<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></SPAN>CHAPTER XX</h2>
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"Behold! Where are their abodes?<br/>
Their places are not, even as though they had not been."<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 12em;">—</span><span class="smcap">Tomb of King Entef.</span><br/></p>
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<p>Desire Michell was beside me, and I could not
rise or answer her. She bent over me, so that the
Rose of Jerusalem fragrance inundated me and drove
back the sickening air that was the breath of
our enemy.</p>
<p>"Let me go," she sobbed, her head beside my
head. "If you can hear me, listen and leave me as
It wills. You know now that I belong to It by
heritage? You know why we can never be together
as you planned? Try to feel horror of me. Put
me away from you. No evil can come to me unless
I seek evil. But It will not suffer you to take me.
Live, dear Roger, and let me go."</p>
<p>"Yield to me, Man, what you may not keep," the
whisper of the Thing followed after her voice.
"Would you take the witch-child to your hearth?
Cast her off; and taste my pardon."</p>
<p>"Can you hear, Roger? Roger, let me go."</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_289" id="Page_289"></SPAN></span>With an effort terrible to make as death to meet,
I broke from the paralysis that chained me. As
from the drag of a whirlpool, I tore myself from the
tide-clutch, from the will of the Thing, from the
numb weakness upon me. For a moment I thrust
back the hand at my throat. I stood up and drew
Desire up with me in my arms, both of us reeling
with my unsteadiness.</p>
<p>"I do not give you up," I said, my speech hoarse
and difficult. "I claim you, now, and after. And
my claim is good, because I pay."</p>
<p>Desire exclaimed something. What, I do not
know. Her voice was lost in the triumphant conviction
that I was right. She was free, and the freedom
was my gift to her. I was not vanquished, but victor.
The life I paid was not a penalty, but a price.</p>
<p>Her face was uplifted to mine as she clung to
me; then my weight glided through her arms and I
fell back in my chair.</p>
<p>I was alone amid blackness and desolation that
poured past me like the wind above the world.</p>
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<p>For the last time, I opened my eyes on the gray
shore at the foot of the Barrier. I, pygmy indeed,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_290" id="Page_290"></SPAN></span>
stood again before the colossal wall whose palisades
reared up beyond vision and stretched away beyond
vision on either side.</p>
<p>I was alone here. No whisper of taunt or menace,
no presence of horror troubled me. Opposite me, the
Breach that split the cliff showed as a shadowed
cañon, empty except of dread. Far out behind me
the sea that was like no sea of earth gathered itself
beneath its eternal mists as a tidal wave draws and
gathers. With folded arms I stood there, waiting
for the returning surge of mighty waters to overwhelm
me in their flood. I waited in awe and solemn
expectancy, beyond fear or hope.</p>
<p>But now I became aware of a new doubleness of
experience. Here on the Frontier, I was between the
worlds, yet I also saw the room in the house left
behind. I saw myself as an unconscious body reclined
in a chair beside the hearth. Desire Michell
knelt on the floor beside me, her hands grasping my
arms, her gaze fixed on my face, her hair spilling its
shining lengths across my knees. Phillida was huddled
in a chair, crying hysterically. Vere apparently
had been trying to force some stimulant upon the
man who was myself, yet was not myself, for while<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_291" id="Page_291"></SPAN></span>
I watched he reluctantly rose from bending above the
figure and set a glass upon the table. I echoed his
sigh. Life was good.</p>
<p>The sea behind me began to rush in from immeasurable
distances. The roar of the waters' thunderous
approach blended with the heat and flash of storm all
about the house into which I looked.</p>
<p>"He dies," Desire spoke, her voice level and
calm. "Has it not been so with all who loved the
daughters of my race these two centuries past? Yet
never did one of those die as he dies—not for passion,
but for protection of the woman—not as a madman
or one ignorant, but facing that which was not meant
for man to face, his eyes beating back the intolerable
Eyes. Oh, glory and grief of mine to have seen this!"</p>
<p>Phillida cowered lower in her chair, burying her
face in the cushions. But Vere abruptly stood erect,
his fine dark face lifted and set. Just so some
ancestors of his might have risen in a bleak New
England meeting-house when moved powerfully to
wrestle with evil in prayer. But it is doubtful if any
Maine deacon ever addressed his Deity as Vere
appealed to his.</p>
<p>"Almighty, we're in places we don't understand,"<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_292" id="Page_292"></SPAN></span>
he spoke simply as to a friend within the room, his
earnest, drawling speech entirely natural. "But
You know them as You do us. If things have got to
go this way, why, we'll make out the best we can.
But if they don't, and we're just blundering into
trouble, please save Roger Locke and this poor girl.
Because we know You can. Amen."</p>
<p>Now at this strange and beautiful prayer—or so
it seemed to me—a ray of blinding light cleaved up
from where Vere stood, like a shot arrow speeding
straight through house and night into inconceivable
space. Then the room vanished from my sight as the
great wave burst out of the mist upon me.</p>
<p>I went down in a smother of ghastly snarling
floods cold as space is cold. Something fled past me
up the strand, shrieking inhuman passion; the Eyes
of my enemy glared briefly across my vision.</p>
<p>One last view I glimpsed of that dread Barrier,
amid the tumult and welter of my passing. The
breach was closed! Unbroken, majestic, the enormous
Wall stood up inviolate.</p>
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