<h2>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2>
<h3>THEODORE'S INSPIRATION.</h3>
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<div class='unindent'><br/><big>EW YORK</big> postmark—that's from Ingolds
& Ferry, I suppose. Chicago,
that must be from Southy, and this is
Ned's scrawling hand; now for the fourth—Albany.
Who the mischief writes me from Albany?"</div>
<p>This was Mr. Stephens' running commentary
on his letters. He broke the seal of the Albany
one, and glanced at its contents.</p>
<p>"Um," he said, meditatively, leaning his elbow
on the table and his chin on his hand. "Now
to whom shall I send this appeal? I don't
know of any one. Mallery?"</p>
<p>"Yes, sir," answered Theodore from behind
the screen.</p>
<p>"Do you know of any one who could go to
Albany in December and give—stop, I know
myself. Yes, that's an idea."</p>
<p>"You certainly know more than I do then,"
answered Theodore, laughing. "What do you
happen to be talking about, sir?"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_350" id="Page_350">[350]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"How soon can you give me ten minutes of
your valuable time?"</p>
<p>"At once, if you so desire," and the young
man emerged into the main office, and came
forward to the desk.</p>
<p>"Read that, then," answered Mr. Stephens,
tossing him the Albany letter.</p>
<p>"A temperance lecture, eh, before the Association;
that's good," said Theodore, running
his eye rapidly over the few lines of writing.
"Mr. Ryan would be a capital man to send
them. Don't you think so, sir? But then it's
in December. Ryan will not have returned from
Chicago by that time, I fear; but then there's
Mr. Williams, he is a fine speaker and—"</p>
<p>"I tell you I've found a man," interrupted
Mr. Stephens; "the very man. Theodore, you
must deliver that temperance lecture yourself."</p>
<p>"What a preposterous idea!" And before
Theodore proceeded further he gave himself up
to a burst of merriment; then he added: "I
thought you a wiser man than that, sir. Why,
I have never peeped in public."</p>
<p>"Don't you take part in the Wednesday meetings
every evening, and lead three out of four
of the Saturday evening ones, and speak in
the Young Men's Association meetings every
month?"</p>
<p>"Yes, sir, certainly; but those are religious<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_351" id="Page_351">[351]</SPAN></span>
meetings, entirely different matters, and I—why,
Mr. Stephens, I never thought of such a
thing!"</p>
<p>"I have often. I tell you, Theodore, you
have talents in that direction. You think and
feel deeply on this matter of intemperance. If
you don't understand it thoroughly in all its
bearings, I'm sure I don't know who does, and
you speak fluently and logically on any subject.
Of course there must be a first time, and Albany
is as good a place as any. This old friend
of mine who has written for a speaker, will treat
you like a prince, and there is plenty of time for
preparation; the meeting is not until the 22d of
December, and this is only October. My heart
is very much set on this, my boy."</p>
<p>But Theodore could not do much besides
laugh; he burst into another merry peal as he
said:</p>
<p>"My dear sir, I <i>can't</i> jump into the person
of a full-fledged orator in a month, not even to
please <i>you</i>."</p>
<p>"I'll send in your name and acceptance," was
Mr. Stephens' positive answer. "There is no
reason why you should grow into the character
of a quiet, rusty merchant like myself. I mean
to send you adrift now and then. Besides, you
owe it to the cause, I tell you; you could do
incalculable good in that way."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_352" id="Page_352">[352]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>But Theodore was not to be persuaded. The
most that Mr. Stephens could win from him was
permission to delay answering the letter a few
days, and the promise that meantime he would
make the matter a subject of prayerful consideration.</p>
<p>"Meantime there is another matter on hand,"
said Mr. Stephens, turning promptly, as was his
custom, from one item of business to another.
"Information derived from Hoyt demands either
your or my immediate presence in their establishment.
You understand the state of their
affairs, do you not?"</p>
<p>"Perfectly. Am I to attend to that business?"</p>
<p>"Well, it would be a great relief to me if you
could. I hate the cars."</p>
<p>"Very well, sir; I can go of course. What
time shall I start?"</p>
<p>"What time <i>can</i> you start?"</p>
<p>Theodore glanced at his watch.</p>
<p>"The Express goes up in forty minutes.
Shall I take that train?"</p>
<p>Mr. Stephens smiled, and made what sounded
like an irrelevant reply:</p>
<p>"Your executive ability is perfectly refreshing,
Theodore, to a man of my gray hairs and
crushing weight of business."</p>
<p>Theodore seemed to consider the reply suffi<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_353" id="Page_353">[353]</SPAN></span>ciently
explicit, and in forty minutes afterward,
valise in hand, swung himself on the Express
train just as it was leaving the depot. Mr. Stephens'
last remark to him had been, "Remember,
my boy, to think of that matter carefully,
and be prepared to give me a favorable answer;
my heart is set on it." And Theodore had
laughed and responded, "If I have an inspiration
during my absence I may conclude to gratify
you."</p>
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<p>This all happened on an October day. The
rest of the winter that was in progress during
that last chapter, and the long, bright summer,
had rolled away, and now another winter was
almost ready to begin its work. The summer
had been a quiet one aside from business cares
and excitements. Pliny still retained his boarding
place in the quiet asylum that had opened
to him when his own home had proved so dangerous
a place. Dora Hastings had spent the
most of the summer with her parents, traveling
East and North, but Pliny had remained bravely
at his post struggling still with his enemy, but
still persisting in carrying on the warfare alone.
This one matter was a sharp trial to Theodore's
faith; indeed he felt himself growing almost
impatient.</p>
<p>"Why <i>must</i> it be that <i>he</i> should halt and hes<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_354" id="Page_354">[354]</SPAN></span>itate
so long!" he exclaimed in a nervous and
almost a petulant tone, as he paced up and down
the back parlor one evening, after having had a
talk with the little mother. "I am sure if ever
I had faith for any one in the world I had for
him."</p>
<p>"Have you got it now?" she asked him,
gently. "It appears to me as if you were
pretty impatient—kind as if you thought you
had prayed prayers enough, and it was high
time they were answered."</p>
<p>Theodore looked surprised and disturbed,
and continued his walk up and down the room
for a few moments in silence; then he came
over to the arm-chair where she sat, and resting
his hand on her arm, spoke low and gently:</p>
<p>"You probe to the very depth, dear friend.
Thank you for your faithfulness. I see I must
commence anew, and pray, 'Lord, I believe;
help thou mine unbelief.'"</p>
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<p>Well, the Express train whizzed past half a
dozen minor stations, and halted at last at the
place of Theodore's destination. Circumstances
favored him, and the business that brought him
thither was promptly dispatched. Then a consultation
with his time-table and watch showed
him a full hour of unoccupied time. He cast
about him for some way of occupying it agree<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_355" id="Page_355">[355]</SPAN></span>ably.
Just across the street was a pleasant
building, and a pleasant sign, "General News
Depot and Reading Room." Thither he went.
The collection of books was unusually large and
choice, Theodore selected a book of reference
that he had long been desiring to see and took
a seat. Several gentlemen were present, engaged
in reading.</p>
<p>Presently the quiet was interrupted by the
entrance of a middle-aged gentleman, to whom
the courteous librarian immediately addressed
himself.</p>
<p>"Good-afternoon, Mr. Cranmer. Can I serve
you to a book?"</p>
<p>"No, sir," responded the new-comer, promptly.
"I don't patronize this institution, you know,
sir."</p>
<p>Theodore glanced up to see what sort of a
personage this could be who was so indifferent
to his privileges. He looked the gentleman in
every sense, refined, cultivated and intellectual.
At the same moment one of the other readers
addressed him.</p>
<p>"Why the mischief don't you, Cranmer?
Have you read every book there is in the world,
and feel no need of further information?"</p>
<p>"Not by any manner of means; but I'm a
temperance man myself."</p>
<p>"What on earth has that to do with it?"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_356" id="Page_356">[356]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>And Theodore found himself wondering and
listening intently for the answer.</p>
<p>"A great deal in this establishment. The
truth is, if we had no drunkards we'd have no
books."</p>
<p>"What's the meaning of your riddle, Cranmer?"
queried an older and graver gentleman,
who had been intently poring over a ponderous
volume.</p>
<p>"Don't you know how the thing is done?"
said Cranmer, turning briskly around toward
the new speaker. "They use the license money
of this honorable and respectable old town to
replenish the library!"</p>
<p>"I don't see what that has to do with temperance,"
promptly retorted the young man
who had begun the conversation. "Using the
money for a good purpose doesn't make drunkards.
To what wicked use would <i>you</i> have the
funds put?"</p>
<p>"I would keep the potter's field in decent order,
and defray the funeral expenses of murderers
and paupers. That would be putting
liquor money to a legitimate use, making it defray
its own expenses," returned Mr. Cranmer,
composedly.</p>
<p>"Well but, Cranmer," interposed the old gentleman,
"explain your position. It isn't the
money belonging to the poor drunken wretches<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_357" id="Page_357">[357]</SPAN></span>
that we use for the library, it's only what we
make the scamps pay for the privilege of doing
business."</p>
<p>"For the privilege of making drunkards," retorted
Mr. Cranmer. "Here, I'll explain my
position by illustrating. As I was coming up
just now I met old Connor's boy; he was coming
up here, too. The poor fellow is hungering
and thirsting after books. He has been at work
over hours to my certain knowledge, for six
weeks, to earn his dollar with which to join
this Library Association. He just accomplished
the feat last night, and was rushing over
here, dollar in hand, and joy in his face. Just
as he reached the door old Connor stumbled
and staggered along with his jug in his hand,
of course. 'Here you,' he said to the boy,
'what you hiding under your arm? And what
you about, anyhow? Mischief, I'll be bound.
Here give it to me whatever 'tis.' Now, gentlemen,
I stood there, more shame to me, and
saw that poor wretch of a father deliberately
take that hard-earned dollar away from his boy.
I saw the boy go crying off, and the father stagger
to that rum hole across the street, get his
jug filled, and pay that dollar! Now when
that respectable rum-seller comes to pay his
license money, he is as likely to bring that stolen
dollar as any other—and they are all stolen<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_358" id="Page_358">[358]</SPAN></span>
in the first place from wives and children; and
when this <i>splendid</i> Library Association, which
is an honor to the town, buys its next books, it
buys them with money stolen from the Jimmy
Connors of the world. That's my opinion in plain
English, and I don't propose to pay my dollar in
supporting any such anti-temperance institution."</p>
<p>Theodore had listened attentively to this conversation,
and his blood was roused and boiling.
He turned quickly away from the long line of
splendid books, and addressed Mr. Cranmer.</p>
<p>"I entirely agree with your position, sir," he
said, earnestly. "And I do not see how it is
possible for any strictly temperance man to feel
otherwise."</p>
<p>"Good for you, young man," responded Mr.
Cranmer, warmly. "I like especially to see a
<i>young</i> man sound and square on this subject."</p>
<p>"Well, now, I call that straining at a gnat
and swallowing a camel," remarked a gentleman
who had heretofore taken no part in the
conversation. "I'm a temperance man myself,
always have been, but I consider that carrying
the thing to a ridiculous extreme."</p>
<p>At this point Theodore, much to his regret,
heard the train whistle, and was obliged to leave
the question unsettled; but the first remark he
made to Mr. Stephens on his return, after business
was disposed of, was:<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_359" id="Page_359">[359]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Well, sir, I found my inspiration."</p>
<p>"Ah, ha!" said Mr. Stephens. "Glad of that.
What is your text?"</p>
<p>"The amazing consistency of the so-called
temperance world," answered Theodore, dryly.</p>
<p>It was this combination of circumstances that
led him to take his seat one wintry morning in
a Buffalo train, himself ticketed through to Albany.
There was still five minutes before the
train would start; and while he chatted with
Jim who had come to see him off, the opening
door revealed the portly form of Mr. Hastings,
muffled to the throat in furs, and with the identical
"Wolfie" thrown over his arm—newly
lined indeed in brilliant red, but recognized in
an instant by its soft peculiar fur, and familiar
to Theodore as the face of an old friend. Instantly
his memory traveled back to the scenes
connected with that long-ago and well-remembered
journey when "Wolfie" proved such a
faithful friend to him. His face flushed at the
thought of it, and yet the corners of his mouth
quivered with laughter. He flushed at the
memory of the wretched little vagrant that he
was at that time, and he laughed at the recollection
of "Wolfie's" protecting folds and the new
and delicious sense of warmth that they imparted
to him. What a curious world it was. There
sat Mr. Hastings in front of him now, as he had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_360" id="Page_360">[360]</SPAN></span>
sat then, a trifle older, more portly, but in all
essential respects the same haughty, handsome
gentleman. But what mortal could recognize
in himself the little wretched vagabond known
familiarly as "Tode Mall!" He tried to travel
backward and imagine himself that young scamp
who stole his passage from Albany to Buffalo,
at which thought the blood rolled again into
his face, and he felt an instinctive desire to go
at once and seek out the proper authorities and
pay for that surreptitious ride. Moreover, he
resolved that being an honest man now it was
his duty so to do, and that it should be the first
item of business to which he would attend after
leaving the cars. Then he glanced about
him to see if he could establish his identity
with the little ragged boy. A gentleman with
gray hair and gold spectacles bowed and addressed
him.</p>
<p>"Good-morning, Mr. Mallery. Going East
far?"</p>
<p>This was the merchant whose store joined
their own. He knew nothing about "Tode
Mall," but he held intimate business relations
with the junior partner of the great firm. Even
Mr. Hastings bowed stiffly. Mr. Stephens' partner
and the small boy who traveled in his company
years before were two different persons
even to him. At one of the branch stations<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_361" id="Page_361">[361]</SPAN></span>
that gentleman left the train, much to Theodore's
regret, as he had a curious desire to follow
him once more in his journeyings and note
the contrasts time had made. Arrived in Albany,
he looked with curious eyes on the familiar
and yet unfamiliar streets. Every five
minutes he met men whom he had known well
in his boyhood. He recognized them instantly
now. They did not look greatly changed to
him, yet not a living soul knew him. He went
into establishments from which he had been unceremoniously
ordered, not to say kicked, years
before, and presented their business card, "Stephens,
Mallery & Co.," and was treated by those
same business men with the utmost courtesy
and cordiality. He went down some of the old
familiar haunts, and could not feel that they had
much improved. He met a bloated, disfigured,
wretched looking man, and something in the
peculiar slouching gate <ins title="Transcriber's Note: original reads 'seeemed'">seemed</ins> familiar to him.
He made inquiries, and found him to be the
person whom he had half surmised, the old-time
friend of his boyhood, Jerry, the only one
who had had a word of half comfort to bestow
on him when he landed in Albany that eventful
night after his trip with Mr. Hastings, homeless
and desolate. Jerry stared at him now, a drunken,
sleepy stare, and then instinctively stood
aside to let the gentleman pass, never dreaming<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_362" id="Page_362">[362]</SPAN></span>
that they had rolled in the same gutter many a
time. Does it seem strange to you that during
all these years Theodore had not long ere this
returned to this old home of his and sought out
that wretched father? Sometimes it seemed
very strange to him. Don't imagine that he
had not given it long and serious thought, but
he had shrunken from it with unutterable terror
and dismay; he had no loving, tender memories
of his father—nothing but cruelty and drunkenness
and sin by which to remember him.
Still oftentimes during these later years he
had told himself that he ought to seek out his
father; he ought to make some effort to reclaim
him. He had prayed for him constantly,
fervently, had poured out his whole soul in that
one great desire; still he knew and remembered
that "faith without works is dead." He had
made some effort, had written earnest appeals
hot from his heart, to which he had received
no sort of a reply. He had written to one and
another in Albany, prominent names that he
remembered, clergymen of the city as he learned
their addresses, begging for some assistance in
the search after his father. Each and all of
these attempts had proved failures. To some
of his letters he had received answers, courteous,
Christian answers, and the gentlemen had lent
him their time and aid, but to no purpose.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_363" id="Page_363">[363]</SPAN></span>
Apparently the name and place of the poor, low
rum-seller had faded from the memory of the
Albanians. He had disappeared one night after
a more tremendous drunken row than usual, and
had never been seen or heard of since. This
was all. And Theodore, baffled and discouraged,
had yet constantly meant to come to the
search in person, and as constantly had shrunken
from setting out, and delayed and excused
himself until the present time. Now, however,
he intended to set about it with vigor. "No
matter what he is, nor how low he has sunken,
he is <i>my father</i>, and as such I owe him a duty;
and I must constantly remember that it is not
he of whom I have bitter memories, but rum,
rum! rum!!" This he told himself with firmly
set lips, and a white, determined face.</p>
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