<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></SPAN>CHAPTER IV</h2>
<div class="blockquot"><p>"Fair speech is more rare than the emerald found by slave
maidens on the pebbles."—<span class="smcap">Ptah-Hotep.</span></p>
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<p>At ten o'clock, next morning, I was summoned
from my sleep by the bell of the telephone beside my
bed. It was not a pleasant sleep, although I had not
returned to my apartment until dawn. Nightmare
doubts galloped ruthless hoofs over any repose.</p>
<p>Phillida's voice came over the wire to me like
the morning song of a bird.</p>
<p>"Good-morning, Cousin Roger. We are going
to take the train in a few moments. But I could not
leave New York without telling you how happy I
am. Are you—did I wake you up? I was afraid
that I might, but Ethan said you would like me to
call, even so."</p>
<p>"My dear, it was the kindest thought you ever
had," I told her fervently.</p>
<p>"Was it?" she hesitated. "Then—were they
pretty dreadful to you at home?"</p>
<p>"Quite!"</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_75" id="Page_75"></SPAN></span>"Do you suppose they will <i>do</i> anything dreadful
about us?"</p>
<p>"No. Nothing."</p>
<p>It did not seem necessary to tell her that Aunt
Caroline did not know where the runaways had gone,
and was thereby debarred from hasty action. Phillida's
father had privately agreed with me in this.</p>
<p>"I am so very happy, Cousin Roger!"</p>
<p>"I am glad, Phil."</p>
<p>"And you will come to the farm soon?"</p>
<p>"Soon," I promised.</p>
<p>So the nightmares of immediate anxiety for her
galloped themselves away, routed for that time. Like
my gold-fish when their bowl has been unduly shaken,
I sank down again into the quieted waters of my
little world and absorption in my own affairs. There
have been hours when I wondered if I was of more
importance than they, as a matter of cosmic fact.</p>
<p>A month passed before I kept my promise to go
to the farm in Connecticut.</p>
<p>As a first reason, I wanted to leave my young
couple alone for a period of adjustment. Also, I was
curious to see how they would handle the business
left to them. I held telephone conversations with<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_76" id="Page_76"></SPAN></span>
Phillida, and with various contractors now and then.
I sent out the furnishings for my own room. Everything
else I purposely left to the experimenters.</p>
<p>There was a second reason, more obscure. I
wanted to keep for a while the little mystery of the
lady who had come to the farmhouse room in the
dark of the night. She was pure romance, a rare
incident in a prosaic age. My table had been bare
of such delicately spiced morsels, and I relished the
savor of this one upon my palate. I was not quite
ready to find her in the matter-of-fact daughter of
some neighbor, who had sought shelter from the
storm in that supposedly empty house and probably
mistaken me for a tramp.</p>
<p>Perhaps I was equally reluctant to go back and
prove that the adventure was ended, that she had
been a bird of passage who had gone on with no
thought of return.</p>
<p>With all these delays, and the fact that my work
really kept me busy in town, April was verging
toward May when I finally saw the last of my luggage
put into the car and started on my fifty-mile
drive to the house by the lake. I did not take this
first visit very seriously, or intend it to be over long.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_77" id="Page_77"></SPAN></span>
To be a constraint upon the household I had established,
or assume a right there, was far from the
course I planned. It was not certain Vere and I
would be comfortable housemates. But to stay
away altogether would have hurt Phillida as much
as to stay too long, I considered. Probably a week
would be about enough for this time.</p>
<p>So lightly, so ignorantly, I stepped from the first
great division of my life into the second; not hearing
the closing of the gate through which there was no
turning back.</p>
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