<h2> CHAPTER I <br/> <span class='pagenum'><SPAN id='Page_1' name='Page_1' href='#Page_1'></SPAN></span> <span class="s08">Hope Realized</span> </h2>
<p>It was difficult to believe that I stood a fighting
chance of being chosen as one of that band of gallant
adventurers bound for the Frozen South. Hope ran high
when it was made known to me that I was among the
ten candidates who were to be inspected by Sir Ernest
Shackleton; but, even so, my heart misgave me. True
enough, we ten had been weeded out of thousands
who had applied, in response to the wide appeal
published in the early summer of 1921, for volunteer
Scouts to accompany the famous explorer on what
promised to be an ideal adventure; but that such good
fortune as came would be mine was wellnigh incredible.</p>
<p>Yet the miracle happened. A dream grew into
reality. Together with Scout Norman E. Mooney, of
the Orkney Islands, I was selected as one of the crew
of that famous <i>Quest</i> which, driven by the compelling
determination of Sir Ernest Shackleton, was to attempt
to penetrate the Antarctic fastnesses, and to explore
not only those icy wastes, but also certain little-known
islands in the sub-Antarctic seas.</p>
<p>Imagine how my heart leaped when the news was
told! Here was romance personified. I think that
any youth of my age would have felt with me that all
the adventure books ever written were but tame affairs
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as compared with what the future promised. We were
to follow in the footsteps of brave men who had dared
much; of men who had died because of their love of
perilous adventure. Anything might happen; imagination
filled in the coming years with pictures that set
the mind alive with delight.</p>
<p>Oh, yes, it was good to be young and ambitious—and
chosen! The doors were to be closed for indefinite
years on England—commonplace England, as I
thought it then—and our ship was to bear us, high of
heart, clear across the threshold of adventure.</p>
<p>Often and often had I thought how splendid it
would be to visit those wastes of snow and ice and
furious seas. Like every other healthy British lad,
the hot blood of desire to achieve ran in my veins.
And here were my biggest dreams coming true. Fill
in the blanks for yourselves.</p>
<p>I was glad to think that my lot was to be cast
amongst such tried and proven men as Sir Ernest
Shackleton and Mr. Frank Wild. Every boy has his
private heroes. Shackleton was one of mine. Moreover,
I, a landsman, was to learn the craft of the sea,
and under the most fascinating circumstances imaginable.
I thought of Drake, Hawkins and all those hardy
adventurers of the past. I was one of them!</p>
<p>My first meeting with Sir Ernest Shackleton did
nothing to lessen my enthusiasm, for he satisfied my
imagination most completely. Here was a man to be
followed anywhere—everywhere; a man whom it would
be a great thing to serve. A tall, broad man, with a
strong, determined mouth, a man whose smile gave
confidence, whose voice seemed always to be laughing
at danger. A full-sized man, judged by any standard,
though his great shoulders carried a just perceptible
bend, as token of the heavy burden laid upon him by
his gallant struggles and endeavours of former years.
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<p>Naturally enough, when face to face with him this
first time, I had little to say. But he possessed the
ability to size one up almost at a glance.</p>
<p>“Why do you want to go?” he asked crisply.</p>
<p>“I want to <i>do</i> something,” I said. It was a period
when every right-thinking boy felt he must do something
to be worthy of the sacrifices of Britain’s dead
in the recently ended war. I wanted to say all this,
yet words failed to come; but Shackleton read right
enough and smiled. I was chosen, and even to this
day I cannot understand why. My lucky star had
climbed into the zenith, I suppose.</p>
<p>There is really no need for me to record that I
counted myself the luckiest fellow on earth, nor to
declare how strenuously I vowed myself to loyal and
helpful performance of all such duties as should come
my way. I wanted to be worthy of my companions.
Here were men who had flocked to a well-loved leader’s
standard from all the ends of the earth; and I was
chosen to stand beside them!</p>
<p>Once the decision was made, the days were full of
anticipation. They seemed tedious and endless, because,
being committed, I wanted to tread the <i>Quest’s</i>
planking and feel that it was all really true. There
were so many things that might happen, so many
chances of misadventure. However, fortune stood my
friend; the appointed hour arrived. Not that those final
farewells to loving friends were pleasant, but high
resolve made light of them. Others had dared the long
out trail that’s everlastingly new; and homesickness
is no fatal disease.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, let me be honest and say that my first
sight of the <i>Quest</i> somewhat tarnished the gilt of the
gingerbread. She seemed so very tiny to be destined
for so great an adventure—merely a minnow amongst
whales compared with other craft. Still, I doubt
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if any power on earth could have tempted me to
draw back.</p>
<p>Mooney and I joined ship on September 15, 1921,
and I was allotted a bunk in the little mess-room in the
ship’s after-end. Cramped quarters enough, make no
mistake on that head. The <i>Quest</i> was no leviathan,
and personal comfort was a thing that seemed to have
been left out of her controller’s calculations. So much
for first impressions. If I had had previous sea experience
I might, at that first glance, have counted my
quarters almost luxurious. For in addition to the
actual sleeping-place, at least as roomy as a coffin, I
was granted a locker beneath for clothes and a shelf
for the careful stowing of trifling personal belongings.
This was my stateroom de luxe. At first it seemed
so tiny, so stuffy, so generally uncomfortable, that I
wondered how any human being, not to mention a well-grown
youth of my proportion, could exist there; but
the time was to come when I should consider this corner
of a seagoing ship the most desirable spot in all the
world for my seagoing requirements, and count the
minutes until I was able to fling myself full-length
into that seven-by-two sleeping shelf to sink into the
dreamless slumber that rewards hard toil.</p>
<p>Aboard a Polar exploration ship there is scant room
for luxury. Every available inch of space must needs
be crammed with gear that is to further the expedition’s
interests. The human side of things is apt to be lost
sight of by those who have the greater vision, and who
understand, as our leader understood, the amazing
adaptability of mankind.</p>
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<p class="center">Sir Ernest Shackleton and Mr. John Quiller Rowett.</p>
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<p>Not that Mooney and myself were called upon at
once to “render down” into these cramped quarters.
Probably with an idea of tempering the wind to the
shorn lamb, Mr. John Quiller Rowett, who, by reason
of his personal admiration for Sir Ernest Shackleton,
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was responsible for financing the expedition, took us
under his comforting wing and gave us a great time
at his Sussex home, Ely Place, Frant.</p>
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<p class="center">The <i>Quest’s</i> Goodly Company of Adventurers.</p>
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<p>In my opinion Mr. Rowett deserves a high place
in the records of Polar exploration. The bravest adventurers
imaginable cannot fare forth in quest of the
unknown without monetary backing; born adventurers,
by reason of their very indomitableness, seldom have
sufficient capital to finance their expeditions. If the
<i>Quest</i> was to be a cannon ball designed to thrust herself
into the frozen fastnesses of the South, Mr. Rowett
unquestionably supplied the powder that fired her on
that lengthy journey. Expecting nothing in return
for his very considerable outlay, satisfied to know that
he was helping a courageous man towards the realization
of his ambition, Mr. Rowett cheerfully provided
the major part of the funds for this, Shackleton’s last
adventure, out of considerations of personal friendship
for our leader and in the general interests of scientific
research.</p>
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