand which attended them.</p>
<p>They were just losing themselves in sleep when
Petersen shouted: "Captain Kane, the lamp's
out!" His commander heard him with a thrill
of horror! The storm was increasing, the cold
piercing, and the darkness intense. The tinder
had become moist and was frozen solid. The
guns were outside, to keep them from the moisture
of the hut. The only hope of heat was in relighting
the lamp. A lighted lamp and heat they <i>must</i>
have. Petersen tried to obtain fire from a pocket-pistol,
but his only tinder was moss, and after repeated
attempts he gave it up. Dr. Kane then
tried. He says:—</p>
<p>"By good luck I found a bit of tolerably dry
paper in my jumper; and, becoming apprehensive
that Petersen would waste our few percussion
caps with his ineffectual snappings, I took the pistol
myself. It was so intensely dark that I had to
grope for it, and in doing so touched his hand.
At that instant the pistol became distinctly visible.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</SPAN></span>
A pale, bluish light, slightly tremulous but not
broken, covered the metallic parts of it, the barrel,
lock, and trigger. The stock too was clearly
discernible, as if by the reflected light, and, to
the amazement of both of us, the thumb and two
fingers with which Petersen was holding it, the
creases, wrinkles, and circuit of the nails, clearly
defined upon the skin. The phosphorescence was
not unlike the ineffectual fire of the glowworm.
As I took the pistol my hand became illuminated
also, and so did the powder-rubbed paper when I
raised it against the muzzle.</p>
<p>"The paper did not ignite at the first trial, but
the light from it continuing, I was able to charge
the pistol without difficulty, rolled up my paper
into a cone, filled it with moss sprinkled over with
powder, and held it in my hand while I fired.
This time I succeeded in producing flame, and we
saw no more of the phosphorescence."</p>
<p>When the storm subsided they made further
experiment to reach Etah. But dogs and men
found the wading impossible, and they returned
to the brig, the dogs going ahead and the men
walking after them. They made the forty-four
miles of their circuitous route in sixteen hours!</p>
<p>Thus closed the year 1854.</p>
<p>The three following weeks were mainly occupied
by Dr. Kane in a careful preparation for another
attempt to reach Etah, this time with Hans.
Old Yellow, one of the five dogs on which success
in a measure depended, stalked about the deck
with "his back up," as much as to say, "I must<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</SPAN></span>
have more to eat if I am going." Jenny, a mother
dog, had quite a family of little ones. Yellow
being very hungry, and not seeing the use of such
young folks, gobbled one of them down before his
master could say, "Don't you." Dr. Kane taking
the hint, and thinking that the puppies would not
be dogs soon enough for his use, shared with
Yellow the rest of the litter. So both grew
stronger for the journey.</p>
<p>The new year, 1855, came in with a vail of
darkness over the prospects of our explorers.
The sick list was large, and threatened to include
the whole party. A fox was caught occasionally,
and beyond this stinted supply there was no fresh
meat. On Tuesday, January twenty-third, the
commander and Hans, with the dog-team, turned
their faces toward the Esquimo. All went well
for a while, until hope rose of accomplishing the
journey, getting savory walrus, and cheering their
sinking comrades. Suddenly, Big Yellow, in spite
of nice puppy soup, gave out, and went into convulsions.
Toodla, the next best animal, failed
soon after. The moon went down, and the dark
night was upon the beset but not confounded
heroes. Groping for the ice-foot, they trudged
fourteen wretched hours, and reached the old
<i>igloë</i> at Anoatok. The inevitable storm arose,
with its burden of snow driven by a strange,
moistening southeast wind, burying the hut deep
and warm. The temperature rose seventy degrees!
An oppressive sensation attacked Dr.
Kane and Hans, and alarming symptoms were developed.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</SPAN></span>
Water ran down from the roof, the
doctor's sleeping bag of furs was saturated, and
his luxurious eider down, God's wonderful cold
defier, was "a wet swab."</p>
<p>After two days in this comfortless hut, the storm
having subsided, they once again pushed toward
Etah! Their sick, failing comrades were the spur
to this desperate effort. But it was in vain, for
the deep, moist snow, the hummocks and the wind,
defied even desperate courage. They returned to
the hut and spent another wretched night.</p>
<p>In the morning, in spite of short provisions, exhaustion,
continued snowing, they climbed the
ice-foot, and for four haltless hours faced toward
the Esquimo! But in vain. Dr. Kane says: "My
poor Esquimo, Hans, adventurous and buoyant
as he was, began to cry like a child. Sick, worn
out, strength gone, dogs fast and floundering, I am
not ashamed to admit that, as I thought of the
sick men on board, my own equanimity was at
fault."</p>
<p>Dr. Kane scrambled up a familiar hill that was
near and reconnoitered. He was delighted to see,
winding among the hummocks, a level way! He
called Hans to see it. With fresh dogs and fresh
supplies, they could certainly reach Etah. So,
after another night at the hut, they returned to
the brig, comforting the sick with the assurance
that success would come on the next trial.</p>
<p>The month closed with only five effective men,
including the commander, and of these some were
about as much sick as well. Dr. Kane could not<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</SPAN></span>
be spared from his patients, so, February third,
Petersen and Hans tried another Etah adventure.
In three days they returned, with a sorrowful tale
from poor Petersen of heroic efforts ending in exhaustion
and defeat.</p>
<p>But God always sent many rays of light through
the densest darkness besetting our explorers to
cheer them and inspire hope. The yellow tints
of coming sunlight were at noonday faintly painted
on the horizon. The rabbits prophesied the
spring by appearing abroad, and two were shot.
They yielded a pint of raw blood, which the sickest
drank as a grateful cordial. Their flesh was
also eaten raw, and with great thankfulness.</p>
<p>Following these moments of comfort came a
dismal and anxious night. Thick clouds over-spread
the sky, a heavy mist rendered the darkness
appalling, followed by a drifting snow and a
fearful storm. The wind howled and shrieked
through the rigging of the helpless, battered brig,
as if in mockery of her condition and the sufferings
of her inmates. Goodfellow had gone inland
with his gun during the brief day, and had not
returned. Roman candles and bluelights were
burned to guide him homeward. Altogether it
was a night to excite the superstitious fears of the
sailors, and they proved to be not beyond the
reach of such fears. Tom Hickey, the cook, having
been on deck while the gale was in its full
strength, to peer into the darkness for him, ran
below declaring that he had seen Goodfellow moving
cautiously along the land-ice and jump down<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</SPAN></span>
on the floe. He hurried up his supper to give the
tired messmate a warm welcome, but no one came.
Dr. Kane went out with a lantern, looked carefully
around for some hundreds of yards, but found no
fresh footsteps. Tom seriously insisted that he
had seen Goodfellow's apparition!</p>
<p>Such was the state of things when one of the
sailors went on deck. There was hanging in the
rigging an old seal-skin bag containing the remnant
of the ship's furs. Its ghostly appearance in
ordinary darkness had been the occasion of much
jesting. Now, to the excited imagination of the
sailor, it pounded the mast like the gloved fist of
a giant boxer, glowed with a ghastly light, and
muttered to him an unearthly story. He did not
stop to converse with it, but hastened below with
the expression of his fears. His messmates laughed
and jeered at his tale, but their merriment was but
the whistling to inspire their own courage.</p>
<p>The morning came and so did Goodfellow, none
the worse for his night's experience. The storm
subsided, Hans killed three rabbits, they all tasted
a little and felt better, and the seal-skin bag was
never known from that time to utter a word.
<i>Fears</i> may endure for a night but joy cometh in
the morning! Dr. Kane devoutly remarks: "See
how often relief has come at the moment of extremity;
see, still more, how the back has been
strengthened to its increasing burden, and the
heart cheered by some unconscious influence of
an unseen <span class="smcap">Power</span>."</p>
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