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<p>The Duke did not try to break the stony silence in which Zuleika walked.
Her displeasure was a luxury to him, for it was so soon to be dispelled. A
little while, and she would be hating herself for her pettiness. Here was
he, going to die for her; and here was she, blaming him for a breach of
manners. Decidedly, the slave had the whip-hand. He stole a sidelong look
at her, and could not repress a smile. His features quickly composed
themselves. The Triumph of Death must not be handled as a cheap score. He
wanted to die because he would thereby so poignantly consummate his love,
express it so completely, once and for all... And she—who could say
that she, knowing what he had done, might not, illogically, come to love
him? Perhaps she would devote her life to mourning him. He saw her bending
over his tomb, in beautiful humble curves, under a starless sky, watering
the violets with her tears.</p>
<p>Shades of Novalis and Friedrich Schlegel and other despicable maunderers!
He brushed them aside. He would be practical. The point was, when and how
to die? Time: the sooner the better. Manner:.. less easy to determine. He
must not die horribly, nor without dignity. The manner of the Roman
philosophers? But the only kind of bath which an undergraduate can command
is a hip-bath. Stay! there was the river. Drowning (he had often heard)
was a rather pleasant sensation. And to the river he was even now on his
way.</p>
<p>It troubled him that he could swim. Twice, indeed, from his yacht, he had
swum the Hellespont. And how about the animal instinct of
self-preservation, strong even in despair? No matter! His soul's set
purpose would subdue that. The law of gravitation that brings one to the
surface? There his very skill in swimming would help him. He would swim
under water, along the river-bed, swim till he found weeds to cling to,
weird strong weeds that he would coil round him, exulting faintly...</p>
<p>As they turned into Radcliffe Square, the Duke's ear caught the sound of a
far-distant gun. He started, and looked up at the clock of St. Mary's.
Half-past four! The boats had started.</p>
<p>He had heard that whenever a woman was to blame for a disappointment, the
best way to avoid a scene was to inculpate oneself. He did not wish
Zuleika to store up yet more material for penitence. And so "I am sorry,"
he said. "That gun—did you hear it? It was the signal for the race.
I shall never forgive myself."</p>
<p>"Then we shan't see the race at all?" cried Zuleika.</p>
<p>"It will be over, alas, before we are near the river. All the people will
be coming back through the meadows."</p>
<p>"Let us meet them."</p>
<p>"Meet a torrent? Let us have tea in my rooms and go down quietly for the
other Division."</p>
<p>"Let us go straight on."</p>
<p>Through the square, across the High, down Grove Street, they passed. The
Duke looked up at the tower of Merton, "os oupot authis alla nyn
paunstaton." Strange that to-night it would still be standing here, in all
its sober and solid beauty—still be gazing, over the roofs and
chimneys, at the tower of Magdalen, its rightful bride. Through untold
centuries of the future it would stand thus, gaze thus. He winced. Oxford
walls have a way of belittling us; and the Duke was loth to regard his
doom as trivial.</p>
<p>Aye, by all minerals we are mocked. Vegetables, yearly deciduous, are far
more sympathetic. The lilac and laburnum, making lovely now the railed
pathway to Christ Church meadow, were all a-swaying and a-nodding to the
Duke as he passed by. "Adieu, adieu, your Grace," they were whispering.
"We are very sorry for you—very sorry indeed. We never dared suppose
you would predecease us. We think your death a very great tragedy. Adieu!
Perhaps we shall meet in another world—that is, if the members of
the animal kingdom have immortal souls, as we have."</p>
<p>The Duke was little versed in their language; yet, as he passed between
these gently garrulous blooms, he caught at least the drift of their
salutation, and smiled a vague but courteous acknowledgment, to the right
and the left alternately, creating a very favourable impression.</p>
<p>No doubt, the young elms lining the straight way to the barges had seen
him coming; but any whispers of their leaves were lost in the murmur of
the crowd returning from the race. Here, at length, came the torrent of
which the Duke had spoken; and Zuleika's heart rose at it. Here was
Oxford! From side to side the avenue was filled with a dense procession of
youths—youths interspersed with maidens whose parasols were as
flotsam and jetsam on a seething current of straw hats. Zuleika neither
quickened nor slackened her advance. But brightlier and brightlier shone
her eyes.</p>
<p>The vanguard of the procession was pausing now, swaying, breaking at sight
of her. She passed, imperial, through the way cloven for her. All a-down
the avenue, the throng parted as though some great invisible comb were
being drawn through it. The few youths who had already seen Zuleika, and
by whom her beauty had been bruited throughout the University, were lost
in a new wonder, so incomparably fairer was she than the remembered
vision. And the rest hardly recognised her from the descriptions, so
incomparably fairer was the reality than the hope.</p>
<p>She passed among them. None questioned the worthiness of her escort. Could
I give you better proof the awe in which our Duke was held? Any man is
glad to be seen escorting a very pretty woman. He thinks it adds to his
prestige. Whereas, in point of fact, his fellow-men are saying merely
"Who's that appalling fellow with her?" or "Why does she go about with
that ass So-and-So?" Such cavil may in part be envy. But it is a fact that
no man, howsoever graced, can shine in juxtaposition to a very pretty
woman. The Duke himself cut a poor figure beside Zuleika. Yet not one of
all the undergraduates felt she could have made a wiser choice.</p>
<p>She swept among them. Her own intrinsic radiance was not all that flashed
from her. She was a moving reflector and refractor of all the rays of all
the eyes that mankind had turned on her. Her mien told the story of her
days. Bright eyes, light feet—she trod erect from a vista whose
glare was dazzling to all beholders. She swept among them, a miracle,
overwhelming, breath-bereaving. Nothing at all like her had ever been seen
in Oxford.</p>
<p>Mainly architectural, the beauties of Oxford. True, the place is no longer
one-sexed. There are the virguncules of Somerville and Lady Margaret's
Hall; but beauty and the lust for learning have yet to be allied. There
are the innumerable wives and daughters around the Parks, running in and
out of their little red-brick villas; but the indignant shade of celibacy
seems to have called down on the dons a Nemesis which precludes them from
either marrying beauty or begetting it. (From the Warden's son, that
unhappy curate, Zuleika inherited no tittle of her charm. Some of it,
there is no doubt, she did inherit from the circus-rider who was her
mother.)</p>
<p>But the casual feminine visitors? Well, the sisters and cousins of an
undergraduate seldom seem more passable to his comrades than to himself.
Altogether, the instinct of sex is not pandered to in Oxford. It is not,
however, as it may once have been, dormant. The modern importation of
samples of femininity serves to keep it alert, though not to gratify it. A
like result is achieved by another modern development—photography.
The undergraduate may, and usually does, surround himself with photographs
of pretty ladies known to the public. A phantom harem! Yet the houris have
an effect on their sultan. Surrounded both by plain women of flesh and
blood and by beauteous women on pasteboard, the undergraduate is the
easiest victim of living loveliness—is as a fire ever well and truly
laid, amenable to a spark. And if the spark be such a flaring torch as
Zuleika?—marvel not, reader, at the conflagration.</p>
<p>Not only was the whole throng of youths drawing asunder before her: much
of it, as she passed, was forming up in her wake. Thus, with the
confluence of two masses—one coming away from the river, the other
returning to it—chaos seethed around her and the Duke before they
were half-way along the avenue. Behind them, and on either side of them,
the people were crushed inextricably together, swaying and surging this
way and that. "Help!" cried many a shrill feminine voice. "Don't push!"
"Let me out!" "You brute!" "Save me, save me!" Many ladies fainted, whilst
their escorts, supporting them and protecting them as best they could,
peered over the heads of their fellows for one glimpse of the divine Miss
Dobson. Yet for her and the Duke, in the midst of the terrific compress,
there was space enough. In front of them, as by a miracle of deference, a
way still cleared itself. They reached the end of the avenue without a
pause in their measured progress. Nor even when they turned to the left,
along the rather narrow path beside the barges, was there any obstacle to
their advance. Passing evenly forward, they alone were cool, unhustled,
undishevelled.</p>
<p>The Duke was so rapt in his private thoughts that he was hardly conscious
of the strange scene. And as for Zuleika, she, as well she might be, was
in the very best of good humours.</p>
<p>"What a lot of house-boats!" she exclaimed. "Are you going to take me on
to one of them?"</p>
<p>The Duke started. Already they were alongside the Judas barge. "Here," he
said, "is our goal."</p>
<p>He stepped through the gate of the railings, out upon the plank, and
offered her his hand.</p>
<p>She looked back. The young men in the vanguard were crushing their
shoulders against the row behind them, to stay the oncoming host. She had
half a mind to go back through the midst of them; but she really did want
her tea, and she followed the Duke on to the barge, and under his auspices
climbed the steps to the roof.</p>
<p>It looked very cool and gay, this roof, under its awning of red and white
stripes. Nests of red and white flowers depended along either side of it.
Zuleika moved to the side which commanded a view of the bank. She leaned
her arms on the balustrade, and gazed down.</p>
<p>The crowd stretched as far as she could see—a vista of faces
upturned to her. Suddenly it hove forward. Its vanguard was swept
irresistibly past the barge—swept by the desire of the rest to see
her at closer quarters. Such was the impetus that the vision for each man
was but a lightning-flash: he was whirled past, struggling, almost before
his brain took the message of his eyes.</p>
<p>Those who were Judas men made frantic efforts to board the barge, trying
to hurl themselves through the gate in the railings; but they were swept
vainly on.</p>
<p>Presently the torrent began to slacken, became a mere river, a mere
procession of youths staring up rather shyly.</p>
<p>Before the last stragglers had marched by, Zuleika moved away to the other
side of the roof, and, after a glance at the sunlit river, sank into one
of the wicker chairs, and asked the Duke to look less disagreeable and to
give her some tea.</p>
<p>Among others hovering near the little buffet were the two youths whose
parley with the Duke I have recorded.</p>
<p>Zuleika was aware of the special persistence of their gaze. When the Duke
came back with her cup, she asked him who they were. He replied,
truthfully enough, that their names were unknown to him.</p>
<p>"Then," she said, "ask them their names, and introduce them to me."</p>
<p>"No," said the Duke, sinking into the chair beside her. "That I shall not
do. I am your victim: not your pander. Those two men stand on the
threshold of a possibly useful and agreeable career. I am not going to
trip them up for you."</p>
<p>"I am not sure," said Zuleika, "that you are very polite. Certainly you
are foolish. It is natural for boys to fall in love. If these two are in
love with me, why not let them talk to me? It were an experience on which
they would always look back with romantic pleasure. They may never see me
again. Why grudge them this little thing?" She sipped her tea. "As for
tripping them up on a threshold—that is all nonsense. What harm has
unrequited love ever done to anybody?" She laughed. "Look at ME! When I
came to your rooms this morning, thinking I loved in vain, did I seem one
jot the worse for it? Did I look different?"</p>
<p>"You looked, I am bound to say, nobler, more spiritual."</p>
<p>"More spiritual?" she exclaimed. "Do you mean I looked tired or ill?"</p>
<p>"No, you seemed quite fresh. But then, you are singular. You are no
criterion."</p>
<p>"You mean you can't judge those two young men by me? Well, I am only a
woman, of course. I have heard of women, no longer young, wasting away
because no man loved them. I have often heard of a young woman fretting
because some particular young man didn't love her. But I never heard of
her wasting away. Certainly a young man doesn't waste away for love of
some particular young woman. He very soon makes love to some other one. If
his be an ardent nature, the quicker his transition. All the most ardent
of my past adorers have married. Will you put my cup down, please?"</p>
<p>"Past?" echoed the Duke, as he placed her cup on the floor. "Have any of
your lovers ceased to love you?"</p>
<p>"Ah no, no; not in retrospect. I remain their ideal, and all that, of
course. They cherish the thought of me. They see the world in terms of me.
But I am an inspiration, not an obsession; a glow, not a blight."</p>
<p>"You don't believe in the love that corrodes, the love that ruins?"</p>
<p>"No," laughed Zuleika.</p>
<p>"You have never dipped into the Greek pastoral poets, nor sampled the
Elizabethan sonneteers?"</p>
<p>"No, never. You will think me lamentably crude: my experience of life has
been drawn from life itself."</p>
<p>"Yet often you talk as though you had read rather much. Your way of speech
has what is called 'the literary flavour'."</p>
<p>"Ah, that is an unfortunate trick which I caught from a writer, a Mr.
Beerbohm, who once sat next to me at dinner somewhere. I can't break
myself of it. I assure you I hardly ever open a book. Of life, though, my
experience has been very wide. Brief? But I suppose the soul of man during
the past two or three years has been much as it was in the reign of Queen
Elizabeth and of—whoever it was that reigned over the Greek
pastures. And I daresay the modern poets are making the same old silly
distortions. But forgive me," she added gently, "perhaps you yourself are
a poet?"</p>
<p>"Only since yesterday," answered the Duke (not less unfairly to himself
than to Roger Newdigate and Thomas Gaisford). And he felt he was
especially a dramatic poet. All the while that she had been sitting by him
here, talking so glibly, looking so straight into his eyes, flashing at
him so many pretty gestures, it was the sense of tragic irony that
prevailed in him—that sense which had stirred in him, and been
repressed, on the way from Judas. He knew that she was making her effect
consciously for the other young men by whom the roof of the barge was now
thronged. Him alone she seemed to observe. By her manner, she might have
seemed to be making love to him. He envied the men she was so deliberately
making envious—the men whom, in her undertone to him, she was really
addressing. But he did take comfort in the irony. Though she used him as a
stalking-horse, he, after all, was playing with her as a cat plays with a
mouse. While she chattered on, without an inkling that he was no ordinary
lover, and coaxing him to present two quite ordinary young men to her, he
held over her the revelation that he for love of her was about to die.</p>
<p>And, while he drank in the radiance of her beauty, he heard her chattering
on. "So you see," she was saying, "it couldn't do those young men any
harm. Suppose unrequited love IS anguish: isn't the discipline wholesome?
Suppose I AM a sort of furnace: shan't I purge, refine, temper? Those two
boys are but scorched from here. That is horrid; and what good will it do
them?" She laid a hand on his arm. "Cast them into the furnace for their
own sake, dear Duke! Or cast one of them, or," she added, glancing round
at the throng, "any one of these others!"</p>
<p>"For their own sake?" he echoed, withdrawing his arm. "If you were not, as
the whole world knows you to be, perfectly respectable, there might be
something in what you say. But as it is, you can but be an engine for
mischief; and your sophistries leave me unmoved. I shall certainly keep
you to myself."</p>
<p>"I hate you," said Zuleika, with an ugly petulance that crowned the irony.</p>
<p>"So long as I live," uttered the Duke, in a level voice, "you will address
no man but me."</p>
<p>"If your prophecy is to be fulfilled," laughed Zuleika, rising from her
chair, "your last moment is at hand."</p>
<p>"It is," he answered, rising too.</p>
<p>"What do you mean?" she asked, awed by something in his tone.</p>
<p>"I mean what I say: that my last moment is at hand." He withdrew his eyes
from hers, and, leaning his elbows on the balustrade, gazed thoughtfully
at the river. "When I am dead," he added, over his shoulder, "you will
find these fellows rather coy of your advances."</p>
<p>For the first time since his avowal of his love for her, Zuleika found
herself genuinely interested in him. A suspicion of his meaning had
flashed through her soul.—But no! surely he could not mean THAT! It
must have been a metaphor merely. And yet, something in his eyes... She
leaned beside him. Her shoulder touched his. She gazed questioningly at
him. He did not turn his face to her. He gazed at the sunlit river.</p>
<p>The Judas Eight had just embarked for their voyage to the starting-point.
Standing on the edge of the raft that makes a floating platform for the
barge, William, the hoary bargee, was pushing them off with his boat-hook,
wishing them luck with deferential familiarity. The raft was thronged with
Old Judasians—mostly clergymen—who were shouting hearty
hortations, and evidently trying not to appear so old as they felt—or
rather, not to appear so startlingly old as their contemporaries looked to
them. It occurred to the Duke as a strange thing, and a thing to be glad
of, that he, in this world, would never be an Old Judasian. Zuleika's
shoulder pressed his. He thrilled not at all. To all intents, he was dead
already.</p>
<p>The enormous eight young men in the thread-like skiff—the skiff that
would scarce have seemed an adequate vehicle for the tiny "cox" who sat
facing them—were staring up at Zuleika with that uniformity of
impulse which, in another direction, had enabled them to bump a boat on
two of the previous "nights." If to-night they bumped the next boat,
Univ., then would Judas be three places "up" on the river; and to-morrow
Judas would have a Bump Supper. Furthermore, if Univ. were bumped
to-night, Magdalen might be bumped to-morrow. Then would Judas, for the
first time in history, be head of the river. Oh tremulous hope! Yet, for
the moment, these eight young men seemed to have forgotten the awful
responsibility that rested on their over-developed shoulders. Their
hearts, already strained by rowing, had been transfixed this afternoon by
Eros' darts. All of them had seen Zuleika as she came down to the river;
and now they sat gaping up at her, fumbling with their oars. The tiny cox
gaped too; but he it was who first recalled duty. With piping adjurations
he brought the giants back to their senses. The boat moved away down
stream, with a fairly steady stroke.</p>
<p>Not in a day can the traditions of Oxford be sent spinning. From all the
barges the usual punt-loads of young men were being ferried across to the
towing-path—young men naked of knee, armed with rattles, post-horns,
motor-hooters, gongs, and other instruments of clangour. Though Zuleika
filled their thoughts, they hurried along the towing-path, as by custom,
to the starting-point.</p>
<p>She, meanwhile, had not taken her eyes off the Duke's profile. Nor had she
dared, for fear of disappointment, to ask him just what he had meant.</p>
<p>"All these men," he repeated dreamily, "will be coy of your advances." It
seemed to him a good thing that his death, his awful example, would
disinfatuate his fellow alumni. He had never been conscious of public
spirit. He had lived for himself alone. Love had come to him yesternight,
and to-day had waked in him a sympathy with mankind. It was a fine thing
to be a saviour. It was splendid to be human. He looked quickly round to
her who had wrought this change in him.</p>
<p>But the loveliest face in all the world will not please you if you see it
suddenly, eye to eye, at a distance of half an inch from your own. It was
thus that the Duke saw Zuleika's: a monstrous deliquium a-glare. Only for
the fraction of an instant, though. Recoiling, he beheld the loveliness
that he knew—more adorably vivid now in its look of eager
questioning. And in his every fibre he thrilled to her. Even so had she
gazed at him last night, this morning. Aye, now as then, her soul was full
of him. He had recaptured, not her love, but his power to please her. It
was enough. He bowed his head; and "Moriturus te saluto" were the words
formed silently by his lips. He was glad that his death would be a public
service to the University. But the salutary lesson of what the newspapers
would call his "rash act" was, after all, only a side-issue. The great
thing, the prospect that flushed his cheek, was the consummation of his
own love, for its own sake, by his own death. And, as he met her gaze, the
question that had already flitted through his brain found a faltering
utterance; and "Shall you mourn me?" he asked her.</p>
<p>But she would have no ellipses. "What are you going to do?" she whispered.</p>
<p>"Do you not know?"</p>
<p>"Tell me."</p>
<p>"Once and for all: you cannot love me?"</p>
<p>Slowly she shook her head. The black pearl and the pink, quivering, gave
stress to her ultimatum. But the violet of her eyes was all but hidden by
the dilation of her pupils.</p>
<p>"Then," whispered the Duke, "when I shall have died, deeming life a vain
thing without you, will the gods give you tears for me? Miss Dobson, will
your soul awaken? When I shall have sunk for ever beneath these waters
whose supposed purpose here this afternoon is but that they be ploughed by
the blades of these young oarsmen, will there be struck from that flint,
your heart, some late and momentary spark of pity for me?"</p>
<p>"Why of course, of COURSE!" babbled Zuleika, with clasped hands and
dazzling eyes. "But," she curbed herself, "it is—it would—oh,
you mustn't THINK of it! I couldn't allow it! I—I should never
forgive myself!"</p>
<p>"In fact, you would mourn me always?"</p>
<p>"Why yes!.. Y-es-always." What else could she say? But would his answer be
that he dared not condemn her to lifelong torment?</p>
<p>"Then," his answer was, "my joy in dying for you is made perfect."</p>
<p>Her muscles relaxed. Her breath escaped between her teeth. "You are
utterly resolved?" she asked. "Are you?"</p>
<p>"Utterly."</p>
<p>"Nothing I might say could change your purpose?"</p>
<p>"Nothing."</p>
<p>"No entreaty, howsoever piteous, could move you?"</p>
<p>"None."</p>
<p>Forthwith she urged, entreated, cajoled, commanded, with infinite
prettiness of ingenuity and of eloquence. Never was such a cascade of
dissuasion as hers. She only didn't say she could love him. She never
hinted that. Indeed, throughout her pleading rang this recurrent motif:
that he must live to take to himself as mate some good, serious, clever
woman who would be a not unworthy mother of his children.</p>
<p>She laid stress on his youth, his great position, his brilliant
attainments, the much he had already achieved, the splendid possibilities
of his future. Though of course she spoke in undertones, not to be
overheard by the throng on the barge, it was almost as though his health
were being floridly proposed at some public banquet—say, at a
Tenants' Dinner. Insomuch that, when she ceased, the Duke half expected
Jellings, his steward, to bob up uttering, with lifted hands, a stentorian
"For-or," and all the company to take up the chant: "he's—a jolly
good fellow." His brief reply, on those occasions, seemed always to
indicate that, whatever else he might be, a jolly good fellow he was not.
But by Zuleika's eulogy he really was touched. "Thank you—thank
you," he gasped; and there were tears in his eyes. Dear the thought that
she so revered him, so wished him not to die. But this was no more than a
rush-light in the austere radiance of his joy in dying for her.</p>
<p>And the time was come. Now for the sacrament of his immersion in infinity.</p>
<p>"Good-bye," he said simply, and was about to swing himself on to the ledge
of the balustrade. Zuleika, divining his intention, made way for him. Her
bosom heaved quickly, quickly. All colour had left her face; but her eyes
shone as never before.</p>
<p>Already his foot was on the ledge, when hark! the sound of a distant gun.
To Zuleika, with all the chords of her soul strung to the utmost tensity,
the effect was as if she herself had been shot; and she clutched at the
Duke's arm, like a frightened child. He laughed. "It was the signal for
the race," he said, and laughed again, rather bitterly, at the crude and
trivial interruption of high matters.</p>
<p>"The race?" She laughed hysterically.</p>
<p>"Yes. 'They're off'." He mingled his laughter with hers, gently seeking to
disengage his arm. "And perhaps," he said, "I, clinging to the weeds of
the river's bed, shall see dimly the boats and the oars pass over me, and
shall be able to gurgle a cheer for Judas."</p>
<p>"Don't!" she shuddered, with a woman's notion that a jest means levity. A
tumult of thoughts surged in her, all confused. She only knew that he must
not die—not yet! A moment ago, his death would have been beautiful.
Not now! Her grip of his arm tightened. Only by breaking her wrist could
he have freed himself. A moment ago, she had been in the seventh-heaven...
Men were supposed to have died for love of her. It had never been proved.
There had always been something—card-debts, ill-health, what not—to
account for the tragedy. No man, to the best of her recollection, had ever
hinted that he was going to die for her. Never, assuredly, had she seen
the deed done. And then came he, the first man she had loved, going to die
here, before her eyes, because she no longer loved him. But she knew now
that he must not die—not yet!</p>
<p>All around her was the hush that falls on Oxford when the signal for the
race has sounded. In the distance could be heard faintly the noise of
cheering—a little sing-song sound, drawing nearer.</p>
<p>Ah, how could she have thought of letting him die so soon? She gazed into
his face—the face she might never have seen again. Even now, but for
that gun-shot, the waters would have closed over him, and his soul, maybe,
have passed away. She had saved him, thank heaven! She had him still with
her.</p>
<p>Gently, vainly, he still sought to unclasp her fingers from his arm.</p>
<p>"Not now!" she whispered. "Not yet!"</p>
<p>And the noise of the cheering, and of the trumpeting and rattling, as it
drew near, was an accompaniment to her joy in having saved her lover. She
would keep him with her—for a while! Let all be done in order. She
would savour the full sweetness of his sacrifice. Tomorrow—to-morrow,
yes, let him have his heart's desire of death. Not now! Not yet!</p>
<p>"To-morrow," she whispered, "to-morrow, if you will. Not yet!"</p>
<p>The first boat came jerking past in mid-stream; and the towing-path, with
its serried throng of runners, was like a live thing, keeping pace. As in
a dream, Zuleika saw it. And the din was in her ears. No heroine of Wagner
had ever a louder accompaniment than had ours to the surging soul within
her bosom.</p>
<p>And the Duke, tightly held by her, vibrated as to a powerful electric
current. He let her cling to him, and her magnetism range through him. Ah,
it was good not to have died! Fool, he had meant to drain off-hand, at one
coarse draught, the delicate wine of death. He would let his lips caress
the brim of the august goblet. He would dally with the aroma that was
there.</p>
<p>"So be it!" he cried into Zuleika's ear—cried loudly, for it seemed
as though all the Wagnerian orchestras of Europe, with the Straussian ones
thrown in, were here to clash in unison the full volume of right music for
the glory of the reprieve.</p>
<p>The fact was that the Judas boat had just bumped Univ., exactly opposite
the Judas barge. The oarsmen in either boat sat humped, panting, some of
them rocking and writhing, after their wholesome exercise. But there was
not one of them whose eyes were not upcast at Zuleika. And the
vocalisation and instrumentation of the dancers and stampers on the
towing-path had by this time ceased to mean aught of joy in the victors or
of comfort for the vanquished, and had resolved itself into a wild
wordless hymn to the glory of Miss Dobson. Behind her and all around her
on the roof of the barge, young Judasians were venting in like manner
their hearts through their lungs. She paid no heed. It was as if she stood
alone with her lover on some silent pinnacle of the world. It was as if
she were a little girl with a brand-new and very expensive doll which had
banished all the little other old toys from her mind.</p>
<p>She simply could not, in her naive rapture, take her eyes off her
companion. To the dancers and stampers of the towing-path, many of whom
were now being ferried back across the river, and to the other youths on
the roof of the barge, Zuleika's air of absorption must have seemed a
little strange. For already the news that the Duke loved Zuleika, and that
she loved him not, and would stoop to no man who loved her, had spread
like wild-fire among the undergraduates. The two youths in whom the Duke
had deigned to confide had not held their peace. And the effect that
Zuleika had made as she came down to the river was intensified by the
knowledge that not the great paragon himself did she deem worthy of her.
The mere sight of her had captured young Oxford. The news of her supernal
haughtiness had riveted the chains.</p>
<p>"Come!" said the Duke at length, staring around him with the eyes of one
awakened from a dream. "Come! I must take you back to Judas."</p>
<p>"But you won't leave me there?" pleaded Zuleika. "You will stay to dinner?
I am sure my grandfather would be delighted."</p>
<p>"I am sure he would," said the Duke, as he piloted her down the steps of
the barge. "But alas, I have to dine at the Junta to-night."</p>
<p>"The Junta? What is that?"</p>
<p>"A little dining-club. It meets every Tuesday."</p>
<p>"But—you don't mean you are going to refuse me for that?"</p>
<p>"To do so is misery. But I have no choice. I have asked a guest."</p>
<p>"Then ask another: ask me!" Zuleika's notions of Oxford life were rather
hazy. It was with difficulty that the Duke made her realise that he could
not—not even if, as she suggested, she dressed herself up as a man—invite
her to the Junta. She then fell back on the impossibility that he would
not dine with her to-night, his last night in this world. She could not
understand that admirable fidelity to social engagements which is one of
the virtues implanted in the members of our aristocracy. Bohemian by
training and by career, she construed the Duke's refusal as either a cruel
slight to herself or an act of imbecility. The thought of being parted
from her for one moment was torture to him; but "noblesse oblige," and it
was quite impossible for him to break an engagement merely because a more
charming one offered itself: he would as soon have cheated at cards.</p>
<p>And so, as they went side by side up the avenue, in the mellow light of
the westering sun, preceded in their course, and pursued, and surrounded,
by the mob of hoarse infatuate youths, Zuleika's face was as that of a
little girl sulking. Vainly the Duke reasoned with her. She could NOT see
the point of view.</p>
<p>With that sudden softening that comes to the face of an angry woman who
has hit on a good argument, she turned to him and asked "How if I hadn't
saved your life just now? Much you thought about your guest when you were
going to dive and die!"</p>
<p>"I did not forget him," answered the Duke, smiling at her casuistry. "Nor
had I any scruple in disappointing him. Death cancels all engagements."</p>
<p>And Zuleika, worsted, resumed her sulking. But presently, as they neared
Judas, she relented. It was paltry to be cross with him who had resolved
to die for her and was going to die so on the morrow. And after all, she
would see him at the concert to-night. They would sit together. And all
to-morrow they would be together, till the time came for parting. Hers was
a naturally sunny disposition. And the evening was such a lovely one, all
bathed in gold. She was ashamed of her ill-humour.</p>
<p>"Forgive me," she said, touching his arm. "Forgive me for being horrid."
And forgiven she promptly was. "And promise you will spend all to-morrow
with me." And of course he promised.</p>
<p>As they stood together on the steps of the Warden's front-door, exalted
above the level of the flushed and swaying crowd that filled the whole
length and breadth of Judas Street, she implored him not to be late for
the concert.</p>
<p>"I am never late," he smiled.</p>
<p>"Ah, you're so beautifully brought up!"</p>
<p>The door was opened.</p>
<p>"And—oh, you're beautiful besides!" she whispered; and waved her
hand to him as she vanished into the hall.</p>
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