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<h2> Chapter Ten </h2>
<p>He had only received the chemist's letter thirty-six hours after the
event; and, from consideration for his feelings, Homais had so worded it
that it was impossible to make out what it was all about.</p>
<p>First, the old fellow had fallen as if struck by apoplexy. Next, he
understood that she was not dead, but she might be. At last, he had put on
his blouse, taken his hat, fastened his spurs to his boots, and set out at
full speed; and the whole of the way old Rouault, panting, was torn by
anguish. Once even he was obliged to dismount. He was dizzy; he heard
voices round about him; he felt himself going mad.</p>
<p>Day broke. He saw three black hens asleep in a tree. He shuddered,
horrified at this omen. Then he promised the Holy Virgin three chasubles
for the church, and that he would go barefooted from the cemetery at
Bertaux to the chapel of Vassonville.</p>
<p>He entered Maromme shouting for the people of the inn, burst open the door
with a thrust of his shoulder, made for a sack of oats, emptied a bottle
of sweet cider into the manger, and again mounted his nag, whose feet
struck fire as it dashed along.</p>
<p>He said to himself that no doubt they would save her; the doctors would
discover some remedy surely. He remembered all the miraculous cures he had
been told about. Then she appeared to him dead. She was there; before his
eyes, lying on her back in the middle of the road. He reined up, and the
hallucination disappeared.</p>
<p>At Quincampoix, to give himself heart, he drank three cups of coffee one
after the other. He fancied they had made a mistake in the name in
writing. He looked for the letter in his pocket, felt it there, but did
not dare to open it.</p>
<p>At last he began to think it was all a joke; someone's spite, the jest of
some wag; and besides, if she were dead, one would have known it. But no!
There was nothing extraordinary about the country; the sky was blue, the
trees swayed; a flock of sheep passed. He saw the village; he was seen
coming bending forward upon his horse, belabouring it with great blows,
the girths dripping with blood.</p>
<p>When he had recovered consciousness, he fell, weeping, into Bovary's arms:
"My girl! Emma! my child! tell me—"</p>
<p>The other replied, sobbing, "I don't know! I don't know! It's a curse!"</p>
<p>The druggist separated them. "These horrible details are useless. I will
tell this gentleman all about it. Here are the people coming. Dignity!
Come now! Philosophy!"</p>
<p>The poor fellow tried to show himself brave, and repeated several times.
"Yes! courage!"</p>
<p>"Oh," cried the old man, "so I will have, by God! I'll go along o' her to
the end!"</p>
<p>The bell began tolling. All was ready; they had to start. And seated in a
stall of the choir, side by side, they saw pass and repass in front of
them continually the three chanting choristers.</p>
<p>The serpent-player was blowing with all his might. Monsieur Bournisien, in
full vestments, was singing in a shrill voice. He bowed before the
tabernacle, raising his hands, stretched out his arms. Lestiboudois went
about the church with his whalebone stick. The bier stood near the
lectern, between four rows of candles. Charles felt inclined to get up and
put them out.</p>
<p>Yet he tried to stir himself to a feeling of devotion, to throw himself
into the hope of a future life in which he should see her again. He
imagined to himself she had gone on a long journey, far away, for a long
time. But when he thought of her lying there, and that all was over, that
they would lay her in the earth, he was seized with a fierce, gloomy,
despairful rage. At times he thought he felt nothing more, and he enjoyed
this lull in his pain, whilst at the same time he reproached himself for
being a wretch.</p>
<p>The sharp noise of an iron-ferruled stick was heard on the stones,
striking them at irregular intervals. It came from the end of the church,
and stopped short at the lower aisles. A man in a coarse brown jacket
knelt down painfully. It was Hippolyte, the stable-boy at the "Lion d'Or."
He had put on his new leg.</p>
<p>One of the choristers went round the nave making a collection, and the
coppers chinked one after the other on the silver plate.</p>
<p>"Oh, make haste! I am in pain!" cried Bovary, angrily throwing him a
five-franc piece. The churchman thanked him with a deep bow.</p>
<p>They sang, they knelt, they stood up; it was endless! He remembered that
once, in the early times, they had been to mass together, and they had sat
down on the other side, on the right, by the wall. The bell began again.
There was a great moving of chairs; the bearers slipped their three staves
under the coffin, and everyone left the church.</p>
<p>Then Justin appeared at the door of the shop. He suddenly went in again,
pale, staggering.</p>
<p>People were at the windows to see the procession pass. Charles at the head
walked erect. He affected a brave air, and saluted with a nod those who,
coming out from the lanes or from their doors, stood amidst the crowd.</p>
<p>The six men, three on either side, walked slowly, panting a little. The
priests, the choristers, and the two choirboys recited the De profundis*,
and their voices echoed over the fields, rising and falling with their
undulations. Sometimes they disappeared in the windings of the path; but
the great silver cross rose always before the trees.</p>
<p>*Psalm CXXX.<br/></p>
<p>The women followed in black cloaks with turned-down hoods; each of them
carried in her hands a large lighted candle, and Charles felt himself
growing weaker at this continual repetition of prayers and torches,
beneath this oppressive odour of wax and of cassocks. A fresh breeze was
blowing; the rye and colza were sprouting, little dewdrops trembled at the
roadsides and on the hawthorn hedges. All sorts of joyous sounds filled
the air; the jolting of a cart rolling afar off in the ruts, the crowing
of a cock, repeated again and again, or the gambling of a foal running
away under the apple-trees: The pure sky was fretted with rosy clouds; a
bluish haze rested upon the cots covered with iris. Charles as he passed
recognised each courtyard. He remembered mornings like this, when, after
visiting some patient, he came out from one and returned to her.</p>
<p>The black cloth bestrewn with white beads blew up from time to time,
laying bare the coffin. The tired bearers walked more slowly, and it
advanced with constant jerks, like a boat that pitches with every wave.</p>
<p>They reached the cemetery. The men went right down to a place in the grass
where a grave was dug. They ranged themselves all round; and while the
priest spoke, the red soil thrown up at the sides kept noiselessly
slipping down at the corners.</p>
<p>Then when the four ropes were arranged the coffin was placed upon them. He
watched it descend; it seemed descending for ever. At last a thud was
heard; the ropes creaked as they were drawn up. Then Bournisien took the
spade handed to him by Lestiboudois; with his left hand all the time
sprinkling water, with the right he vigorously threw in a large spadeful;
and the wood of the coffin, struck by the pebbles, gave forth that dread
sound that seems to us the reverberation of eternity.</p>
<p>The ecclesiastic passed the holy water sprinkler to his neighbour. This
was Homais. He swung it gravely, then handed it to Charles, who sank to
his knees in the earth and threw in handfuls of it, crying, "Adieu!" He
sent her kisses; he dragged himself towards the grave, to engulf himself
with her. They led him away, and he soon grew calmer, feeling perhaps,
like the others, a vague satisfaction that it was all over.</p>
<p>Old Rouault on his way back began quietly smoking a pipe, which Homais in
his innermost conscience thought not quite the thing. He also noticed that
Monsieur Binet had not been present, and that Tuvache had "made off" after
mass, and that Theodore, the notary's servant wore a blue coat, "as if one
could not have got a black coat, since that is the custom, by Jove!" And
to share his observations with others he went from group to group. They
were deploring Emma's death, especially Lheureux, who had not failed to
come to the funeral.</p>
<p>"Poor little woman! What a trouble for her husband!"</p>
<p>The druggist continued, "Do you know that but for me he would have
committed some fatal attempt upon himself?"</p>
<p>"Such a good woman! To think that I saw her only last Saturday in my
shop."</p>
<p>"I haven't had leisure," said Homais, "to prepare a few words that I would
have cast upon her tomb."</p>
<p>Charles on getting home undressed, and old Rouault put on his blue blouse.
It was a new one, and as he had often during the journey wiped his eyes on
the sleeves, the dye had stained his face, and the traces of tears made
lines in the layer of dust that covered it.</p>
<p>Madame Bovary senior was with them. All three were silent. At last the old
fellow sighed—</p>
<p>"Do you remember, my friend, that I went to Tostes once when you had just
lost your first deceased? I consoled you at that time. I thought of
something to say then, but now—" Then, with a loud groan that shook
his whole chest, "Ah! this is the end for me, do you see! I saw my wife
go, then my son, and now to-day it's my daughter."</p>
<p>He wanted to go back at once to Bertaux, saying that he could not sleep in
this house. He even refused to see his granddaughter.</p>
<p>"No, no! It would grieve me too much. Only you'll kiss her many times for
me. Good-bye! you're a good fellow! And then I shall never forget that,"
he said, slapping his thigh. "Never fear, you shall always have your
turkey."</p>
<p>But when he reached the top of the hill he turned back, as he had turned
once before on the road of Saint-Victor when he had parted from her. The
windows of the village were all on fire beneath the slanting rays of the
sun sinking behind the field. He put his hand over his eyes, and saw in
the horizon an enclosure of walls, where trees here and there formed black
clusters between white stones; then he went on his way at a gentle trot,
for his nag had gone lame.</p>
<p>Despite their fatigue, Charles and his mother stayed very long that
evening talking together. They spoke of the days of the past and of the
future. She would come to live at Yonville; she would keep house for him;
they would never part again. She was ingenious and caressing, rejoicing in
her heart at gaining once more an affection that had wandered from her for
so many years. Midnight struck. The village as usual was silent, and
Charles, awake, thought always of her.</p>
<p>Rodolphe, who, to distract himself, had been rambling about the wood all
day, was sleeping quietly in his chateau, and Leon, down yonder, always
slept.</p>
<p>There was another who at that hour was not asleep.</p>
<p>On the grave between the pine-trees a child was on his knees weeping, and
his heart, rent by sobs, was beating in the shadow beneath the load of an
immense regret, sweeter than the moon and fathomless as the night. The
gate suddenly grated. It was Lestiboudois; he came to fetch his spade,
that he had forgotten. He recognised Justin climbing over the wall, and at
last knew who was the culprit who stole his potatoes.</p>
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