<h2><SPAN name="chapter_iii" id="chapter_iii"></SPAN><i>CHAPTER III</i></h2>
<h3><i>A New Road</i></h3>
<p><span class="first">Instead</span> of sitting in a straight-backed chair in her grandfather's
study, conning over dry lessons while Mr. Otway wrote or read, it
was quite a different experience for Marian to go to school to Miss
Dorothy in a cheerful little schoolhouse where twenty other girls
were seated each before her particular desk. Lessons with Grandpa
Otway had been very stupid, for he required literal, word-for-word,
gotten-by-heart pages, had no mercy upon faulty spelling, and
frowned down mistakes in arithmetic examples. He did not make much
of a point of writing, for he wrote a queer, scratchy hand himself,
and so Marian could scarcely form her letters legibly, a fact of
which she was made ashamed when she saw how well Ruth Deering wrote,
and discovered that Marjorie Stone sent a letter every week to her
brother at college.</p>
<p>However, the rest of it was such an improve<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</SPAN></span>ment upon other years,
that every morning Marian started out very happily, book bag on arm,
and Miss Dorothy by her side. The first day was the most eventful,
of course, and the child was in a quiver of excitement. Her teacher
was perhaps not less nervous, though she did not show it except by
the two red spots upon her cheeks. It was her first day as teacher
as well as Marian's, as one of a class in school. But all passed off
well, the twenty little girls with shining faces and fresh frocks
were expectant and the new teacher quite came up to their hopes.
Marian already knew Ruth Deering and Marjorie Stone, for they were
in her Sunday-school class, and some of the others she had seen at
church. Alice Evans sat with her parents just in front of the
Otways' pew, so her flaxen pig-tails were a familiar sight, while
Minnie Keating's big brown bow of ribbon appeared further along on
Sunday mornings.</p>
<p>Marian felt that she did quite as well as the other girls in most
things, and was beginning to congratulate herself upon knowing as
much as any one of her age, when she was called to the blackboard to
write out a sentence. At her feeble<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</SPAN></span> effort which resulted in a
crooked scrawl, there was a subdued titter from the others. For one
moment the new scholar stood, her cheeks flaming, then with defiant
face she turned to Miss Dorothy. "I can spell it every word," she
said, "if I can't write it."</p>
<p>Miss Dorothy smiled encouragingly, for she understood the situation.
"That is more than many little girls of your age can do," she said.
"Suppose you spell it for us, then."</p>
<p>With clenched hands Marian faced her schoolmates. "Separate
syllables, and enunciate with distinct emphasis," she finished
triumphantly, without looking at the book.</p>
<p>"That is a very good test," said Miss Dorothy; "you may take your
seat. Now, Alice, I will give out the next sentence, and you may
spell it without the board," and the day was saved for Marian.</p>
<p>After this she triumphantly gave the boundaries of several
countries, told without hesitation the dates of three important
events in history, carried to a correct finish a difficult example
in long division, and when the hour came for school to close she had
won her place. Yet the matter<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</SPAN></span> of writing was uppermost in her mind
as she walked home, and she said shamefacedly to Miss Dorothy,
"Isn't it dreadful for a girl of my age not to know how to write?"</p>
<p>"It isn't as if it were a thing that couldn't be learned," Miss
Dorothy told her for her encouragement, "but you must hurry up and
conquer it. You might practice at home between times, and you will
be surprised to find how you improve. Have you never written letters
to your father?"</p>
<p>Marian shook her head. "Not really myself. Grandma always writes
them for me," then she added, "so of course she says just what she
pleases; I'd like to say what I please, I think."</p>
<p>"I am sure your father would like it better if you did. I know when
my father was away from home the letter that most pleased him was
written by my little sister Patty when she was younger than you."</p>
<p>"How old is she now?" asked Marian.</p>
<p>"Just about your age. She can write very well, but you can distance
her in spelling and arithmetic."</p>
<p>"I'll catch up with her in writing," decided<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</SPAN></span> Marian, "and maybe she
will catch up with me in the other things."</p>
<p>"I'll tell her what you say," said Miss Dorothy; "that will be an
incentive to you both. I should like you to know our Patty. She is
our baby, and is a darling."</p>
<p>"I should like to know her," returned Marian warmly.</p>
<p>"I'll tell her to write to you," promised Miss Dorothy.</p>
<p>"Oh, good! I never have letters from any one but papa, and he writes
only once a year. I wish he would write oftener, for his letters are
so nice, and I do love him, though I haven't seen him since I was a
baby."</p>
<p>"Perhaps if he knew you really cared so much to hear, he would
write. Why don't you send him a letter and tell him?"</p>
<p>"Oh, but just see what a fist I make at writing. I will tell him as
soon as I can write better, although," she added with a sigh, "that
seems a long time to wait."</p>
<p>Miss Dorothy was thoughtfully silent for a few minutes. "I will tell
you what," she said presently. "I have a small typewriting machine<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</SPAN></span>
which I will teach you how to use. It is very simple, and you spell
so nicely that it will be no time before you could manage a
perfectly legible letter to your father."</p>
<p>"Oh, Miss Dorothy, I do love you," cried Marian. "That is such a
delightful idea. What an angelic sister Patty has."</p>
<p>Miss Dorothy laughed. "What a funny little girl you are. I am glad,
however, that you didn't say: How awfully nice! I am afraid that is
what Patty would have said, but she hasn't had the advantage of
associating with only scholarly people like your grandparents, and
so she talks as her brothers and sisters do."</p>
<p>"I should think she would be awfully happy to have so many brothers
and sisters," remarked Marian.</p>
<p>"Oh, dear, see what example does," exclaimed Miss Dorothy. "You said
awfully happy and I never heard you say awfully anything before.
I'll tell you what we'll do; whenever you hear me saying awfully
nice or awfully horrid you tell me, and I'll do the same by you. Is
it a bargain?"</p>
<p>"Oh, yes, thank you, Miss Dorothy, but I'm afraid I should feel
queer to correct you."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"I am not perfect, my dear," said Miss Dorothy gravely, "not any
more than the rest of humanity. I shouldn't expect you to correct me
ordinarily, but this is a habit I want to get out of, and that I do
not want you to get into, so we shall be a mutual help, you see, and
you will be doing me a favor by reminding me."</p>
<p>"Then I'll try to do it. How shall I tell you when other people are
around? It would sound queer if I said: Oh, Miss Dorothy, you said
awfully."</p>
<p>"So it would, you little wiseacre. You can touch me on the elbow and
then put your finger on your lip, and I will understand, and I will
do the same when you say it."</p>
<p>Marian was perfectly satisfied at this. "I am so glad you are here,"
she sighed. "I feel lots more faith growing. I shall soon be
very—is it faithful I ought to say?"</p>
<p>"Well, not exactly in the sense you mean, though really it ought to
be that faithful means full of faith; as it is it means trustworthy
and devoted to the performance of duties and things. I think the old
meaning when one wanted to say that a person was full of faith was
faithful,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</SPAN></span> but the original sense of many words has been lost."</p>
<p>"When shall I begin with the typewriter?" asked Marian, changing the
subject.</p>
<p>"We can begin this afternoon. I have unpacked and oiled it, so it is
all ready to use."</p>
<p>"How soon do you think I can send a letter to papa?"</p>
<p>"If you are industrious and painstaking I should say you could do it
in a week."</p>
<p>"Oh, that's not long, and he will get it long before Christmas,
won't he?"</p>
<p>"Yes, indeed! I should think in ten days or two weeks at the
furthest."</p>
<p>"I should like to send him something for Christmas. I never did send
him anything. Don't you think it would be nice to do it?"</p>
<p>"I think it would be awfully nice."</p>
<p>Marian gave her teacher's arm a gentle shake and put her finger to
her lip.</p>
<p>Miss Dorothy looked at her a little puzzled, then she understood.
"Oh, I said awfully, didn't I? Thank you, dearie, for reminding me.
What should you like to send your father?"</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</SPAN></span>"I don't know. I'll have to think. You'll help me to think, won't
you?"</p>
<p>"Indeed I will, if you want me to. I should think almost anything
you could send would please him, for, after all, it is the thought
that counts, not the thing itself."</p>
<p>"Oh, but I do think things count, and—Miss Dorothy, you won't tell
if I ask him not to send me money."</p>
<p>"Not money? I think that it's rather a nice thing to have, for then
you can buy whatever you like."</p>
<p>"You couldn't if you were I."</p>
<p>"Why not?"</p>
<p>"Because. You won't say anything about it to the grans?" Marian's
voice dropped to a whisper. "When papa sends me money it always goes
to the missions; it is my sacrifice, Grandma says. As long as I
don't have the money really in my hands, it doesn't so much matter,
but it would matter if I had to go without butter or perhaps sweet
things, like dessert or cake for a whole month. That is what would
happen if I said I would rather have the money myself than let the
missionaries have it. Oh, I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</SPAN></span> suppose it is all right," she added
quickly, "and no doubt I am a hardened sinner, but I would like a
real Christmas gift."</p>
<p>"Did you never have one?" asked Miss Dorothy, with pity and surprise
in her voice.</p>
<p>"Not a really one, except from Mrs. Hunt; she gave me a sweet little
pincushion last year, and a whole bag full of cakes and goodies. I
enjoyed them very much."</p>
<p>"Did your grandparents give you nothing at all?"</p>
<p>"Oh, yes. I had a new hat, and gloves and handkerchiefs. I was
pleased to have them of course, but I would like something real
Christmassy and—and—foolish."</p>
<p>"You blessed child, of course you would," and Miss Dorothy mentally
determined that the next Christmas should provide something real
Christmassy for her little companion.</p>
<p>Marian was silent for a while then she asked, "Do you have a
Christmas tree at your house?"</p>
<p>"Why, yes, always, and we all hang up our stocking from father down
to Patty. Don't you?"</p>
<p>"No, I never did, and I never had a tree."</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</SPAN></span>"Why, you poor dear child," exclaimed Miss Dorothy surprised out of
discretion.</p>
<p>"There doesn't any one know how much I want it," said Marian in part
excuse, "but I do. That is what I meant about moving mountains and
faith. Do you believe if I had a great deal of faith, as sharp and
strong as a mustard seed that the Lord would send me a tree? I never
told any one before about it, but you understand better than Mrs.
Hunt. I thought once or twice I would ask her, but she might laugh
and I don't want any one to laugh, for it is very solemn." She
peered anxiously up into Miss Dorothy's face to see if there were a
suspicion of amusement there, but Miss Dorothy looked as grave as
any one could wish.</p>
<p>"I think faith can do a great deal, my dear little girl," she said
gently.</p>
<p>"It can move mountains, the Bible says. I heard grandpa and grandma
talking about it, and Mrs. Hunt showed me some mustard seed. I
tasted one and it was very strong, so I know now it doesn't mean the
bigness but the strongness."</p>
<p>Miss Dorothy looked down with a smile. "You little theologian," she
exclaimed. Then to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</SPAN></span> herself she said: This comes of shutting up a
child with staid old people. The dear thing needs a whole lot of
frivolity mixed up in her life; Christmas trees and things. She
shall have them if I can do any of the mixing. "Well, dear," she
said aloud, "I think we will hold on to all the faith we can muster,
and see what will come of it, but you must realize that just sitting
still and believing isn't all of it. We must work, too, for the
Bible says faith <i>and</i> works, not faith <i>or</i> works. So now you work
hard over your writing, and send letters to your father so he will
know what his little girl likes and longs for, then you will be
doing your part in that direction, and at the same time put your
trust in his love for you, and no doubt something beautiful will
come of it all. You can come up to my room as soon as you want to,
and we will start the little typewriter."</p>
<p>Marian's satisfaction was too deep for words, but she gave her
teacher's arm a little squeeze and laid her cheek against it.</p>
<p>It was not long before she was tapping at the door of Miss Dorothy's
room, but before she began the work she was so eager for, she
asked,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</SPAN></span> "Do you think I ought to ask grandma's permission?"</p>
<p>"I don't see why you need to, for there is nothing wrong about it,"
Miss Dorothy replied. "But if you feel as if you should, you can run
down and tell your grandmother what you are going to do. You can say
that I am going to teach you to use my little machine, and surely
she will not object."</p>
<p>But Mrs. Otway was off upon some charity bent, and Marian returned
feeling that she had done her duty in making the attempt to tell.
Then she and Miss Dorothy had great fun over the little machine
which seemed so complicated at first, but which gradually grew more
and more familiar, so that at the end of an hour under Miss Dorothy,
Marian was able to write out several lines quite creditably. These
she took down and proudly showed to her grandfather.</p>
<p>"First-rate," he exclaimed. "Keep on, my child, and after a while
you will be able to copy out my papers for me; a great assistance
that would be. I shouldn't wonder but in time you would make me an
excellent secretary." Under this praise Marian's qualms of
conscience were<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</SPAN></span> eased. If grandpa approved, that was enough. Her
next impulse was to run to Mrs. Hunt's to show off her new
accomplishment, but she decided to wait till she could manage the
typewriter entirely alone, so would the credit be greater.</p>
<p>She sought out Tippy and Dippy to tell her secret to. They were her
confidants always, and to-day she had almost forgotten them in the
novelty of having so sympathetic a friend as Miss Dorothy. It would
never do to forsake old and tried comrades, and so Tippy was roused
from her nap, and Dippy was captured in the act of catching a
grasshopper, then the two were borne to the end of the garden to a
sheltered spot where Marian always had her "thinks." She took the
two in her lap. Tippy settled down at once, but Dippy had to have
his head rubbed for some minutes before he began to purr
contentedly.</p>
<p>"You see, my dears," began Marian, "I am going to have a great deal
to do, almost as much as grandma has with her clubs and societies
and meetings. First there is school. I think I like Alice Evans the
best of the girls, for she has such<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</SPAN></span> pretty hair, but I am not quite
sure about it. She was not quite as nice to me at recess as Ruth
was, so maybe I shall like Ruth best. I am sure I shall love Patty.
I wish she had come here with her sister. It must be lovely, Tippy,
to have a sister, though I suppose you don't think as I do, for you
had a sister once and now you don't care anything about her, for you
fizzed at her the other day when she came in our garden. I saw you
and heard you, too, and I was very much shocked. What was I talking
about? Oh, yes, about so much to do. I'll have lessons to study at
home after this, I suppose. We didn't have any real lessons to-day,
just trial things, and I did such awful—I mean really awful writing
on the blackboard that the girls all giggled. I just hated that, and
I felt like crying or like running away and never going back, but I
realized that it wouldn't do to do either, so that is another thing
I must do.</p>
<p>"I must practice writing at home. I wonder where I shall get paper
and things to do it on. I'll have to ask Miss Dorothy about that.
She is such a dear, Tippy, and she likes cats; she said so. I never
used to think that any one could be<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</SPAN></span> as nice as Mrs. Hunt, but Miss
Dorothy is nicer in some ways, for she understands just how you feel
about everything, and Mrs. Hunt doesn't always. She is as kind as
can be, but she thinks that when you ask questions if she answers
with a cookie or a doughnut you will be satisfied. It does satisfy
your mouth, of course, but it doesn't satisfy the thinking part of
you. Sometimes I go down there just bursting with things I want to
know, and when I ask her, she says: 'Oh, don't bother your little
head about such things; there is a plate of cakes in the pantry; go
help yourself.' Now, Miss Dorothy isn't that way at all. She just
reaches her thinks down to yours and they go along together till you
come out all clear and straight like coming out of the woods into an
open sunshiny place where there is a good path.</p>
<p>"Now, Tippy, we've got to think of something to send papa for a
present. I don't suppose you are interested in such things, but I
think every one ought to be. Maybe Patty can help me out. She must
be a very bright child; Miss Dorothy says she is. There! I hear
Heppy clattering the milk-pan; it is time to see about your
sup<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</SPAN></span>per." So saying, Marian put down the two cats and started for
the house, her pets following at her heels, knowing the sound of a
milk-pan as well as she.</p>
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