<h2> CHAPTER XI <br/> <span class="s08">All Ice Where Eye Could See</span> </h2>
<p>Every one of us was, I think, eager to join issue with
the frozen enemy. The desire to conquer must always
remain a dominant instinct in men’s souls, whether the
object of conquest be human or merely geographical.
You feel that life isn’t worth living unless you’re
fighting!</p>
<p>But in ice-fighting caution is a useful adjunct, and
so, with the mist thickening and much ice about, speed
was eased to a mere crawl, and with keen eyes on the
look out we slogged placidly along. There were bergs
everywhere, by the hundred, wonderfully varied in size
and shape, but all speaking of the Antarctic continent
that had mothered them. I knew now why our dead
leader had been so enthusiastic concerning the solitudes
he had made his own by right of conquest. Throughout
my association with him he had rhapsodized about the
call of the ice and the eager hunger with which your
iceman goes forward into battle. Some of that hunger
troubled me as I steered the <i>Quest</i> along her menaced
route.</p>
<p>The next day broke bright and inspiring; the mists
had fled, and everywhere was floating ice. These bergs
need a volume to themselves adequately to describe,
for to me it seemed as though no two were alike. Some
were flat-topped, calves from the great Ice Barrier;
others were fantastic in outline, like fairy islands,
indeed, pierced by dull blue-green caverns through
which the seas roared and thundered and hissed and
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whined. You could see what might have been frozen
cathedrals, rearing inspiring spires to the untroubled
blue of the sky; ice-clad ships of an older time, castles,
glittering palaces, shifting, bowing, curtsying to the
bidding of the sea that was drawing them north to inevitable
destruction. Many of them were cluttered
thickly with penguins and other sea birds, in clouds of
hundreds at a time; and the high sea that was now
running threw itself in angry foam far, far up the icy
obstacles in a bewilderment of shifting beauty that left
me near breathless.</p>
<p>As the weather was becoming more and more
rigorous, I decided that now was the day and now the
hour to discard shorts and “hard-case” clothing and
rig myself out as an Antarctic adventurer. My appearance
on deck, garbed in a big fur cap, heavy sea-boots
and a sheath-knife capable of carving up a whale into
tiny collops, created some amusement amongst the after-guard,
who inclined to the opinion that I looked a
thoroughgoing ruffian, because my beard was growing
to pirate-like dimensions, and my entire appearance was
awe-inspiring to a degree. Still, that didn’t matter; and
as I gathered that those who gibed were really not displeased
with the way I was shaping, I put the best face
possible on their taunts, and decided that it was worth
while being held up to derision if only for the sake
of hearing laughter ring about the ship.</p>
<p>There had not been overmuch laughter of late, but
now the spirits of all aboard were rising; and the return
to duty of Jeffrey, who had been <i>hors-de-combat</i> ever
since we left Rio, was a further matter for rejoicing.</p>
<p>About four o’clock in the afternoon of January 20
we reached the island of Zavodovski, the most northerly
of the South Sandwich group. Just before sighting
this outlier we saw several big bergs drawn up with
almost military precision in line. Zavodovski is a low
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volcanic island, with a black basaltic coast, steep-to, but
insignificant in height; nowhere do these miniature
cliffs rise to a greater altitude than ten feet. Only the
cliffs themselves are visible; the rest of the land is ice-covered.
It rises by easy slopes to a peak that, when
we saw it, was veiled in mist, so that the exact height
could not be measured; but it was estimated from the
contours that the maximum altitude was round about
nine hundred feet. Forlorn and desolate enough the
island looked, distinguishable from the neighbouring
bergs only by reason of this pitiless black fringe of
rock, populated by countless legions of penguins, who
congregate in rookeries that stretch for a mile at a time.
The tabular bergs about are literally black with these
birds, and the water in a constant boil by reason of
their diving and bobbing. Passing near-hand to one of
these bird-covered bergs, Mr. Jeffrey let off a rocket,
which exploded with a thunderous detonation. Did the
penguins take alarm? Not a bit of it! They merely
looked up, for all the world like deaf old men who
imagined they might have heard a distant clap of
thunder.</p>
<p>A second rocket was fired, and, precisely like a sour-tempered
old man leaving a group with whom he had
quarrelled, one solitary penguin waddled to the edge
and slid off. Before the splash of his departure fairly
showed, the remainder, uncountable hundreds of them,
like so many sheep rose and followed his example. It
was the funniest sight I have ever seen. The numbers
were so vast, and the hurry was so great—those behind
crying “Forward!” and, presumably, those in front
crying “Back!”—that the rearguard pushed the
advance guard willy-nilly over the edge in a black and
white cascade. A regular avalanche of penguindom
poured over into the sea; the foremost, protesting
strongly against the unceremonious treatment they were
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receiving, endeavoured to hold stubbornly to their
ground; but it was no good; weight of numbers told,
and very shortly the berg was clear and the water in a
boil by reason of the diving, swimming, indignant
birds.</p>
<p>It is quite on the cards that a certain amount of
volcanic activity still exists amongst these South Sandwich
Islands, for we clearly discerned what might easily
have been sulphur fumes rising from the rocks near the
water’s edge. Soundings were taken about the island,
and having secured all the scientific data necessary, we
sheered off.</p>
<p>Shortly after midnight the <i>Quest</i> had a narrow
squeak. It came about in this wise, and it is worth describing
as showing the countless risks that await the
vessel navigating amongst floating ice. Although dark,
there was still sufficient light to see two large bergs
ahead, one on either bow, with a perfectly clear stretch
of water between them. To make a detour seemed
altogether unnecessary, and the <i>Quest’s</i> bow was accordingly
notched on a course that should take her clear
through the open space. Suddenly Commander Wild,
who was on watch, realized that the ship was heading
straight as a die for the middle of another gigantic berg.
It was a moment for instant action; there was no time
for hesitation. On a full helm the <i>Quest</i> swung sharply
round and cleared the first of the bergs, though with
little enough space to spare. But for seamanlike
promptitude she might easily have lost her number and
gone to join the long roll of the lost in the Port of
Missing Ships. What had actually happened was that
Commander Wild had mistaken a great cave bored
deeply into the flank of a giant berg for open water!
It was a narrow squeak enough, and, realizing it, it
became more possible to put faith in Clark Russell’s
remarkable story of the Frozen Pirate. That great berg
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could have taken our little ship and tucked her away in
a crevice and never noticed its tenant!</p>
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<p class="center">The <i>Quest</i> Narrowly Escapes an Iceberg.</p>
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<p class="center">Finding the Magnetic Dip: Jeffrey and Douglas at work.</p>
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<p class="center">Taking the First Sounding in the Frozen South.</p>
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<p>A very considerable sea was running down here, and
the <i>Quest</i> set up a lively motion, rolling with the purposeful
thoroughness she had always displayed. Next
night we had another narrow shave of colliding with
a deceptive berg. As we progressed we got case-hardened
to these risks, and the ship’s work went on
much as usual. Whether you’re under the Line or
nearing the Pole, your work must be done; the ship
must be cleaned and kept in weatherly condition, for she
is your only home, your safeguard against death. The
most scrupulous cleanliness goes as a matter of course,
for dirt breeds disease, and in a small, tightly packed
community like ours anything in the nature of an
epidemic might have truly appalling consequences.
Snow fell for a while during this Sunday, and though
the wind was not high the restlessness of the sea was
very marked, and the <i>Quest</i> was as lively as a ball on
a piece of elastic. That more nearly describes her movements
than anything else I can think of. Ice was everywhere,
and big combers where the ice was not. But
beyond the ordinary routine of eating, working and
sleeping I find there is little enough of interest to narrate
during this portion of our journeying. We ate heartily
and spent practically all our leisure in sleep. It is
astonishing what a great amount of sleep a man can
stand down there in the Antarctic. Astonishing, too,
the quantities of food he can consume! Life was just
one darned meal after another, we used to say, with
spasmodic interludes of work, and then deep, deep,
dreamless wells of slumber.</p>
<p>But on January 25 we took the first really worth-while
sounding of the expedition, an event of no little
importance, in which all hands could bear a share.
Something like 4,550 fathoms of wire were run out—27,000
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feet separated us from the sea’s hither floor.
Then—snap! the sounding wire parted, and the
operation proved fruitless. It was just the luck of the
game; a kink in the wire, no doubt; but that sounding
was never recorded in the archives.</p>
<p>The ship had been leaking extensively ever since
we left Rio; but now the leaks were becoming so considerable
that active pumping was necessary. It is a
much overrated pastime, let me say. All right enough
in smooth water when the decks are dry; but when the
ship is piling white water aboard with every heave she
gives, when that white water, as cold as the ice itself,
is tearing at your legs, drenching you, insinuating itself
into your sea-boots, sweeping over your bent shoulders,
as generally happened, pumping leaves much to be
desired. Still, we couldn’t have the old hooker settling
down beneath us, and what Kipling calls “the ties of
common funk” helped us to endure the rigours and
make the best of what was a bad job amongst many
bad jobs.</p>
<p>One day’s fine weather rewarded us. We mopped
up the worst of the wet, endeavoured to dry saturated
gear, flattered ourselves that good times were coming,
and then—promptly ran again into vile conditions. But
during the spell of fair weather another deep sounding
was attempted. Since the general opinion aboard was
that the reason for our initial failure was the too eager
willingness of all hands to take a share in the operation,
this occasion was marked by the astonishing lack of
helpers, Watts and Jimmy Dell alone officiating. Nevertheless
the luck was out: 480 fathoms of wire were
lost, and with it the sinker and the snapper. All in
the day’s work, of course, but disappointing enough
to make some whisper, “<i>Quest</i> luck again!” The best
of good fortune was most certainly not accompanying
us on this expedition!
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<p>There were whispers that a ship’s magazine was to be
started—Naisbitt was to be responsible for it. We welcomed
its advent, and hoped that some bright brain
might dig up some new joke from its depths and favour
the company with it. The old stories had been told and
retold, and we were pining for some new jest. In
<i>Expedition Topics</i> we got lots of humour—all of it at
our own expense! Our pet weaknesses were enlarged
upon, our chiefest foibles exploited in the sacred name
of literature; and without a doubt the mirror was held
up to nature with a vengeance. There were secret
meetings a many—low-voiced conversations held in obscure
corners, and all of them had the same objective:
the blood of the editor! But we laughed, and laughter
is the finest antidote known to boredom. So after our
natural passions had subsided, we accorded Naisbitt a
cordial vote of thanks.</p>
<p>On January 30 what might have proved a tragedy
happened. Commander Wild, who seemed to prepare
for every possible emergency well in advance, gave
orders for the provisions of the various boats to be
rearranged. This was done; all our sea-boats were made
ready to take the water for thirty days at a stretch in
the event of the <i>Quest</i> being nipped between two bergs
and sinking; but as the surf boat was likely to be in
constant use, and as the stored provisions in her were
in the way, these stores were shifted and equally divided
between the two lifeboats. Then, in order to give more
room on our hampered decks, it was decided to swing
out the port lifeboat, and by an arrangement of spars
and fenders, keep her swung out. All hands were accordingly
mustered for the task, for as the ship was
rolling heavily to a big beam swell, all hands promised
to be necessary. We manned the davit tackles and
hauled the heavy boat clear of her chocks, swung her
outboard in the davits, and then—the big roll came.
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She came back with a rush, as though determined to
crush us to fragments, for between us and the funnel
was very little space. Those who dodged nearly fell
down the engine-room hatches. But Captain Worsley
didn’t dodge in time. He was always the head and
front of this sort of offending; delicate work invariably
found him eager and willing. The heavy boat’s prow
jammed him between itself and the wheel-house, and
the timber of the structure surrendered at discretion.
There was a cry, the splintering of wood, the awful
snapping of human bones, and Worsley’s ribs gave to
the impact of the weighty craft. But for the smashing
of the wheel-house he must inevitably have been killed
outright, so there’s something to be said in favour of
defective construction! Commander Wild, who was
inside the boat, and having an exceedingly thin time
of it, called to McIlroy to tend the injured officer, who
was promptly carried to his cabin, where it was found
that the damage, though alarmingly serious, was not
necessarily fatal.</p>
<p>Meantime the boat was swinging wildly to the uneasy
movements of the sea, and Mr. Jeffrey, with language
to correspond, shouted to us to hold on to her; but
this was easier said than done, for the boat, heavy
enough when empty, now carried something like a
quarter of a ton of stores in addition to her normal
equipment. For a time she seemed to be filled with
angry life; she was like a mad bull, determined to
destroy. So there we were, grappling the runaway boat,
bracing ourselves determinedly, our teeth set and the
skin flying off our hands in square inches, so it seemed,
and we could do nothing to quieten her. No doubt she
would have banged herself to wreckage against some of
the ship’s top-hamper, but Commander Wild, with the
presence of mind of your proper sailor, suddenly saw
a chance, and as the boat swung inboard, cut the rackings
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that held the lifeboat suspended, and she dropped
with a thud into her chocks. Working like ferrets, we
clapped on the gripes, bolted the chocks into position
and mastered her, telling her meantime in round, deep-sea
phrases what we thought of her. She’d nearly won,
though; it was only the lightning-like skill of the commander
that gave us the victory. As the <i>Quest</i> seemed
to take rather a delight in the scrimmage, throwing
herself about all this time gleefully, like a bad boy who
has been chidden for some wrong-doing, it was decided
to let the boat stay out; and since we were all handy,
another deep sounding was taken; but once more the
wire parted at the critical moment. But forty fathoms
remained to be wound in, when—snap! More wasted
effort! Some seventy-eight years before the <i>Quest</i>
passed over that particular spot an officer of the <i>Pagoda</i>
had logged the existence of a rock there, and it was our
intention to prove the worth of his record; but as we
got a depth of close on three thousand fathoms where
the rock—named the Pagoda Rock—was supposed to
be, we decided that even if there, it was deep enough
to be out of the way of such scanty shipping as crossed
over it. But when we satisfied ourselves that the older
navigator was in error, we almost called ourselves mistaken,
for a big blue berg was sighted four points on
the port bow, and in appearance it was so much like
a rock that we must needs alter course and trudge right
up to it before we were satisfied that it was merely ice.
An old capsized berg it was, hence our mistake. The
day was fine and sunny, and although there was a long
oily swell running, which accounted for our drastic
rolling, there was no sea as “sea” is understood by
shipmen.</p>
<p>Under canvas, when any wind worth mentioning
blew, and consequently blessedly steady, we proceeded
on our unexciting way. I managed to get in a bit of
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reading in intervals of work. Mason’s “Four Feathers”
proved uncommonly interesting and exciting; and we
all of us had a look at our new newspaper, which
exceeded the wildest expectations, as I said. Apart
from the biting personalities, <i>Expedition Topics</i> contained
some very clever drawings, and gave us something
to think about outside ourselves. To harp on such
a comparative trifle may seem waste of time; but it is
the trifles that count when folk are situated as we were
situated. I have heard that aboard certain small ships
in lonely waters a sort of green mould settles down on
the crews, silly trifles are exaggerated and magnified into
enormous proportions, and bitter enmities are aroused
simply through the unvarying monotony. The <i>Quest</i>
didn’t come into this category in any way, but we
caught at any happening that promised the faintest interest,
for only those who have experienced this sensation
of being entirely clipped off from the outer world,
that might easily shift its moorings and vanish into
thin air in our absence, this brooding loneliness, can
understand what possibilities such isolation can possess
for enlarging the worst traits of humanity.</p>
<p>Daily our lifeboats were overhauled, examined, and
their stores tallied, to see that everything was in perfect
order in case of emergency. A lifeboat mayn’t be necessary
for ninety-nine years, eleven months and twenty-nine
days out of a century, but when you do want it you
want it in a hurry, and with a ship settling under your
feet there isn’t always time enough to add a new coat
of paint or mend a broken oar!</p>
<p>The first day of February brought us a freshening
breeze and a consequent increase in speed. Under a
press of canvas we made rousing headway, which was
invigorating, for the sense of even motion is delightful.
To one standing on the bridge, listening to the hoosh-hoosh
and lap-lap and gurgle of broken water as it
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streams away to leeward, it appears as though the ship
were storming along at a twenty-knot clip; for when
the <i>Quest</i> did move she made as much fuss about the
job as a battleship. I used to delude myself with the
idea that I was on the spray-washed bridge of a destroyer
hurtling through the seas at the speed of an
express train; and imagination helped in the self-deception,
though the best the old packet could do, with a
strong favouring wind behind her, was about seven
knots and an onion. Still, what does it matter if you
<i>feel</i> you are doing thirty? It is a great joy to feel
a sailing ship thrilling with life beneath your feet, to
listen to the even drumming of the reef-points on the
distended canvas, the harping of the wind through the
tautened rigging and the whole glad chorus of striving.</p>
<p>As time went on we got all the storm-music we
needed; for this breeze shifted to a point forrard of the
beam, unfortunately, which necessitated our taking in
the square sail. Here’s where the “unfortunately”
comes in. We of the middle watch must needs add our
aid to housing the sail and setting the somewhat unwieldy
foresail in its stead, and it was so refractory that
it kept us out of our bunks till long after we should have
been relieved. But with the wind freshening to a good
half-gale, bunks looked very inviting, and none the
less so because we had been deprived of their cosy
welcome for certain precious minutes. You can take a
very tolerant view of heavy weather from the shelter
of your blankets, I found! But the gale increased by
leaps and bounds, and in a very short time the <i>Quest</i>
was at her old game. Every one of those nautical exercises
in which she had become so proficient were indulged
in with admirable gusto; we pitched, rolled,
spun and lurched as though qualifying for a prize as
the most restless ship on deep water. Big seas rolled
aboard in monotonous succession; high sprays lashed
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over us, and the grey, clammy griminess of hard
weather claimed us for its own.</p>
<p>It struck me during the beginning of this blow that
it would be almost better to have one long unbroken
succession of snorters, without any of those tantalizing
intervals of fine weather, because in a little while you
acquire a habit of balancing yourself under the most
drastic conditions; but one day of a steady keel gets
you out of practice, and so the lesson needs to be learnt
all over again every fresh storm that comes your way.
Fortunately our giddy evolutions did injured Worsley
no harm; he took advantage of the gale to report that
he was feeling much better, though how broken ribs
and crushed muscles could benefit by such movements
puzzled me infinitely.</p>
<p>During the night the storm grew in force, and
Commander Wild was reluctantly compelled once more
to heave to. His disappointment was keen, for he was
so anxious to make every mile he possibly could to
the east; but you can’t drive a ship with weak engines
dead in the teeth of a snorter, and the only thing to do
is to resign yourself to adverse circumstances and wait
for better times to come along when the fates are more
propitious. Smothered in crashing water, washed off
our feet, clinging breathlessly to everything that
afforded a handhold, waist deep when we were not over
our shoulders, we handed the foresail—an ugly sail to
tackle in a breeze—and got the <i>Quest</i> laid to under her
staysail alone. Then the ship friskily beat all her
previous bests. She pitched things about that you’d
think an earthquake couldn’t have started. She lifted
wedged books out of their shelves and flung them to
the floor amongst dirty swilling water; she turned the
galley into an imitation slap-stick comedy; and Green,
trying to retrieve his belongings—now plunging
gallantly into Gubbins Alley after a soup-kettle, now
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flying across the galley to collect a kettle—used language
that would certainly have shocked our troops
in Flanders.</p>
<p>That we should not be bored to death through inaction,
the <i>Quest</i> leaked handsomely, and the daily
spells at the pumps were increased, all hands taking
spell about at the labour, which has very little to recommend
it as a pastime. Query, the dog, made an indifferent
showing in this rough weather; he seemed
unable to acquire the good sea-legs necessary in a ship
of our dimensions, and as every fresh lurch of the ship
flung him helplessly to leeward, we had to chock him
off in the wardroom with coats and blankets and anything
that would serve as padding, in order that the
poor brute might sleep in peace.</p>
<p>At the wheel that evening I stared wishfully to windward,
hoping to see some sign of the storm abating;
but there was nothing save an ominous grey-black
horror of drooping cloud, and a waste of black-grey
water, whipped to foamy spite between the narrowed
horizons. Majestic enough in very truth, awe-inspiring,
indeed, but far from promising; the sort of outlook
that made you grit your teeth together and swear you
<i>wouldn’t</i> be dismayed, although every thinking bit of
you felt that it ought to be.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, black as were the portents, four o’clock
in the morning brought an easing up of the conditions,
and by noon we were steadily under way with fore
and aft canvas set to a breeze that was not at all terrifying.
By contrast with the past days it was like being
on an inland lake; the steadiness of the ship seemed
unnatural; you were always reaching out for the old
familiar grip of something substantial, in readiness
for the inevitable lurch; but when it was discovered
that it was possible once more to serve a meal as it
should be served—in the dishes instead of the eaters’
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laps or down their necks, it was soon possible to grow
familiarized with the better times. Peggying in real
hard weather is no joke, let me assure you. As often as
not you find the entire meal lying to leeward, a hideous
blend of tea, milk, bacon fat and jam, together with
a few spoons and forks and broken fragments of
crockery thrown in. Sometimes, also, you discover a
stray breakfaster, resigned to the state of affairs, eating
off the floor, as being the lowest depth to which he
could descend.</p>
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