<h3> CHAPTER IV </h3>
<p>So passed by the full days of my boyhood; I living,
as I have said, chiefly at Ashtead in Harry Waldyve's
company.</p>
<p>It was not alone in devouring grammar, and such dry
bones of cosmography as Mr. Follet allowed us to pick,
that our time was spent. Sir Fulke was not a man to
keep boys wholly to such work. Although he had
managed to acquire some show of skill in theology
when King Henry brought it into fashion at Court, yet
even that I soon saw had fallen into sad confusion in
his mind, and in no sense was he a scholar.</p>
<p>Yet in all such pastimes and pleasant labours as are
used in open places and the daylight, which in respect
of peace or war are not only comely and decent, but
also very necessary for a courtly gentleman to use—in
these he still showed the remains of his former high
skill, or at least a happy trick of imparting to us his
great knowledge of their mysteries.</p>
<p>Almost every day he would have us out and exercise
us under his own eye at riding, running at the ring and
tilt, and in playing with weapons, being especially
careful of our fence with the sword and spiked target.
Like his master King Henry, he had a great love and
skill for using the bow. This he taught us to use, and
less willingly also the harquebuss.</p>
<p>We had little time for the sea—an element, as my
guardian was wont to say, which sorted less with what
pertained to a gentleman than the land. Yet he did
not forbid it, and whenever he went up to the Court,
which was not seldom, we laid aside awhile our courtly
exercises, and were continually amongst the marshes
and Saltings with Mr. Drake's boys, 'Isti dracones
horrendi,' as Mr. Follet was wont to ease his mind by
calling them.</p>
<p>After Sir Fulke's returns from Court it was always
our scholarship that had the upper hand. For he was
wise enough to see how things were changing at Court,
and came back overflowing with praises of the young
Queen's beauty and learning.</p>
<p>''Slight, lads,' he would say, 'she puts you both to
shame, and goes beyond all young gentlemen of her
time in the excellency of her learning. I tell you it is
a sight to make England weep for joy to see her stand
up, so fair and courteous, and make her speech in Latin,
or French, or Spanish, or Italian, to the jabbering
foreigners that come. And as for the Greek; why,
Mr. Roger Ascham tells me she reads more of it with him in
a day at Windsor than any prebendary of the church
doth Latin in a week; he should know, seeing he had
the setting forward of all her most excellent gifts of
learning.'</p>
<p>'Then must we be double courtiers, sir,' said Harry,
'and court learning and the Queen as well, if we want
to keep the Court, or the Queen shall have but
half-courtiers.'</p>
<p>'Half-courtiers or double courtiers,' said Sir Fulke,
'I know that he who is out of learning will soon find
himself out of Court.'</p>
<p>'Then is he in an evil case,' laughed Harry, 'for he
that is out of Court is out of his suit, and he that is out
of his suit shall be shamed unless he quickly suit
himself with another. Come, Jasper, let us get Mr. Follet
to make us breeches to go to Court with.'</p>
<p>And away he would run to his work, while Sir Fulke
laughed at his boy's trick of turning words upside down.
For he soon got the ways of that tripping wit which, it
must be said, has since come to make far better passwords
to places at Court than ever a hard-witted scholar
could learn, did he read twice as much Greek as
Mr. Ascham himself.</p>
<p>I say not this in envy, though I was too hard-witted
ever to come by the trick. Harry's gifts were dearer
to me than my own, and, God knows, I loved him
for them, and never in my life envied him anything,
except once, but for the present time let that pass.</p>
<p>Some three years after my father's death thus passed
away before the sad day came when Harry and I were
forced to separate, since our paths led diversely. It was
high time that I should go to Cambridge, according to
my father's wish. Sir Fulke's faith in scholarship was
not large enough for him to suffer Harry to do the like.
For him a place was found in the household of that
most godly and warlike nobleman, Sir Francis Russell,
Earl of Bedford, who was godfather to Frank Drake,
since his renowned father, the first earl, being very earnest
for the Reformation party, had been a good friend of
Mr. Drake's when he lived at Tavistock.</p>
<p>Since my father's death I had known no day so sad
as that on which I took my departure for Cambridge in
company with Mr. Follet, who at my charges was to
install me safely in Trinity College.</p>
<p>Harry rode with us as far as Gravesend, where we
were to take the river for London. Mr. Drake, too,
joined us at Rochester, and, riding by my side on his
shaggy cob, beguiled the way with much good advice as
to how I should bear myself at the University.</p>
<p>'I am, in a great measure,' said he, 'out of my
former opinion against your becoming a scholar, not only
because of the excellent parts I can see in you, which
it were a sin to swathe in a napkin, but also because
you will find that certain stout hearts amongst the
godly, to whom I have written concerning you, are fast
getting the upper hand at Cambridge. So that, I doubt
not, you shall find yourself set amongst many goodly
plants, with whom you shall grow to bear fruit medicinable
for the purging away of all the clogging papistical
humours that still be left to fester in the stomach of
Reformation.'</p>
<p>'He were but a bitter tree,' laughed Harry, 'did he
bear but purges.'</p>
<p>'A most wrong conclusion, my malapert Hal,' answered
Mr. Drake; 'for your bitter pill is a sovereign
sweetening of the inwards; and you shall find,
moreover, that much fruit which grows at Court, though
sweet in the mouth, is, for the most part, most bitter in
the belly.'</p>
<p>'Then,' cried Harry, 'have I learnt a most notable
piece of science, and can henceforth tell why courtiers'
tongues are sweet and scholars' bitter. Still, I will be
a courtier with a tongue tuned to sweet courtesy, and
leave bitter railing to scholars.'</p>
<p>'Go, thou madcap,' chuckled Mr. Drake, whom
Harry could never offend; 'go cry "Words, come and
play with me," for surely thou wast born their
play-fellow.'</p>
<p>Mr. Drake then fell to tell me, as he had a score of
times before, that Trinity was the worthiest college in
England, since it was that which his good friend, the
renowned Earl of Bedford, had chosen for Frank's
godfather, Lord Russell.</p>
<p>So largely did he speak of this and of the shining
light that the young Earl had proved himself there,
that his talk carried us all the way to Gravesend, where,
most sadly, we bade adieu to him and Harry. As the
strong flowing tide carried us up the beautiful Thames
my spirits grew lighter; for I was not without
comfort to soften the grief of my first parting with my
brother.</p>
<p>As I never attained to his wit and skill in courtly
exercises, being in no way apt thereto either by birth
or nature, so I may say, since all men know it, in things
pertaining to scholarship he was but a child beside me.
I know not if I was unduly proud of all I had attained
to under Mr. Follet's guidance, yet of a surety I know
he was unduly proud to bring me to Cambridge.</p>
<p>'Were it not unworthy of a scholar, Jasper,' said the
worthy man, as we sat in the tilt-boat that was carrying
us to London, 'I could bring my heart to envy you
the many and great delights that await you whither we
are going. Most profitably have you attended to my
precepts, and eschewing the light of experience, by which
the vulgar walk, have trusted to books, which are the
only true guide. Such well-fashioned vessels as I have
made you it is now again the delight of <i>Alma Mater</i>
to fill with her choicest nectar.'</p>
<p>'Did she, then, once choose other vessels?' asked I.</p>
<p>'Alas, dear discipulus, yes,' answered Mr. Pellet, with
a little flush on his wan cheek; 'and then it was that I
was cast forth. It was when those Elysian days, whereof
the memory is a sweet savour to me still, were ended—the
days when it was my happy fortune to find a place
amongst that unmatched garland of fellows and
scholars with which Dr. Medcalfe crowned St. John's
College when he was Master, and afterwards when I
was chosen out to be a most unworthy member of the
new-founded house of Trinity. It was an honour I had
little hoped to win; for (not to speak too much, because
of the love I still bear to my old and dear college) this
royal Trinity which our glorious King Henry founded,
that <i>colonia</i> of St. John's, that <i>matre pulchra filia
pulchrior</i>, to which you, I hope most humbly and reverently,
are about to belong, I hold, above all foundations,
learned or unlearned, that the world has ever seen,
to be the most noble, princely, and magnificent.'</p>
<p>'What made you, then, leave so honourable a state?'
asked I as he paused, as if lost in musing on the glories
of our college.</p>
<p>'That is soon told,' said he sadly. 'The days I speak
of ended with the most precious life of our scholar king.
It was there, if I may make free with the fine figure of
my most worthy friend, Mr. Roger Ascham, that the
Hog of Rome passed over the seas into that most
fair garden of Cambridge, and set to to root out the fair
plants that were growing there, and tread them under
his cloven feet. Then the blighting breath of idolatry
carried seeds of tares thither, which, taking root, throve
most rankly amidst the pollution that beast had made,
till ignorance choked out scholarship, and I fled.'</p>
<p>'Surely, sir,' said I, for much talk with Mr. Drake
had increased the hot opinions that were born in me;
'surely the breath of the beast of Rome is no better
than the vapours from the mouth of hell.'</p>
<p>'Soft and fair, Jasper,' said the old scholar, 'soft
and fair. Such words sit ill on a scholar's lips. Carry
not the rancour of these present times into the holy
shrine whither you go. The memory of the ruin that
befell that fair-built fabric did somewhat carry me beyond
the terms of good manners. Do not you follow me. As
you love learning, help to guard the doors of yonder dear
place against the savage turmoil of these shifting times.'</p>
<p>'Must a scholar, then,' said I, 'forget his religion
and what he owes to his God?'</p>
<p>'No, not that, lad,' answered Mr. Follet, looking a
little pained. 'Your most glorious college was, under
the king's grace, as its charter recites, divinely appointed
for the purpose of bringing the pure truth of Christianity
into the realm, and repelling the nefarious and
enormous abuses of the Roman papacy.'</p>
<p>'Then will I strive,' said I, 'with my college to do
what King Henry said.'</p>
<p>'That is well, lad,' answered my poor tutor, without
losing his troubled look. 'Still there is no need to
forget your scholarship in doing parson's work. By
learning shall you withstand Rome more than by controversy
and railing. Love a scholar when you meet him, though
he hate not Rome. Love him for his learning's sake,
and forget Rome. Such was the way in the old days,
when good Dr. Medcalfe was Master of St. John's.'</p>
<p>I saw how pained he was to think that the cargo
he had laden with such care might be wrecked on the
stormy seas which he could perceive ahead. So I said
no more then, but contented myself with watching the
multitudes of swans that came about us and the shipping
which we passed, and with asking a hundred questions
about the towns and villages on the banks, as well as of
the great city which lay before, till by dark our sturdy
rowers ceased their work at Paul's Chain, and we landed.</p>
<p>We lay but one night in London, and came to Cambridge
on the fourth day. There Mr. Follet at once
carried me to Dr. Beaumont, that I might be entered at
Trinity.</p>
<p>The Doctor, as I must call him, though at that time
he was only admitted B.D., was a man of about forty
years of age, of good breeding and presence. In my
eyes he seemed a very great person indeed, and my
respect for good Mr. Follet was never so great as when I
saw with what honour and affection the Master of
Trinity received him.</p>
<p>'I have brought you a scholar, Beaumont,' said
Mr. Follet, after very hearty commendations had passed
between them, 'after my own heart; one who has
imbibed the true principles of Aristotle, and is untainted
with any new empiric heresy. I have taught him well
in our own faith—to love learning, and despise
experience as the common school-house of fools.'</p>
<p>'Ah, Follet,' said Dr. Beaumont, laying his hand on
my tutor's shoulder fondly, and speaking to him
smilingly, as though he had been a child, 'happy are you
to have kept your scholarship so pure. Let us hope your
scholar will do no worse, though, God knows, these are
tainting times, and Cambridge grows so full of railing
that ere long, I think, there will be no room left for the
gentle disputations of scholars.'</p>
<p>With that he dismissed us to his brother, Mr. John
Beaumont, the Vice-Master; who showed me where my
lodging was to be in King's Hall, not far from the great
gateway of King Edward.</p>
<p>How proud I felt as I sat that afternoon looking out
upon the little court, for that was before Dr. Neville had
pulled down the old buildings to make the present great
court, which is now the envy of every college in
Europe!</p>
<p>Cambridge seemed to me a hall of Paradise, and
Trinity its daïs. In spite of what Dr. Beaumont had
said, I looked forward to dwelling in it as in a realm
where the pure quintessence of learning should reign
over a quiet band of brothers, who in the impassive
contemplation of wisdom should have lost all hate, and
fear, and sorrow.</p>
<p>Suddenly my meditation was disturbed by a loud
shout, and I saw a number of students surge tumultuously
out of an archway into the court. In their midst
was an effigy with an ox's skull for a head, clearly made
to counterfeit the devil. This they had clothed in a
surplice, and crowned with a square cap.</p>
<p>It seemed to delight them beyond measure; for
while one held the thing the rest danced round it,
laughing and shouting, and singing ribald verselets
against it. Gradually they drew near the window of
one of the fellows, named Saunderson, who was University
Reader in Logic, and fell to crying, 'Fasting Johnnie,
Fasting Johnnie, come and welcome your master, who
is here to speak with you.'</p>
<p>Therewith Mr. Saunderson ran at them with a cudgel,
but they drove him back, so that he could not come at
the devil in the surplice.</p>
<p>By this time the uproar had brought a number of
students to the gate, and Mr. Saunderson, seeing amongst
them a number of King's College men, cried out, 'To
me, to me, all lovers of the old faith, and stay this
sacrilege.'</p>
<p>There was a rush from the gate at the effigy in
answer to his call, and in a few moments I could see
my college was being worsted. That was enough for
me in the first blush of my pride, and, without thinking,
I rushed down and out into the court, just in time to
seize the effigy as it was being carried out of the gate.</p>
<p>What followed beyond a wild turmoil, in which I
was fighting like the Drake boys themselves, I cannot
say, but soon I knew I was standing in the midst of
the court with the tattered effigy in my hands and my
fellow-students shouting round me as if their lungs
must burst.</p>
<p>At every pause in their shouting I could hear the
voices of the Vice-Master and Mr. Saunderson railing at
each other in a corner of the court with such good
will, that every moment I thought it would come to
blows.</p>
<p>I was feeling very proud of what I had done, though
scarcely knew in the din what to do next, when all at
once I saw a grave-looking young man standing in the
gateway, which was now shut, and by his side my poor
tutor looking at me as though his heart would break.</p>
<p>Then at last it burst upon me what I had done. At
one blow the fair fabric I had raised in my day-dreams,
the oft-repeated resolution to lead the life of pure
scholarship, to soar impassive on the wings of science
above the little turmoils of the world—at one blow it
was all gone. Ere one sun had set upon my new life
I was the hero of a vulgar broil.</p>
<p>In an agony of shame I cast down the detested
cause of my grief, and, breaking passionately through the
excited throng, fled to my rooms from the reproachful,
heart-rending gaze of poor Mr. Follet.</p>
<p>With my head buried in my arms I sat for some
minutes sobbing in black despair at my table, when, as
I thought, I heard him open my door and come towards
me; but the step was young, firm, and resolute, as
unlike as it could be to my dear old tutor's shuffle. A
strong hand was laid gently on my shoulder, and I
heard a deep, full-toned voice speaking to me.</p>
<p>'Be of good heart, Mr. Festing,' it said; 'I know
why you weep, and had I not long ago hardened my
heart to the battle, I could weep with you.'</p>
<p>I looked up, and saw the same gentleman who had
been standing with my tutor in the gateway. He was
a somewhat ungainly, ill-favoured young man of some
eight and twenty summers, but yet I felt drawn to him,
as much by reason of his kindly words as of a look there
was in his face of fearless resolution, and pure-strained
intellect, which a certain aspect of weary melancholy
softened into what was to me a most sweet and lovable
expression.</p>
<p>'I am Mr. Thomas Cartwright,' he went on, still
looking sorrowfully upon me, 'new-made major-fellow
of Trinity, with whom you are to share this lodging.
I have brought this about by the kindness of the
Master, because Mr. Drake had written to me
concerning you, with very hearty commendations.'</p>
<p>'Are you a friend of Mr. Drake's, then?' asked I,
feeling greatly comforted.</p>
<p>'Yes, Mr. Festing,' answered he; 'and also of that
most high-wrought scholar, Mr. Follet. I know more
of you than you know of me, and I know why you
grieve. It is not hidden from me that you were minded
to make sacrifice to the Lord of the good parts He
has given you, and by long hours of patient study to
make them worthy His acceptance. Yet rejoice that He
has shown you at your very going forth what His will
is with you. Rejoice that we can say this day, as
surely as Samuel did to Saul, that He has appointed
you to go up with us against the Amalekites and
destroy them utterly. Such is His will; and while men
hearkened to Him the strong tide of Reformation flowed
on in full flood under His mighty breath, till its living
waters bid fair to fill the length and breadth of
Christendom with their cleansing sweetness. But men wearied
of the work, and spared the best of the sheep, and of the
oxen, and of the fatlings, and of the lambs, and destroyed
them not. And now the Lord's ears are vexed with
the bleating of the sheep and the lowing of the oxen
amongst the people. He turns His face from them, and
the tide is fast running back. Rise up, then, and do
the work of the Lord. Think not of the treasure you
have been laying up for Him; for, behold, to obey is
better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of
rams!'</p>
<p>'Must I then abandon all scholarship,' I asked,
when he had finished, 'to join in the din of these bitter
controversies?'</p>
<p>'What could the son of Nicholas Festing wish for
better?' Mr. Cartwright replied. 'For what you call
bitter controversy is battle under the banner of the
Lord of Hosts against the Amalekite. Moreover, you
need not lay aside scholarship, but you must labour
thereat, even as I have done, to make of it a weapon
wherewith at last you shall hew Agag in pieces before
the Lord.'</p>
<p>With such words he encouraged me not only then,
but daily, till ere a term was half over I was as hot a
young Puritan as any in Cambridge. I cannot blame
myself that I so quickly made surrender to that
remarkable young man, whom St. John's and my college
were bidding against each other to possess, and who has
since made so great a stir in England, becoming the
very head and heart of the Puritan party.</p>
<p>I had not even good Mr. Follet's influence to help
me, for he left Cambridge a few days after to take up
his place as tutor to Harry and one or two other young
gentlemen about the Court, to whom he had been
commended by his good friend Mr. Ascham, a man who at
that time was the very oracle of the nobility on all such
matters.</p>
<p>I was glad enough my tutor was spared any further
sight of the ill-conditioned state of his university, and,
above all, the hornets' nest which I soon found my
unhappy exploit had stirred up.</p>
<p>It was some days after his departure that I was
sitting at the window of my lodging pretending to read,
but in truth listening to the Vice-Master and
Mr. Cartwright, who were talking over Mr. Saunderson's recent
expulsion from his fellowship.</p>
<p>'And how think you the Vice-Chancellor will take
it?' said Mr. Cartwright thoughtfully.</p>
<p>'Who cares how?' said Mr. Beaumont hotly. 'Who
cares what a Romish mule like Baker thinks? If he
cannot stomach it, so much the worse for his Cretan
belly.'</p>
<p>'And yet I think he is like to take some order in the
matter,' said Mr. Cartwright, 'seeing how sturdy a
papist Saunderson was.'</p>
<p>'Doubt not he will talk big enough,' answered the
Vice-Master. 'He thinks because he is Provost of
King's he can lift up his head over Trinity men. Yet
let him beware, or he shall find that Pharaoh will lift
up the head of the King's Baker from off his shoulders,
and good Protestant fowls shall eat the flesh from off
him. And besides, what order can he take? For if we
cannot expel a fellow for observing fasts and particular
days, not to speak of using allegory and citing Plato
when publicly discoursing on the Scriptures, we may
just as well write ourselves heathen idolaters and
Italian atheists at once.'</p>
<p>At this moment I heard the tramp of armed men
below the window, and, looking out, I perceived the
Proctor with the beadles and his watch in the court
below halting at our staircase. At that time the
Proctor's watch always went at night harnessed with
good morions and corselets, for fear of the Mayor's
constable and his men, but it was not common to see them
so by day.</p>
<p>Mr. Proctor demanded admittance in the
Vice-Chancellor's name, and therewith entered the room with
the beadles and two halberdiers, whose bright armour
seemed strangely out of place in our dim and dusty
lodging.</p>
<p>'I arrest you, John Beaumont,' said the Proctor,
'for brawling and other offences against the peace and
dignity of our Lady the Queen and this University.'</p>
<p>'At whose suit?' asked the Vice-Master.</p>
<p>'At Mr. Saunderson's,' he answered. 'Here is the
warrant; I pray you come peaceably.'</p>
<p>'Oh, I will come gladly enough!' said Mr. Beaumont,
'if it were only to enjoy the discomfiture it will bring
the King's Baker when Sir William Cecil hears of it.
Thank God, we have a Chancellor who knows my
brother and me for true men, and can make a traitor's
ears tingle—ay, and his back too. Let my brother know
all, Mr. Cartwright, and pray him write without delay
to Sir William.'</p>
<p>The Proctor looked a little troubled at the mention
of the great Secretary of State, but still he performed
his task, and our Vice-Master was conducted to prison.
And there indeed he lay till an answer came down from
Sir William, with such a stinging reprimand for
Dr. Baker that he was glad enough to release Mr. Beaumont
and eat his humble pie, thanking God it was no worse.</p>
<p>Were I to speak at greater length of Cambridge as it
was at that time, I should have little else to tell save
ringing the changes on what happened to me in the
first week of residence. Factions and contentions were
our only occupation; and while the seniors quarrelled
the students brawled, and grew daily more inordinate
and contemptuous of rules for their orderly governance,
as well in behaviour as in religion.</p>
<p>As for learning, it was only part and parcel with our
manners. Our only philosophy was controversy
concerning the ordinances of the English Church; while
in grammar we studied nothing so much as how to rail
in Ciceronian Latin,—and cunning professors we had, at
least for the railing.</p>
<p>Sharing Mr. Cartwright's lodging, I was more
fortunate than most. Though very earnest in the
controversies, he would not neglect his scholarship nor
mine. Every morning he rose between three and four,
not allowing himself more than five hours' sleep,
whatever happened. I rose with him, out of my love of him
and learning; and pushing my trundle-bed under his
standing bedstead, to make room for my stool beside
him, read with him out of the books we loved so well
till nigh ten o'clock, when dinner was served in the
Hall.</p>
<p>After that the disputations in the schools began,
which I always attended with him, being proud to carry
the books of the most brilliant scholar and popular
orator in Cambridge.</p>
<p>Between that and supper-time I exercised my body,
as I had promised Sir Fulke, chiefly in the
fencing-school. For there was newly come to Cambridge at
that time an Italian master of fence, to whom all the
best gentlemen in the University resorted to learn the
new foining rapier play, to the great discomfiture of the
teachers of sword and buckler. Moreover, I rode out
continually to the artillery butts or the Gog-Magog hills,
till Mr. Cartwright persuaded me to abandon the evil
company that gathered there daily for pastime.</p>
<p>So things went with me and the University, till in
the summer of the year of grace 1564 a great and
notable thing for us came to pass.</p>
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