<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</SPAN></h2>
<p><i>Three-score men sit in the crowded, smoke-filled room. Some drink
beer, some squat in moody silence, some talk in an animated fashion
about nothing very urgent. At the one small door, two guards pace back
and forth slowly, creating a gentle swaying of smoke-patterns in the
hazy room. The guards, in simple military uniform, carry small, deadly
looking weapons.</i></p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Fight City Hall? Are you kidding? They took you, bud. Don't
try to fight it, I know. I know.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: I'm telling you, there was a mistake in the records.
I'm over twenty-six. Two weeks and two days. Already I wrote to my
Congressman. Hell, that's why I voted for him, he better go to bat for
me.</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: You think that's something? I wouldn't be here only those
doctors are crazy. I mean, crazy. Me, with a cyst big as a golf ball on
the base of my spine.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: You too. Don't try to fight it.</p>
<p>FOURTH MAN: (Newly named Alaric Arkalion III) I look forward to this
as a stimulating adventure. Does the fact that they select men for the
Nowhere Journey once every seven hundred and eighty days strike anyone
as significant?</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: I got my own problems.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: This is not a thalamic problem, young man. Not
thalamic at all.</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: Young man? Who are you kidding?</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: (Who realizes, thanks to the plastic surgeon, he is
the youngest looking of all, with red cheeks and peachfuzz whiskers) It
is a problem of the intellect. Why seven hundred and eighty days?</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: I read the magazine, too, chief. You think we're all going
to the planet Mars. How original.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: As a matter of fact, that is exactly what I think.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: Mars?</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: (Laughing) It's a long way from Mars to City Hall, doc.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: You mean, through space to Mars?</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: Exactly, exactly. Quite a coincidence, otherwise.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: You're telling me.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: (Coldly) Would you care to explain it?</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Why, sure. You see, Mars is—uh, I don't want to steal your
thunder, chief. Go ahead.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: Once every seven hundred and eighty days Mars and the
Earth find themselves in the same orbital position with respect to the
sun. In other words, Mars and Earth are closest then. Were there such a
thing as space travel, new, costly, not thoroughly tested, they would
want to make each journey as brief as possible. Hence the seven hundred
and eighty days.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Not bad, chief. You got most of it.</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: No one ever said anything about space travel.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: You think we'd broadcast it or something, stupid? It's part
of a big, important scientific experiment, only we're the hamsters.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: Ridiculous. You're forgetting all about the Cold War.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: He thinks we're fighting a war with the Martians. (Laughs)
Orson Wells stuff, huh?</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: With the Russians. The Russians. We developed A bombs.
They developed A bombs. We came up with the H bomb. So did they. We
placed a station up in space, a fifth of the way to the moon. So did
they. Then—nothing more about scientific developments. For over twenty
years. I ask you, doesn't it seem peculiar?</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Peculiar, he says.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: Peculiar.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: I wish my Congressman....</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: You and your Congressman. The way you talk, it was your vote
got him in office.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: If only I could get out and talk to him.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: No one is permitted to leave.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Punishable by a prison term, the law says.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: Oh yeah? Prison, shmision. Or else go on the Nowhere
Journey. Well, I don't see the difference.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: So, go ahead. Try to escape.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: (Looking at the guards) They got them all over. All over. I
think our mail is censored.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: It is.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: They better watch out. I'm losing my temper. I get violent
when I lose my temper.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: See? See how the guards are trembling.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: Very funny. Maybe you didn't have a good job or something?
Maybe you don't care. I care. I had a job with a future. Didn't pay
much, but a real blue chip future. So they send me to Nowhere.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: You're not there yet.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: Yeah, but I'm going.</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: If only they let you know when. My back is killing me. I'm
waiting to pull a sick act. Just waiting, that's all.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Go ahead and wait, a lot of good it will do you.</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: You mind your own business.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: I am, doc. You brought the whole thing up.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: He's looking for trouble.</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: He'll get it.</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: We're going to be together a long time. A long time.
Why don't you all relax?</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: You mind your own business.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Nuts, aren't they. They're nuts. A sick act, yet.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: Look how it doesn't bother him. A failure, he was. I can
just see it. What does he care if he goes away forever and doesn't come
back? One bread line is as good as another.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Ha-ha.</p>
<p>SECOND MAN: Yeah, well I mean it. Forever. We're going away,
someplace—forever. We're not coming back, ever. No one comes back.
It's for good, for keeps.</p>
<p>FIRST MAN: Tell it to your congressman. Or maybe you want to pull a
sick act, too?</p>
<p>THIRD MAN: (Hits First Man, who, surprised, crashes back against a
table and falls down) It isn't an act, damn you!</p>
<p>GUARD: All right, break it up. Come on, break it up....</p>
<p>ALARIC ARKALION: (To himself) I wish I saw that ten million dollars
already—<i>if</i> I ever get to see it.</p>
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<p>They drove for hours through the fresh country air, feeling the wind
against their faces, listening to the roar their ground-jet made, all
alone on the rimrock highway.</p>
<p>"Where are we going, Kit?"</p>
<p>"Search me. Just driving."</p>
<p>"I'm glad they let you come out this once. I don't know what they would
have done to me if they didn't. I had to see you this once. I—"</p>
<p>Temple smiled. He had absented himself without leave. It had been
difficult enough and he might yet be in a lot of hot water, but it
would be senseless to worry Stephanie. "It's just for a few hours," he
said.</p>
<p>"Hours. When we want a whole lifetime. Kit. Oh, Kit—why don't we run
away? Just the two of us, someplace where they'll never find you. I
could be packed and ready and—"</p>
<p>"Don't talk like that. We can't."</p>
<p>"You want to go where they're sending you. You want to go."</p>
<p>"For God's sake, how can you talk like that? I don't want to go
anyplace, except with you. But we can't run away, Steffy. I've got to
face it, whatever it is."</p>
<p>"No you don't. It's noble to be patriotic, sure. It always was. But
this is different, Kit. They don't ask for part of your life. Not for
two years, or three, or a gamble because maybe you won't ever come
back. They ask for all of you, for the rest of your life, forever, and
they don't even tell you why. Kit, don't go! We'll hide someplace and
get married and—"</p>
<p>"And nothing." Temple stopped the ground-jet, climbed out, opened the
door for Stephanie. "Don't you see? There's no place to hide. Wherever
you go, they'd look. You wouldn't want to spend the rest of your life
running, Steffy. Not with me or anyone else."</p>
<p>"I would. I would!"</p>
<p>"Know what would happen after a few years? We'd hate each other. You'd
look at me and say 'I wouldn't be hiding like this, except for you. I'm
young and—'"</p>
<p>"Kit, that's cruel! I would not."</p>
<p>"Yes, you would. Steffy, I—" A lump rose in his throat. He'd tell her
goodbye, permanently. He had to do it that way, did not want her to
wait endlessly and hopelessly for a return that would not materialize.
"I didn't get permission to leave, Steffy." He hadn't meant to tell her
that, but suddenly it seemed an easy way to break into goodbye.</p>
<p>"What do you mean? No—you didn't...."</p>
<p>"I had to see you. What can they do, send me for longer than forever?"</p>
<p>"Then you do want to run away with me!"</p>
<p>"Steffy, no. When I leave you tonight, Steffy, it's for good. That's
it. The last of Kit Temple. Stop thinking about me. I don't exist.
I—never was." It sounded ridiculous, even to him.</p>
<p>"Kit, I love you. I love you. How can I forget you?"</p>
<p>"It's happened before. It will happen again." That hurt, too. He was
talking about a couple of statistics, not about himself and Stephanie.</p>
<p>"We're different, Kit. I'll love you forever. And—Kit ... I know
you'll come back to me. I'll wait, Kit. We're different. You'll come
back."</p>
<p>"How many people do you think said <i>that</i> before?"</p>
<p>"You don't want to come back, even if you could. You're not thinking of
us at all. You're thinking of your brother."</p>
<p>"You know that isn't true. Sometimes I wonder about Jase, sure. But if
I thought there was a chance to return—I'm a selfish cuss, Steffy. If
I thought there was a chance, you know I'd want you all for myself. I'd
brand you, and that's the truth."</p>
<p>"You do love me!"</p>
<p>"I loved you, Steffy. Kit Temple loved you."</p>
<p>"Loved?"</p>
<p>"Loved. Past tense. When I leave tonight, it's as if I don't exist
anymore. As if I never existed. It's got to be that way, Steffy. In
thirty years, no one ever returned."</p>
<p>"Including your brother, Jase. So now you want to find him. What do I
count for? What...."</p>
<p>"This going wasn't my idea. I wanted to stay with you. I wanted to
marry you. I can't now. None of it. Forget me, Steffy. Forget you ever
knew me. Jase said that to our folks before he was taken." Almost five
years before Jason Temple had been selected for the Nowhere Journey.
He'd been young, though older than his brother Kit. Young, unattached,
almost cheerful he was. Naturally, they never saw him again.</p>
<p>"Hold me, Kit. I'm sorry ... carrying on like this."</p>
<p>They had walked some distance from the ground-jet, through scrub
oak and bramble bushes. They found a clearing, fragrant-scented,
soft-floored still from last autumn, melodic with the chirping of
nameless birds. They sat, not talking. Stephanie wore a gay summer
dress, full-skirted, cut deep beneath the throat. She swayed toward him
from the waist, nestled her head on his shoulder. He could smell the
soft, sweet fragrance of her hair, of the skin at the nape of her neck.
"If you want to say goodbye ..." she said.</p>
<p>"Stop it," he told her.</p>
<p>"If you want to say goodbye...."</p>
<p>Her head rolled against his chest. She turned, cradled herself in his
arms, smiled up at him, squirmed some more and had her head pillowed on
his lap. She smiled tremulously, misty-eyed. Her lips parted.</p>
<p>He bent and kissed her, knowing it was all wrong. This was not goodbye,
not the way he wanted it. Quickly, definitely, for once and all. With
a tear, perhaps, a lot of tears. But permanent goodbye. This was all
wrong. The whole idea was to be business-like, objective. It had to
be done that way, or no way at all. Briefly, he regretted leaving the
encampment.</p>
<p>This wasn't goodbye the way he wanted it. The way it had to be. This
was <i>auf weidersen</i>.</p>
<p>And then he forgot everything but Stephanie....</p>
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<p>"I am Alaric Arkalion III," said the extremely young-looking man with
the old, wise eyes.</p>
<p>How incongruous, Temple thought. The eyes look almost middle-aged. The
rest of him—a boy.</p>
<p>"Something tells me we'll be seeing a lot of each other," Arkalion
went on. The voice was that of an older man, too, belying the youthful
complexion, the almost childish features, the soft fuzz of a beard.</p>
<p>"I'm Kit Temple," said Temple, extending his hand. "Arkalion, a strange
name. I know it from somewhere.... Say! Aren't you—don't you have
something to do with carpets or something?"</p>
<p>"Here and now, no. I am a number. A-92-6417. But my father is—perhaps
I had better say was—my father is Alaric Arkalion II. Yes, that is
right, the carpet king."</p>
<p>"I'll be darned," said Temple.</p>
<p>"Why?"</p>
<p>"Well," Temple laughed. "I never met a billionaire before."</p>
<p>"Here I am not a billionaire, nor will I ever be one again. A-92-6417,
a number. On his way to Mars with a bunch of other numbers."</p>
<p>"Mars? You sound sure of yourself."</p>
<p>"Reasonably. Ah, it is a pleasure to talk with a gentleman. I am
reasonably certain it will be Mars."</p>
<p>Temple nodded in agreement. "That's what the Sunday supplements say,
all right."</p>
<p>"And doubtless you have observed no one denies it."</p>
<p>"But what on Earth do we want on Mars?"</p>
<p>"That in itself is a contradiction," laughed Arkalion. "We'll find out,
though, Temple."</p>
<p>They had reached the head of the line, found themselves entering a
huge, double-decker jet-transport. They found two seats together,
followed the instructions printed at the head of the aisle by strapping
themselves in and not smoking. Talking all around them was subdued.</p>
<p>"Contrariness has given way to fear," Arkalion observed. "You should
have seen them the last few days, waiting around the induction center,
a two-ton chip on each shoulder. Say, where <i>were</i> you?"</p>
<p>"I—what do you mean?"</p>
<p>"I didn't see you until last evening. Suddenly, you were here."</p>
<p>"Did anyone else miss me?"</p>
<p>"But I remember you the first day."</p>
<p>"Did anyone else miss me? Any of the officials?"</p>
<p>"No. Not that I know of."</p>
<p>"Then I was here," Temple said, very seriously.</p>
<p>Arkalion smiled. "By George, of course. Then you were here. Temple,
we'll get along fine."</p>
<p>Temple said that was swell.</p>
<p>"Anyway, we'd better. Forever is a long time."</p>
<p>Three minutes later, the jet took off and soared on eager wings toward
the setting sun.</p>
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<p>"Men, since we are leaving here in a few hours and since there is no
way to get out of the encampment and no place to go over the desert
even if you could," the microphone in the great, empty hall boomed as
the two files of men marched in, "there is no harm in telling you where
you are. From this point, in a limited sense, you shall be kept abreast
of your progress.</p>
<p>"We are in White Sands, New Mexico."</p>
<p>"The Garden Spot of the Universe!" someone shouted derisively,
remembering the bleak hot desert and jagged mountain peaks as they came
down.</p>
<p>"White Sands," muttered Arkalion. "It looks like space travel now,
doesn't it, Kit."</p>
<p>Temple shrugged. "Why?"</p>
<p>"White Sands was the center of experiments in rocketry decades ago,
when people still talked about those things. Then, for a long time, no
one heard anything about White Sands. The rockets grew here, Kit."</p>
<p>"I can readily see why. You could look all your life without finding a
barren spot like this."</p>
<p>"Precisely. Someone once called this place—or was it some other place
like it?—someone once called it a good place to throw old razor
blades. If people still used razor blades."</p>
<p>The microphone blared again, after the several hundred men had entered
the great hall and milled about among the echoes. Temple could picture
other halls like this, other briefings. "Men, whenever you are given
instructions, in here or elsewhere, obey them instantly. Our job is a
big one, complicated and exacting. Attention to detail will save us
trouble."</p>
<p>Someone said, "My old man served a hitch in the army, back in the
sixties. That's what he always said, attention to details. The army is
crazy about things like that. Are we in the army or something?"</p>
<p>"This is not the army, but the function is similar," barked the
microphone. "Do as you are told and you will get along."</p>
<p>Stirrings in the crowd. Mutterings. Temple gaped. Microphone, yes—but
receivers also, placed strategically, all around the hall, to pick up
sound. Telio receivers too, perhaps? It made him feel something like a
goldfish.</p>
<p>Apparently someone liked the idea of the two-way microphones. "I got a
question. When are we coming back?"</p>
<p>Laughter. Hooting. Catcalls.</p>
<p>Blared the microphone: "There is a rotation system in operation, men.
When it is feasible, men will be rotated."</p>
<p>"Yeah, in thirty years it ain't been whatsiz—feasible—once!"</p>
<p>"That, unfortunately, is correct. When the situation permits, we will
rotate you home."</p>
<p>"From where? Where are we going?"</p>
<p>"At least tell us that."</p>
<p>"Where?"</p>
<p>"How about that?"</p>
<p>There was a pause, then the microphone barked: "I don't know the answer
to that question. You won't believe me, but it is the truth. No one
knows where you are going. No one. Except the people who are already
there."</p>
<p>More catcalls.</p>
<p>"That doesn't make sense," Arkalion whispered. "If it's space travel,
the pilots would know, wouldn't they?"</p>
<p>"Automatic?" Temple suggested.</p>
<p>"I doubt it. Space travel must still be new, even if it has thirty
years under its belt. If that man speaks the truth—if no one knows ...
just where in the universe <i>are</i> we going?"</p>
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