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<h3> CHAPTER 41 </h3>
<p>Happen what might in the world beyond her doors, Mrs. Cross led the
wonted life of domestic discomfort and querulousness. An interval there
had been this summer, a brief, uncertain interval, when something like
good-temper seemed to struggle with her familiar mood; it was the month
or two during which Norbert Franks resumed his friendly visitings.
Fallen out of Mrs. Cross's good graces since his failure to become her
tenant a couple of years ago, the artist had but to present himself
again to be forgiven, and when it grew evident that he came to the
house on Bertha's account, he rose into higher favour than ever. But
this promising state of things abruptly ended. One morning, Bertha,
with a twinkle in her eyes, announced the fact of Franks' marriage. Her
mother was stricken with indignant amaze.</p>
<p>"And you laugh about it?"</p>
<p>"It's so amusing," answered Bertha.</p>
<p>Mrs. Cross examined her daughter.</p>
<p>"I don't understand you," she exclaimed, in a tone of irritation. "I do
<i>not</i> understand you, Bertha! All I can say is, behaviour more
disgraceful I <i>never</i>—"</p>
<p>The poor lady's feelings were too much for her. She retreated to her
bedroom, and there passed the greater part of the day. But in the
evening curiosity overcame her sullenness. Having obtained as much
information about the artist's marriage as Bertha could give her, she
relieved herself in an acrimonious criticism of him and Miss Elvan.</p>
<p>"I never liked to say what I really thought of that girl," were her
concluding words. "Now your eyes are opened. Of course you'll never see
her again?"</p>
<p>"Why, mother?" asked Bertha. "I'm very glad she has married Mr. Franks.
I always hoped she would, and felt pretty sure of it."</p>
<p>"And you mean to be friends with them both?"</p>
<p>"Why not?—But don't let us talk about that," Bertha added
good-humouredly. "I should only vex you. There's something else I want
to tell you, something you'll really be amused to hear."</p>
<p>"Your ideas of amusement, Bertha—"</p>
<p>"Yes, yes, but listen. It's about Mr. Jollyman. Who do you think Mr.
Jollyman really is?"</p>
<p>Mrs. Cross heard the story with bent brows and lips severely set.</p>
<p>"And why didn't you tell me this before, pray?"</p>
<p>"I hardly know," answered the girl, thoughtfully, smiling. "Perhaps
because I waited to hear more to make the revelation more complete.
But—"</p>
<p>"And this," exclaimed Mrs. Cross, "is why you wouldn't go to the shop
yesterday?"</p>
<p>"Yes," was the frank reply. "I don't think I shall go again."</p>
<p>"And, pray, why not?"</p>
<p>Bertha was silent.</p>
<p>"There's one very disagreeable thing in your character, Bertha,"
remarked her mother severely, "and that is your habit of hiding and
concealing. To think that you found this out more than a week ago!
You're very, very unlike your father. <i>He</i> never kept a thing from me,
never for an hour. But you are always <i>full</i> of secrets. It isn't
nice—it isn't at all nice."</p>
<p>Since her husband's death Mrs. Cross had never ceased discovering his
virtues. When he lived, one of the reproaches with which she constantly
soured his existence was that of secretiveness. And Bertha, who knew
something and suspected more of the truth in this matter, never felt it
so hard to bear with her mother as when Mrs. Cross bestowed such
retrospective praise.</p>
<p>"I have thought it over," she said quietly, disregarding the reproof,
"and on the whole I had rather not go again to the shop."</p>
<p>Thereupon Mrs. Cross grew angry, and for half an hour clamoured as to
the disadvantage of leaving Jollyman's for another grocer's. In the end
she did not leave him, but either went to the shop herself or sent the
servant. Great was her curiosity regarding the disguised Mr. Warburton,
with whom, after a significant coldness, she gradually resumed her old
chatty relations. At length, one day in autumn, Bertha announced to her
that she could throw more light on the Jollyman mystery; she had learnt
the full explanation of Mr. Warburton's singular proceedings.</p>
<p>"From those people, I suppose?" said Mrs. Cross, who by this phrase
signified Mr. and Mrs. Franks. "Then I don't wish to hear one word of
it."</p>
<p>But as though she had not heard this remark, Bertha began her
narrative. She seemed to repeat what had been told her with a quiet
pleasure.</p>
<p>"Well, then," was her mother's comment, "after all, there's nothing
disgraceful."</p>
<p>"I never thought there was."</p>
<p>"Then why have you refused to enter his shop?"</p>
<p>"It was awkward," replied Bertha.</p>
<p>"No more awkward for you than for me," said Mrs. Cross. "But I've
noticed, Bertha, that you are getting rather selfish in some things—I
don't of course say in <i>everything</i>—and I think it isn't difficult to
guess where that comes from."</p>
<p>Soon after Christmas they were left, by a familiar accident, without a
servant; the girl who had been with them for the last six months
somehow contrived to get her box secretly out of the house and
disappeared (having just been paid her wages) without warning. Long and
loudly did Mrs. Cross rail against this infamous behaviour.</p>
<p>The next morning, a young woman came to the house and inquired for Mrs.
Cross; Bertha, who had opened the door, led her into the dining room,
and retired. Half an hour later, Mrs. Cross came into the parlour,
beaming.</p>
<p>"There now! If that wasn't a good idea! Who do you think sent that
girl, Bertha?—Mr. Jollyman."</p>
<p>Bertha kept silence.</p>
<p>"I had to go into the shop yesterday, and I happened to speak to Mr.
Jollyman of the trouble I had in finding a good servant. It occurred to
me that he <i>might</i> just possibly know of some one. He promised to make
inquiries, and here at once comes the nicest girl I've seen for a long
time. She had to leave her last place because it was too hard; just
fancy, a shop where she had to cook for sixteen people, and see to five
bedrooms; no wonder she broke down, poor thing. She's been resting for
a month or two: and she lives in the same house as a person named Mrs.
Hopper, who is the sister of the wife of Mr. Jollyman's assistant. And
she's quite content with fifteen pounds—quite."</p>
<p>As she listened, Bertha wrinkled her forehead, and grew rather absent.
She made no remark, until, after a long account of the virtues she had
already descried in Martha—this was the girl's name—Mrs. Cross added
that of course she must go at once and thank Mr. Jollyman.</p>
<p>"I suppose you still address him by that name?" fell from Bertha.</p>
<p>"That name? Why, I'd really almost forgotten that it wasn't his real
name. In any case, I couldn't use the other in the shop, could I?"</p>
<p>"Of course not; no."</p>
<p>"Now you speak of it, Bertha," pursued Mrs. Cross, "I wonder whether he
knows that I know who he is?"</p>
<p>"Certainly he does."</p>
<p>"When one thinks of it, wouldn't it be better, Bertha, for you to go to
the shop again now and then? I'm afraid the poor man may feel hurt. He
<i>must</i> have noticed that you never went again after that discovery, and
one really wouldn't like him to think that you were offended."</p>
<p>"Offended?" echoed the girl with a laugh. "Offended at what?"</p>
<p>"Oh, some people, you know, might think his behaviour strange—using a
name that's not his own, and—and so on."</p>
<p>"Some people might, no doubt. But the poor man, as you call him, is
probably quite indifferent as to what we think of him."</p>
<p>"Don't you think it would be well if you went in and just thanked him
for sending the servant?"</p>
<p>"Perhaps," replied Bertha, carelessly.</p>
<p>But she did not go to Mr. Jollyman's, and Mrs. Cross soon forgot the
suggestion.</p>
<p>Martha entered upon her duties, and discharged them with such zeal,
such docility, that her mistress never tired of lauding her. She was a
young woman of rather odd appearance; slim and meagre and red-headed,
with a never failing simper on her loose lips, and blue eyes that
frequently watered; she had somehow an air of lurking gentility in
faded youth. Undeniable as were the good qualities she put forth on
this scene of innumerable domestic failures, Bertha could not
altogether like her. Submissive to the point of slavishness, she had at
times a look which did not harmonize at all with this demeanour, a
something in her eyes disagreeably suggestive of mocking insolence.
Bertha particularly noticed this on the day after Martha had received
her first wages. Leave having been given her to go out in the afternoon
to make some purchases, she was rather late in returning, and Bertha,
meeting her as she entered, asked her to be as quick as possible in
getting tea; whereupon the domestic threw up her head and regarded the
speaker from under her eyelids with an extraordinary smile; then with a
"Yes, miss, this minute, miss" scampered upstairs to take her things
off. All that evening her behaviour was strange. As she waited at the
supper table she seemed to be subduing laughter, and in clearing away
she for the first time broke a plate; whereupon she burst into tears,
and begged forgiveness so long and so wearisomely that she had at last
to be ordered out of the room.</p>
<p>On the morrow all was well again; but Bertha could not help watching
that singular countenance, and the more she observed, the less she
liked it.</p>
<p>The more "willing" a servant the more toil did Mrs. Cross exact from
her. When occasions of rebuke or of dispute were lacking, the day would
have been long and wearisome for her had she not ceaselessly plied the
domestic drudge with tasks, and narrowly watched their execution. The
spectacle of this slave-driving was a constant trial to Bertha's
nerves; now and then she ventured a mild protest, but only with the
result of exciting her mother's indignation. In her mood of growing
moral discontent, Bertha began to ask herself whether acquiescence in
this sordid tyranny was not a culpable weakness, and one day early in
the year—a wretched day of east-wind—when she saw Martha perched on
an outer window-sill cleaning panes, she found the courage to utter
resolute disapproval.</p>
<p>"I don't understand you, Bertha," replied Mrs. Cross, the muscles of
her face quivering as they did when she felt her dignity outraged.
"What do we engage a servant for? Are the windows to get so dirty we
can't see through them?"</p>
<p>"They were cleaned not many days ago," said her daughter, "and I think
we could manage to see till the weather's less terrible."</p>
<p>"My dear, if we <i>managed</i> so as to give the servant no trouble at all,
the house would soon be in a pretty state. Be so good as not to
interfere. It's really an extraordinary thing that as soon as I find a
girl who almost suits me, you begin to try to spoil her. One would
think you took a pleasure in making my life miserable—"</p>
<p>Overwhelmed with floods of reproach, Bertha had either to combat or to
retreat. Again her nerves failed her, and she left the room.</p>
<p>At dinner that day there was a roast leg of mutton, and, as her habit
was, Mrs. Cross carved the portion which Martha was to take away for
herself. One very small and very thin slice, together with one
unwholesome little potato, represented the servant's meal. As soon as
the door had closed, Bertha spoke in an ominously quiet voice.</p>
<p>"Mother, this won't do. I am very sorry to annoy you, but if you call
that a dinner for a girl who works hard ten or twelve hours a day, I
don't. How she supports life, I can't understand. You have only to look
into her face to see she's starving. I can bear the sight of it no
longer."</p>
<p>This time she held firm. The conflict lasted for half an hour, during
which Mrs. Cross twice threatened to faint. Neither of them ate
anything, and in the end Bertha saw herself, if not defeated, at all
events no better off than at the beginning, for her mother clung
fiercely to authority, and would obviously live in perpetual strife
rather than yield an inch. For the next two days domestic life was very
unpleasant indeed; mother and daughter exchanged few words; meanwhile
Martha was tasked, if possible, more vigorously than ever, and fed
mysteriously, meals no longer doled out to her under Bertha's eyes. The
third morning brought another crisis.</p>
<p>"I have a letter from Emily," said Bertha at breakfast, naming a friend
of hers who lived in the far north of London. "I'm going to see her
to-day."</p>
<p>"Very well," answered Mrs. Cross, between rigid lips.</p>
<p>"She says that in the house where she lives, there's a bed-sitting-room
to let. I think, mother, it might be better for me to take it."</p>
<p>"You will do just as you please, Bertha."</p>
<p>"I shall have dinner to-day with Emily, and be back about tea-time."</p>
<p>"I have no doubt," replied Mrs. Cross, "that Martha will be so obliging
as to have tea ready for you. If she doesn't feel <i>strong</i> enough, of
course I will see to it myself."</p>
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