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<h3>CHAPTER XXXVII</h3>
<h2><i>DOCTOR BRYERLY EMERGES</i></h2>
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<p>When Milly joined me at breakfast, her eyes were red and
swollen. She was still sniffing with that little sobbing hiccough,
which betrays, even were there no other signs, recent violent
weeping. She sat down quite silent.</p>
<p>'Is he worse, Milly?' I enquired, anxiously.</p>
<p>'No, nothing's wrong wi' him; he's right well,' said Milly,
fiercely.</p>
<p>'What's the matter then, Milly dear?'</p>
<p>'The poisonous old witch! 'Twas just to tell the Gov'nor how
I'd said 'twas Cormoran that came by the po'shay last night.'</p>
<p>'And who is Cormoran?' I enquired.</p>
<p>'Ay, there it is; I'd like to tell, and you want to hear—and
I just daren't, for he'll send me off right to a French
school—hang it—hang them all!—if I do.'</p>
<p>'And why should Uncle Silas care?' said I, a good deal surprised.</p>
<p>'They're a-tellin' lies.'</p>
<p>'Who?' said I.</p>
<p>'L'Amour—that's who. So soon as she made her complaint of
me, the Gov'nor asked her, sharp enough, did anyone come
last night, or a po'shay; and she was ready to swear there was
no one. Are ye quite sure, Maud, you really did see aught, or
'appen 'twas all a dream?'</p>
<p>'It was no dream, Milly; so sure as you are there, I saw
exactly what I told you,' I replied.</p>
<p>'Gov'nor won't believe it anyhow; and he's right mad wi'
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me; and he threatens me he'll have me off to France; I wish
'twas under the sea. I hate France—I do—like the devil. Don't
you? They're always a-threatening me wi' France, if I dare say
a word more about the po'shay, or—or anyone.'</p>
<p>I really was curious about Cormoran; but Cormoran was not
to be defined to me by Milly; nor did she, in reality, know
more than I respecting the arrival of the night before.</p>
<p>One day I was surprised to see Doctor Bryerly on the stairs.
I was standing in a dark gallery as he walked across the floor
of the lobby to my uncle's door, his hat on, and some papers
in his hand.</p>
<p>He did not see me; and when he had entered Uncle Silas's
door, I went down and found Milly awaiting me in the hall.</p>
<p>'So Doctor Bryerly is here,' I said.</p>
<p>'That's the thin fellow, wi' the sharp look, and the shiny
black coat, that went up just now?' asked Milly.</p>
<p>'Yes, he's gone into your papa's room,' said I.</p>
<p>''Appen 'twas he come 'tother night. He may be staying
here, though we see him seldom, for it's a barrack of a house—it
is.'</p>
<p>The same thought had struck me for a moment, but was
dismissed immediately. It certainly was <i>not</i> Doctor Bryerly's
figure which I had seen.</p>
<p>So, without any new light gathered from this apparition, we
went on our way, and made our little sketch of the ruined
bridge. We found the gate locked as before; and, as Milly
could not persuade me to climb it, we got round the paling by
the river's bank.</p>
<p>While at our drawing, we saw the swarthy face, sooty locks,
and old weather-stained red coat of Zamiel, who was glowering
malignly at us from among the trunks of the forest trees, and
standing motionless as a monumental figure in the side aisle of
a cathedral. When we looked again he was gone.</p>
<p>Although it was a fine mild day for the wintry season, we yet,
cloaked as we were, could not pursue so still an occupation as
sketching for more than ten or fifteen minutes. As we returned,
in passing a clump of trees, we heard a sudden outbreak of
voices, angry and expostulatory; and saw, under the trees, the
savage old Zamiel strike his daughter with his stick two great
blows, one of which was across the head. 'Beauty' ran only a
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short distance away, while the swart old wood-demon stumped
lustily after her, cursing and brandishing his cudgel.</p>
<p>My blood boiled. I was so shocked that for a moment I could
not speak; but in a moment more I screamed—</p>
<p>'You brute! How dare you strike the poor girl?'</p>
<p>She had only run a few steps, and turned about confronting
him and us, her eyes gleaming fire, her features pale and quivering
to suppress a burst of weeping. Two little rivulets of
blood were trickling over her temple.</p>
<p>'I say, fayther, look at that,' she said, with a strange tremulous
smile, lifting her hand, which was smeared with blood.</p>
<p>Perhaps he was ashamed, and the more enraged on that account,
for he growled another curse, and started afresh to reach
her, whirling his stick in the air. Our voices, however, arrested
him.</p>
<p>'My uncle shall hear of your brutality. The poor girl!'</p>
<p>'Strike him, Meg, if he does it again; and pitch his leg into
the river to-night, when he's asleep.'</p>
<p>'I'd serve <i>you</i> the same;' and out came an oath. 'You'd have
her lick her fayther, would ye? Look out!'</p>
<p>And he wagged his head with a scowl at Milly, and a flourish
of his cudgel.</p>
<p>'Be quiet, Milly,' I whispered, for Milly was preparing for
battle; and I again addressed him with the assurance that, on
reaching home, I would tell my uncle how he had treated the
poor girl.</p>
<p>''Tis you she may thank for't, a wheedling o' her to open
that gate,' he snarled.</p>
<p>'That's a lie; we went round by the brook,' cried Milly.</p>
<p>I did not think proper to discuss the matter with him; and
looking very angry, and, I thought, a little put out, he jerked
and swayed himself out of sight. I merely repeated my promise
of informing my uncle as he went, to which, over his shoulder,
he bawled—</p>
<p>'Silas won't mind ye <i>that</i>;' snapping his horny finger and
thumb.</p>
<p>The girl remained where she had stood, wiping the blood
off roughly with the palm of her hand, and looking at it before
she rubbed it on her apron.</p>
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<p>'My poor girl,' I said, 'you must not cry. I'll speak to my
uncle about you.'</p>
<p>But she was not crying. She raised her head, and looked at us
a little askance, with a sullen contempt, I thought.</p>
<p>'And you must have these apples—won't you?' We had
brought in our basket two or three of those splendid apples for
which Bartram was famous.</p>
<p>I hesitated to go near her, these Hawkeses, Beauty and Pegtop,
were such savages. So I rolled the apples gently along the ground
to her feet.</p>
<p>She continued to look doggedly at us with the same expression, and kicked
away the apples sullenly that approached her
feet. Then, wiping her temple and forehead in her apron, without
a word, she turned and walked slowly away.</p>
<p>'Poor thing! I'm afraid she leads a hard life. What strange,
repulsive people they are!'</p>
<p>When we reached home, at the head of the great staircase
old L'Amour was awaiting me; and with a courtesy, and very
respectfully, she informed me that the Master would be happy
to see me.</p>
<p>Could it be about my evidence as to the arrival of the mysterious chaise
that he summoned me to this interview? Gentle as
were his ways, there was something undefinable about Uncle
Silas which inspired fear; and I should have liked few things
less than meeting his gaze in the character of a culprit.</p>
<p>There was an uncertainty, too, as to the state in which I
might find him, and a positive horror of beholding him again
in the condition in which I had last seen him.</p>
<p>I entered the room, then, in some trepidation, but was instantly relieved.
Uncle Silas was in the same health apparently,
and, as nearly as I could recollect it, in precisely the same rather
handsome though negligent garb in which I had first seen him.</p>
<p>Doctor Bryerly—what a marked and vulgar contrast, and yet,
somehow, how reassuring!—sat at the table near him, and was
tying up papers. His eyes watched me, I thought, with an
anxious scrutiny as I approached; and I think it was not until
I had saluted him that he recollected suddenly that he had not
seen me before at Bartram, and stood up and greeted me in his
usual abrupt and somewhat familiar way. It was vulgar and not
cordial, and yet it was honest and indefinably kind.</p>
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<p>Up rose my uncle, that strangely venerable, pale portrait, in
his loose Rembrandt black velvet. How gentle, how benignant,
how unearthly, and inscrutable!</p>
<p>'I need not say how she is. Those lilies and roses, Doctor
Bryerly, speak their own beautiful praises of the air of Bartram.
I almost regret that her carriage will be home so soon. I only
hope it may not abridge her rambles. It positively does me
good to look at her. It is the glow of flowers in winter, and the
fragrance of a field which the Lord hath blessed.'</p>
<p>'Country air, Miss Ruthyn, is a right good kitchen to country
fare. I like to see young women eat heartily. You have had some
pounds of beef and mutton since I saw you last,' said Dr. Bryerly.</p>
<p>And this sly speech made, he scrutinised my countenance in
silence rather embarrassingly.</p>
<p>'My system, Doctor Bryerly, as a disciple of Aesculapius you
will approve—health first, accomplishment afterwards. The
Continent is the best field for elegant instruction, and we must
see the world a little, by-and-by, Maud; and to me, if my health
be spared, there would be an unspeakable though a melancholy
charm in the scenes where so many happy, though so many
wayward and foolish, young days were passed; and I think I
should return to these picturesque solitudes with, perhaps, an
increased relish. You remember old Chaulieu's sweet lines—</p>
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<p>D�sert, aimable solitude,</p>
<p>S�jour du calme et de la paix,</p>
<p>Asile o� n'entr�rent jamais</p>
<p>Le tumulte et l'inqui�tude.</p>
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<p>I can't say that care and sorrow have not sometimes penetrated
these sylvan fastnesses; but the tumults of the world, thank
Heaven!—never.'</p>
<p>There was a sly scepticism, I thought, in Doctor Bryerly's
sharp face; and hardly waiting for the impressive 'never,' he
said—</p>
<p>'I forgot to ask, who is your banker?'</p>
<p>'Oh! Bartlet and Hall, Lombard Street,' answered Uncle
Silas, dryly and shortly.</p>
<p>Dr. Bryerly made a note of it, with an expression of face
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which seemed, with a sly resolution, to say, 'You shan't come
the anchorite over me.'</p>
<p>I saw Uncle Silas's wild and piercing eye rest suspiciously on
me for a moment, as if to ascertain whether I felt the spirit of
Doctor Bryerly's almost interruption; and, nearly at the same
moment, stuffing his papers into his capacious coat pockets,
Doctor Bryerly rose and took his leave.</p>
<p>When he was gone, I bethought me that now was a good
opportunity of making my complaint of Dickon Hawkes. Uncle
Silas having risen, I hesitated, and began,</p>
<p>'Uncle, may I mention an occurrence—which I witnessed?'</p>
<p>'Certainly, child,' he answered, fixing his eye sharply on me.
I really think he fancied that the conversation was about to
turn upon the phantom chaise.</p>
<p>So I described the scene which had shocked Milly and me, an
hour or so ago, in the Windmill Wood.</p>
<p>'You see, my dear child, they are rough persons; their ideas
are not ours; their young people must be chastised, and in a
way and to a degree that we would look upon in a serious light.
I've found it a bad plan interfering in strictly domestic
misunderstandings, and should rather not.'</p>
<p>'But he struck her violently on the head, uncle, with a heavy
cudgel, and she was bleeding very fast.'</p>
<p>'Ah?' said my uncle, dryly.</p>
<p>'And only that Milly and I deterred him by saying that we
would certainly tell you, he would have struck her again; and
I really think if he goes on treating her with so much violence
and cruelty he may injure her seriously, or perhaps kill her.'</p>
<p>'Why, you romantic little child, people in that rank of life
think absolutely nothing of a broken head,' answered Uncle
Silas, in the same way.</p>
<p>'But is it not horrible brutality, uncle?'</p>
<p>'To be sure it is brutality; but then you must remember
they are brutes, and it suits them,' said he.</p>
<p>I was disappointed. I had fancied that Uncle Silas's gentle
nature would have recoiled from such an outrage with horror
and indignation; and instead, here he was, the apologist of
that savage ruffian, Dickon Hawkes.</p>
<p>'And he is always so rude and impertinent to Milly and to
me,' I continued.</p>
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<p>'Oh! impertinent to you—that's another matter. I must see
to that. Nothing more, my dear child?'</p>
<p>'Well, there <i>was</i> nothing more.'</p>
<p>'He's a useful servant, Hawkes; and though his looks are not
prepossessing, and his ways and language rough, yet he is a very
kind father, and a most honest man—a thoroughly moral man,
though severe—a very rough diamond though, and has no idea
of the refinements of polite society. I venture to say he honestly
believes that he has been always unexceptionably polite to you,
so we must make allowances.'</p>
<p>And Uncle Silas smoothed my hair with his thin aged hand,
and kissed my forehead.</p>
<p>'Yes, we must make allowances; we must be kind. What says
the Book?—"Judge not, that ye be not judged." Your dear
father acted upon that maxim—so noble and so awful—and I
strive to do so. Alas! dear Austin, <i>longo intervalle</i>, far behind!
and you are removed—my example and my help; you are gone
to your rest, and I remain beneath my burden, still marching
on by bleak and alpine paths, under the awful night.</p>
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<p>O nuit, nuit douloureuse! O toi, tardive aurore!</p>
<p>Viens-tu? vas-tu venir? es-tu bien loin encore?</p>
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<p>And repeating these lines of Chenier, with upturned eyes,
and one hand lifted, and an indescribable expression of grief
and fatigue, he sank stiffly into his chair, and remained mute,
with eyes closed for some time. Then applying his scented handkerchief
to them hastily, and looking very kindly at me, he
said—</p>
<p>'Anything more, dear child?'</p>
<p>'Nothing, uncle, thank you, very much, only about that man,
Hawkes; I dare say that he does not mean to be so uncivil as
he is, but I am really afraid of him, and he makes our walks
in that direction quite unpleasant.'</p>
<p>'I understand quite, my dear. I will see to it; and you must
remember that nothing is to be allowed to vex my beloved niece
and ward during her stay at Bartram—nothing that her old kinsman,
Silas Ruthyn, can remedy.'</p>
<p>So with a tender smile, and a charge to shut the door 'perfectly,
but without clapping it,' he dismissed me.</p>
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<p>Doctor Bryerly had not slept at Bartram, but at the little inn
in Feltram, and he was going direct to London, as I afterwards
learned.</p>
<p>'Your ugly doctor's gone away in a fly,' said Milly, as we met
on the stairs, she running up, I down.</p>
<p>On reaching the little apartment which was our sitting-room,
however, I found that she was mistaken; for Doctor Bryerly,
with his hat and a great pair of woollen gloves on, and an old
Oxford grey surtout that showed his lank length to advantage,
buttoned all the way up to his chin, had set down his black
leather bag on the table, and was reading at the window a little
volume which I had borrowed from my uncle's library.</p>
<p>It was Swedenborg's account of the other worlds, Heaven
and Hell.</p>
<p>He closed it on his finger as I entered, and without recollecting
to remove his hat, he made a step or two towards me with
his splay, creaking boots. With a quick glance at the door, he
said—</p>
<p>'Glad to see you alone for a minute—very glad.'</p>
<p>But his countenance, on the contrary, looked very anxious.</p>
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