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<h3> CHAPTER XII </h3>
<h3> "It was Dreadful in the Forest" </h3>
<p>I have said—or perhaps I have not said, for my memory plays me sad
tricks these days—that I glowed with pride when three such men as my
comrades thanked me for having saved, or at least greatly helped, the
situation. As the youngster of the party, not merely in years, but in
experience, character, knowledge, and all that goes to make a man, I
had been overshadowed from the first. And now I was coming into my
own. I warmed at the thought. Alas! for the pride which goes before a
fall! That little glow of self-satisfaction, that added measure of
self-confidence, were to lead me on that very night to the most
dreadful experience of my life, ending with a shock which turns my
heart sick when I think of it.</p>
<p>It came about in this way. I had been unduly excited by the adventure
of the tree, and sleep seemed to be impossible. Summerlee was on
guard, sitting hunched over our small fire, a quaint, angular figure,
his rifle across his knees and his pointed, goat-like beard wagging
with each weary nod of his head. Lord John lay silent, wrapped in the
South American poncho which he wore, while Challenger snored with a
roll and rattle which reverberated through the woods. The full moon
was shining brightly, and the air was crisply cold. What a night for a
walk! And then suddenly came the thought, "Why not?" Suppose I stole
softly away, suppose I made my way down to the central lake, suppose I
was back at breakfast with some record of the place—would I not in
that case be thought an even more worthy associate? Then, if Summerlee
carried the day and some means of escape were found, we should return
to London with first-hand knowledge of the central mystery of the
plateau, to which I alone, of all men, would have penetrated. I thought
of Gladys, with her "There are heroisms all round us." I seemed to hear
her voice as she said it. I thought also of McArdle. What a three
column article for the paper! What a foundation for a career! A
correspondentship in the next great war might be within my reach. I
clutched at a gun—my pockets were full of cartridges—and, parting the
thorn bushes at the gate of our zareba, quickly slipped out. My last
glance showed me the unconscious Summerlee, most futile of sentinels,
still nodding away like a queer mechanical toy in front of the
smouldering fire.</p>
<p>I had not gone a hundred yards before I deeply repented my rashness. I
may have said somewhere in this chronicle that I am too imaginative to
be a really courageous man, but that I have an overpowering fear of
seeming afraid. This was the power which now carried me onwards. I
simply could not slink back with nothing done. Even if my comrades
should not have missed me, and should never know of my weakness, there
would still remain some intolerable self-shame in my own soul. And yet
I shuddered at the position in which I found myself, and would have
given all I possessed at that moment to have been honorably free of the
whole business.</p>
<p>It was dreadful in the forest. The trees grew so thickly and their
foliage spread so widely that I could see nothing of the moon-light
save that here and there the high branches made a tangled filigree
against the starry sky. As the eyes became more used to the obscurity
one learned that there were different degrees of darkness among the
trees—that some were dimly visible, while between and among them there
were coal-black shadowed patches, like the mouths of caves, from which
I shrank in horror as I passed. I thought of the despairing yell of
the tortured iguanodon—that dreadful cry which had echoed through the
woods. I thought, too, of the glimpse I had in the light of Lord
John's torch of that bloated, warty, blood-slavering muzzle. Even now
I was on its hunting-ground. At any instant it might spring upon me
from the shadows—this nameless and horrible monster. I stopped, and,
picking a cartridge from my pocket, I opened the breech of my gun. As
I touched the lever my heart leaped within me. It was the shot-gun,
not the rifle, which I had taken!</p>
<p>Again the impulse to return swept over me. Here, surely, was a most
excellent reason for my failure—one for which no one would think the
less of me. But again the foolish pride fought against that very word.
I could not—must not—fail. After all, my rifle would probably have
been as useless as a shot-gun against such dangers as I might meet. If
I were to go back to camp to change my weapon I could hardly expect to
enter and to leave again without being seen. In that case there would
be explanations, and my attempt would no longer be all my own. After a
little hesitation, then, I screwed up my courage and continued upon my
way, my useless gun under my arm.</p>
<p>The darkness of the forest had been alarming, but even worse was the
white, still flood of moonlight in the open glade of the iguanodons.
Hid among the bushes, I looked out at it. None of the great brutes
were in sight. Perhaps the tragedy which had befallen one of them had
driven them from their feeding-ground. In the misty, silvery night I
could see no sign of any living thing. Taking courage, therefore, I
slipped rapidly across it, and among the jungle on the farther side I
picked up once again the brook which was my guide. It was a cheery
companion, gurgling and chuckling as it ran, like the dear old
trout-stream in the West Country where I have fished at night in my
boyhood. So long as I followed it down I must come to the lake, and so
long as I followed it back I must come to the camp. Often I had to
lose sight of it on account of the tangled brush-wood, but I was always
within earshot of its tinkle and splash.</p>
<p>As one descended the slope the woods became thinner, and bushes, with
occasional high trees, took the place of the forest. I could make good
progress, therefore, and I could see without being seen. I passed
close to the pterodactyl swamp, and as I did so, with a dry, crisp,
leathery rattle of wings, one of these great creatures—it was twenty
feet at least from tip to tip—rose up from somewhere near me and
soared into the air. As it passed across the face of the moon the
light shone clearly through the membranous wings, and it looked like a
flying skeleton against the white, tropical radiance. I crouched low
among the bushes, for I knew from past experience that with a single
cry the creature could bring a hundred of its loathsome mates about my
ears. It was not until it had settled again that I dared to steal
onwards upon my journey.</p>
<p>The night had been exceedingly still, but as I advanced I became
conscious of a low, rumbling sound, a continuous murmur, somewhere in
front of me. This grew louder as I proceeded, until at last it was
clearly quite close to me. When I stood still the sound was constant,
so that it seemed to come from some stationary cause. It was like a
boiling kettle or the bubbling of some great pot. Soon I came upon the
source of it, for in the center of a small clearing I found a lake—or
a pool, rather, for it was not larger than the basin of the Trafalgar
Square fountain—of some black, pitch-like stuff, the surface of which
rose and fell in great blisters of bursting gas. The air above it was
shimmering with heat, and the ground round was so hot that I could
hardly bear to lay my hand on it. It was clear that the great volcanic
outburst which had raised this strange plateau so many years ago had
not yet entirely spent its forces. Blackened rocks and mounds of lava
I had already seen everywhere peeping out from amid the luxuriant
vegetation which draped them, but this asphalt pool in the jungle was
the first sign that we had of actual existing activity on the slopes of
the ancient crater. I had no time to examine it further for I had need
to hurry if I were to be back in camp in the morning.</p>
<p>It was a fearsome walk, and one which will be with me so long as memory
holds. In the great moonlight clearings I slunk along among the
shadows on the margin. In the jungle I crept forward, stopping with a
beating heart whenever I heard, as I often did, the crash of breaking
branches as some wild beast went past. Now and then great shadows
loomed up for an instant and were gone—great, silent shadows which
seemed to prowl upon padded feet. How often I stopped with the
intention of returning, and yet every time my pride conquered my fear,
and sent me on again until my object should be attained.</p>
<p>At last (my watch showed that it was one in the morning) I saw the
gleam of water amid the openings of the jungle, and ten minutes later I
was among the reeds upon the borders of the central lake. I was
exceedingly dry, so I lay down and took a long draught of its waters,
which were fresh and cold. There was a broad pathway with many tracks
upon it at the spot which I had found, so that it was clearly one of
the drinking-places of the animals. Close to the water's edge there
was a huge isolated block of lava. Up this I climbed, and, lying on
the top, I had an excellent view in every direction.</p>
<p>The first thing which I saw filled me with amazement. When I described
the view from the summit of the great tree, I said that on the farther
cliff I could see a number of dark spots, which appeared to be the
mouths of caves. Now, as I looked up at the same cliffs, I saw discs
of light in every direction, ruddy, clearly-defined patches, like the
port-holes of a liner in the darkness. For a moment I thought it was
the lava-glow from some volcanic action; but this could not be so. Any
volcanic action would surely be down in the hollow and not high among
the rocks. What, then, was the alternative? It was wonderful, and yet
it must surely be. These ruddy spots must be the reflection of fires
within the caves—fires which could only be lit by the hand of man.
There were human beings, then, upon the plateau. How gloriously my
expedition was justified! Here was news indeed for us to bear back
with us to London!</p>
<p>For a long time I lay and watched these red, quivering blotches of
light. I suppose they were ten miles off from me, yet even at that
distance one could observe how, from time to time, they twinkled or
were obscured as someone passed before them. What would I not have
given to be able to crawl up to them, to peep in, and to take back some
word to my comrades as to the appearance and character of the race who
lived in so strange a place! It was out of the question for the
moment, and yet surely we could not leave the plateau until we had some
definite knowledge upon the point.</p>
<p>Lake Gladys—my own lake—lay like a sheet of quicksilver before me,
with a reflected moon shining brightly in the center of it. It was
shallow, for in many places I saw low sandbanks protruding above the
water. Everywhere upon the still surface I could see signs of life,
sometimes mere rings and ripples in the water, sometimes the gleam of a
great silver-sided fish in the air, sometimes the arched, slate-colored
back of some passing monster. Once upon a yellow sandbank I saw a
creature like a huge swan, with a clumsy body and a high, flexible
neck, shuffling about upon the margin. Presently it plunged in, and
for some time I could see the arched neck and darting head undulating
over the water. Then it dived, and I saw it no more.</p>
<p>My attention was soon drawn away from these distant sights and brought
back to what was going on at my very feet. Two creatures like large
armadillos had come down to the drinking-place, and were squatting at
the edge of the water, their long, flexible tongues like red ribbons
shooting in and out as they lapped. A huge deer, with branching horns,
a magnificent creature which carried itself like a king, came down with
its doe and two fawns and drank beside the armadillos. No such deer
exist anywhere else upon earth, for the moose or elks which I have seen
would hardly have reached its shoulders. Presently it gave a warning
snort, and was off with its family among the reeds, while the
armadillos also scuttled for shelter. A new-comer, a most monstrous
animal, was coming down the path.</p>
<p>For a moment I wondered where I could have seen that ungainly shape,
that arched back with triangular fringes along it, that strange
bird-like head held close to the ground. Then it came back, to me. It
was the stegosaurus—the very creature which Maple White had preserved
in his sketch-book, and which had been the first object which arrested
the attention of Challenger! There he was—perhaps the very specimen
which the American artist had encountered. The ground shook beneath
his tremendous weight, and his gulpings of water resounded through the
still night. For five minutes he was so close to my rock that by
stretching out my hand I could have touched the hideous waving hackles
upon his back. Then he lumbered away and was lost among the boulders.</p>
<p>Looking at my watch, I saw that it was half-past two o'clock, and high
time, therefore, that I started upon my homeward journey. There was no
difficulty about the direction in which I should return for all along I
had kept the little brook upon my left, and it opened into the central
lake within a stone's-throw of the boulder upon which I had been lying.
I set off, therefore, in high spirits, for I felt that I had done good
work and was bringing back a fine budget of news for my companions.
Foremost of all, of course, were the sight of the fiery caves and the
certainty that some troglodytic race inhabited them. But besides that
I could speak from experience of the central lake. I could testify
that it was full of strange creatures, and I had seen several land
forms of primeval life which we had not before encountered. I
reflected as I walked that few men in the world could have spent a
stranger night or added more to human knowledge in the course of it.</p>
<p>I was plodding up the slope, turning these thoughts over in my mind,
and had reached a point which may have been half-way to home, when my
mind was brought back to my own position by a strange noise behind me.
It was something between a snore and a growl, low, deep, and
exceedingly menacing. Some strange creature was evidently near me, but
nothing could be seen, so I hastened more rapidly upon my way. I had
traversed half a mile or so when suddenly the sound was repeated, still
behind me, but louder and more menacing than before. My heart stood
still within me as it flashed across me that the beast, whatever it
was, must surely be after ME. My skin grew cold and my hair rose at
the thought. That these monsters should tear each other to pieces was
a part of the strange struggle for existence, but that they should turn
upon modern man, that they should deliberately track and hunt down the
predominant human, was a staggering and fearsome thought. I remembered
again the blood-beslobbered face which we had seen in the glare of Lord
John's torch, like some horrible vision from the deepest circle of
Dante's hell. With my knees shaking beneath me, I stood and glared
with starting eyes down the moonlit path which lay behind me. All was
quiet as in a dream landscape. Silver clearings and the black patches
of the bushes—nothing else could I see. Then from out of the silence,
imminent and threatening, there came once more that low, throaty
croaking, far louder and closer than before. There could no longer be
a doubt. Something was on my trail, and was closing in upon me every
minute.</p>
<p>I stood like a man paralyzed, still staring at the ground which I had
traversed. Then suddenly I saw it. There was movement among the
bushes at the far end of the clearing which I had just traversed. A
great dark shadow disengaged itself and hopped out into the clear
moonlight. I say "hopped" advisedly, for the beast moved like a
kangaroo, springing along in an erect position upon its powerful hind
legs, while its front ones were held bent in front of it. It was of
enormous size and power, like an erect elephant, but its movements, in
spite of its bulk, were exceedingly alert. For a moment, as I saw its
shape, I hoped that it was an iguanodon, which I knew to be harmless,
but, ignorant as I was, I soon saw that this was a very different
creature. Instead of the gentle, deer-shaped head of the great
three-toed leaf-eater, this beast had a broad, squat, toad-like face
like that which had alarmed us in our camp. His ferocious cry and the
horrible energy of his pursuit both assured me that this was surely one
of the great flesh-eating dinosaurs, the most terrible beasts which
have ever walked this earth. As the huge brute loped along it dropped
forward upon its fore-paws and brought its nose to the ground every
twenty yards or so. It was smelling out my trail. Sometimes, for an
instant, it was at fault. Then it would catch it up again and come
bounding swiftly along the path I had taken.</p>
<p>Even now when I think of that nightmare the sweat breaks out upon my
brow. What could I do? My useless fowling-piece was in my hand. What
help could I get from that? I looked desperately round for some rock
or tree, but I was in a bushy jungle with nothing higher than a sapling
within sight, while I knew that the creature behind me could tear down
an ordinary tree as though it were a reed. My only possible chance lay
in flight. I could not move swiftly over the rough, broken ground, but
as I looked round me in despair I saw a well-marked, hard-beaten path
which ran across in front of me. We had seen several of the sort, the
runs of various wild beasts, during our expeditions. Along this I
could perhaps hold my own, for I was a fast runner, and in excellent
condition. Flinging away my useless gun, I set myself to do such a
half-mile as I have never done before or since. My limbs ached, my
chest heaved, I felt that my throat would burst for want of air, and
yet with that horror behind me I ran and I ran and ran. At last I
paused, hardly able to move. For a moment I thought that I had thrown
him off. The path lay still behind me. And then suddenly, with a
crashing and a rending, a thudding of giant feet and a panting of
monster lungs the beast was upon me once more. He was at my very
heels. I was lost.</p>
<p>Madman that I was to linger so long before I fled! Up to then he had
hunted by scent, and his movement was slow. But he had actually seen
me as I started to run. From then onwards he had hunted by sight, for
the path showed him where I had gone. Now, as he came round the curve,
he was springing in great bounds. The moonlight shone upon his huge
projecting eyes, the row of enormous teeth in his open mouth, and the
gleaming fringe of claws upon his short, powerful forearms. With a
scream of terror I turned and rushed wildly down the path. Behind me
the thick, gasping breathing of the creature sounded louder and louder.
His heavy footfall was beside me. Every instant I expected to feel his
grip upon my back. And then suddenly there came a crash—I was falling
through space, and everything beyond was darkness and rest.</p>
<p>As I emerged from my unconsciousness—which could not, I think, have
lasted more than a few minutes—I was aware of a most dreadful and
penetrating smell. Putting out my hand in the darkness I came upon
something which felt like a huge lump of meat, while my other hand
closed upon a large bone. Up above me there was a circle of starlit
sky, which showed me that I was lying at the bottom of a deep pit.
Slowly I staggered to my feet and felt myself all over. I was stiff
and sore from head to foot, but there was no limb which would not move,
no joint which would not bend. As the circumstances of my fall came
back into my confused brain, I looked up in terror, expecting to see
that dreadful head silhouetted against the paling sky. There was no
sign of the monster, however, nor could I hear any sound from above. I
began to walk slowly round, therefore, feeling in every direction to
find out what this strange place could be into which I had been so
opportunely precipitated.</p>
<p>It was, as I have said, a pit, with sharply-sloping walls and a level
bottom about twenty feet across. This bottom was littered with great
gobbets of flesh, most of which was in the last state of putridity.
The atmosphere was poisonous and horrible. After tripping and
stumbling over these lumps of decay, I came suddenly against something
hard, and I found that an upright post was firmly fixed in the center
of the hollow. It was so high that I could not reach the top of it
with my hand, and it appeared to be covered with grease.</p>
<p>Suddenly I remembered that I had a tin box of wax-vestas in my pocket.
Striking one of them, I was able at last to form some opinion of this
place into which I had fallen. There could be no question as to its
nature. It was a trap—made by the hand of man. The post in the
center, some nine feet long, was sharpened at the upper end, and was
black with the stale blood of the creatures who had been impaled upon
it. The remains scattered about were fragments of the victims, which
had been cut away in order to clear the stake for the next who might
blunder in. I remembered that Challenger had declared that man could
not exist upon the plateau, since with his feeble weapons he could not
hold his own against the monsters who roamed over it. But now it was
clear enough how it could be done. In their narrow-mouthed caves the
natives, whoever they might be, had refuges into which the huge
saurians could not penetrate, while with their developed brains they
were capable of setting such traps, covered with branches, across the
paths which marked the run of the animals as would destroy them in
spite of all their strength and activity. Man was always the master.</p>
<p>The sloping wall of the pit was not difficult for an active man to
climb, but I hesitated long before I trusted myself within reach of the
dreadful creature which had so nearly destroyed me. How did I know
that he was not lurking in the nearest clump of bushes, waiting for my
reappearance? I took heart, however, as I recalled a conversation
between Challenger and Summerlee upon the habits of the great saurians.
Both were agreed that the monsters were practically brainless, that
there was no room for reason in their tiny cranial cavities, and that
if they have disappeared from the rest of the world it was assuredly on
account of their own stupidity, which made it impossible for them to
adapt themselves to changing conditions.</p>
<p>To lie in wait for me now would mean that the creature had appreciated
what had happened to me, and this in turn would argue some power
connecting cause and effect. Surely it was more likely that a
brainless creature, acting solely by vague predatory instinct, would
give up the chase when I disappeared, and, after a pause of
astonishment, would wander away in search of some other prey? I
clambered to the edge of the pit and looked over. The stars were
fading, the sky was whitening, and the cold wind of morning blew
pleasantly upon my face. I could see or hear nothing of my enemy.
Slowly I climbed out and sat for a while upon the ground, ready to
spring back into my refuge if any danger should appear. Then,
reassured by the absolute stillness and by the growing light, I took my
courage in both hands and stole back along the path which I had come.
Some distance down it I picked up my gun, and shortly afterwards struck
the brook which was my guide. So, with many a frightened backward
glance, I made for home.</p>
<p>And suddenly there came something to remind me of my absent companions.
In the clear, still morning air there sounded far away the sharp, hard
note of a single rifle-shot. I paused and listened, but there was
nothing more. For a moment I was shocked at the thought that some
sudden danger might have befallen them. But then a simpler and more
natural explanation came to my mind. It was now broad daylight. No
doubt my absence had been noticed. They had imagined, that I was lost
in the woods, and had fired this shot to guide me home. It is true
that we had made a strict resolution against firing, but if it seemed
to them that I might be in danger they would not hesitate. It was for
me now to hurry on as fast as possible, and so to reassure them.</p>
<p>I was weary and spent, so my progress was not so fast as I wished; but
at last I came into regions which I knew. There was the swamp of the
pterodactyls upon my left; there in front of me was the glade of the
iguanodons. Now I was in the last belt of trees which separated me
from Fort Challenger. I raised my voice in a cheery shout to allay
their fears. No answering greeting came back to me. My heart sank at
that ominous stillness. I quickened my pace into a run. The zareba
rose before me, even as I had left it, but the gate was open. I rushed
in. In the cold, morning light it was a fearful sight which met my
eyes. Our effects were scattered in wild confusion over the ground; my
comrades had disappeared, and close to the smouldering ashes of our
fire the grass was stained crimson with a hideous pool of blood.</p>
<p>I was so stunned by this sudden shock that for a time I must have
nearly lost my reason. I have a vague recollection, as one remembers a
bad dream, of rushing about through the woods all round the empty camp,
calling wildly for my companions. No answer came back from the silent
shadows. The horrible thought that I might never see them again, that
I might find myself abandoned all alone in that dreadful place, with no
possible way of descending into the world below, that I might live and
die in that nightmare country, drove me to desperation. I could have
torn my hair and beaten my head in my despair. Only now did I realize
how I had learned to lean upon my companions, upon the serene
self-confidence of Challenger, and upon the masterful, humorous
coolness of Lord John Roxton. Without them I was like a child in the
dark, helpless and powerless. I did not know which way to turn or what
I should do first.</p>
<p>After a period, during which I sat in bewilderment, I set myself to try
and discover what sudden misfortune could have befallen my companions.
The whole disordered appearance of the camp showed that there had been
some sort of attack, and the rifle-shot no doubt marked the time when
it had occurred. That there should have been only one shot showed that
it had been all over in an instant. The rifles still lay upon the
ground, and one of them—Lord John's—had the empty cartridge in the
breech. The blankets of Challenger and of Summerlee beside the fire
suggested that they had been asleep at the time. The cases of
ammunition and of food were scattered about in a wild litter, together
with our unfortunate cameras and plate-carriers, but none of them were
missing. On the other hand, all the exposed provisions—and I
remembered that there were a considerable quantity of them—were gone.
They were animals, then, and not natives, who had made the inroad, for
surely the latter would have left nothing behind.</p>
<p>But if animals, or some single terrible animal, then what had become of
my comrades? A ferocious beast would surely have destroyed them and
left their remains. It is true that there was that one hideous pool of
blood, which told of violence. Such a monster as had pursued me during
the night could have carried away a victim as easily as a cat would a
mouse. In that case the others would have followed in pursuit. But
then they would assuredly have taken their rifles with them. The more
I tried to think it out with my confused and weary brain the less could
I find any plausible explanation. I searched round in the forest, but
could see no tracks which could help me to a conclusion. Once I lost
myself, and it was only by good luck, and after an hour of wandering,
that I found the camp once more.</p>
<p>Suddenly a thought came to me and brought some little comfort to my
heart. I was not absolutely alone in the world. Down at the bottom of
the cliff, and within call of me, was waiting the faithful Zambo. I
went to the edge of the plateau and looked over. Sure enough, he was
squatting among his blankets beside his fire in his little camp. But,
to my amazement, a second man was seated in front of him. For an
instant my heart leaped for joy, as I thought that one of my comrades
had made his way safely down. But a second glance dispelled the hope.
The rising sun shone red upon the man's skin. He was an Indian. I
shouted loudly and waved my handkerchief. Presently Zambo looked up,
waved his hand, and turned to ascend the pinnacle. In a short time he
was standing close to me and listening with deep distress to the story
which I told him.</p>
<p>"Devil got them for sure, Massa Malone," said he. "You got into the
devil's country, sah, and he take you all to himself. You take advice,
Massa Malone, and come down quick, else he get you as well."</p>
<p>"How can I come down, Zambo?"</p>
<p>"You get creepers from trees, Massa Malone. Throw them over here. I
make fast to this stump, and so you have bridge."</p>
<p>"We have thought of that. There are no creepers here which could bear
us."</p>
<p>"Send for ropes, Massa Malone."</p>
<p>"Who can I send, and where?"</p>
<p>"Send to Indian villages, sah. Plenty hide rope in Indian village.
Indian down below; send him."</p>
<p>"Who is he?</p>
<p>"One of our Indians. Other ones beat him and take away his pay. He
come back to us. Ready now to take letter, bring rope,—anything."</p>
<p>To take a letter! Why not? Perhaps he might bring help; but in any
case he would ensure that our lives were not spent for nothing, and
that news of all that we had won for Science should reach our friends
at home. I had two completed letters already waiting. I would spend
the day in writing a third, which would bring my experiences absolutely
up to date. The Indian could bear this back to the world. I ordered
Zambo, therefore, to come again in the evening, and I spent my
miserable and lonely day in recording my own adventures of the night
before. I also drew up a note, to be given to any white merchant or
captain of a steam-boat whom the Indian could find, imploring them to
see that ropes were sent to us, since our lives must depend upon it.
These documents I threw to Zambo in the evening, and also my purse,
which contained three English sovereigns. These were to be given to
the Indian, and he was promised twice as much if he returned with the
ropes.</p>
<p>So now you will understand, my dear Mr. McArdle, how this communication
reaches you, and you will also know the truth, in case you never hear
again from your unfortunate correspondent. To-night I am too weary and
too depressed to make my plans. To-morrow I must think out some way by
which I shall keep in touch with this camp, and yet search round for
any traces of my unhappy friends.</p>
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