<h3><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXXV.</h3>
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<p>To tell her all about the boy!</p>
<p>John Tatham shovelled his papers into his portfolio,
and shut it up with a snap of embarrassment, a sort of
confession of weakness. He pushed back his chair with
the same sharpness, almost making a noise upon the old
Turkey carpet, and he touched his bell so that it
sounded with a shrill electric ping, almost like a pistol-shot.
Simmons understood all these signs, and he was
very sympathetic when he came in to take Mr. Tatham's
last orders and help him on with his coat.</p>
<p>"Spoilt your evening's work," said Simmons, compassionately.
"I knew they would. Ladies never should
enter a gentleman's chambers if I could help it. They've
got nothing to do in the Temple."</p>
<p>"You forget some men in the Temple are married,
Simmons."</p>
<p>"What does that matter?" said the clerk; "let 'em
see their wives at home, sir. What I will maintain is
that ladies have no business here."</p>
<p>This was a little ungrateful, it must be said, for Simmons
probably got off three-quarters of an hour earlier
than he would have done had Mr. Tatham remained
undisturbed. As it was, John had some ten minutes to
wait before his habitual hansom drew up at the door.</p>
<p>It was not the first time by many times that Mr. Tatham
had considered the question which he now took
with him into his hansom, and which occupied him
more or less all the way to Halkin Street. Lady Mariamne,
however, had put it very neatly and very conclusively
when she said that you can't hide the heir to
a peerage—more concisely at least than John had himself
put it in his many thoughts on the subject—for, to
tell the truth, John had never considered the boy in
this aspect. That he should ever be the heir to a peerage
had seemed one of those possibilities which so outrage
nature, and are so very like fiction, that the sober
mind rejects them with almost a fling of impatience.
And yet how often they come true! He had never
heard—a fact of which he felt partly ashamed, for it was
an event of too much importance to be ignored by any
one connected with Elinor—of Hal Compton's death.
John was not acquainted with Hal Compton any more
than he was with other men who come and go in society,
occasionally seen, but open to no particular
remark. A son of Lord St. Serf—the best of the lot—a
Compton with very little against him: these were
things which he had heard said and had taken little
notice of. Hal was healthier, less objectionable, a
better life than Phil's, and yet Hal was gone, who ought
by all rights to have succeeded his invalid brother. It
was true that the invalid brother, who had seen the end
of two vigorous men, might also see out Phil. But
that would make little difference in the position, unless
indeed by modifying Elinor's feelings and removing her
reluctance to make her boy known. John shook his
head as he went on with his thoughts, and decided
within himself that this was the very reason why Phil
Compton should survive and become Lord St. Serf, and
make the imbroglio worse, if worse were possible. It
had not required this to make it a hideous imbroglio,
the most foolish and wanton that ever a woman made.
He wondered at himself when he thought of it how he
had ever consented to it, ever permitted such a state
of affairs; and yet what could he have done? He had
no right to interfere even in the way of advice, which
he had given until everybody was sick of him and his
counsels. He could not have betrayed his cousin. To
tell her that she was conducting her affairs very foolishly,
laying up untold troubles for herself, was what
he had done freely, going to the very edge of a breach.
And he had no right to do any more. He could not
force her to adopt his method, neither could he betray
her when she took her own way. Nevertheless, there
can be no doubt that John felt himself almost an accomplice,
involved in this unwise folly, with a sort of
responsibility for it, and almost guilt. It did not indeed
change young Philip's moral position in any way,
or make the discovery that he had a father living more
likely to shock and bewilder him that this discovery
should come mingled with many extraneous wonders.
And yet these facts did alter the circumstances. "You
cannot hide the heir to a peerage." Lady Mariamne
was far, very far, from being a philosopher or a person
of genius, and yet this which she had said was in reality
quite unanswerable. Phil Compton might have been
ignored for ever by his wife and child had he remained
only the <i>dis</i>-Honourable Phil, a younger son and a nobody.
But Phil Compton as Lord St. Serf could not
be ignored. Elinor had been wise enough never to
change her name, that is to say, she had been too proud
to do so, though nobody knew of the existence of that
prefix which was so inappropriate to her husband's
character. But now Mrs. Compton would no longer be
her name; and Philip, the boy at the big northern
grammar-school, would be Lord Lomond. An unlooked-for
summons like this has sometimes the power
of turning the heads of the heirs so suddenly ennobled,
but it did anything but convey elation to John's mind
in the prospect of its effect upon his relations. Would
she see reason <i>now?</i> Would she be brought to allow
that something must be done, or would she remain obdurate
to the end of the chapter? A great impatience
with Elinor filled John's mind. She was, as the reader
knows, the only woman to John Tatham; but what
does that matter? He did not approve of her any more
on that account. He was even more conscious of the
faults of which she was guilty. He was aware of her
obstinacy, her determined adherence to her own way
as no other man in the world was. Would she acknowledge
now at last that she was wrong, and give in? I
am obliged to confess that the giving in of Elinor was
the last spectacle in heaven or earth which John Tatham
could conceive.</p>
<p>He went over these circumstances as he drove through
all of London that is to some people worth calling London,
on that dark January night, passing from the light
of the busy streets into the comparative darkness of
those in which people live, without in the least remarking
where he was going, except in his thoughts. He
had not the least intention of accepting the invitation
of Lady Mariamne, nor did his mind dwell upon her or
the change that age had wrought in her. But yet the
Compton family had gained an interest in John's eyes
which it did not possess even at the time when Elinor's
marriage first brought its name into his thoughts.
Philip—young Philip—the boy, as John called him in
his own mind, in fond identification—was as near John's
own child as anything ever could be in this world. He
had many nephews and nieces belonging to him by a
more authentic title, but none of these was in the least
like Philip, whom none of all the kindred knew but himself,
and who, so far as he was aware, had but one kinsman
in the world, who was Uncle John. He had followed
the development of the boy's mind always with
a reference to those facts of which Philip knew nothing,
which would be so wonderful to him when the revelation
came. To John that little world at Lakeside—where
the ladies had made an artificial existence for themselves,
which was at the same time so natural, so sweet, so full
of all the humanities and charities—was something like
what we might suppose this erring world to be to some
archangel great enough to see how everything is, not
great enough to give the impulse that would put it
right. If the great celestial intelligences are allowed
to know and mark out perverse human ways, how much
impatience with us must mingle with their tenderness
and pity! John Tatham had little perhaps that was
heavenly about him, but he loved Elinor and her son,
and was absolutely free of selfishness in respect to them.
Never, he was aware, could either woman or child be
more to him than they were now. Nay, they were everything
to him, but on their own account, not his; he
desired their welfare absolutely, and not his own through
them. Elinor was capable at any moment of turning
upon him, of saying, if not in words, yet in undeniable
inference, what is it to you? and the boy, though he
gladly referred to Uncle John when Uncle John was in
the way, took him with perfect composure as a being
apart from his life. They were everything to him, but
he was nothing to them. His whole heart was set upon
their peace, upon their comfort and well-being, but as
much apart from himself as if he had not been.</p>
<p>Mr. Tatham was dining out that night, which was a
good thing for him to distract his thoughts from this
problem, which he could only torment himself about
and could not solve; and there was an evening party at
the same house—one of those quieter, less-frequented
parties which are, people in London tell you, so much
more agreeable than in the crowd of the season. It was
a curious kind of coincidence that at this little assembly,
which might have been thought not at all in her way,
he met Lady Mariamne, accompanied by her daughter,
again. It was not in her way, being a judge's house,
where frivolity, though it had a certain place, was not
the first element. But then when there are few things
to choose from, people must not be too particular, and
those who cannot have society absolutely of their own
choosing, are bound, as in other cases of necessity, to
take what they can get. And then Dolly liked to hear
people talking of things which she did not understand.
When Lady Mariamne saw that John Tatham was there
she gave a little shriek of satisfaction, and rushed at him
as if they had been the dearest friends in the world.
"So delighted to see you <i>again</i>," she cried, giving everybody
around the idea of the most intimate relationship.
"It was the most wonderful good fortune that I got
my Toto home in safety, poor darling; for you know,
Mr. Tatham, you would not give him any tea, and Dolly,
who is quite unnatural, pitched him into the carriage
and simply sat upon him—sat upon him, Mr. Tatham!
before I could interfere. Oh, you do not know half the
trials a woman has to go through! And now please
take me to have some coffee or something, and let us
finish the conversation we were having when Dolly made
me go away."</p>
<p>John could not refuse his arm, nor his services in
respect to the coffee, but he was mute on the subject
on which his companion was bent. He tried to divert
her attention by some questions on the subject of Dolly
instead.</p>
<p>"Dolly! oh, yes, she's a girl of the period, don't you
know—not what a girl of the period used to be in <i>our</i>
day, Mr. Tatham, when those nasty newspaper people
wrote us down. Look at her talking to those two men,
and laying down the law. Now, we never laid down the
law; we knew best about things in our sphere—dress,
and the drawing-room, and what people were doing in
society. But Dolly would tell you how to manage your
next great case, Mr. Tatham, or she could give one of
those doctor-men a wrinkle about cutting off a leg.
Gracious, I should have fainted only to hear of such a
thing! Tell me, are those doctor-men supposed to be
in society?" Lady Mariamne cried, putting up her thin
shoulder (which was far too like a specimen of anatomy)
in the direction of a famous physician who was blandly
smiling upon the instruction which Miss Dolly assuredly
intended to convey.</p>
<p>"As much as lawyer-men are in society," replied
John.</p>
<p>"Oh, Mr. Tatham, such nonsense! Lawyers have
always been in society. What are the Attorney General
and Lord Chancellor and so forth? They are all
lawyers; but I never heard of a doctor that was in the
Cabinet, which makes all the difference. Here is a quiet
corner, where nobody can disturb us. Sit down; it
will be for all the world like sitting out a dance together:
and tell me about Nell and her boy."</p>
<p>"And what if I have nothing to tell?" said John,
who did not feel at all like sitting out a dance; but, on
the contrary, was much more upright and perpendicular
than even a queen's counsel of fifty has any need to be.</p>
<p>"Oh, sit down, <i>please!</i> I never could bear a man
standing over me, as if he had swallowed a poker. Why
did she go off and leave Phil? Where did she go to?
I told you I went off on my own hook to that horrid
place where they lived, and knocked up the old clergyman
and the woman who wanted me to put on a shawl
over one of the prettiest gowns I ever had. Fancy, the
Vandal! But they knew nothing at all of her there.
Where is Nell, Mr. Tatham? You don't pretend not
to know. And the boy? Why he must be about eighteen—and
if St. Serf were to die<span class="norewrap">——</span> Mr. Tatham,
you know it is quite, quite intolerable, and not to be
borne! I don't know what steps Phil has taken. He
has been awfully good—he has never said a word. To
hear him you would think she was far too nice to be
mixed up with a set of people like us. But now, you
know, he must be got hold of—he must, he must! Why,
he'd be Lomond if St. Serf were to die! and everybody
would be crying out, 'Where's the heir?' After Phil
there's the Bagley Comptons, and they would set up
for being heirs presumptive, unless you can produce
that boy."</p>
<p>"But the boy is not mine that I should produce him,"
said John.</p>
<p>"Oh, Mr. Tatham! when Nell is your relation, and
always, always was advised by you. You may tell that
to the Marines, or anybody that will believe it. You
need not think you can take me in."</p>
<p>"I hope not to take in anybody. If being advised by
me means persistently declining to do what I suggest
and recommend<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"Oh, then, you are of the same opinion as I am!"
said Lady Mariamne. "Bravo! now we shall manage
something. If you had been like that years ago when
I used to go to you, don't you remember, to beg you to
smooth things down—but you would never see it, till
the smash came."</p>
<p>"I wish," said John, not without a little bitterness,
"that I could persuade you how little influence I have.
There are some women, I suppose, who take advice
when it is given to them; but the women whom I have
ever had anything to do with, I am sorry to say<span class="norewrap">——</span>"</p>
<p>"I'll promise," cried Lady Mariamne, putting her
hands and rings together in an attitude of supplication,
"to do what you tell me faithfully, if you'll advise me
where I'll find the boy. Oh, let Nell alone, if you want
to keep her to yourself—I sha'n't spoil sport, Mr. Tatham,
I promise you," she cried, with her shrill laugh;
"only tell me where I'll find the boy. What is it you
want, Dolly, coming after me like a policeman? Don't
you see I am busy? We are sitting out the dance, Mr.
Tatham and I."</p>
<p>Dolly did not join in her mother's laugh nor unbend
in the least. "As there is no dancing," she said, "and
everybody is going, I thought you would prefer to go
too."</p>
<p>"But we shall see you to-morrow, Mr. Tatham?
Now, I cannot take any refusal. You must come, if it
were only for Toto's sake; and Dolly will go out, I
hope, on one of her great works and will not come to
disturb us, just when I have persuaded you to speak—for
you were just going to open your mouth. Now
you know you were! Five o'clock to-morrow, Mr.
Tatham, whatever happens. Now remember! and you
are to tell me everything." She held up her finger to
him, half threatening, half coaxing, and then, with a
peal of laughter, yielded to Dolly, and was taken
away.</p>
<p>"I did not know, Tatham," said the Judge who was
his host, "that you were on terms of such friendship
with Lady Mariamne."</p>
<p>"Nor did I," said John Tatham, with a yawn.</p>
<p>"Queer thing this is about that old business, in
which her brother was mixed up—haven't you heard?
one of those companies that came to smash somewhere
about twenty years ago. The manager absconded, and
there was something queer about the books. Well,
the fellow, the manager, has been caught at last, and
there will be a trial. It's in your way—you will be offered
a brief, no doubt, with refreshers every day, you
lucky fellow. I have just as much trouble and no refreshers.
What a fool a man is, Tatham, ever to
change the Bar for the Bench! Don't you do it, my
dear fellow—take a man's advice who knows."</p>
<p>"At least I shall wait till I am asked," said John.</p>
<p>"Oh, you will be asked sooner or later—but don't
do it—take example by those who have gone before
you," said the great functionary, shaking his learned
head.</p>
<p>And the Judge's wife had also a word to say. "Mr.
Tatham," she said, as he took his leave, "I know now
what I have to do when I want to secure Lady Mariamne—I
shall ask you."</p>
<p>"Do you often want to secure Lady Mariamne?"
said John.</p>
<p>"Oh, it is all very well to look as if you didn't care!
She is, perhaps, a little <i>passée</i>, but still a great many
people think her charming. Isn't there a family connection?"
Lady Wigsby said, with a curiosity which
she tried not to make too apparent, for she was acquainted
with the ways of the profession, and knew
that was the last thing likely to procure her the information
she sought.</p>
<p>"It cannot be called a connection. There was a
marriage—which turned out badly."</p>
<p>"Oh, I beg your pardon, Mr. Tatham, if the question
was indiscreet! I hear Lord St. Serf is worse again,
and not likely to last long; and there is some strange
story about a lost heir."</p>
<p>"Good-night, Lady Wigsby," John replied.</p>
<p>And he added, "Confound Lord St. Serf," under his
breath, as he went down-stairs.</p>
<p>But it was not Lord St. Serf, poor man, who had
done him no harm, whom John wished to be confounded
because at last, after many threatenings, he was
about to be so ill-advised as to die. It was some one
very different. It was the woman who for much more
than twenty years had been the chief object of John
Tatham's thoughts.</p>
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