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<h2> CHAPTER III—AUSTERITIES </h2>
<p>One is a postulant for two years at least, often for four; a novice for
four. It is rare that the definitive vows can be pronounced earlier than
the age of twenty-three or twenty-four years. The Bernardines-Benedictines
of Martin Verga do not admit widows to their order.</p>
<p>In their cells, they deliver themselves up to many unknown macerations, of
which they must never speak.</p>
<p>On the day when a novice makes her profession, she is dressed in her
handsomest attire, she is crowned with white roses, her hair is brushed
until it shines, and curled. Then she prostrates herself; a great black
veil is thrown over her, and the office for the dead is sung. Then the
nuns separate into two files; one file passes close to her, saying in
plaintive accents, "Our sister is dead"; and the other file responds in a
voice of ecstasy, "Our sister is alive in Jesus Christ!"</p>
<p>At the epoch when this story takes place, a boarding-school was attached
to the convent—a boarding-school for young girls of noble and mostly
wealthy families, among whom could be remarked Mademoiselle de
Saint-Aulaire and de Belissen, and an English girl bearing the illustrious
Catholic name of Talbot. These young girls, reared by these nuns between
four walls, grew up with a horror of the world and of the age. One of them
said to us one day, "The sight of the street pavement made me shudder from
head to foot." They were dressed in blue, with a white cap and a Holy
Spirit of silver gilt or of copper on their breast. On certain grand
festival days, particularly Saint Martha's day, they were permitted, as a
high favor and a supreme happiness, to dress themselves as nuns and to
carry out the offices and practice of Saint-Benoit for a whole day. In the
early days the nuns were in the habit of lending them their black
garments. This seemed profane, and the prioress forbade it. Only the
novices were permitted to lend. It is remarkable that these performances,
tolerated and encouraged, no doubt, in the convent out of a secret spirit
of proselytism and in order to give these children a foretaste of the holy
habit, were a genuine happiness and a real recreation for the scholars.
They simply amused themselves with it. It was new; it gave them a change.
Candid reasons of childhood, which do not, however, succeed in making us
worldlings comprehend the felicity of holding a holy water sprinkler in
one's hand and standing for hours together singing hard enough for four in
front of a reading-desk.</p>
<p>The pupils conformed, with the exception of the austerities, to all the
practices of the convent. There was a certain young woman who entered the
world, and who after many years of married life had not succeeded in
breaking herself of the habit of saying in great haste whenever any one
knocked at her door, "forever!" Like the nuns, the pupils saw their
relatives only in the parlor. Their very mothers did not obtain permission
to embrace them. The following illustrates to what a degree severity on
that point was carried. One day a young girl received a visit from her
mother, who was accompanied by a little sister three years of age. The
young girl wept, for she wished greatly to embrace her sister. Impossible.
She begged that, at least, the child might be permitted to pass her little
hand through the bars so that she could kiss it. This was almost
indignantly refused.</p>
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