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<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<h2><i>AUSTIN RUTHYN, OF KNOWL, AND HIS DAUGHTER</i></h2>
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<p>It was winter—that is, about the second week in November—and
great gusts were rattling at the windows, and wailing and thundering
among our tall trees and ivied chimneys—a very dark
night, and a very cheerful fire blazing, a pleasant mixture of
good round coal and spluttering dry wood, in a genuine old
fireplace, in a sombre old room. Black wainscoting glimmered
up to the ceiling, in small ebony panels; a cheerful clump of
wax candles on the tea-table; many old portraits, some grim
and pale, others pretty, and some very graceful and charming,
hanging from the walls. Few pictures, except portraits long
and short, were there. On the whole, I think you would have
taken the room for our parlour. It was not like our modern
notion of a drawing-room. It was a long room too, and every
way capacious, but irregularly shaped.</p>
<p>A girl, of a little more than seventeen, looking, I believe,
younger still; slight and rather tall, with a great deal of golden
hair, dark grey-eyed, and with a countenance rather sensitive
and melancholy, was sitting at the tea-table, in a reverie. I was
that girl.</p>
<p>The only other person in the room—the only person in the
house related to me—was my father. He was Mr. Ruthyn, of
Knowl, so called in his county, but he had many other places,
was of a very ancient lineage, who had refused a baronetage
often, and it was said even a viscounty, being of a proud and
defiant spirit, and thinking themselves higher in station and
purer of blood than two-thirds of the nobility into whose
ranks, it was said, they had been invited to enter. Of all this
family lore I knew but little and vaguely; only what is to be
gathered from the fireside talk of old retainers in the nursery.</p>
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<p>I am sure my father loved me, and I know I loved him. With
the sure instinct of childhood I apprehended his tenderness,
although it was never expressed in common ways. But my
father was an oddity. He had been early disappointed in Parliament,
where it was his ambition to succeed. Though a clever
man, he failed there, where very inferior men did extremely
well. Then he went abroad, and became a connoisseur and a
collector; took a part, on his return, in literary and scientific
institutions, and also in the foundation and direction of some
charities. But he tired of this mimic government, and gave himself
up to a country life, not that of a sportsman, but rather of
a student, staying sometimes at one of his places and sometimes
at another, and living a secluded life.</p>
<p>Rather late in life he married, and his beautiful young wife
died, leaving me, their only child, to his care. This bereavement,
I have been told, changed him—made him more odd and
taciturn than ever, and his temper also, except to me, more
severe. There was also some disgrace about his younger brother—my
uncle Silas—which he felt bitterly.</p>
<p>He was now walking up and down this spacious old room,
which, extending round an angle at the far end, was very dark
in that quarter. It was his wont to walk up and down thus,
without speaking—an exercise which used to remind me of
Chateaubriand's father in the great chamber of the Ch�teau
de Combourg. At the far end he nearly disappeared in the
gloom, and then returning emerged for a few minutes, like a
portrait with a background of shadow, and then again in silence
faded nearly out of view.</p>
<p>This monotony and silence would have been terrifying to a
person less accustomed to it than I. As it was, it had its effect.
I have known my father a whole day without once speaking to
me. Though I loved him very much, I was also much in awe of
him.</p>
<p>While my father paced the floor, my thoughts were employed
about the events of a month before. So few things happened at
Knowl out of the accustomed routine, that a very trifling occurrence
was enough to set people wondering and conjecturing
in that serene household. My father lived in remarkable seclusion;
except for a ride, he hardly ever left the grounds of Knowl;
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and I don't think it happened twice in the year that a visitor
sojourned among us.</p>
<p>There was not even that mild religious bustle which sometimes
besets the wealthy and moral recluse. My father had left
the Church of England for some odd sect, I forget its name, and
ultimately became, I was told, a Swedenborgian. But he did not
care to trouble me upon the subject. So the old carriage brought
my governess, when I had one, the old housekeeper, Mrs. Rusk,
and myself to the parish church every Sunday. And my father,
in the view of the honest rector who shook his head over him—'a
cloud without water, carried about of winds, and a wandering
star to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness'—corresponded
with the 'minister' of his church, and was provokingly
contented with his own fertility and illumination; and Mrs.
Rusk, who was a sound and bitter churchwoman, said he fancied
he saw visions and talked with angels like the rest of that
'rubbitch.'</p>
<p>I don't know that she had any better foundation than analogy
and conjecture for charging my father with supernatural pretensions;
and in all points when her orthodoxy was not concerned,
she loved her master and was a loyal housekeeper.</p>
<p>I found her one morning superintending preparations for the
reception of a visitor, in the hunting-room it was called, from
the pieces of tapestry that covered its walls, representing scenes
<i>� la Wouvermans</i>, of falconry, and the chase, dogs, hawks,
ladies, gallants, and pages. In the midst of whom Mrs. Rusk,
in black silk, was rummaging drawers, counting linen, and issuing
orders.</p>
<p>'Who is coming, Mrs. Rusk?'</p>
<p>Well, she only knew his name. It was a Mr. Bryerly. My papa
expected him to dinner, and to stay for some days.</p>
<p>'I guess he's one of those creatures, dear, for I mentioned his
name just to Dr. Clay (the rector), and he says there <i>is</i> a Doctor
Bryerly, a great conjurer among the Swedenborg sect—and
that's him, I do suppose.'</p>
<p>In my hazy notions of these sectaries there was mingled a suspicion
of necromancy, and a weird freemasonry, that inspired
something of awe and antipathy.</p>
<p>Mr. Bryerly arrived time enough to dress at his leisure, before
dinner. He entered the drawing-room—a tall, lean man, all
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in ungainly black, with a white choker, with either a black wig, or
black hair dressed in imitation of one, a pair of spectacles,
and a dark, sharp, short visage, rubbing his large hands together,
and with a short brisk nod to me, whom he plainly regarded
merely as a child, he sat down before the fire, crossed his legs,
and took up a magazine.</p>
<p>This treatment was mortifying, and I remember very well the
resentment of which <i>he</i> was quite unconscious.</p>
<p>His stay was not very long; not one of us divined the object
of his visit, and he did not prepossess us favourably. He seemed
restless, as men of busy habits do in country houses, and took
walks, and a drive, and read in the library, and wrote half a
dozen letters.</p>
<p>His bed-room and dressing-room were at the side of the
gallery, directly opposite to my father's, which had a sort of ante-room
<i>en suite</i>, in which were some of his theological books.</p>
<p>The day after Mr. Bryerly's arrival, I was about to see whether
my father's water caraffe and glass had been duly laid on the
table in this ante-room, and in doubt whether he was there, I
knocked at the door.</p>
<p>I suppose they were too intent on other matters to hear, but
receiving no answer, I entered the room. My father was sitting
in his chair, with his coat and waistcoat off, Mr. Bryerly kneeling
on a stool beside him, rather facing him, his black scratch
wig leaning close to my father's grizzled hair. There was a large
tome of their divinity lore, I suppose, open on the table close
by. The lank black figure of Mr. Bryerly stood up, and he concealed
something quickly in the breast of his coat.</p>
<p>My father stood up also, looking paler, I think, than I ever
saw him till then, and he pointed grimly to the door, and said,
'Go.'</p>
<p>Mr. Bryerly pushed me gently back with his hands to my
shoulders, and smiled down from his dark features with an expression
quite unintelligible to me.</p>
<p>I had recovered myself in a second, and withdrew without a
word. The last thing I saw at the door was the tall, slim figure
in black, and the dark, significant smile following me: and then
the door was shut and locked, and the two Swedenborgians were
left to their mysteries.</p>
<p>I remember so well the kind of shock and disgust I felt in
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the certainty that I had surprised them at some, perhaps, debasing
incantation—a suspicion of this Mr. Bryerly, of the ill-fitting
black coat, and white choker—and a sort of fear came
upon me, and I fancied he was asserting some kind of mastery
over my father, which very much alarmed me.</p>
<p>I fancied all sorts of dangers in the enigmatical smile of the
lank high-priest. The image of my father, as I had seen him, it
might be, confessing to this man in black, who was I knew not
what, haunted me with the disagreeable uncertainties of a mind
very uninstructed as to the limits of the marvellous.</p>
<p>I mentioned it to no one. But I was immensely relieved when
the sinister visitor took his departure the morning after, and
it was upon this occurrence that my mind was now employed.</p>
<p>Some one said that Dr. Johnson resembled a ghost, who must
be spoken to before it will speak. But my father, in whatever
else he may have resembled a ghost, did not in that particular;
for no one but I in his household—and I very seldom—dared to
address him until first addressed by him. I had no notion how
singular this was until I began to go out a little among friends
and relations, and found no such rule in force anywhere else.</p>
<p>As I leaned back in my chair thinking, this phantasm of my
father came, and turned, and vanished with a solemn regularity.
It was a peculiar figure, strongly made, thick-set, with a face
large, and very stern; he wore a loose, black velvet coat and
waistcoat. It was, however, the figure of an elderly rather than
an old man—though he was then past seventy—but firm, and
with no sign of feebleness.</p>
<p>I remember the start with which, not suspecting that he was
close by me, I lifted my eyes, and saw that large, rugged countenance
looking fixedly on me, from less than a yard away.</p>
<p>After I saw him, he continued to regard me for a second or
two; and then, taking one of the heavy candlesticks in his
gnarled hand, he beckoned me to follow him; which, in silence
and wondering, I accordingly did.</p>
<p>He led me across the hall, where there were lights burning,
and into a lobby by the foot of the back stairs, and so into his
library.</p>
<p>It is a long, narrow room, with two tall, slim windows at the
far end, now draped in dark curtains. Dusky it was with but one
candle; and he paused near the door, at the left-hand side of
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which stood, in those days, an old-fashioned press or cabinet of
carved oak. In front of this he stopped.</p>
<p>He had odd, absent ways, and talked more to himself, I believe,
than to all the rest of the world put together.</p>
<p>'She won't understand,' he whispered, looking at me enquiringly.
'No, she won't. <i>Will</i> she?'</p>
<p>Then there was a pause, during which he brought forth
from his breast pocket a small bunch of some half-dozen keys,
on one of which he looked frowningly, every now and then
balancing it a little before his eyes, between his finger and
thumb, as he deliberated.</p>
<p>I knew him too well, of course, to interpose a word.</p>
<p>'They are easily frightened—ay, they are. I'd better do it
another way.'</p>
<p>And pausing, he looked in my face as he might upon a picture.</p>
<p>'They <i>are</i>—yes—I had better do it another way—another way;
yes—and she'll not suspect—she'll not suppose.'</p>
<p>Then he looked steadfastly upon the key, and from it to me,
suddenly lifting it up, and said abruptly, 'See, child,' and, after
a second or two, '<i>Remember</i> this key.'</p>
<p>It was oddly shaped, and unlike others.</p>
<p>'Yes, sir.' I always called him 'sir.'</p>
<p>'It opens that,' and he tapped it sharply on the door of the
cabinet. 'In the daytime it is always here,' at which word he
dropped it into his pocket again. 'You see?—and at night under
my pillow—you hear me?'</p>
<p>'Yes, sir.'</p>
<p>'You won't forget this cabinet—oak—next the door—on your
left—you won't forget?'</p>
<p>'No, sir.'</p>
<p>'Pity she's a girl, and so young—ay, a girl, and so young—no
sense—giddy. You say, you'll <i>remember</i>?'</p>
<p>'Yes, sir.'</p>
<p>'It behoves you.'</p>
<p>He turned round and looked full upon me, like a man who
has taken a sudden resolution; and I think for a moment he had
made up his mind to tell me a great deal more. But if so, he
changed it again; and after another pause, he said slowly and
sternly—'You
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will tell nobody what I have said, under pain of my
displeasure.'</p>
<p>'Oh! no, sir!'</p>
<p>'Good child!'</p>
<p>'<i>Except</i>,' he resumed, 'under one contingency; that is, in case
I should be absent, and Dr. Bryerly—you recollect the thin
gentleman, in spectacles and a black wig, who spent three days
here last month—should come and enquire for the key, you
understand, in my absence.'</p>
<p>'Yes, sir.'</p>
<p>So he kissed me on the forehead, and said—</p>
<p>'Let us return.'</p>
<p>Which, accordingly, we did, in silence; the storm outside,
like a dirge on a great organ, accompanying our flitting.</p>
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