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<h2> CHAPTER XXXVIII </h2>
<p>The terrible spectacle of the battlefield covered with dead and wounded,
together with the heaviness of his head and the news that some twenty
generals he knew personally had been killed or wounded, and the
consciousness of the impotence of his once mighty arm, produced an
unexpected impression on Napoleon who usually liked to look at the killed
and wounded, thereby, he considered, testing his strength of mind. This
day the horrible appearance of the battlefield overcame that strength of
mind which he thought constituted his merit and his greatness. He rode
hurriedly from the battlefield and returned to the Shevardino knoll, where
he sat on his campstool, his sallow face swollen and heavy, his eyes dim,
his nose red, and his voice hoarse, involuntarily listening, with downcast
eyes, to the sounds of firing. With painful dejection he awaited the end
of this action, in which he regarded himself as a participant and which he
was unable to arrest. A personal, human feeling for a brief moment got the
better of the artificial phantasm of life he had served so long. He felt
in his own person the sufferings and death he had witnessed on the
battlefield. The heaviness of his head and chest reminded him of the
possibility of suffering and death for himself. At that moment he did not
desire Moscow, or victory, or glory (what need had he for any more
glory?). The one thing he wished for was rest, tranquillity, and freedom.
But when he had been on the Semenovsk heights the artillery commander had
proposed to him to bring several batteries of artillery up to those
heights to strengthen the fire on the Russian troops crowded in front of
Knyazkovo. Napoleon had assented and had given orders that news should be
brought to him of the effect those batteries produced.</p>
<p>An adjutant came now to inform him that the fire of two hundred guns had
been concentrated on the Russians, as he had ordered, but that they still
held their ground.</p>
<p>"Our fire is mowing them down by rows, but still they hold on," said the
adjutant.</p>
<p>"They want more!..." said Napoleon in a hoarse voice.</p>
<p>"Sire?" asked the adjutant who had not heard the remark.</p>
<p>"They want more!" croaked Napoleon frowning. "Let them have it!"</p>
<p>Even before he gave that order the thing he did not desire, and for which
he gave the order only because he thought it was expected of him, was
being done. And he fell back into that artificial realm of imaginary
greatness, and again—as a horse walking a treadmill thinks it is
doing something for itself—he submissively fulfilled the cruel, sad,
gloomy, and inhuman role predestined for him.</p>
<p>And not for that day and hour alone were the mind and conscience darkened
of this man on whom the responsibility for what was happening lay more
than on all the others who took part in it. Never to the end of his life
could he understand goodness, beauty, or truth, or the significance of his
actions which were too contrary to goodness and truth, too remote from
everything human, for him ever to be able to grasp their meaning. He could
not disavow his actions, belauded as they were by half the world, and so
he had to repudiate truth, goodness, and all humanity.</p>
<p>Not only on that day, as he rode over the battlefield strewn with men
killed and maimed (by his will as he believed), did he reckon as he looked
at them how many Russians there were for each Frenchman and, deceiving
himself, find reason for rejoicing in the calculation that there were five
Russians for every Frenchman. Not on that day alone did he write in a
letter to Paris that "the battle field was superb," because fifty thousand
corpses lay there, but even on the island of St. Helena in the peaceful
solitude where he said he intended to devote his leisure to an account of
the great deeds he had done, he wrote:</p>
<p>The Russian war should have been the most popular war of modern times: it
was a war of good sense, for real interests, for the tranquillity and
security of all; it was purely pacific and conservative.</p>
<p>It was a war for a great cause, the end of uncertainties and the beginning
of security. A new horizon and new labors were opening out, full of
well-being and prosperity for all. The European system was already
founded; all that remained was to organize it.</p>
<p>Satisfied on these great points and with tranquility everywhere, I too
should have had my Congress and my Holy Alliance. Those ideas were stolen
from me. In that reunion of great sovereigns we should have discussed our
interests like one family, and have rendered account to the peoples as
clerk to master.</p>
<p>Europe would in this way soon have been, in fact, but one people, and
anyone who traveled anywhere would have found himself always in the common
fatherland. I should have demanded the freedom of all navigable rivers for
everybody, that the seas should be common to all, and that the great
standing armies should be reduced henceforth to mere guards for the
sovereigns.</p>
<p>On returning to France, to the bosom of the great, strong, magnificent,
peaceful, and glorious fatherland, I should have proclaimed her frontiers
immutable; all future wars purely defensive, all aggrandizement
antinational. I should have associated my son in the Empire; my
dictatorship would have been finished, and his constitutional reign would
have begun.</p>
<p>Paris would have been the capital of the world, and the French the envy of
the nations!</p>
<p>My leisure then, and my old age, would have been devoted, in company with
the Empress and during the royal apprenticeship of my son, to leisurely
visiting, with our own horses and like a true country couple, every corner
of the Empire, receiving complaints, redressing wrongs, and scattering
public buildings and benefactions on all sides and everywhere.</p>
<p>Napoleon, predestined by Providence for the gloomy role of executioner of
the peoples, assured himself that the aim of his actions had been the
peoples' welfare and that he could control the fate of millions and by the
employment of power confer benefactions.</p>
<p>"Of four hundred thousand who crossed the Vistula," he wrote further of
the Russian war, "half were Austrians, Prussians, Saxons, Poles,
Bavarians, Wurttembergers, Mecklenburgers, Spaniards, Italians, and
Neapolitans. The Imperial army, strictly speaking, was one third composed
of Dutch, Belgians, men from the borders of the Rhine, Piedmontese, Swiss,
Genevese, Tuscans, Romans, inhabitants of the Thirty-second Military
Division, of Bremen, of Hamburg, and so on: it included scarcely a hundred
and forty thousand who spoke French. The Russian expedition actually cost
France less than fifty thousand men; the Russian army in its retreat from
Vilna to Moscow lost in the various battles four times more men than the
French army; the burning of Moscow cost the lives of a hundred thousand
Russians who died of cold and want in the woods; finally, in its march
from Moscow to the Oder the Russian army also suffered from the severity
of the season; so that by the time it reached Vilna it numbered only fifty
thousand, and at Kalisch less than eighteen thousand."</p>
<p>He imagined that the war with Russia came about by his will, and the
horrors that occurred did not stagger his soul. He boldly took the whole
responsibility for what happened, and his darkened mind found
justification in the belief that among the hundreds of thousands who
perished there were fewer Frenchmen than Hessians and Bavarians.</p>
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