<h2><span class='pageno' title='210' id='Page_210'></span>CHAPTER XV</h2>
<p class='noindent'><span class='dropcap'>B</span><span class='sc'>UT</span> for Olivia’s unquestioning faith in him he
would not have pulled through this passport
quagmire. At every fresh lie he dreaded lest
her credulity should reach the breaking point. For he
had to lie once more—and this time with revulsion and
despair.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He began the abominable campaign the next evening
after dinner. He had been absent all day, on the vague
plea of business. In reality he had walked through
London and wandered about the docks, Ratcliffe Highway,
the Isle of Dogs. He had returned physically and
spiritually worn out. Her solicitude smote him. It was
nothing. A little worry which the sight of her would
dispel. They dined and went into the drawing-room.
She sat on the arm of his chair.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“And now the worry, poor boy. Anything I can do?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He stared into the fire. “It’s our trip.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Why, what has gone wrong?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Everything,” he groaned.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“But, darling!” She gripped his shoulder. “What
do you mean?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I’m afraid it’s a beautiful dream, my dear. We must
call it off.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>She uttered a breathless “Why?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“It’s far beyond our means.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>She broke into her gay laugh and hugged him and
called him a silly fellow. Hadn’t they settled all that
side of it long ago? Her fingers were itching to draw
cheques. She had scarcely put pen to pink paper since
their marriage. Hadn’t he insisted on supporting her?</p>
<p class='pindent'>“And I’ll go on insisting,” said he. “I’m not the man
to live on my wife’s money. No, no——” with uplifted
hand he checked her generous outburst. “I know what
you’re going to say, sweetheart, but it can’t be done. I
was willing for you to advance a certain amount. But
I would have paid it back—well, I would have accepted
it if it gave you pleasure. Anyhow, things are different
now. Suddenly different.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He writhed under the half-truths, the half-sincerities
he was speaking. In marrying her his conscience absolved
him of fortune seeking. It had been the pride of
his Northumbrian blood to maintain his wife as she
should be maintained, out of his earnings—this draft on
her fortune for the jaunt he had made up a Tyneside
mind to repay. Given the passport, the whole thing was
as simple as signing a cheque. But no passports to be
given, he had to lie. How else, in God’s name, to explain?</p>
<p class='pindent'>“My dear,” said he, in answer to her natural question,
“there’s one thing about myself I’ve not told you.
It has seemed quite unimportant. In fact, I had practically
forgotten it. But this is the story. During my
last flight through Russia a friend, one of the old Russian
nobility, gave me shelter. He was in hiding, dressed as
a peasant. His wife and children had escaped the Revolution
and were, he was assured, in England. He entrusted
me with a thousand pounds in English bank-notes
which he had hidden in a scapulary hanging round his
neck, and which I was to give to his family on my arrival.
I followed his example and hung the few paper roubles
I had left, together with his money, round my neck. As
you know, I was torpedoed. I was hauled out of the
water in shirt and drawers, and landed penniless. The
string of the scapulary had broken, and all the money
was at the bottom of the North Sea. I went to every
conceivable Russian agency in London to get information
about the Vronsky family. There was no trace of them.
I came to the conclusion that they had never landed
in England, and to-day I found I was right. They
hadn’t. They had disappeared off the face of the
earth.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“To-day?” queried Olivia.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“This morning. I had a letter from Vronsky forwarded
by the publishers.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you tell me?” cried Olivia. “I had an
idea you weren’t quite yourself.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t want to worry you without due reason,” he
explained, “and I was upset. It was like a message from
the dead. For, not having heard of him all this time, I
concluded he had perished, like so many others, at the
hands of the Bolsheviks. Anyhow, there he was alive in
a little hotel in Bloomsbury. Of course, I had to go and
rout him out.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Naturally,” said Olivia.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Well, I found him. He had managed to escape, with
the usual difficulties, and was now about to search Europe
for his family.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“What a terrible quest,” said Olivia, with a shudder.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Yes. It’s awful, isn’t it?” replied Triona in a voice
of deep feeling—already half beginning himself to believe
in the genuineness of his story—“I spent a heart-rending
day with him. He had expected to find his
family in England.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“But you wrote to him——”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Of course. But how many letters to Russia reach
their destination? Their letters, too, have miscarried or
been seized. He hadn’t had news of them since they left
Petrograd.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Carried away by the tragedy of this Wandering Jew
hunt for a lost family, Olivia forgot the reason for its
recital. She questioned, Triona responded, his picturesque
invention in excited working. He etched in details.
Vronsky’s declension from the ruddy, plethoric gentleman,
with good-humoured Tartar face, to the gaunt, hollow-eyed
grey-beard, with skinny fingers on which the
nails grew long. The gentle charm of the lost Madame
Vronsky and the beauty of her two young daughters,
Vera and Sonia. The faithful moujik who had accompanied
them on their way and reported that they had
sailed on the <span class='it'>Olger Danske</span> from Copenhagen for London.
He related their visit to Lloyds, where they had
learned that no such ship was known. Certainly at the
time of the supposed voyage it had put into no British
port. Vronsky was half mad. No wonder.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Why did you leave him? Why didn’t you bring him
here?” asked Olivia, her eyes all pity and her lips parted.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I asked him. He wouldn’t come. He must begin his
search at once—take ship for Denmark. . . . Meanwhile,
dearest,” he said after a pause, “being practically
without resources, he referred to his thousand pounds.
That’s where you and I come in. He entrusted me with
the money and the accident of losing it could not relieve
me of the responsibility—could it?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He glanced a challenge. Her uprightness waved it
aside.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Good heavens, no!”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Well, I took him to my bank and gave him the thousand
pounds in Bank of England notes. So, my dear,
we’re all that to the bad on our balance sheet. We’re
nearly broke—and we’ll have to put off our trip round
the world to more prosperous times.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Although, womanlike, she tried at first to kick against
the pricks, parading the foolish fortune lying idle at the
bank, that was the end of the romantic project. Her
common sense asserted itself. A thousand pounds, for
folks in their position, was a vast sum of money. She
resigned herself with laughing grace to the inevitable, and
poured on her husband all the consolation for disappointment
that her heart could devise. Their pleasant life
went on. Deeply interested in Vronsky, she questioned
him from time to time. Had he no news of the tragic
wanderer? At last, in February, he succumbed to the
temptation to finish for ever with these Frankenstein
monsters. He came home one afternoon, and after kissing
her said with a gay air:</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I found a letter at Decies Street”—the house of his
publishers—“from whom do you think? From Vronsky.
Just a few lines. He tracked his family to Palermo
and they’re all as happy as can be. How he did it
he doesn’t say, which is disconcerting, for one would like
to know the ins and outs of his journeyings. But there’s
the fact, and now we can wipe Vronsky off our slate.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>In March the novel appeared. Reviewers lauded it
enthusiastically as a new note in fiction.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The freshness of subject, outlook, and treatment appealed
to the vastly superior youth, the disappointed old,
and the scholarly and conscientious few, who write literary
criticism. The great firm of publishers smiled urbanely.
Repeat orders on a gratifying scale poured in
every day. Triona took Olivia to Decies Street to hear
from publishing lips the splendid story. They went
home in a taxi-cab, their arms around each other, intoxicated
with the pride of success and the certainty of their
love. And the next day Olivia said:</p>
<p class='pindent'>“If we can’t go round the world, at any rate let us have
a holiday. Let us go to Paris. We can afford it.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>And Triona, who for months had foreseen such a reasonable
proposal, replied:</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I wish we could. I’ve been dreaming of it for a long
time. In fact—I didn’t tell you—but I went to the
Foreign Office a fortnight ago.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>She wrinkled her brow.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“What’s the Foreign Office got to do with it?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“They happen to regard me as an exceptional man,
my dearest,” said he. “I’m still in the Secret Service.
I tried last summer to get out of it—but they overpersuaded
me, promising not to worry me unduly. One can’t
refuse to serve one’s country at a pinch, can one?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“No. But why didn’t you tell me?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>She felt hurt at being left out in the cold. She also
had a sudden fear of the elusiveness of this husband of
hers, hero of so many strange adventures and interests
that years would not suffice for their complete revelation.
She remembered the dug-up Vronsky romance, in itself
one that might supply the ordinary human being with
picturesque talk for a lifetime. And now she resented
this continued association with the Foreign Office which
he thought he had severed on his return from Finland.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I never imagined they would want me again, after
what I told them. But it seems they do. You know
the state of things in Russia. Well—they may send me
or they may not. At any rate, for the next few months
I am not to leave the country.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I call that idiotic,” cried Olivia indignantly. “They
could get at you in Paris just as easily as they could in
London.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“They’ve got the whip hand, confound them,” replied
Triona. “They grant or refuse passports.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“The Foreign Office is a beast!” said Olivia. “I’d like
to tell them what I think of them.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Do,” said he with a laugh, “but don’t tell anybody
else.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>She believed him. He breathed again. The difficulty
was over for the present. Meanwhile he called himself
a fool for not having given her this simple explanation
months ago. Why had he racked his conscience with
the outrageous fiction of the Vronskys?</p>
<p class='pindent'>About this time, too, in her innocence, she raised the
question of his technical nationality. It was absurd for
him to continue to be a Russian subject. A son of
English parents, surely he could easily be naturalized.
He groaned inwardly at this fresh complication, and
cursed the name of Triona. He put her off with vague intentions.
One of these days . . . there was no great
hurry. She persisted.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“It’s so unlike you,” she declared, uncomprehending.
“You who do things so swiftly and vividly.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I must have some sort of papers establishing my
identity,” he explained. “My word won’t do. We must
wait till there’s a settled government in Russia to which
I can apply. I know it’s an unsatisfactory position for
both; but it can’t be helped.” He smiled wearily. “You
mustn’t reproach me.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Reproach you—my dearest——?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>The idea shocked her. She only had grown impatient
of the intangible Russian influences that checked his
freedom of action. Sometimes she dreaded them, not
knowing how deep or how sinister they might be. Secret
agents were sometimes mysteriously assassinated. He
laughed at her fears. But what else, she asked herself,
could he do but laugh? She was not reassured.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The naturalization question settled for an indefinite
time, he felt once more in clear water. Easter came
and went.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“If I don’t move about a little, I shall die,” he said.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Let us move about a lot,” said Olivia. “Let us hire
a car and race about Great Britain.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He waxed instantly enthusiastic. She was splendid.
Always the audacious one. A car—a little high-powered
two-seater. Just they two together. Free of the
high road! If they could find no lodgings at inns they
could sleep beneath the hedges. They would drive anywhere,
losing their way, hitting on towns with delicious
unexpectancy. The maddest motor tour that was ever
unplanned.</p>
<p class='pindent'>In the excitement of the new idea, the disappointment
over the prohibited foreign travel vanished from their
hearts. Once more they contemplated their vagabondage,
with the single-mindedness of children.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“We’ll start to-morrow,” he declared.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“To-morrow evening is the Rowingtons’ dinner-party,”
Olivia reminded him.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He confounded Rowington and his dinner-party. Why
not send a telegram saying he was down with smallpox?
He hated literary dinner-parties. Why should he make
an ass of himself in a lion’s skin—just to gratify the
vanity of a publisher? Olivia administered the required
corrective.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Isn’t it rather a case of the lion putting on an ass’s
skin, my dear? Of course we must go.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He laughed. “I suppose we must. Anyway, we’ll
start the day after. I’ll see about the car in the morning.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He went out immediately after breakfast, and in a
couple of hours returned radiant. He was in luck, having
found the high-powered two-seater of his dreams.
He overwhelmed her with enthusiastic technicalities.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“You beloved infant,” said Olivia.</p>
<p class='pindent'>But before they could set out in this chariot of force
and speed, something happened. It happened at the
dinner-party given by Rowington, the active partner
in the great publishing house, in honour of their twice-proved
successful author.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The Rowingtons lived in a mansion at the southern end
of Portland Place. It had belonged to his father and
grandfather before him and the house was filled with
inherited and acquired treasures. On entering, Triona
had the same sense of luxurious comfort as on that far-off
day of the first interview in Decies Street, when his
advancing foot stepped so softly on the thick Turkey
carpet. A manservant relieved him of his coat and hat,
a maid took Olivia for an instant into a side-room whence
she reappeared bare-necked, bare-armed, garbed, as her
husband whispered, in cobweb swept from Heaven’s rafters.
A manservant at the top of the stairs announced
them. Mrs. Rowington, thin, angular, pince-nez’d, and
Rowington, middle-aged, regarding the world benevolently
through gold spectacles, received them and made the
necessary introduction to those already present. There
was a judge of the High Court, a well-known novelist, a
beautiful and gracious woman whom Olivia, with a little
catch of the heart, recognized as the Lady Aintree who
had addressed a passing word of apology to her in the
outgoing theatre crush in the first week of her emancipation.
She envied Alexis who stood in talk with her.
She herself was trying to correlate the young and modern
bishop, in plum-coloured evening dress, with the billow
of lawn semi-humanized by a gaunt staring head and a
pair of waxen hands which had gone through the dimly
comprehended ritual of her confirmation.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He explained his presence in this brilliant assembly on
the ground that once he had written an obscure book of
travels in Asia Minor. St. Paul’s steps retraced. He had
fought with beasts at Ephesus—but not of the kind to
which the apostle was presumed to refer; disgusting little
beasts! He also swore “By Jove!” which she was sure
her confirming bishop would never have done.</p>
<p class='pindent'>A while later, as the room was filling up, she found
herself talking to a Colonel Onslow, an authority on Kurdistan,
said her hostess, who was anxious to meet her husband.
She glanced around, her instinctive habit, to
place Alexis. He had been torn from Lady Aintree and
was standing just behind her by the chimney-piece in
conversation with a couple of men. His eyes caught
the message of love in hers and telegraphed back again.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He no longer confounded Rowington. The central
figure of this distinguished gathering, he glowed with the
divine fire of success. He was talking to two elderly
men on Russian folk literature. On that he was an authority.
He knew the inner poignancy of every song,
the bitter humour of every tale. Speaking sober truth
about Russia he forgot that he had ever lied.</p>
<p class='pindent'>Suddenly into the little open space about the hearth
emerged from the throng, a brisk, wiry man with a keen,
clean-shaven, weather-beaten face, who, on catching sight
of Triona, paused for a startled second and then darted
up to him with outstretched hand; and Triona, taken off
his guard, made an eager step to meet him.</p>
<p class='pindent'>If, for two days, you have faced death alone with a man
who has given every proof of indomitable courage and
cheerfulness, your heart has an abominable way of leaping
when suddenly, years afterwards, you are brought with
him face to face.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“You are Briggs! I knew I was right. Fancy running
up against you here!”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Triona’s cheeks burned hot. The buried name seemed
to be shrieked to the listening universe. At any rate,
Olivia heard; and instinctively she drifted from the side
of Colonel Onslow towards Alexis.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“It’s a far cry from Russia,” he said.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and a far cry from the lower deck of an armoured
car,” laughed the other. “Well, I am glad to see you.
God knows what has happened to the rest of us. I’ve
been one of the lucky ones. Got a ship soon afterwards.
Retired now. Farming. Living on three pigs
and a bee. And you”—he clapped him on the shoulder—“you
look flourishing. I used to have an idea there
was something behind you.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>It was then that Triona became conscious of Olivia at
his elbow. He put on a bold face and laughed in his
careless way.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I have my wife behind me. My dear—this is Captain
Wedderburn. We met in Russia.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“We did more than meet, by George!” cried Wedderburn
breezily. “We were months together in the Column——”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“What Column?” asked Olivia, puzzled.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“The Armoured Car Column. I forget what the humour
of war rated him as. Able Seaman, I think. I was
Lieutenant then. It was a picnic, I assure you. And
there were the days—he and I alone together—I’ll never
forget ’em—we got cut off—but he has told you all about
it.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“No.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“My dear Mrs. Briggs——”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Pardon me,” Alexis interrupted hastily. “But that’s
not my name. It was literally a <span class='it'>nom de guerre</span>. My real
name is Triona.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Eh?” Wedderburn put his hands on his narrow hips
and stared at him. “The famous chap I was asked to
meet to-night? Mrs. Triona, your husband is a wonderful
fellow. The months that were the most exciting time
in my life, anyhow, he hasn’t thought it worth while mentioning
in his book. And yet”—his keen eyes swept like
searchlights over the other’s face—“you were knocked
out. I remember the day. And you must have been a
long time in hospital. How the deuce did you manage
to work everything in?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I was only scratched,” said Triona. “A week or
two afterwards I was back in the Russian service.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I see,” said Wedderburn with unexpected frostiness.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He turned to greet a woman of his acquaintance standing
near, and husband and wife were left for a few seconds
alone.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“You never told me about serving with the British
forces.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“It was just an interlude,” said he.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The hostess came up and manœuvred them apart.
Dinner was announced. The company swept downstairs.
Olivia sat between her host and Colonel Onslow, Lady
Aintree opposite, and next her, Captain Wedderburn.
For the first time in her married life Olivia suffered
vague disquiet as to her husband’s antecedents. The
rugged-faced, bright-eyed man on the other side of the
table seemed to hold the key to a phase of his life which
she had never heard. She wished that he were seated
elsewhere, out of sight. It was with a conscious effort
that she brought herself to listen intelligently to her host
who was describing his first meeting with the now famous
Alexis Triona, then valiantly driving hireling motor-cars
under the sobriquet of John Briggs. She felt a touch
of ice at her heart. For the second time that night she
had heard the unfamiliar name. Alexis had told her, it
is true, of his early struggles in London while writing
<span class='it'>Through Blood and Snow</span>, but of John Briggs he had
breathed no word.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The talk drifted into other channels until she turned to
her neighbour, Colonel Onslow, who after a while said
pleasantly:</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I’m looking for an opportunity of a chat with your
husband, Mrs. Triona. From his book, he seems to have
covered a great deal of my ground—and it must have been
about the same time. It’s strange I never came across
him.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think so,” she replied. “His Secret Service
work rather depended on his avoidance of other European
agents.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Colonel Onslow yielded laughingly to the argument.
Of course, that was quite understandable. Every man
had his own methods. No game in the world had more
elastic rules.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“On the other hand, I knew a Russian on exactly the
same lay as your husband, a fellow Krilov, a fine chap—I
ran into him several times—who was rather keen on
taking me into his confidence. And one or two of the
things he told me were so identical with your husband’s
experiences, that it seems they must have hunted in
couples.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no, he was on his own, I assure you,” said Olivia.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Anyhow, I’m keen to meet him,” said Onslow, unaware
of the growing fear behind the girl’s dark eyes. “I
only came home a month ago. Somebody gave me the
book. When I read it I went to my friend Rowington
and asked about Alexis Triona. That’s how I’m here.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Presently, noticing her air of constraint, he said apologetically,
“You must be fed up with all this ancient history.
A wanderer like myself is apt to forget that the
world is supposed to be at peace and is even rather bored
with making good the damage of war.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Olivia answered as well as she could, and for the rest
of the interminable meal strove to exhibit her usual gay
interest in the talk around.</p>
<p class='pindent'>But her heart was heavy with she knew not what forebodings.
She could not see Alexis, who was seated on the
same side and at the other end of the long table. She
felt as though the benevolent gold-spectacled man had
deliberately convened an assembly of Alexis’s enemies.
It was a blessed relief when the ladies rose and left the
men; but in the drawing-room, although she was talking
to Lady Aintree, most winningly gracious of women, her
glance continuously sought the door by which the men
would enter. And when they came in his glance, for
the first time in their married life, did not seek or meet
hers. She scanned his face anxiously. It was pale and
drawn, she thought, and into his eyes had crept the furtive
look of a year ago which happiness, she thought, had dispelled
for ever. He did not come near her; nor did
Wedderburn and Onslow; nor did the two latter talk to
him; he was swallowed up in a little group at the further
end of the room. Meanwhile, the most up-to-date thing
in bishops sank smilingly into a chair by her side, and
ridden by some ironical Imp of the Inapposite described
to her a visit, in the years past, to the Castle of Schwöbbe
in Hanover, where dwelt the Baron von Munchausen, the
lineal descendant of the famous liar. A mythical personage?
Not a bit. Munchausen was one of Frederick
the Great’s generals. He had seen his full-length portrait
in the Rittersaal of the old Schloss. Thence he began
to discourse on the great liars of travel. Herodotus,
who was coming more and more into his own as a faithful
historian; John Mandeville; Fernando Mendez Pinto,
a name now forgotten, but for a couple of centuries a byword
of mendacity; Gemelli Carreri, the bed-ridden Neapolitan
author of a <span class='it'>Voyage Round the World</span>; the Rabbi
Benjamin of Tudela who claimed to have ridden a
hippogriff to the tomb of Ezekiel; George Psalmanazar,
who captivated all London (including so level-headed a
man as Samuel Johnson) with his history of the Island
of Formosa and his grammar of the Formosan language;
de Rougemont, the turtle-riding impostor of recent years;
and the later unfortunate gentleman whose claim to have
discovered the North Pole was so shockingly discredited.
The bishop seemed to have made a hobby of these perverters
of truth and to look on them (as in theological
duty bound), wriggling through the lake of fire and brimstone,
in the light of Izaak Walton’s counsel concerning
the worms threaded on the hook, as if he loved them.
Then there were the notorious Blank and Dash and Dot,
still living. Types, said he, of the defective criminal
mind, by mere chance skirting round the commonly recognized
area of crime.</p>
<p class='pindent'>Olivia, with nerves on edge, welcomed the matronly
swoop of Mrs. Rowington.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“My dear Bishop, I want to introduce you——”</p>
<p class='pindent'>He rose, made a courtly bow to Olivia.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I’ll read your lordship’s next book of travel with great
interest,” she said.</p>
<hr class='tbk'/>
<p class='pindent'>As the home-bound taxi drove off:</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Thank goodness that’s over,” said Triona.</p>
<p class='pindent'>She echoed with a sigh: “Yes, thank goodness.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“All the bores of the earth.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Did you have a talk with Colonel Onslow?” she asked.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“The biggest of the lot. I’m sick to death of the Caucasus,”
he added with unusual irritation. “I wish I
had never been near it. I hate these specially selected
dinner parties of people you don’t want to meet and will
never meet again.” He took her hand, which was limp
and unresponsive. “Did you have a rotten time, too?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I wish we hadn’t gone,” she replied, withdrawing her
hand under the pretext of pulling her cloak closer round
her shoulders.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He rolled and lit a cigarette and smoked gloomily. At
last he said with some impatience:</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Of course, I didn’t mention the little episode with the
British Force. It would have been out of the picture.
Besides, nothing very much happened. It was a stupid
thing to do—I had no right. That’s why I took an assumed
name—John Briggs.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“And you used it when you landed in England. Mr.
Rowington told me.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Of course, dear. Alexis Triona, chauffeur, would have
been absurd, wouldn’t it?” He turned to her with the
old eagerness.</p>
<p class='pindent'>This time it was she who thrust out a caressing hand,
suddenly feeling a guilty horror of the doubts that had
beset her.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I wish you would tell me everything about yourself—the
details you think so unimportant. Then I wouldn’t
be so taken aback as I was this evening, when Captain
Wedderburn called me Mrs. Briggs.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I’ll write you a supplementary volume,” said he, “and
it shall be entitled <span class='it'>Through Love and Sunshine</span>.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>The ring in his voice consoled her. He drew her close
to him and they spoke little till they reached their house.
There, in the dining-room, he poured out a stiff whisky-and-soda
and drank it off at a gulp. She uttered a
startled, “My dear!” at the unusual breach of abstemious
habit.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“I’m dog-tired,” said he. “And I’ve things to do before
I go to bed. Don’t wait for me.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“What things?”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“To-night has given me an idea for a story. I must
get it, dear, and put it down; otherwise—you know—I
shan’t sleep.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>She protested. His brain would be fresher in the morning.
Such untimely artistic accouchment had, indeed,
happened several times before, and, unless given its natural
chances had occasioned a night of unrest; but never
before had there been this haggardness in his face and
eyes. Again the doubts assailed her. Something that
evening had occurred to throw him off his balance.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“If anything’s worrying you, dear, do tell me,” she
urged, her clasp on the lapels of his dress-coat and her
eyes searching his.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He took her wrists, kissed her, and laughed, as she
thought, uneasily. Worries? He hadn’t an anxiety in
the world. But this idea—it was the germ of something
big. He must tackle it then and there. Led, his arm
around her body, to the door, she allowed herself to be
convinced.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Don’t be too long.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>“And you go to sleep. You must be tired.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>Left alone, Triona poured himself out another whisky
and soda. In one evening he had suffered two shocks, for
neither of which his easy nature had prepared him. The
Wedderburn incident he could explain away. But from
the blind alley into which he was pinned by Colonel Onslow,
there had been but a horrible wriggling escape. It
was a matter, too, more spiritual even than material.
He felt as though he had crawled through a sewer.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He went to his desk by the window, and from a drawer
took out his despatch case, which he unlocked with the
key that never left his person; and from it he drew the
little black book. There, half-erased, in pencil on the
reverse of the cover, was the word, in Russian characters,
“Krilov.” Hitherto he had regarded this as some unimportant
memorandum of name or place. It had never
occurred to him that it was the name of the owner of the
diary. But now, it stared at him accusingly as the signature
of the dead man whose soul, as it were, he had
robbed.</p>
<p class='pindent'>Krilov. There was no doubt about it. Onslow had
known him, that fine-featured grizzled-haired dead man,
in his vehement life. He had heard from his lips the wild
adventures which he had set down with such official
phlegm in the little black book, and which he, Alexis
Triona, had credited to himself, and had invested with the
wealth of his poet’s imagination. Of course, he had
lied, on his basis of truth, to Colonel Onslow, disclaimed
all knowledge of Krilov. It had been the essence of the
old Russian régime that secret agents should have no acquaintance
one with another. It was a common thing for
two men, unsuspectingly, to be employed on an identical
mission. The old Imperial service depended on this
system of checks. If the missions were identical, the
various incidents were bound to be similar. He had defended
his position with every sophistical argument his
alert brain could devise. He drew, as red herrings across
the track, the names of obscure chieftains known to
Colonel Onslow, whom he had not mentioned in his book;
described them—one long-nosed, foxy, pitted with smallpox;
another obese and oily; to Colonel Onslow’s mind
irrefutable evidence of his acquaintance with the country.
But as to narrated incidents he had seen puzzled
incredulity behind the Colonel’s eyes and had felt his semi-accusing
coldness of manner when their conversation
came to an end.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He replenished a dying fire and sat down in an arm-chair,
the despatch case by his side, the book in his hands—the
little shabby black book that had been his Bible,
his mascot, the fount of all his fortunes. His fingers shook
with fear as he turned over the familiar pages. The dead
man had come to life, and terrifyingly claimed his own.
The room was very still. The creak of a piece of furniture
caused him to swing round with a start, as though
apprehensive of Krilov’s ghostly presence. He must
burn the book, the material evidence of his fraud. But
the fire was sulky. He must wait for the blaze, so that
there should be no doubt of the book’s destruction.
Meanwhile his nerves were playing him insane tricks.
His ordeal had shaken him. He sought the steadying
effect of another whisky.</p>
<p class='pindent'>He leaned back in his chair. It had been an accursed
evening. Once more he had to lie to Olivia, and this
time she appeared to be struggling with uncertainty.
There had been an unprecedented aloofness in her attitude.
Yes. He spoke the words aloud, “an unprecedented
aloofness,” at first with strange unsuccess and
then with solemn deliberation; and his voice sounded
strange to his ears. If she suspected—but, no, she could
not suspect. His head grew heavy, his thoughts confused.
The fire was taking a devil of a time to burn
up. Still, he was beginning to see his way clearer. The
whisky was a wonderful help to accurate thinking. What
an ass he had been not to recognize the fact before!
Besides—the roof of his mouth was parched with thirst.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The diabolical notebook had to be destroyed. But
first there must be flame in the grate. That little red
glow would do the trick. It was only a question of
patience.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Just a matter of patience, old man,” said he.</p>
<hr class='tbk'/>
<p class='pindent'>A couple of hours afterwards, Olivia, in nightdress and
wrapper, entered the room. The fire had gone out under
its too heavy load of coal. Before it sprawled Alexis,
asleep. On the small table beside him stood the whisky
decanter, whose depleted contents caused Olivia to start
with a gasp of dismay. His drunken sleep became obvious.
She made an instinctive vain effort to arouse
him. But the first pang of horror was lost in agonized
search for the reason of this amazing debauch. He, the
most temperate of men, by choice practically a drinker
of water, to have done this! Could the reason lie in
the events of the evening which had kept her staringly
awake? She cowered under the new storm of doubt.</p>
<p class='pindent'>On the floor lay open a little dirty-paged book which
must have fallen from his hand. She picked it up,
glanced through it, could make nothing of it, for it was
all in tiny Russian script. The horrible relation between
this derelict book and the almost emptied whisky
decanter occurred to her oversensitive brain. Then came
suddenly the memory of a stupid argument of months
ago at The Point and his justification of the plagiarist.
Further, his putting of a hypothetical case—the finding on
the body of a dead man a notebook with leaves of the
thinnest paper. . . . She held in her hand such a notebook.
It dropped from her nerveless fingers. Suddenly
she sprang with a low cry to her husband and shook him
by the shoulders.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Alexis. Alexis. Wake up. For God’s sake.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>But the unaccustomed drug of the alcohol held him in
stupor. She tried again, wildly.</p>
<p class='pindent'>“Alexis, wake up and tell me what I think isn’t true.”</p>
<p class='pindent'>At last she realized that he would lie there until the
effect of the whisky had worn off. Mechanically, she
put a cushion behind his head and adjusted his limbs
to a position of comfort. Mechanically, too, she put the
stopper in the decanter and replaced the siphon on the
silver tray, and with her scrap of a handkerchief tried
to remove the ring which the wet siphon had made on the
table. Then she looked hopelessly round the otherwise
undisturbed and beloved room. What could be done
until Alexis should awaken?</p>
<p class='pindent'>She would go to bed. Perhaps she might sleep. She
felt as though she had been beaten from head to foot.</p>
<p class='pindent'>The despatch box lay open on the hearthrug, the key
in the lock. Its secrecy had hitherto been a jest with
her. She had sworn it contained locks of hair of Bluebeard
victims. He had given out a legend of Secret
Service documents of vast importance. Now it was
obvious that, at any rate, it was the repository of the little
black book.</p>
<p class='pindent'>She hesitated on the threshold. Her instinct of order
forbade her to leave the despatch box open and the book
trailing about the floor. She would lock the book up in
it and put the key in one of Alexis’s pockets. But when,
having picked up the small leather box and carried it to
the desk, she prepared to do this, a name written on a
common piece of paper half in print—an official form—stared
brutally at her. And there were others underneath.
And reading them she learned the complete official
history of John Briggs, Able Seaman, from the time
of his joining the Armoured Column in Russia to his discharge,
after his mine-sweeper had been torpedoed in the
North Sea.</p>
<p class='pindent'>Olivia, her dark hair falling about the shoulders of her
heliotrope wrap, sat in her husband’s writing-chair, staring
at him with tragic eyes as he slept, his brown hair carelessly
sweeping his pale brow, and kept a ghastly vigil.</p>
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