<h2 id="id01661" style="margin-top: 4em">XXVI</h2>
<p id="id01662" style="margin-top: 2em">About ten o'clock on the night of Olive's elopement, Alice knocked
tremblingly at her mother's door.</p>
<p id="id01663">'Mother,' she said, 'Olive is not in her room, nor yet in the house; I
have looked for her everywhere.'</p>
<p id="id01664">'She is downstairs with her father in the studio,' said Mrs. Barton;
and, signing to her daughter to be silent, she led her out of hearing of
Barnes, who was folding and putting some dresses away in the wardrobe.</p>
<p id="id01665">'I have been down to the studio,' Alice replied in a whisper.</p>
<p id="id01666">'Then I am afraid she has run away with Captain Hibbert. But we shall
gain nothing by sending men out with lanterns and making a fuss; by this
time she is well on her way to Dublin. She might have done better than
Captain Hibbert, but she might also have done worse. She will write to
us in a few days to tell us that she is married, and to beg of us to
forgive her.'</p>
<p id="id01667">And that night Mrs. Barton slept even more happily, with her mind more
completely at rest, than usual; whereas Alice, fevered with doubt and
apprehension, lay awake. At seven o'clock she was at her window,
watching the grey morning splinter into sunlight over the quiet fields.
Through the mist the gamekeeper came, and another man, carrying a woman
between them, and the suspicion that her sister might have been killed
in an agrarian outrage gripped her heart like an iron hand. She ran
downstairs, and, rushing across the gravel, opened the wicket-gate.
Olive was moaning with pain, but her moans were a sweet reassurance in
Alice's ears, and without attempting to understand the man's story of
how Miss Olive had sprained her ankle in crossing the stile in their
wood, and how he had found her as he was going his rounds, she gave the
man five shillings, thanked him, and sent him away. Barnes and the
butler then carried Olive upstairs, and in the midst of much confusion
Mr. Barton rode down the avenue in quest of Dr. Reed—galloped down the
avenue, his pale hair blowing in the breeze.</p>
<p id="id01668">'I wish you had come straight to me,' said Mrs. Barton to Alice, as soon
as Barnes had left the room. 'We'd have got her upstairs between us, and
then we might have told any story we liked about her illness.'</p>
<p id="id01669">'But the Lawlers' gamekeeper would know all about it.'</p>
<p id="id01670">'Ah, yes, that's true. I never heard of anything so unfortunate in my
life. An elopement is never very respectable, but an elopement that does
not succeed, when the girl comes home again, is just as bad as—I cannot
think how Olive could have managed to meet Captain Hibbert and arrange
all this business, without my finding it out. I feel sure she must have
had the assistance of a third party. I feel certain that all this is
Barnes's doing. I am beginning to hate that woman, with her perpetual
smile, but it won't do to send her away now; we must wait.' And on these
words Mrs. Barton approached the bed.</p>
<p id="id01671">Shaken with sudden fits of shivering, and her teeth chattering, Olive
lay staring blindly at her mother and sister. Her eyes were expressive
at once of fear and pain.</p>
<p id="id01672">'And now, my own darling, will you tell me how all this happened?'</p>
<p id="id01673">'Oh, not now, mother—not now . . . I don't know; I couldn't help it. . . .<br/>
You mustn't scold me, I feel too ill to bear it.'<br/></p>
<p id="id01674">'I am not thinking of scolding you, dearest, and you need not tell me<br/>
anything you do not like. . . . I know you were going to run away with<br/>
Captain Hibbert, and met with an accident crossing the stile in the<br/>
Lawler Wood.'<br/></p>
<p id="id01675">'Oh, yes, yes; I met that horrid woman, Mrs. Lawler; she knew all about
it, and was waiting for me at the stile. She said lots of dreadful
things to me . . . I don't remember what; that she had more right to
Edward than I—'</p>
<p id="id01676">'Never mind, dear; don't agitate yourself thinking of what she said.'</p>
<p id="id01677">'And then, as I tried to pass her, she pushed me and I fell, and hurt my
ankle so badly that I could not get up; and she taunted me, and she said
she could not help me home because we were not on visiting terms. And I
lay in that dreadful wood all night. But I can't speak any more, I feel
too ill; and I never wish to see Edward again. . . . The pain of my ankle
is something terrible.'</p>
<p id="id01678">Mrs. Barton looked at Alice expressively, and she whispered in her ear:</p>
<p id="id01679">'This is all Barnes's doing, but we cannot send her away. . . . We must put
a bold face on it, and brave it out.'</p>
<p id="id01680">Dr. Reed was announced.</p>
<p id="id01681">'Oh, how do you do, doctor? . . . It is so good of you to come at once.
. . . We were afraid Mr. Barton would not find you at home. I am afraid
that Olive has sprained her foot badly. Last night she went out for a
walk rather late in the evening, and, in endeavouring to cross a stile,
she slipped and hurt herself so badly that she was unable to return
home, and lay exposed for several hours to the heavy night dews. I am
afraid she has caught a severe cold. . . . She has been shivering.'</p>
<p id="id01682">'Can I see her foot?'</p>
<p id="id01683">'Certainly. Olive, dear, will you allow Dr. Reed to see your ankle?'</p>
<p id="id01684">'Oh, take care, mamma; you are hurting me!' shrieked the girl, as Mrs.
Barton removed the bedclothes. At this moment a knock was heard at the
door.</p>
<p id="id01685">'Who on earth is this?' cried Mrs. Barton. 'Alice, will you go and see?<br/>
Say that I am engaged, and can attend to nothing now.'<br/></p>
<p id="id01686">When Alice returned to the bedside she drew her mother imperatively
towards the window. 'Captain Hibbert is waiting in the drawing-room. He
says he must see you.'</p>
<p id="id01687">At the mention of Captain Hibbert's name Mrs. Barton's admirably
governed temper showed signs of yielding: her face contracted and she
bit her lips.</p>
<p id="id01688">'You must go down and see him. Tell him that Olive is very ill and that
the doctor is with her. And mind you, you must not answer any questions.
Say that I cannot see him, but that I am greatly surprised at his
forcing his way into my house after what has passed between us; that I
hope he will never intrude himself upon us again; that I cannot have my
daughter's life endangered, and that, if he insists on persecuting us, I
shall have to write to his Colonel.'</p>
<p id="id01689">'Do you not think that father would be the person to make such
explanations?'</p>
<p id="id01690">'You know your father could not be trusted to talk sensibly for five
minutes—at least,' she said, correcting herself, 'on anything that did
not concern painting or singing. . . . But,' she continued, following her
daughter to the door, 'on second thoughts I do not think it would be
advisible to bring matters to a crisis. . . . I do not know how this affair
will affect Olive's chances, and if he is anxious to marry her I do not
see why he should not; . . . she may not be able to get any better. So you
had better, I think, put him off—pretend that we are very angry, and
get him to promise not to try to see or to write to Olive until, let us
say, the end of the year. It will only make him more keen on her.'</p>
<p id="id01691">When Alice opened the drawing-room door Captain Hibbert rushed forward;
his soft eyes were bright with excitement, and his tall figure was
thrown into a beautiful pose when he stopped.</p>
<p id="id01692">'Oh, I beg your pardon. Miss Barton. I had expected your sister.'</p>
<p id="id01693">'My sister is very ill in bed, and the doctor is with her.'</p>
<p id="id01694">'Ill in bed!'</p>
<p id="id01695">'Yes, she sprained her ankle last night in attempting to cross the stile
in the wood at the end of our lawn.'</p>
<p id="id01696">'Oh, that was the reason . . . then . . . Can I see your sister for a few
minutes?'</p>
<p id="id01697">'It is quite impossible; and my mother desires me to say that she is
very much surprised that you should come here. . . . We know all about your
attempt to induce Olive to leave her home.'</p>
<p id="id01698">'Then she has told you? But if you knew how I love her, you would not
blame me. What else could I do? Your mother would not let me see her,
and she was very unhappy at home; you did not know this, but I did, and
if luck hadn't been against me—Ah! but what's the use in talking of
luck; luck was against me, or she would have been my wife now. And what
a little thing suffices to blight a man's happiness in life; what a
little, oh, what a little!' he said, speaking in a voice full of
bitterness; and he buried his face in his hands.</p>
<p id="id01699">Alice's eyes as she looked at him were expressive of her thoughts—they
beamed at once with pity and admiration. He was but the ordinary
handsome young man that in England nature seems to reproduce in
everlasting stereotype. Long graceful legs, clad in tight-fitting
trousers, slender hips rising architecturally to square wide shoulders,
a thin strong neck and a tiny head—yes, a head so small that an artist
would at once mark off eight on his sheet of double elephant. And now he
lay over the back of a chair weeping like a child; in the intensity of
his grief he was no longer commonplace; and as Alice looked at this
superb animal thrown back in a superb abandonment of pose, her heart
filled with the natural pity that the female feels always for the male
in distress, and the impulse within her was to put her arms about him
and console him; and then she understood her sister's passion for him,
and her mind formulated it thus: 'How handsome he is! Any girl would
like a man like that.' And as Alice surrendered herself to those
sensuous, or rather romantic feelings, her nature quickened to a sense
of pleasure, and she grew gentler with him, and was glad to listen while
he sobbed out his sorrows to her.</p>
<p id="id01700">'Oh, why,' he exclaimed, 'did she fall over that thrice-accursed stile!
In five minutes more we would have been in each other's arms, and for
ever. I had a couple of the best post-horses in Gort; they'd have taken
us to Athenry in a couple of hours, and then—Oh! what luck, what
luck!'</p>
<p id="id01701">'But do you not know that Olive met Mrs. Lawler in the wood, and that it
was she who—'</p>
<p id="id01702">'What do you say? You don't mean to tell me that it was Mrs. Lawler who
prevented Olive from meeting me? Oh, what beasts, what devils women
are,' he said; 'and the worst of it is that one cannot be even with
them, and they know it. If you only knew,' he said, turning almost
fiercely upon Alice, 'how I loved your sister, you would pity me; but I
suppose it is all over now. Is she very ill?'</p>
<p id="id01703">'We don't know yet. She has sprained her ankle very badly, and is
shivering terribly; she was lying out all night in the wet wood.'</p>
<p id="id01704">He did not answer at once. He walked once or twice up and down the room,
and then he said, taking Alice's hand in his, 'Will you be a friend to
me, Miss Barton?' He could get no further, for tears were rolling down
his cheeks.</p>
<p id="id01705">Alice looked at him tenderly; she was much touched by the manifestation
of his love, and at the end of a long silence she said:</p>
<p id="id01706">'Now, Captain Hibbert, I want you to listen to me. Don't cry any more,
but listen.'</p>
<p id="id01707">'I dare say I look a great fool.'</p>
<p id="id01708">'No, indeed you do not,' she answered; and then in kindly worded phrases
she told him that, at least for the present, he must not attempt to
correspond with Olive. 'Give me your word of honour that you will
neither write nor speak to her for, let us say, six months, and I will
promise to be your friend.'</p>
<p id="id01709">'I will do anything you ask me to do, but will you in return promise to
write and tell me how she is getting on, and if she is in any danger?'</p>
<p id="id01710">'I think I can promise to do that; I will write and tell you how Olive
is in a few days. Now we must say good-bye; and you will not forget your
promise to me, as I shall not forget mine to you.'</p>
<p id="id01711">When Alice went upstairs, Dr. Reed and Mrs. Barton were talking on the
landing.</p>
<p id="id01712">'And what do you think, doctor?' asked the anxious mother.</p>
<p id="id01713">'It is impossible to say. She has evidently received a severe nervous
shock, and this and the exposure to which she was subjected may develop
into something serious. You will give her that Dover's powder to-night,
and you will see that she has absolute quiet and rest. Have you got a
reliable nurse?'</p>
<p id="id01714">'Yes, the young ladies have a maid; I think Barnes can be trusted to
carry out your orders, doctor.'</p>
<p id="id01715">'Oh, mamma, I hope you will allow me to nurse my sister; I should not
like to leave her in charge of a servant.'</p>
<p id="id01716">'I am afraid you are not strong enough, dear.'</p>
<p id="id01717">'Oh, yes, I am; am I not strong enough, doctor?'</p>
<p id="id01718">Dr. Reed looked for a moment steadily at Alice. 'Your sister will,' he
said, 'require a good deal of looking after. But if you will not overdo
it, I think you seem quite strong enough to nurse her. But you must not
sit up at night with her too regularly; you must share the labour with
someone.'</p>
<p id="id01719">'She will do that with me,' said Mrs. Barton, speaking more kindly,<br/>
Alice thought, than she had ever heard her speak before.<br/></p>
<p id="id01720">Then a wailing voice was heard calling to Alice.</p>
<p id="id01721">'Go in and see what she wants, dear, but you will not encourage her to
talk much; the doctor does not wish it.'</p>
<p id="id01722">The room did not look the same to Alice as it had ever looked before.
Her eyes fell on the Persian rugs laid between the two white beds and
the tall glass in the wardrobe where Olive wasted half-an-hour every
evening, examining her beauty. Would she ever do so again? Now a broken
reflection of feverish eyes and blonde hair was what remained. The white
curtains of the chimneypiece had been drawn aside, a bright fire was
burning, and Barnes was removing a foot-pan of hot water.</p>
<p id="id01723">'Sit down here by me, Alice; I want to talk to you.'</p>
<p id="id01724">'The doctor has forbidden you to talk, dear; he says you must have
perfect rest and quiet.'</p>
<p id="id01725">'I must talk a little to you; if I didn't I should go mad.'</p>
<p id="id01726">'Well, what is it, dear?'</p>
<p id="id01727">'I will tell you presently,' said the sick girl, glancing at Barnes.</p>
<p id="id01728">'You can tidy up the room afterwards, Barnes; Miss Olive wants to talk
to me now.'</p>
<p id="id01729">'Oh, Alice, tell me,' cried the girl, when the servant had left the
room, 'I don't want to ask mamma—she won't tell me the exact truth; but
you will. Tell me what the doctor said. . . . Did he say I was going to
die?'</p>
<p id="id01730">'Going to die? Olive, who ever heard of such a thing? You really must
not give way to such fancies.'</p>
<p id="id01731">'Well, tell me what he said.'</p>
<p id="id01732">'He said that you had received a severe nervous shock, that you had been
subjected to several hours' exposure, that you must take great care of
yourself, and, above all, have perfect rest and quiet, and not excite
yourself, and not talk.'</p>
<p id="id01733">'Is that all he said? Then he cannot know how ill I feel; perhaps I
ought to see another doctor. But I don't believe anyone could do me much
good. Oh, I feel wretchedly ill, and somehow I seem to know I am going
to die! It would be very horrible to die; but young girls no older than
I have died—have been cut off in the beginning of their life. And we
have seen nothing of life, only a few balls and parties. It would be
terrible to die so soon. When Violet carried off the Marquis I felt so
bitterly ashamed that I thought I would have liked to die; but not
now—now I know that Edward loves me I would not care to die; it would
be terrible to die before I was married. Wouldn't it, Alice? . . . But you
don't answer me; did you never think about death?'</p>
<p id="id01734">Then, as the thin wailing voice sank into her ears, Alice started from
her dreams, and she strove to submit her attention to her sister.</p>
<p id="id01735">'Yes, dear, of course I have. Death is, no doubt, a very terrible thing,
but we can do no good by thinking of it.'</p>
<p id="id01736">'Oh yes, we should, Alice, for this is not the only world—there is
another and a better one; and, as mamma says, and as religion says, we
are only here to try and get a good place in it. You are surprised to
hear me speak like this; you think I never think of anything but the
colour of a bonnet-string, but I do.'</p>
<p id="id01737">'I am sure you do, Olive; I never doubted it; but I wish you would now
do what the doctor orders, and refrain from talking and exciting
yourself, and try and get well. You may then think of death and other
gloomy things as much as you like.'</p>
<p id="id01738">'You don't understand, Alice; one can't think of death, then—one has so
much else to think of; one is so taken up with other ideas. It is only
when one is ill that one really begins to see what life is. You have
never been ill, and you don't know how terribly near death seems to have
come—very near. Perhaps I ought to see the priest; it would be just as
well, just in case I should die. Don't you think so?'</p>
<p id="id01739">'I don't think there is any more danger of your dying now than there was
a month ago, dear, and I am sure you can have nothing on your mind that
demands immediate confession,' she said, her voice trembling a little.</p>
<p id="id01740">'Oh yes, I have, Alice, and a very great deal; I have been very wicked.'</p>
<p id="id01741">'Very wicked!'</p>
<p id="id01742">'Well, I know you aren't pious, Alice, and perhaps you don't believe
there is harm in such things, but I do; and I know it was very wrong,
and perhaps a mortal sin, to try to run away with Edward. But I loved
him so very dearly, and I was so tired of staying at home and being
taken out to parties. And when you are in love with a man you forget
everything. At least I did; and when he asked to kiss me I couldn't
refuse. You won't tell anyone, Alice dear, that I told you this.' Alice
shook her head, and Olive continued, in spite of all that the doctor had
said:</p>
<p id="id01743">'But you don't know how lonely I feel at home; you never feel lonely, I
dare say, for you only think of your books and papers, and don't realize
what a disgrace it would be if I didn't marry, and after all the trouble
that mamma has taken. But I don't know what will become of me now. I'm
going to be dreadfully ill, and when I get well I shall be pretty no
longer; I am sure I am looking wretchedly. I must see myself—fetch the
glass, Alice, Alice.'</p>
<p id="id01744">Olive lay whining and calling for her sister, and when Dr. Reed came he
ordered several inches of the pale silky hair to be cut away and a cold
lotion to be applied to the forehead, and some sliced lemons were given
to her to suck.</p>
<p id="id01745">The clear blue eyes were dull, the breathing quick, the skin dry and
hot; and on the following day four leeches had to be applied to her
ankle. They relieved her somewhat, and, when she had taken her draught,
she sank to sleep. But as the night grew denser, Alice was suddenly
awakened by someone speaking wildly in her ear: 'Take me away, dear! I
am sick of home; I want to get away from all these spiteful girls. I
know they are laughing at me because Violet cut me out with the Marquis.
We shall be married, shan't we, the moment we arrive in Dublin? It's
horrible to be married at the registrar's, but it's better than not
being married at all. But do you think they will catch us up? It would
be dreadful to be taken back home, I couldn't bear it. Oh, do drive on;
we don't seem to be moving. You see that strange tree on the right, we
haven't passed it yet; I don't think we ever shall. Whip up that bay
horse; don't you see he is turning round, wants to go back? I am sure
that this isn't the road; that man at the corner told you a lie. I know
he was mocking at us—I saw it in his eye. . . . Look, look, Edward! Oh,
look—it is papa, or Lord Dungory, I can't tell which, he won't lift his
cloak.' And then the vision would fade, and she would fancy herself in
the wood, arguing once again with Mrs. Lawler. 'No, what you say isn't
true; he never loved you. How could he? You are an old woman. Let me
pass—let me pass. Why do you speak to me? We don't visit, we never did
visit you. No; it was not at our house you met Edward. You were on the
streets; and Edward shall not, he could not, think of running away with
you—will you, darling? Oh, help me, help me out of this dreadful wood.
I want to go home, but I can't walk. That terrible bird is still
watching me, and I dare not pass that tree till you drive it away.'</p>
<p id="id01746">The two beds, with their white curtains and brass crowns, showed through
the pale obscurity, broken only by the red-glowing basin where a
night-light burnt, and the long tongues of flame that the blazing peat
scattered from time to time across the darkened ceiling. The solitude of
the sleeping house grew momentarily more intense in Alice's brain, and
she trembled as she strove to soothe her sister, and covered the hot
feverish arms over with the bedclothes.</p>
<p id="id01747">'What sort of night has Olive had?' Mrs. Barton asked when she came in
about eight.</p>
<p id="id01748">'Not a very quiet one; I am afraid she's a little delirious.'</p>
<p id="id01749">'Dr. Reed promised to be here early. How do you feel, dear?' Mrs. Barton
asked, leaning over the bed.</p>
<p id="id01750">'Oh, very ill; I can scarcely breathe, and I have such a pain in my
side.'</p>
<p id="id01751">'Your lips look very sore, dear; do they hurt you?'—Olive only moaned
dismally—and, looking anxiously at her elder daughter, she said:</p>
<p id="id01752">'And you, too, Alice, are not looking well. You are tired, and mustn't
sit up another night with your sister. To-night I'll take your place.'</p>
<p id="id01753">'Oh, mother, no! I assure you it is a pleasure to me to nurse Olive. I
am very well indeed; do not think about me.'</p>
<p id="id01754">'Indeed, I will think about you, and you must do as I tell you. I'll
look after Olive, and you must try and get a good night's rest We will
take it in turns to nurse her. And now come down to breakfast. Barnes,
you'll not think of leaving Miss Olive until we come back; and, if any
change occurs, ring for me immediately.'</p>
<p id="id01755">When Dr. Reed arrived, Alice was again sitting by the bedside.</p>
<p id="id01756">'And how is our patient to-day?'</p>
<p id="id01757">'I cannot say she is any better; she has a distressing cough, and last
night I am afraid she was a little delirious.'</p>
<p id="id01758">'Ah, you say the cough is distressing?'</p>
<p id="id01759">'I am afraid I must call it distressing; is that a very bad sign?'</p>
<p id="id01760">'Probably there is not much wrong, but it would be better to ascertain
the condition of the patient, and then we may be able to do something to
relieve her.'</p>
<p id="id01761">The doctor drew a stethoscope from his pocket, and they lifted the
patient into a sitting position.</p>
<p id="id01762">'I should like to examine her chest;' and his fingers moved to unfasten
her night-gown.</p>
<p id="id01763">'Don't expose me,' she murmured feebly.</p>
<p id="id01764">'Now, Olive dear, remember it is only the doctor; let him examine you.'</p>
<p id="id01765">Olive's eyes were a dull filmy blue, the lips were covered with sores,
and there was a redness over the cheekbones—not the hectic flush of
phthisis, but a dusky redness. And the patient was so weak that during
the stethoscopic examination her head fell from side to side as she was
moved, and when the doctor pressed her right side her moans were
pregnant with pain.</p>
<p id="id01766">'Now let me see the tongue. Dry and parched.'</p>
<p id="id01767">'Shall I die, doctor?' the girl asked feebly and plaintively as she sank
amidst the pillows.</p>
<p id="id01768">'Die! no, not if you take care of yourself and do what you are told.'</p>
<p id="id01769">'But tell me, Dr. Reed,' Alice asked. 'You can tell me the truth.'</p>
<p id="id01770">'She'll get well if she takes care of herself. It is impossible to say.<br/>
No one can predict the turn pneumonia will take.'<br/></p>
<p id="id01771">'Pneumonia! What is that?'</p>
<p id="id01772">'Congestion of the lungs, or rather an advanced stage of it. It is more
common in men than in women, and it is the consequence of long exposure
to wet and cold.'</p>
<p id="id01773">'Is it very dangerous?'</p>
<p id="id01774">'Very; and now let me tell you that it is all-important that the
temperature of the room should not be allowed to vary. I attended a case
of it some three or four miles from here, but the damp of the cabin was
so great that it was impossible to combat the disease. The cottage, or
rather hovel, was built on the edge of a soft spongy bog, and so wet was
it that the woman had to sweep the water every morning from the floor,
where it collected in great pools. I am now going to visit an evicted
family, who are living in a partially roofed shed fenced up by the
roadside. The father is down with fever, and lies shivering, with
nothing to drink but cold water. His wife told me that last week it
rained so heavily that she had to get up three times in the night to
wring the sheets out.'</p>
<p id="id01775">'And why were they evicted?'</p>
<p id="id01776">'Oh, that is a long story; but it is a singularly characteristic one. In
the first place, he was an idle fellow; he got into difficulties and
owed his landlord three years' rent. Then he got into bad hands, and was
prevented from coming to terms with his landlord. There was a lot of
jobbing going on between the priest and the village grocer, and finally
it was arranged that the latter should pay off the existing debt if the
landlord could be forced into letting him the farm at a "fair rent,"
that is to say, thirty per cent reduction on the old rent. In
recognition of his protecting influence, the priest was to take a third
of the farm off the grocer's hands, and the two were then to conjointly
rack-rent poor Murphy for the remaining third portion, which he would be
allowed to retain for a third of the original rent; but the National
League heard of their little tricks, and now the farm is boycotted, and
Murphy is dying in the ditch for the good of his <i>counthry</i>.'</p>
<p id="id01777">'I thought boycotting was ended, that the League had lost all power.'</p>
<p id="id01778">'It has and it hasn't. Sometimes a man takes a farm and keeps it in
defiance of his neighbours; sometimes they hunt him out of it. It is
hard to come to a conclusion, for when in one district you hear of rents
being paid and boycotted farms letting freely, in another, only a few
miles away, the landlords are giving reductions, and there are farms
lying waste that no one dare look at. In my opinion the fire is only
smouldering, and when the Coercion Act expires the old organization will
rise up as strong and as triumphant as before. This is a time of respite
for both parties.'</p>
<p id="id01779">The conversation then came to a sudden pause. Alice felt it would be out
of place for her to speak her sympathies for the Nationalistic cause,
and she knew it would be unfair to lead the doctor to express his. So at
the end of a long silence, during which each divined the other's
thoughts, she said:</p>
<p id="id01780">'I suppose you see a great deal of the poor and the miseries they
endure?'</p>
<p id="id01781">'I have had good opportunities of studying them. Before I came here I
spent ten years in the poorest district in Donegal. I am sure there
wasn't a gentleman's house within fifteen miles of me.'</p>
<p id="id01782">'And didn't you feel very lonely?'</p>
<p id="id01783">'Yes, I did, but one gets so used to solitude that to return to the
world, after having lived long in the atmosphere of one's own thoughts,
is painful. The repugnance that grows on those who live alone to hearing
their fellow-creatures express their ideas is very remarkable. It must
be felt to be understood; and I have often wondered how it was that I
never met it in a novel.'</p>
<p id="id01784">'It would be very difficult to write. Do you ever read fiction?'</p>
<p id="id01785">'Yes, and enjoy it. In my little home amid the northern bogs, I used to
look forward when I had finished writing, to reading a story.'</p>
<p id="id01786">'What were you writing?'</p>
<p id="id01787">'A book.'</p>
<p id="id01788">'A book!' exclaimed Alice, looking suddenly pleased and astonished.</p>
<p id="id01789">'Yes, but not a work of fiction—I am afraid I am too prosaic an
individual for that—a medical work.'</p>
<p id="id01790">'And have you finished your book?'</p>
<p id="id01791">'Yes, it is finished, and I am glad to say it is in the hands of a
London publisher. We have not yet agreed about the price, but I hope and
believe that, directly and indirectly, it will lead to putting me into a
small London practice.'</p>
<p id="id01792">'And then you will leave us?'</p>
<p id="id01793">'I am afraid so. There are many friends I shall miss—that I shall be
very sorry to leave, but—'</p>
<p id="id01794">'Oh, of course it would not do to miss such a chance.'</p>
<p id="id01795">They fell to discussing the patient, and when the doctor left, Alice
proceeded to carry out his instructions concerning the patient, and,
these being done, she sat down by the bedside and continued her thoughts
of him with a sense of pleasure. She remembered that she had always
liked him. Yes, it was a liking that dated as far back as the spinsters'
ball at Ballinasloe. He was the only man there in whom she had taken the
slightest interest. They were sitting together on the stairs when that
poor fellow was thrown down and had his leg broken. She remembered how
she had enjoyed meeting him at tennis-parties, and how often she had
walked away with him from the players through the shrubberies; and above
all she could not forget—it was a long sweet souvenir—the beautiful
afternoon she had spent with him, sitting on the rock, the day of the
picnic at Kinvarra Castle. She had forgotten, or rather she had never
noticed, that he was a short, thick-set, middle-aged man, that he wore
mutton-chop whiskers, and that his lips were overhung by a long dark
moustache. His manners were those of an unpolished and somewhat
commonplace man. But while she thought of his grey eyes her heart was
thrilled with gladness, and as she dreamed of his lonely life of labour
and his ultimate hopes of success, all her old sorrows and fears seemed
to have evaporated. Then suddenly and with the unexpectedness of an
apparition the question presented itself: Did she like him better than
Harding? Alice shrank from the unpleasantness of the thought, and did
not force herself to answer it, but busied herself with attending to her
sister's wants.</p>
<p id="id01796">While the dawn of Alice's happiness, Olive lay suffering in all the dire
humility of the flesh. Hourly her breathing grew shorter and more
hurried, her cough more frequent, and the expectoration that accompanied
it darker and thicker in colour. The beautiful eyes were now turgid and
dull, the lids hung heavily over a line of filmy blue, and a thick scaly
layer of bloody tenacious mucus persistently accumulated and covered the
tiny and once almost jewel-like teeth. For three or four days these
symptoms knew no abatement; and it was over this prostrated body,
weakened and humiliated by illness, that Alice and Dr. Reed read love in
each other's eyes, and it was about this poor flesh that their hands
were joined as they lifted Olive out of the recumbent position she had
slipped into, and built up the bowed-in pillows. And as it had once been
all Olive in Brookfield, it was now all Alice; the veil seemed suddenly
to have slipped from all eyes, and the exceeding worth of this plain
girl was at last recognized. Mrs. Barton's presence at the bedside did
not soothe the sufferer; she grew restless and demanded her sister. And
the illness continued, her life in the balance till the eighth day. It
was then that she took a turn for the better; the doctor pronounced her
out of danger, and two days after she lay watching Alice and Dr. Reed
talking in the window. 'Were they talking about her?' she asked herself.
She did not think they were. It seemed to her that each was interested
in the other. 'Laying plans,' the sick girl said to herself, 'for
themselves.' At these words her senses dimmed, and when she awoke she
had some difficulty in remembering what she had seen.</p>
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