<h2 id='ch12' class='c007'>CHAPTER XII</h2>
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<div><i>Camping out in Epping Forest</i></div>
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WHEN I returned Home,
my Neighbours looked
strangely on me, as though
I were one risen from the
Dead, after nursing two
People through the Plague without Hurt.
I said not much, however, to any of them
except to <i>Violet</i>.</p>
<p class='c013'>When I had told her all I had to tell,
she said, “Well, I think the Tale ends
rather flatly: you and Master <i>Blower</i>
might as well have made a Match
of it.”</p>
<p class='c013'>“Truly, <i>Violet</i>,” said I, “I think Women
of our age may be capable of a disinterested
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_206'>206</span>Action, without Question of
Matchmaking.”</p>
<p class='c013'>“As to Women of <i>our</i> Age,” retorted
she, “speak for yourself, if you please!
You may make out yourself to be as
old as you will; but I mean to stick
at Twenty-eight!”</p>
<p class='c013'>I said not another Word, but secretly
wondered how strangely tender some
People are on the Subject of Age. Even
Master <i>Blower</i>, who had owned to Forty-four,
did not like me to reckon him at
Fifty.</p>
<p class='c013'>It was now quite the latter End of
<i>October</i>, the Distemper was abating, and
People were beginning to venture back
to their Homes, and a few Shops were
re-opened. <i>Hugh Braidfoot</i> and his
Family returned among the rest. But
too heedless an Exposure to the Infection
yet lingering among us caused the
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_207'>207</span>Distemper to rage again with great Fury
before it abated for good.</p>
<p class='c013'>I now kept myself close, and spent
the Chief of the Day at my Needle or
Book, working much for the Poor, who
were like enough to be destitute in the
Winter. First, however, I put on
Mourning for my poor, dear Father,
whom I could not bear to deny this
Mark of Remembrance, though the
Mortality being so great, People had
quite left off wearing Black for their
Friends. Much he dwelt in my sad,
solitary Thoughts; and when they ran
not on him, they chiefly settled on
Master <i>Blower</i>. The more I considered
their Characters, the more Beauty I
found in them.</p>
<p class='c013'>I never opened the Shop-shutters now,
except for a little Light. Trade was
utterly stagnant; and my Father’s Business
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_208'>208</span>had dropped with him. The little
I might have done in the Perfumery
Line, had the Town not been empty,
would not have been worth speaking
of: it was a Mercy, therefore, that my
dear Father had left me well provided.</p>
<p class='c013'>One Evening, when it was getting
too dusk to work or read, and I was
falling into a Muse, a tall Shadow
darkened the Door, which happened to
be ajar, and the next Moment a Man
whom I did not immediately recognise,
entered the Parlour and stepped up
to me.</p>
<p class='c013'>“<i>Cherry!</i> dear <i>Cherry</i>!” he said in
a stifled Voice, and took me in his Arms
with a Brother’s Affection. It was poor
<i>Mark</i>.</p>
<p class='c013'>“Dear <i>Mark</i>!” I said, “where <i>have</i>
you been? Oh, how often have I
thought of you!”</p>
<p class='c013'><span class="pagenum" id='Page_209'>209</span>“Aye, <i>Cherry</i>, well you might, and
pray for me, too,” said he, somewhat
wildly. “Oh, what a Tale I have
to tell you!—You will either hate
or despise me.”</p>
<p class='c013'>“You are ill, very ill,” said I, looking
fearfully at his haggard Face; “let me
give you Something before you say
another Word.”</p>
<p class='c013'>“Wine, then,” said he; and drank
with avidity the Glass I poured out, and
then filled it again himself. “Thanks,
dear <i>Cherry</i>!—will my Uncle be
coming in?”</p>
<p class='c013'>I looked at him and at my Dress,
and could not speak; but there was
no need—“Ah!”—said he; and wrung
my Hand, and then dropped it.</p>
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<p class='c013'>“<i>Cherry</i>,” said he, after a Moment’s
Pause, “you know how afraid I was of
the Plague, and how my Wife taunted
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_210'>210</span>me for it, and for taking the commonest
Precautions. She herself braved it,
defied it; secure in her Amulet and
Fortune-telling. What was worse, she
cruelly exposed her Servants to it, for
the merest Trifles. We had Words
about it often: bitter Words, at last—She
accused me, utterly without Foundation,
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_211'>211</span>of caring more for the Servant-girl
than for her, reviled me for tempting
my own Fate by Fear; finally, said
I should be no great Loss, for I had
never cared much for her, nor she for
me. All this embittered me against
her. Well, the poor Maid caught the
Plague at the Butchers’ Stalls, and, the
next Night, was in the Dead-cart. The
following Day, our youngest ’Prentice
died. The other decamped in the
Night. I now became nearly Mad
with Fear and Anger; and, finding
my Wife would not stir, or at least,
as she said, ‘not yet,’ I considered that
Self-preservation was the first Law of
Nature; and, taking a good Supply of
Money with me, I left the House in the
Night. Fear of being driven back was
my sole Feeling till I got clear out of
<i>London</i>; then, I began to have an Impression
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_212'>212</span>I had done wrong. But ’twas
Death, ’twas Madness to think of turning
back. On I went....</p>
<p class='c013'>“It had been my Impression, <i>Cherry</i>,
that, with plenty of Money in my
Pocket, I could make my Way wherever
I would; but now, in whatever
Direction I went, I came upon a
Watchman, who, because I had no
Clean Bill of Health to show, would
not let me pass. At length, after running
hither and thither, throughout the
Night, I came upon a couple of Men,
with a small Cart and Horse. They
seemed to be in the same Strait as myself,
and talked of fetching a Compass
to <i>Bow</i>. I asked them to let me join
them, and they consented. They were
a rough Sort of Fellows; one it seemed
had deserted his Mother, the other his
Wife. Their Conduct, and their brutal
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_213'>213</span>Way of talking of it, only made mine
seem more ugly.</p>
<p class='c013'>“On <i>Bow Bridge</i> the Watch would
have questioned us, but we crossed the
Road into a narrow Way leading to
<i>Old Ford</i>. Afterwards we got on to
<i>Homerton</i> and <i>Hackney</i>, and at length
into the northern Road. Here we went
on till we saw some Men running towards
us; then we struck into a Lane,
halted at a Barn, and had some Bread
and Cheese. The Food was theirs, but
I paid for my Share; and I saw them
curiously eyeing my Money. Afterwards
they asked one or two Questions
about my Resources, which I did not
much like.</p>
<p class='c013'>“Well, we kept on till we were many
Miles from <i>London</i>, occasionally dodging
Villages and Constables. At Nightfall
we reached the Skirt of a Wood.
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_214'>214</span>Here my Companions proposed to sleep;
but as soon as they were fairly off, I
stole away. I wandered a long Way
from them in the Wood; at length
took refuge in a Cow-shed. I thought
I heard Voices, not far off, which made
me uneasy; however, I was so tired
that I fell asleep.</p>
<p class='c013'>“As soon as Day dawned, I made off;
and, not knowing which Track to take,
went on at Random, till I came to a
large old Barn. To my Surprise, I
heard some one praying within. I
looked in, and saw, not one, but a
dozen Men, and two or three Women
and Children. I stood reverently aside
till the old Man had done, and heard
him pray that they might all continue
to be spared from the awful Visitation.
When they uncovered their Faces, I
stept forward, on which there was a
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_215'>215</span>loud Cry, and they warned me off. It
was to no Use speaking, they would
not hear me as I had no Passport.
Dispirited and hungry, I strayed away
till I came to the Skirt of the Wood,
in Sight of a Cluster of Houses. I was
about to make for them, when three
Men, with a Pitchfork, Bludgeon, and
Horsewhip, rushed upon me and collared
me, saying, ‘Here’s one of them!’—I
struggled, and said, ‘One of whom?
I belong to no Party, and am a healthy,
innocent Man.’ ‘That sounds well,’
said one of them, ‘but we guess you are
one of a Gang that, after threatening
and intimidating our Town yesterday,
broke into a lone Farmhouse last Night;
so we’ll take you before a Magistrate.’
‘Do so,’ said I, ‘for it will be better
than starving in the Wood, and I shall
be able to clear myself.’ So, after a
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_216'>216</span>Time, finding I made no Resistance,
they gave over dragging me, and let
me walk by myself, only keeping close
about me, with an ugly Bull-dog at my
Heels. However, I did not feel over-sure,
<i>Cherry</i>, that my Story would satisfy
the Magistrate, so when we reached a
small Public-house where we found a
Constable, I privately slipped a Half-crown
into his Hand, and he, after a little
Parley, gave it as his Opinion that I
was an honest Man, whereon the others
desisted from giving me in Charge.
But they would by no Means admit me
into the House, only brought out some
Bread and Beer and set them at a Distance,
and then went away while I ate
and drank.</p>
<p class='c013'>“There seemed nothing to do but to
turn again into the Wood; and as I
was without Object, foot-sore, and spiritless,
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_217'>217</span>I paused at the first inviting Spot I
came to, and cast myself along under a
Tree. Here I suppose I slept a good
While: when I awoke, it was with a
strange Sense of Depression, and it
occurred to me I might be plague-stricken
after all. As if I could fly yet
from the Distemper, if that were the
Case, I resolved to be moving; for I
had no Mind to die like a Rat in a
Hole. Just then I heard Voices close
on the other Side the Tree; and, eyeing
the Speakers between the Branches,
could make out a numerous Band of
Men and a few Women, who were
eating and drinking. I did not like
their Appearance much, and thought
of retreating, when one of them, seeing
me stir, cries,—‘A Spy!’ and drags me
into the Midst. I was pretty roughly
handled till they settled it to their Minds
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_218'>218</span>I was a harmless Sort of a Fellow; and
then they told me they would let me
join the Crew if I would cast my Lot
among them, and put whatever I had
about me into the common Stock. I
was no Ways minded to do this; however,
I gave them a few Shillings,
which, after a little Demur, they took,
and I then was free of the Company. I
soon had Reason to apprehend they
were the Band who had affrighted the
Townsmen the Day before, and plundered
the Farm in the Night; and it
seemed as if a select Council of them
were concerting Something of the Sort
again, though they did not invite me
to participate. As this was not the Sort
of Company I had any Mind to associate
with, I dragged through the Afternoon
and Evening as well as I could, mostly
apart. They then began to put up
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_219'>219</span>Booths and Tents for the Night, at
which I was glad to assist, rather than
do Nothing; but I lay a little Way off,
under a Tree. In the Night I felt
some one lugging at the little Parcel of
Clothing I laid my Head upon.—I hit
a Blow at Random, which made whoever
it was move off without a Word;
and then I thought it was Time for me
to move off too. I got away unperceived,
and could not settle again all
Night. When Day broke, I was in a
Part of the Forest that was new to me....
The Sun was shining on some
gnarled old Oaks, and along green
Glades; there were Birds singing, Hares
running across the Grass, and Wildflowers
overhanging a little Brook of
clear Water. Oh, <i>Cherry</i>! how I
should have enjoyed idling in such a
Place if I had had a quiet Mind!</p>
<p class='c013'><span class="pagenum" id='Page_220'>220</span>“I drank some Water, and washed my
Face; and just then I saw some Women
passing through the Trees, carrying
large, country Loaves, and tin Cans of
Milk. They did not see me, but set
down their Burthens near a large Stone.
Then they retreated and stood a little
Way off, and presently, two pretty-looking
Girls came tripping out of the
Wood, took up the Loaves, emptied the
Milk into brown Pitchers of their own,
put some Silver on the Stone, and cried,
‘Here’s your Money, good People!’”</p>
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<p class='c013'>“Then they returned into the Wood,
and I followed them. I said, ‘Shall I
carry one of your Pitchers?’ They
looked affrighted, and cried, ‘Pray, Sir,
keep off ... how do we know that
you may not have the Plague?’ I said,
‘I assure you, it was to escape from the
Plague that I came into the Wood, and
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_221'>221</span>here I seem likely to starve, though I
have Plenty of Money.’ They looked
at one another, and said, ‘If it be true,
his Case is hard,—let us tell my Father.’
They went away, and by and by an
elderly Man came to me from among
the Trees. He questioned me very
narrowly, and satisfying himself at
length that I was both sound and respectable,
he admitted me to their little
Encampment, which consisted of five
or six little Huts, a Family in each;
besides a few Cabins the single Men
had set up for themselves. I did the
like, added my Stock to theirs, and
continued with them all the Time their
Encampment lasted, which was till
Yesterday, when, the Weather turning
cold, and the News of the Abatement
of the Distemper having reached us, we
resolved to return to our Homes.—I
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_222'>222</span>could make you quite in Love with our
Camp Life, <i>Cherry</i>, if I chose to enlarge
upon some Things, and leave others out
of Sight,—in short, make it appear the
Thing it was not. But, honestly speaking,
though we were very thankful to
buy our Safety at the Price of much
Inconvenience, all the Romance of our
Situation soon faded away, and we were
right glad to set our Faces homewards
again, even without being fully certified
we could do so with Impunity.”</p>
<p class='c013'>“But, to what a Home did I return!
The House was padlocked up, and
Everything in the Possession of the
<i>Lord Mayor</i>. And, from a Watchman
out of Employ, who was taking Care
of a House over the Way, and who
did not know me, I heard the Circumstances
of my Wife’s frightful Death.
Oh, <i>Cherry</i>! we did not care for each
<span class="pagenum" id='Page_223'>223</span>other much; but I fear it was cowardly
and cruel of me to forsake her!”</p>
<p class='c013'>—And <i>Mark</i> laid his Head on his
Arms and wept. Presently he said,
“What to do, I know not. I shall be
able, by Application to the <i>Lord Mayor</i>
to-morrow, to get back my House and
Property; but—to tell you the Truth—I
have no great Fancy to go back
there; at any Rate, till the House has
been well fumigated. So that ... will
you take Compassion on me, and let
me return awhile to my old Quarters,
<i>Cherry</i>?”</p>
<p class='c013'>Of course I said I would.</p>
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