<h2>V.</h2>
<p>Once the ship was in orbit the
captain sent for Jason and Kerk. Kerk
took the floor and was completely
frank about the previous night's activities.
The only fact of importance
he left out was Jason's background as
a professional gambler. He drew a
beautiful picture of two lucky strangers
whom the evil forces of Cassylia
wanted to deprive of their gambling
profits. All this fitted perfectly the
captain's preconceptions of Cassylia.
In the end he congratulated his officer
on the correctness of his actions and
began the preparation of a long report
to his government. He gave the
two men his best wishes as well as
the liberty of the ship.</p>
<p>It was a short trip. Jason barely had
time to catch up on his sleep before
they grounded on Darkhan. Being
without luggage they were the first
ones through customs. They left the
shed just in time to see another ship
landing in a distant pit. Kerk stopped
to watch it and Jason followed his
gaze. It was a gray, scarred ship. With
the stubby lines of a freighter—but
sporting as many guns as a cruiser.</p>
<p>"Yours, of course," Jason said.</p>
<p>Kerk nodded and started towards
the ship. One of the locks opened as
they came up but no one appeared.
Instead a remote-release folding ladder
rattled down to the ground. Kerk
swarmed up it and Jason followed
glumly. Somehow, he felt, this was
overdoing the no-frills-and-nonsense
attitude.</p>
<p>Jason was catching on to Pyrran
ways though. The reception aboard
ship for the ambassador was just what
he expected. Nothing. Kerk closed the
lock himself and they found couches
as the take-off horn sounded. The
main jets roared and acceleration
smashed down on Jason.</p>
<p>It didn't stop. Instead it grew
stronger, squeezing the air out of his
lungs and the sight from his eyes. He
screamed but couldn't hear his own
voice through the roaring in his ears.
Mercifully he blacked out.</p>
<p>When consciousness returned the
ship was at zero-G. Jason kept his
eyes closed and let the pain seep out
of his body. Kerk spoke suddenly, he
was standing next to the couch.</p>
<p>"My fault, Meta, I should have told
you we had a 1-G passenger aboard.
You might have eased up a bit on
your usual bone-breaking take-off."</p>
<p>"It doesn't seem to have harmed
him much—but what's he doing
here?"</p>
<p>Jason felt mild surprise that the
second voice was a girl's. But he
wasn't interested enough to go to the
trouble of opening his sore eyes.</p>
<p>"Going to Pyrrus. I tried to talk
him out of it, of course, but I couldn't
change his mind. It's a shame, too, I
would like to have done more for
him. He's the one who got the money
for us."</p>
<p>"Oh, that's awful," the girl said.
Jason wondered why it was <i>awful</i>. It
didn't make sense to his groggy mind.
"It would have been much better if
he stayed on Darkhan," the girl continued.
"He's very nice-looking. I
think it's a shame he has to die."</p>
<p>That was too much for Jason. He
pried one eye open, then the other.
The voice belonged to a girl about
twenty-one who was standing next to
the bed, gazing down at Jason. She
was beautiful.</p>
<p>Jason's eyes opened wider as he
realized she was <i>very</i> beautiful—with
the kind of beauty never found in
the civilized galaxy. The women he
had known all ran to pale skin, hollow
shoulders, gray faces covered with
tints and dyes. They were the product
of centuries of breeding weaknesses
back into the race, as the advance
of medicine kept alive more
and more non-survival types.</p>
<p>This girl was the direct opposite
in every way. She was the product of
survival on Pyrrus. The heavy gravity
that produced bulging muscles in men,
brought out firm strength in straplike
female muscles. She had the figure of
a goddess, tanned skin and perfectly
formed face. Her hair, which was cut
short, circled her head like a golden
crown. The only unfeminine thing
about her was the gun she wore in a
bulky forearm holster. When she saw
Jason's eyes open she smiled at him.
Her teeth were as even and as white
as he had expected.</p>
<p>"I'm Meta, pilot of this ship. And
you must be—"</p>
<p>"Jason dinAlt. That was a lousy
take-off, Meta."</p>
<p>"I'm really very sorry," she laughed.
"But being born on a two-G
planet does make one a little immune
to acceleration. I save fuel too, with
the synergy curve—"</p>
<p>Kerk gave a noncommittal grunt.
"Come along, Meta, we'll take a look
at the cargo. Some of the new stuff
will plug the gaps in the perimeter."</p>
<p>"Oh yes," she said, almost clapping
her hands with happiness. "I
read the specs, they're simply wonderful."</p>
<p><i>Like a schoolgirl with a new dress.
Or a box of candy. That's a great
attitude to have towards bombs and
flame-throwers.</i> Jason smiled wryly at
the thought as he groaned off the
couch. The two Pyrrans had gone and
he pulled himself painfully through
the door after them.</p>
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<p>It took him a long time to find his
way to the hold. The ship was big
and apparently empty of crew. Jason
finally found a man sleeping in one
of the brightly lit cabins. He recognized
him as the driver who had
turned the car over to them on Cassylia.
The man, who had been sleeping
soundly a moment before, opened
his eyes as soon as Jason drifted into
the room. He was wide awake.</p>
<p>"How do I get to the cargo hold?"
Jason asked.</p>
<p>The other told him, closed his eyes
and went instantly back to sleep before
Jason could even say thanks.</p>
<p>In the hold, Kerk and Meta had
opened some of the crates and were
chortling with joy over their lethal
contents. Meta, a pressure canister in
her arms, turned to Jason as he came
through the door.</p>
<p>"Just look at this," she said. "This
powder in here—why you can eat it
like dirt, with less harm. Yet it is
instantly deadly to all forms of vegetable
life ..." She stopped suddenly
as she realized Jason didn't share her
extreme pleasure. "I'm sorry. I forgot
for a moment there that you weren't
a Pyrran. So you don't really understand,
do you?"</p>
<p>Before he could answer, the PA
speaker called her name.</p>
<p>"Jump time," she said. "Come with
me to the bridge while I do the equations.
We can talk there. I know so
little about any place except Pyrrus
that I have a million questions to
ask."</p>
<p>Jason followed her to the bridge
where she relieved the duty officer
and began taking readings for the
jump-setting. She looked out of place
among the machines, a sturdy but supple
figure in a simple, one-piece shipsuit.
Yet there was no denying the
efficiency with which she went about
her job.</p>
<p>"Meta, aren't you a little young to
be the pilot of an interstellar ship?"</p>
<p>"Am I?" She thought for a second.
"I really don't know how old pilots
are supposed to be. I have been piloting
for about three years now and
I'm almost twenty. Is that younger
than usual?"</p>
<p>Jason opened his mouth—then
laughed. "I suppose that all depends
on what planet you're from. Some
places you would have trouble getting
licensed. But I'll bet things are different
on Pyrrus. By their standards you
must rank as an old lady."</p>
<p>"Now you're making a joke," Meta
said serenely as she fed a figure into
the calculator. "I've seen old ladies
on some planets. They are wrinkled
and have gray hair. I don't know how
old they are, I asked one but she
wouldn't tell me her age. But I'm sure
they must be older than anyone on
Pyrrus, no one looks like that there."</p>
<p>"I don't mean old that way," Jason
groped for the right word. "Not old—but
grown-up, mature. An adult."</p>
<p>"Everyone is grown-up," she answered.
"At least soon after they leave
the wards. And they do that when
they're six. My first child is grown-up,
and the second one would be, too,
only he's dead. So I <i>surely</i> must be."</p>
<p>That seemed to settle the question
for her, though Jason's thoughts
jumped with the alien concepts and
background, inherent behind her
words.</p>
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<p>Meta punched in the last setting,
and the course tape began to chunk
out of the case. She turned her attention
back to Jason. "I'm glad you're
aboard this trip, though I am sorry
you are going to Pyrrus. But we'll
have lots of time to talk. There are so
many things I want to find out about
other planets, and why people go
around acting the way they do. Not
at all like home where you <i>know</i> why
people are doing things all the time."
She frowned over the tape for a moment,
then turned her attention back
to Jason. "What is your home planet
like?"</p>
<p>One after another the usual lies he
told people came to his lips, and
were pushed away. Why bother lying
to a girl who really didn't care if you
were serf or noble? To her there were
only two kinds of people in the galaxy—Pyrrans,
and the rest. For the
first time since he had fled from Porgorstorsaand
he found himself telling
someone the truth of his origin.</p>
<p>"My home planet? Just about the
stuffiest, dullest, dead-end in the universe.
You can't believe the destructive
decay of a planet that is mainly
agrarian, caste-conscious and completely
satisfied with its own boring
existence. Not only is there no change—but
no one <i>wants</i> change. My father
was a farmer, so I should have
been a farmer too—if I had listened
to the advice of my betters. It was unthinkable,
as well as forbidden for me
to do anything else. And everything I
wanted to do was against the law.
I was fifteen before I learned to read—out
of a book stolen from a noble
school. After that there was no turning
back. By the time I stowed aboard
an off-world freighter at nineteen I
must have broken every law on the
planet. Happily. Leaving home for
me was just like getting out of
prison."</p>
<p>Meta shook her head at the
thought. "I just can't imagine a place
like that. But I'm sure I wouldn't like
it there."</p>
<p>"I'm sure you wouldn't," Jason
laughed. "So once I was in space,
with no law-abiding talents or skills,
I just wandered into one thing and
another. In this age of technology I
was completely out of place. Oh, I
suppose I could have done well in
some army, but I'm not so good at
taking orders. Whenever I gambled
I did well, so little by little I just
drifted into it. People are the same
everywhere, so I manage to make out
well wherever I end up."</p>
<p>"I know what you mean about people
being alike—but they are so <i>different</i>,"
she said. "I'm not being clear
at all, am I? What I mean is that at
home I know what people will do
and why they do it at the same time.
People on all the other planets do act
alike, as you said, yet I have very
much trouble understanding why. For
instance, I like to try the local food
when we set down on a planet, and
if there is time I always do. There are
bars and restaurants near every spaceport
so I go there. And I always have
trouble with the men. They want to
buy me drinks, hold my hand—"</p>
<p>"Well, a single girl in those port
joints has to expect a certain amount
of interest from the men."</p>
<p>"Oh, I know that," she said.
"What I don't understand is why they
don't listen when I tell them I am
not interested and to go away. They
just laugh and pull up a chair, usually.
But I have found that one thing works
wherever I am. I tell them if they
don't stop bothering me I'll break
their arm."</p>
<p>"Does that stop them?" Jason asked.</p>
<p>"No, of course not. But after I
break their arm they go away. And the
others don't bother me either. It's a
lot of fuss to go through and the
food is usually awful."</p>
<p>Jason didn't laugh. Particularly
when he realized that this girl <i>could</i>
break the arm of any spaceport thug
in the galaxy. She was a strange mixture
of naivete and strength, unlike
anyone he had ever met before. Once
again he realized that he <i>had</i> to visit
the planet that produced people like
her and Kerk.</p>
<p>"Tell me about Pyrrus," he asked.
"Why is it that you and Kerk assume
automatically that I will drop dead as
soon as I land? What is the planet
like?"</p>
<p>All the warmth was gone from her
face now. "I can't tell you. You will
have to see for yourself. I know that
much after visiting some of the other
worlds. Pyrrus is like nothing you
galaxy people have ever experienced.
You won't really believe it until it is
too late. Will you promise me something?"</p>
<p>"No," he answered. "At least not
until after I hear what it is and decide."</p>
<p>"Don't leave the ship when we
land. You <i>should</i> be safe enough
aboard, and I'll be flying a cargo out
within a few weeks."</p>
<p>"I'll promise nothing of the sort.
I'll leave when I want to leave." Jason
knew there was logic in her words,
but his back was up at her automatic
superiority.</p>
<p>Meta finished the jump settings
without another word. There was a
tension in the room that prevented
them both from talking.</p>
<p>It was the next shipday before he
saw her again, then it was completely
by accident. She was in the astrogation
dome when he entered, looking
up at the sparkling immensity of the
jump sky. For the first time he saw
her off duty, wearing something other
than a shipsuit. This was a loose, soft
robe that accentuated her beauty.</p>
<p>She smiled at him. "The stars are
so wonderful," she said. "Come
look." Jason came close to her and
with an unthinking, almost automatic
movement, put his arm around her.
Neither did she resent it, for she
covered his hand with hers. Then
they kissed and it was just the way
he knew it would be.</p>
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