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<h2><SPAN name="RETROSPECTION" id="RETROSPECTION"></SPAN>RETROSPECTION.</h2>
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<span class="i0">I'd wandered, for a week or more,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Through hills, and dells, and doleful green'ry,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Lodging at any carnal door,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Sustaining life on pork, and scenery.<br/></span>
<span class="i0">A weary scribe, I'd just let slip<br/></span>
<span class="i2">My collar, for a short vacation,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">And started on a walking trip,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">That cheapest form of dissipation—<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">And vilest, Oh! confess my pen,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">That I, prosaic, rather hate your<br/></span>
<span class="i0">"Ode to a Sky-lark" sort of men;<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I really am not fond of Nature.<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Mad longing for a decent meal<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And decent clothing overcame me;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">There came a blister on my heel—<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I gave it up; and who can blame me?<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0"><SPAN name="Page_2" id="Page_2"></SPAN>Then wrote my "Pulse of Nature's Heart,"<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Which I procured some little cash on,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">And quickly packed me to depart<br/></span>
<span class="i2">In search of "gilded haunts" of fashion,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Which I might puff at column rates,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">To please my host and meet my reckoning;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">"Base is the slave who"—hesitates<br/></span>
<span class="i2">When wealth, and pleasure both are beckoning.<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">I sought; I found. Among the swells<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I had my share of small successes,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Made languid love to languid belles<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And penn'd descriptions of their dresses.<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Ah! Millionairess Millicent,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">How fair you were! How you adored me!<br/></span>
<span class="i0">How many tender hours we spent—<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And, oh, beloved, how you bored me!<br/></span>
<span class="i0 smcap"><small>April, 1871.</small><br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">Is not that fragmentary bit<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Of my young verse a perfect prism,<br/></span>
<span class="i0"><SPAN name="Page_3" id="Page_3"></SPAN>Where worldly knowledge, pleasant wit,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">True humor, kindly cynicism,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Refracted by the frolic glass<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Of Fancy, play with change incessant?<br/></span>
<span class="i0 smcap"><small>June, 1874.</small><br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">Great Cæsar! What a sweet young ass<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I must have been, when adolescent!<br/></span>
<span class="i0 smcap"><small>August, 1886.</small><br/></span></div>
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