<h2>IX.</h2>
<p>Real as they had been, the training
chambers had not prepared him for
the surface of Pyrrus. There was the
basic similarity of course. The feel of
the poison grass underfoot and the
erratic flight of a stingwing in the last
instant before Grif blasted it. But
these were scarcely noticeable in the
crash of the elements around him.</p>
<p>A heavy rain was falling, more like
a sheet of water than individual
drops. Gusts of wind tore at it, hurling
the deluge into his face. He wiped
his eyes clear and could barely make
out the conical forms of two volcanoes
on the horizon, vomiting out clouds
of smoke and flame. The reflection of
this inferno was a sullen redness on
the clouds that raced by in banks
above them.</p>
<p>There was a rattle on his hard hat
and something bounced off to splash
to the ground. He bent over and
picked up a hailstone as thick as his
thumb. A sudden flurry of hail hammered
painfully at his back and neck,
he straightened hurriedly.</p>
<p>As quickly as it started the storm
was over. The sun burned down, melting
the hailstones and sending curls
of steam up from the wet street. Jason
sweated inside his armored clothing.
Yet before they had gone a block it
was raining again and he shook with
chill.</p>
<p>Grif trudged steadily along, indifferent
to the weather or the volcanoes
that rumbled on the horizon and
shook the ground beneath their feet.
Jason tried to ignore his discomfort
and match the boy's pace.</p>
<p>The walk was a depressing one.
The heavy, squat buildings loomed
grayly through the rain, more than
half of them in ruins. They walked
on a pedestrian way in the middle of
the street. The occasional armored
trucks went by on both sides of them.
The midstreet sidewalk puzzled Jason
until Grif blasted something that hurtled
out of a ruined building towards
them. The central location gave them
some chance to see what was coming.
Suddenly Jason was very tired.</p>
<p>"Grif, this city of yours is sure
down at the heels. I hope the other
ones are in better shape."</p>
<p>"I don't know what you mean
talking about heels. But there are no
other cities. Some mining camps that
can't be located inside the perimeter.
But no other cities."</p>
<p>This surprised Jason. He had always
visualized the planet with more
than one city. There were a <i>lot</i> of
things he didn't know about Pyrrus,
he realized suddenly. All of his efforts
since landing had been taken up
with the survival studies. There were
a number of questions he wanted to
ask. But ask them of somebody other
than his grouchy eight-year-old bodyguard.
There was one person who
would be best equipped to tell him
what he wanted to know.</p>
<p>"Do you know Kerk?" he asked the
boy. "Apparently he's your ambassador
to a lot of places, but his last
name—"</p>
<p>"Sure, everybody knows Kerk. But
he's busy, you shouldn't see him."</p>
<p>Jason shook a finger at him.
"Minder of my body you may be. But
minder of my soul you are not. What
do you say I call the shots and you
go along to shoot the monsters?
O.K.?"</p>
<hr />
<p>They took shelter from a sudden
storm of fist-sized hailstones. Then,
with ill grace, Grif led the way to one
of the larger, central buildings. There
were more people here and some of
them even glanced at Jason for a
minute, before turning back to their
business. Jason dragged himself up
two flights of stairs before they reached
a door marked CO-ORDINATION
AND SUPPLY.</p>
<p>"Kerk in here?" Jason asked.</p>
<p>"Sure," the boy told him. "He's in
charge."</p>
<p>"Fine. Now you get a nice cold
drink, or your lunch, or something,
and meet me back here in a couple of
hours. I imagine Kerk can do as good
a job of looking after me as you can."</p>
<p>The boy stood doubtfully for a few
seconds, then turned away. Jason
wiped off some more sweat and pushed
through the door.</p>
<p>There were a handful of people
in the office beyond. None of them
looked up at Jason or asked his business.
Everything has a purpose on
Pyrrus. If he came there—he must
have had a good reason. No one
would ever think to ask him what he
wanted. Jason, used to the petty officialdom
of a thousand worlds, waited
for a few moments before he understood.
There was only one other
door. He shuffled over and opened it.</p>
<p>Kerk looked up from a desk
strewed about with papers and ledgers.
"I was wondering when you
would show up," he said.</p>
<p>"A lot sooner if you hadn't prevented
it," Jason told him as he
dropped wearily into a chair. "It finally
dawned on me that I could
spend the rest of my life in your
blood-thirsty nursery school if I
didn't do something about it. So here
I am."</p>
<p>"Ready to return to the 'civilized'
worlds, now that you've seen enough
of Pyrrus?"</p>
<p>"I am not," Jason said. "And I'm
getting very tired of everyone telling
me to leave. I'm beginning to think
that you and the rest of the Pyrrans
are trying to hide something."</p>
<p>Kerk smiled at the thought. "What
could we have to hide? I doubt if
any planet has as simple and one-directional
an existence as ours."</p>
<p>"If that's true, then you certainly
wouldn't mind answering a few direct
questions about Pyrrus?"</p>
<p>Kerk started to protest, then laughed.
"Well done. I should know better
by now than to argue with you.
What do you want to know?"</p>
<p>Jason tried to find a comfortable
position on the hard chair, then gave
up. "What's the population of your
planet?" he asked.</p>
<p>For a second Kerk hesitated, then
said, "Roughly thirty thousand. That
is not very much for a planet that has
been settled this long, but the reason
for that is obvious."</p>
<p>"All right, population thirty thousand,"
Jason said. "Now how about
surface control of your planet. I was
surprised to find out that this city
within its protective wall—the perimeter—is
the only one on the planet.
Let's not consider the mining camps,
since they are obviously just extensions
of the city. Would you say then,
that you people control more or less
of the planet's surface than you did
in the past?"</p>
<hr />
<p>Kerk picked up a length of steel
pipe from the desk, that he used as
a paperweight, and toyed with it as
he thought. The thick steel bent like
rubber at his touch, as he concentrated
on his answer.</p>
<p>"That's hard to say offhand. There
must be records of that sort of thing,
though I wouldn't know where to
find them. It depends on so many
factors—"</p>
<p>"Let's forget that for now then,"
Jason said. "I have another question
that's really more relevant. Wouldn't
you say that the population of Pyrrus
is declining steadily, year after year?"</p>
<p>There was a sharp <i>twang</i> as the
steel snapped in Kerk's fingers, the
pieces dropping to the floor. He stood,
over Jason, his hands extended towards
the smaller man, his face flushed
and angry.</p>
<p>"Don't ever say that," he roared.
"Don't let me ever hear you say that
again!"</p>
<p>Jason sat as quietly as he could,
talking slowly and picking out each
word with care. His life hung in the
balance.</p>
<p>"Don't get angry, Kerk. I meant
no harm. I'm on your side, remember?
I can talk to you because you've
seen much more of the universe than
the Pyrrans who have never left the
planet. You are used to discussing
things. You know that words are just
symbols. We can talk and know you
don't have to lose your temper over
mere words—"</p>
<p>Kerk slowly lowered his arms and
stepped away. Then he turned and
poured himself a glass of water from
a bottle on the desk. He kept his
back turned to Jason while he drank.</p>
<p>Very little of the sweat that Jason
wiped from his sopping face was
caused by the heat in the room.</p>
<p>"I'm ... sorry I lost my temper,"
Kerk said, dropping heavily into his
chair. "Doesn't usually happen. Been
working hard lately, must have got
my temper on edge." He made no
mention of what Jason had said.</p>
<p>"Happens to all of us," Jason told
him. "I won't begin to describe the
condition my nerves were in when
I hit this planet. I'm finally forced to
admit that everything you said about
Pyrrus is true. It is the most deadly
spot in the system. And only native-born
Pyrrans could possibly survive
here. I can manage to fumble along
a bit after my training, but I know
I would never stand a chance on my
own. You probably know I have an
eight-year-old as a bodyguard. Gives
a good idea of my real status
here."</p>
<p>Anger suppressed, Kerk was back
in control of himself now. His eyes
narrowed in thought. "Surprises me
to hear you say that. Never thought
I would hear you admit that anyone
could be better than you at anything.
Isn't that why you came here? To
prove that you were as good as any
native-born Pyrran?"</p>
<p>"Score one for your side," Jason
admitted. "I didn't think it showed
that much. And I'm glad to see your
mind isn't as muscle-bound as your
body. Yes, I'll admit that was probably
my main reason for coming, that
and curiosity."</p>
<p>Kerk was following his own train
of thoughts, and puzzled where they
were leading him. "You came here
to prove that you were as good as
any native-born Pyrran. Yet now you
admit that any eight-year-old can outdraw
you. That just doesn't stack up
with what I know about you. If you
give with one hand, you must be
taking back with the other. In what
way do you still feel your natural
superiority?"</p>
<p>Jason thought a long time before
answering.</p>
<p>"I'll tell you," he finally said. "But
don't snap my neck for it. I'm gambling
that your civilized mind can
control your reflexes. Because I have
to talk about things that are strictly
taboo on Pyrrus.</p>
<p>"In your people's eyes I'm a weakling
because I come from off-world.
Realize though, that this is also my
strength. I can see things that are
hidden from you by long association.
You know, the old business of not
being able to see the forest for the
trees in the way." Kerk nodded
agreement and Jason went on.</p>
<p>"To continue the analogy further,
I landed from an airship, and at first
all I <i>could</i> see was the forest. To me
certain facts are obvious. I think that
you people know them too, only you
keep your thoughts carefully repressed.
They are hidden thoughts that
are completely taboo. I am going to
say one of them out loud now and
hope you can control yourself well
enough to not kill me."</p>
<p>Kerk's great hands tightened on
the arms of his chair, the only sign
that he had heard. Jason talked quietly,
as smoothly and easily as a lancet
probing into a brain.</p>
<p>"Human beings are losing the war
on Pyrrus. There is no chance they
can win. They could leave for another
planet, but that wouldn't be
victory. Yet, if they stay and continue
this war, they only prolong a particularly
bloody form of racial suicide.
With each generation the population
drops. Until eventually the planet
will win."</p>
<p>One arm of Kerk's plastic and steel
chair tore loose under the crushing
grasp of his fingers. He didn't notice
it. The rest of his body was rock-still
and his eyes fixed on Jason.</p>
<p>Looking away from the fractured
chair, Jason sought for the right
words.</p>
<p>"This is not a real war, but a disastrous
treating of symptoms. Like
cutting off cancerous fingers one by
one. The only result can be ultimate
death. None of you seem to realize
that. All you see are the trees. It has
never occurred to you that you could
treat the <i>causes</i> of this war and end it
forever."</p>
<p>Kerk dropped the arm of the chair
clattering to the floor. He sat up,
astonished. "What the devil do you
mean? You sound like a grubber."</p>
<p>Jason didn't ask what a grubber
was—but he filed the name.</p>
<p>"Call me a Pyrran by adoption. I
want this planet to survive as much
as you do. I think this war can be
ended by finding the <i>causes</i>—and
changing them, whatever they are."</p>
<p>"You're talking nonsense," Kerk
said. "This is just an alien world
that must be battled. The causes are
self-obvious facts of existence."</p>
<p>"No, they're not," Jason insisted.
"Consider for a second. When you
are away for any length of time from
this planet, you must take a refresher
course. To see how things have
changed for the worse while you were
gone. Well, that's a linear progression.
If things get worse when you
extend into the future, then they
have to get better if you extend into
the past. It is also good theory—though
I don't know if the facts will
bear me out—to say that if you extend
it far enough into the past you
will reach a time when mankind and
Pyrrus were not at war with each
other."</p>
<p>Kerk was beyond speech now, only
capable of sitting and listening while
Jason drove home the blows of inescapable
logic.</p>
<p>"There is evidence to support this
theory. Even you will admit that I, if
I am no match for Pyrran life, am
surely well versed in it. And all
Pyrran flora and fauna I've seen
have one thing in common. They're
not functional. <i>None</i> of their immense
armory of weapons is used
against each other. Their toxins don't
seem to operate against Pyrran life.
They are good only for dispensing
death to Homo sapiens. And <i>that</i> is
a physical impossibility. In the three
hundred years that men have been on
this planet, the life forms couldn't
have naturally adapted in this manner."</p>
<p>"But they <i>have</i> done it!" Kerk
bellowed.</p>
<p>"You are so right," Jason told him
calmly. "And if they have done it
there must be some agency at work.
Operating how—I have no idea. But
something has caused the life on
Pyrrus to declare war, and I'd like to
find out what that something is.
What was the dominant life form
here when your ancestors landed?"</p>
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<p>"I'm sure I wouldn't know," Kerk
said. "You're not suggesting, are you,
that there are sentient beings on Pyrrus
other than those of human descent?
Creatures who are organizing
the planet to battle us?"</p>
<p>"I'm not suggesting it—you are.
That means you're getting the idea.
I have no idea what caused this
change, but I would sure like to find
out. Then see if it can be changed
back. Nothing promised, of course.
You'll agree, though, that it is worth
investigating."</p>
<hr />
<p>Fist smacking into his palm, his
heavy footsteps shaking the building,
Kerk paced back and forth the length
of the room. He was at war with
himself. New ideas fought old beliefs.
It was so sudden—and so hard
not to believe.</p>
<p>Without asking permission Jason
helped himself to some chilled water
from the bottle, and sank back into
the chair, exhausted. Something
whizzed in through the open window,
tearing a hole in the protective
screen. Kerk blasted it without changing
stride, without even knowing he
had done it.</p>
<p>The decision didn't take long.
Geared to swift activity, the big
Pyrran found it impossible not to
decide quickly. The pacing stopped
and a finger stabbed at Jason.</p>
<p>"I don't say you have convinced
me, but I find it impossible to find a
ready answer to your arguments. So
until I do, we will have to operate
as if they are true. Now what do you
plan to do, what <i>can</i> you do?"</p>
<p>Jason ticked the points off on his
fingers. "One, I'll need a place to
live and work that is well protected.
So instead of spending my energies
on just remaining alive I can devote
some study to this project. Two, I
want someone to help me—and act
as a bodyguard at the same time.
And someone, please, with a little
more scope of interest than my present
watchdog. I would suggest Meta
for the job."</p>
<p>"Meta?" Kerk was surprised. "She
is a space pilot and defense-screen
operator, what good could she possibly
be on a project like this?"</p>
<p>"The most good possible. She has
had experience on other worlds and
can shift her point of view—at least
a bit. And she must know as much
about this planet as any other educated
adult and can answer any questions
I ask." Jason smiled. "In addition
to which she is an attractive girl,
whose company I enjoy."</p>
<p>Kerk grunted. "I was wondering
if you would get around to mentioning
that last reason. The others make
sense though, so I'm not going to
argue. I'll round up a replacement
for her and have Meta sent here.
There are plenty of sealed buildings
you can use."</p>
<p>After talking to one of the assistants
from the outer office, Kerk made
some calls on the screen. The correct
orders were quickly issued. Jason
watched it all with interest.</p>
<p>"Pardon me for asking," he finally
said. "But are you the dictator of this
planet? You just snap your fingers
and they all jump."</p>
<p>"I suppose it looks that way," Kerk
admitted. "But that is just an illusion.
No one is in complete charge
on Pyrrus, neither is there anything
resembling a democratic system. After
all, our total population is about the
size of an army division. Everyone
does the job they are best qualified
for. Various activities are separated
into departments with the most qualified
person in charge. I run Co-ordination
and Supply, which is about the
loosest category. We fill in the gaps
between departments and handle
procuring from off-planet."</p>
<hr />
<p>Meta came in then and talked to
Kerk. She completely ignored Jason's
presence. "I was relieved and sent
here," she said. "What is it? Change
in flight schedule?"</p>
<p>"You might call it that," Kerk
said. "As of now you are dismissed
from all your old assignments and
assigned to a new department: Investigation
and Research. That tired-looking
fellow there is your department
head."</p>
<p>"A sense of humor," Jason said.
"The only native-born one on Pyrrus.
Congratulations, there's hope for the
planet yet."</p>
<p>Meta glanced back and forth between
them. "I don't understand. I
can't believe it. I mean a new department—why?"</p>
<p>"I'm sorry," Kerk said. "I didn't
mean to be cruel. I thought perhaps
you might feel more at ease. What
I said was true. Jason has a way—or
may have a way—to be of immense
value to Pyrrus. Will you help him?"</p>
<p>Meta had her composure back. And
a little anger. "Do I have to? Is that
an order? You know I have work to
do. I'm sure you will realize it is more
important than something a person
from <i>off-planet</i> might imagine. He
can't really understand—"</p>
<p>"Yes. It's an order." The snap
was back in Kerk's voice. Meta
flushed at the tone.</p>
<p>"Perhaps I can explain," Jason
broke in. "After all the whole thing
is my idea. But first I would like your
co-operation. Will you take the clip
out of your gun and give it to Kerk?"</p>
<p>Meta looked frightened, but Kerk
nodded in solemn agreement. "Just
for a few minutes, Meta. I have my
gun so you will be safe here. I think
I know what Jason has in mind, and
from personal experience I'm afraid
he is right."</p>
<p>Reluctantly Meta passed over the
clip and cleared the charge in the
gun's chamber. Only then did Jason
explain.</p>
<p>"I have a theory about life on
Pyrrus, and I'm afraid I'll have to
shatter some illusions when I explain.
To begin with, the fact must be admitted
that your people are slowly
losing the war here and will eventually
be destroyed—"</p>
<p>Before he was half through the
sentence, Meta's gun was directed between
his eyes and she was wildly
snapping the trigger. There was only
hatred and revulsion in her expression.
Kerk took her by the shoulders
and sat her in his chair, before anything
worse happened. It took a while
before she could calm down enough
to listen to Jason's words. It is not
easy to have the carefully built-up
falsehoods of a lifetime shattered.
Only the fact that she had seen something
of other worlds enabled her
to listen at all.</p>
<p>The light of unreason was still in
her eyes when he had finished, telling
her the things he and Kerk had discussed.
She sat tensely, pushed forward
against Kerk's hands, as if they
were the only things that stopped her
from leaping at Jason.</p>
<p>"Maybe that is too much to assimilate
at one sitting," Jason said. "So
let's put it in simpler terms. I believe
we can find a reason for this unrelenting
hatred of humans. Perhaps we
don't smell right. Maybe I'll find an
essence of crushed Pyrran bugs that
will render us immune when we rub
it in. I don't know yet. But whatever
the results, we <i>must</i> make the investigation.
Kerk agrees with me on that."</p>
<p>Meta looked at Kerk and he nodded
agreement. Her shoulders slumped
in sudden defeat. She whispered
the words.</p>
<p>"I ... can't say I agree, or even
understand all that you said. But I'll
help you. If Kerk thinks that it is
the right thing."</p>
<p>"I do," he said. "Now, do you
want the clip back for your gun? Not
planning to take any more shots at
Jason?"</p>
<p>"That was foolish of me," she
said coldly while she reloaded the
gun. "I don't need a gun. If I had
to kill him, I could do it with my
bare hands."</p>
<p>"I love you, too," Jason smiled at
her. "Are you ready to go now?"</p>
<p>"Of course." She brushed a fluffy
curl of hair into place. "First we'll
find a place where you can stay. I'll
take care of that. After that the work
of the new department is up to you."</p>
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