<h3>THE SISTERS QITA</h3>
<p>The manuscript ran thus:</p>
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<p>When I had finished my daily personal examination of the ropes
and-trapezes, I hesitated a moment, and then climbed up again, to
the roof, where the red and the blue long ropes were fastened. I
took my sharp scissors from my chatelaine, and gently fretted the
blue rope with one blade of the scissors until only a single strand
was left intact. I gazed down at the vast floor a hundred feet
below. The afternoon varieties were over, and a phrenologist was
talking to a small crowd of gapers in a corner. The rest of the
floor was pretty empty save for the chairs and the fancy stalls,
and the fatigued stall-girls in their black dresses. I too, had
once almost been a stall-girl at the Aquarium! I descended. Few
observed me <SPAN name='Page244' id="Page244"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">244</span> in my severe street dress. Our secretary,
Charles, attended me on the stage.</p>
<p>'Everything right, Miss Paquita?' he said, handing me my hat and
gloves, which I had given him, to hold.</p>
<p>I nodded. I could see that he thought I was in one of my stern,
far-away moods.</p>
<p>'Miss Mariquita is waiting for you in the carriage,' he
said.</p>
<p>We drove away in silence—I with my inborn melancholy too
sad, Sally (Mariquita) too happy to speak. This daily afternoon
drive was really part of our 'turn'! A team of four mules driven by
a negro will make a sensation even in Regent Street. All London
looked at us, and contrasted our impassive beauty—mine mature
(too mature!) and dark, Sally's so blonde and youthful, our simple
costumes, and the fact that we stayed at an exclusive Mayfair
hotel, with the stupendous flourish of our turnout. The renowned
Sisters Qita—Paquita and Mariquita Qita—and the
renowned mules of the Sisters Qita! Two hundred pounds a week at
the Aquarium! Twenty-five thousand francs for one month at the
Casino de Paris! Twelve thousand five hundred dollars for a tour of
fifty <SPAN name='Page245' id="Page245"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">245</span> performances in the States! Fifteen hundred
pesos a night and a special train <i>de luxe</i> in Argentina and
Brazil! I could see the loungers and the drivers talking and
pointing as usual. The gilded loungers in Verrey's café got
up and watched us through the windows as we passed. This was fame.
For nearly twenty years I had been intimate with fame, and with the
envy of women and the foolish homage of men.</p>
<p>We saw dozens of omnibuses bearing the legend 'Qita.' Then we
met one which said: 'Empire Theatre. Valdès, the matchless
juggler,' and Sally smiled with pleasure.</p>
<p>'He's coming to see our turn to-night, after his,' she remarked,
blushing.</p>
<p>'Valdès? Why?' I asked, without turning my head.</p>
<p>'He wants us to sup with him, to celebrate our engagement.'</p>
<p>'When do you mean to get married?' I asked her shortly. I felt
quite calm.</p>
<p>'I guess you're a Tartar to-day,' said the pretty thing, with a
touch of her American sauciness. 'We haven't studied it out yet. It
was only yesterday afternoon he kissed me for the first time.' Then
she bent towards me <SPAN name='Page246' id="Page246"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">246</span> with her characteristic plaintive, wistful
appeal. 'Say! You aren't vexed, Selina, are you, because of this?
Of course, he wants me to tour with him after we're married, and do
a double act. He's got lots of dandy ideas for a double act. But I
won't, I won't, Selina, unless you say the word. Now, don't you go
and be cross, Selina.'</p>
<p>I let myself expand generously.</p>
<p>'My darling girl!' I said, glancing at her kindly. 'You ought to
know me better. Of course I'm not cross. And of course you must
tour with Valdès. I shall be all right. How do you suppose I
managed before I invented you?' I smiled like an indulgent
mother.</p>
<p>'Oh! I didn't mean that,' she said. 'I know you're frightfully
clever. I'm nothing——'</p>
<p>'I hope you'll be awfully happy,' I whispered, squeezing her
hand. 'And don't forget that I introduced him to you—I knew
him years before you did. I'm the cause of this
bliss——Do you remember that cold morning in
Berlin?'</p>
<p>'Oh! well, I should say!' she exclaimed in ecstasy.</p>
<p>When we reached our rooms in the hotel I <SPAN name='Page247' id="Page247"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">247</span> kissed her warmly.
Women do that sort of thing.</p>
<p>Then a card was brought to me. 'George Capey,' it said; and in
pencil, 'Of the Five Towns.'</p>
<p>I shrugged my shoulders. Sally had gone to scribble a note to
her Valdès. 'Show Mr. Capey in,' I said, and a natty young
man entered, half nervousness, half audacity.</p>
<p>'How did you know I come from the Five Towns?' I questioned
him.</p>
<p>'I am on the <i>Evening Mail</i>,' he said, 'where they know
everything, madam.'</p>
<p>I was annoyed. 'Then they know, on the <i>Evening Mail</i> that
Paquita Qita has never been interviewed, and never will be,' I
said.</p>
<p>'Besides,' he went on, 'I come from the Five Towns myself.'</p>
<p>'Bursley?' I asked mechanically.</p>
<p>'Bursley,' he ejaculated; then added, 'you haven't been near old
Bosley since——'</p>
<p>It was true.</p>
<p>'No,' I said hastily. 'It is many years since I have been in
England, even. Do they know down there who Qita is?'</p>
<p>'Not they!' he replied.</p>
<p><SPAN name='Page248' id="Page248"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">248</span> I grew reflective. Stars such as I have no
place of origin. We shoot up out of a void, and sink back into a
void. I had forgotten Bursley and Bursley folk. Recollections
rushed in upon me.... I felt beautifully sad. I drew off my gloves,
and flung my hat on a chair with a movement that would have
bewitched a man of the world, but Mr. George Capey was unimpressed.
I laughed.</p>
<p>'What's the joke?' he inquired. I adored him for his
Bursliness.</p>
<p>'I was just thinking, of fat Mrs. Cartledge, who used to keep
that fishmonger's shop in Oldcastle Street, opposite Bates's. I
wonder if she's still there?'</p>
<p>'She is,' he said. 'And fatter than ever! She's getting on in
years now.'</p>
<p>I broke the rule of a lifetime, and let him interview me.</p>
<p>'Tell them I'm thirty-seven,' I said. 'Yes, I mean it. Tell
them.'</p>
<p>And then for another tit-bit I explained to him how I had
discovered Sally at Koster and Bial's, in New York, five years ago,
and made her my sister for stage purposes because I was lonely, and
liked her American simplicity and <SPAN name='Page249' id="Page249"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">249</span> twang. He departed
full of tea and satisfaction.</p>
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<p>It was our last night at the Aquarium. The place was crammed.
The houses where I performed were always crammed. Our turn was in
three parts, and lasted half an hour. The first part was a skirt
dance in full afternoon dress (<i>danse de modernité</i>, I
called it); the second was a double horizontal bar act; the third
was the famous act of the red and the blue ropes, in full evening
dress. It was 10.45 when we climbed the silk ladders for the third
part. High up in the roof, separated from each other by nearly the
length of the great hall, Sally and I stood on two little
platforms. I held the ends of the red and the blue ropes. I had to
let the blue rope swing across the hall to her. She would seize it,
and, clutching it, swoop like the ball of an enormous pendulum from
her platform to mine. (But would she?) I should then swing on the
red rope to the platform she had left.</p>
<p>Then the band would stop for the thrilling moment, and the
lights would be lowered. Each lighting and holding a powerful
electric <SPAN name='Page250' id="Page250"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">250</span> hand-light—one red, one blue—we
should signal the drummer and plunge simultaneously into space,
flash past each other in mid-flight, exchanging lights as we passed
(this was the trick), and soar to opposite platforms again, amid
frenzied applause. There were no nets.</p>
<p>That was what ought to occur.</p>
<p>I stood bowing to the floor of tiny upturned heads, and jerking
the ropes a little. Then I let Sally's rope go with a push, and it
dropped away from me, and in a few seconds she had it safe in her
strong hand. She was taller than me, with a fuller figure, yet she
looked quite small on her distant platform. All the evening I had
been thinking of fat old Mrs. Cartledge messing and slopping among
cod and halibut on white tiles. I could not get Bursley and my
silly infancy out of my head. I followed my feverish career from
the age of fifteen, when that strange Something in me, which makes
an artist, had first driven me forth to conquer two continents. I
thought of all the golden loves I had scorned, and my own love,
which had been ignored, unnoticed, but which still obstinately
burned. I glanced downwards and descried Valdès precisely
where Sally had <SPAN name='Page251' id="Page251"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">251</span> said he would be. Valdès, what a fool
you were! And I hated a fool. I am one of those who can love and
hate, who can love and despise, who can love and loathe the same
object in the same moment. Then I signalled to Sally to plunge, and
my eyes filled with tears. For, you see, somehow, in some senseless
sentimental way, the thought of fat Mrs. Cartledge and my silly
infancy had forced me to send Sally the red rope, not the blue one.
We exchanged ropes on alternate nights, but this was her night for
the blue one.</p>
<p>She swung over, alighting accurately at my side with that
exquisite outward curve of the spine which had originally attracted
me to her.</p>
<p>'You sent me the red one,' she said to me, after she had
acknowledged the applause.</p>
<p>'Yes,' I said. 'Never mind; stick to it now you've got it.
Here's the red light. Have you seen Valdès?'</p>
<p>She nodded.</p>
<p>I took the blue light and clutched the blue rope. Instead of
murder—suicide, since it must be one or the other. And why
not? Indeed, I censured myself in that second for having <SPAN name=
'Page252' id="Page252"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">252</span> meant
to kill Sally. Not because I was ashamed of the sin, but because
the revenge would have been so pitiful and weak. If Valdès
the matchless was capable of passing me over and kneeling to the
pretty thing——</p>
<p>I stood ready. The world was to lose that fineness, that
distinction, that originality, that disturbing subtlety, which
constituted Paquita Qita. I plunged.</p>
<p>... I was on the other platform. The rope had held, then: I
remembered nothing of the flight except that I had passed near the
upturned, pleasant face of Valdès.</p>
<p>The band stopped. The lights of the hall were lowered. All was
dark. I switched on my dazzling blue light; Sally switched on her
red one. I stood ready. The rope could not possibly endure a second
strain. I waved to Sally and signalled to the conductor. The world
was to lose Paquita. The drum began its formidable roll. Whirrr! I
plunged, and saw the red star rushing towards me. I snatched it and
soared upwards. The blue rope seemed to tremble. As I came near the
platform at decreasing speed, it seemed to stretch like elastic. It
broke! The platform <SPAN name='Page253' id="Page253"></SPAN><span class="pagenum">253</span> jumped up suddenly over my head, but I caught
at the silk ladder. I was saved! There was a fearful silence, and
then the appalling shock of hysterical applause from seven thousand
throats. I slid down the ladder, ran across the stage into my
dressing-room for a cloak, out again into the street. In two days I
was in Buda-Pesth.</p>
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