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<p>Evelina's marriage took place on the appointed day. It was celebrated in
the evening, in the chantry of the church which the sisters attended, and
after it was over the few guests who had been present repaired to the
Bunner Sisters' basement, where a wedding supper awaited them. Ann Eliza,
aided by Miss Mellins and Mrs. Hawkins, and consciously supported by the
sentimental interest of the whole street, had expended her utmost energy
on the decoration of the shop and the back room. On the table a vase of
white chrysanthemums stood between a dish of oranges and bananas and an
iced wedding-cake wreathed with orange-blossoms of the bride's own making.
Autumn leaves studded with paper roses festooned the what-not and the
chromo of the Rock of Ages, and a wreath of yellow immortelles was twined
about the clock which Evelina revered as the mysterious agent of her
happiness.</p>
<p>At the table sat Miss Mellins, profusely spangled and bangled, her head
sewing-girl, a pale young thing who had helped with Evelina's outfit, Mr.
and Mrs. Hawkins, with Johnny, their eldest boy, and Mrs. Hochmuller and
her daughter.</p>
<p>Mrs. Hochmuller's large blonde personality seemed to pervade the room to
the effacement of the less amply-proportioned guests. It was rendered more
impressive by a dress of crimson poplin that stood out from her in
organ-like folds; and Linda, whom Ann Eliza had remembered as an uncouth
child with a sly look about the eyes, surprised her by a sudden blossoming
into feminine grace such as sometimes follows on a gawky girlhood. The
Hochmullers, in fact, struck the dominant note in the entertainment.
Beside them Evelina, unusually pale in her grey cashmere and white bonnet,
looked like a faintly washed sketch beside a brilliant chromo; and Mr.
Ramy, doomed to the traditional insignificance of the bridegroom's part,
made no attempt to rise above his situation. Even Miss Mellins sparkled
and jingled in vain in the shadow of Mrs. Hochmuller's crimson bulk; and
Ann Eliza, with a sense of vague foreboding, saw that the wedding feast
centred about the two guests she had most wished to exclude from it. What
was said or done while they all sat about the table she never afterward
recalled: the long hours remained in her memory as a whirl of high colours
and loud voices, from which the pale presence of Evelina now and then
emerged like a drowned face on a sunset-dabbled sea.</p>
<p>The next morning Mr. Ramy and his wife started for St. Louis, and Ann
Eliza was left alone. Outwardly the first strain of parting was tempered
by the arrival of Miss Mellins, Mrs. Hawkins and Johnny, who dropped in to
help in the ungarlanding and tidying up of the back room. Ann Eliza was
duly grateful for their kindness, but the "talking over" on which they had
evidently counted was Dead Sea fruit on her lips; and just beyond the
familiar warmth of their presences she saw the form of Solitude at her
door.</p>
<p>Ann Eliza was but a small person to harbour so great a guest, and a
trembling sense of insufficiency possessed her. She had no high musings to
offer to the new companion of her hearth. Every one of her thoughts had
hitherto turned to Evelina and shaped itself in homely easy words; of the
mighty speech of silence she knew not the earliest syllable.</p>
<p>Everything in the back room and the shop, on the second day after
Evelina's going, seemed to have grown coldly unfamiliar. The whole aspect
of the place had changed with the changed conditions of Ann Eliza's life.
The first customer who opened the shop-door startled her like a ghost; and
all night she lay tossing on her side of the bed, sinking now and then
into an uncertain doze from which she would suddenly wake to reach out her
hand for Evelina. In the new silence surrounding her the walls and
furniture found voice, frightening her at dusk and midnight with strange
sighs and stealthy whispers. Ghostly hands shook the window shutters or
rattled at the outer latch, and once she grew cold at the sound of a step
like Evelina's stealing through the dark shop to die out on the threshold.
In time, of course, she found an explanation for these noises, telling
herself that the bedstead was warping, that Miss Mellins trod heavily
overhead, or that the thunder of passing beer-waggons shook the
door-latch; but the hours leading up to these conclusions were full of the
floating terrors that harden into fixed foreboding. Worst of all were the
solitary meals, when she absently continued to set aside the largest slice
of pie for Evelina, and to let the tea grow cold while she waited for her
sister to help herself to the first cup. Miss Mellins, coming in on one of
these sad repasts, suggested the acquisition of a cat; but Ann Eliza shook
her head. She had never been used to animals, and she felt the vague
shrinking of the pious from creatures divided from her by the abyss of
soullessness.</p>
<p>At length, after ten empty days, Evelina's first letter came.</p>
<p>"My dear Sister," she wrote, in her pinched Spencerian hand, "it seems
strange to be in this great City so far from home alone with him I have
chosen for life, but marriage has its solemn duties which those who are
not can never hope to understand, and happier perhaps for this reason,
life for them has only simple tasks and pleasures, but those who must take
thought for others must be prepared to do their duty in whatever station
it has pleased the Almighty to call them. Not that I have cause to
complain, my dear Husband is all love and devotion, but being absent all
day at his business how can I help but feel lonesome at times, as the poet
says it is hard for they that love to live apart, and I often wonder, my
dear Sister, how you are getting along alone in the store, may you never
experience the feelings of solitude I have underwent since I came here. We
are boarding now, but soon expect to find rooms and change our place of
Residence, then I shall have all the care of a household to bear, but such
is the fate of those who join their Lot with others, they cannot hope to
escape from the burdens of Life, nor would I ask it, I would not live
alway but while I live would always pray for strength to do my duty. This
city is not near as large or handsome as New York, but had my lot been
cast in a Wilderness I hope I should not repine, such never was my nature,
and they who exchange their independence for the sweet name of Wife must
be prepared to find all is not gold that glitters, nor I would not expect
like you to drift down the stream of Life unfettered and serene as a
Summer cloud, such is not my fate, but come what may will always find in
me a resigned and prayerful Spirit, and hoping this finds you as well as
it leaves me, I remain, my dear Sister,</p>
<p>"Yours truly,</p>
<p>"EVELINA B. RAMY."</p>
<p>Ann Eliza had always secretly admired the oratorical and impersonal tone
of Evelina's letters; but the few she had previously read, having been
addressed to school-mates or distant relatives, had appeared in the light
of literary compositions rather than as records of personal experience.
Now she could not but wish that Evelina had laid aside her swelling
periods for a style more suited to the chronicling of homely incidents.
She read the letter again and again, seeking for a clue to what her sister
was really doing and thinking; but after each reading she emerged
impressed but unenlightened from the labyrinth of Evelina's eloquence.</p>
<p>During the early winter she received two or three more letters of the same
kind, each enclosing in its loose husk of rhetoric a smaller kernel of
fact. By dint of patient interlinear study, Ann Eliza gathered from them
that Evelina and her husband, after various costly experiments in
boarding, had been reduced to a tenement-house flat; that living in St.
Louis was more expensive than they had supposed, and that Mr. Ramy was
kept out late at night (why, at a jeweller's, Ann Eliza wondered?) and
found his position less satisfactory than he had been led to expect.
Toward February the letters fell off; and finally they ceased to come.</p>
<p>At first Ann Eliza wrote, shyly but persistently, entreating for more
frequent news; then, as one appeal after another was swallowed up in the
mystery of Evelina's protracted silence, vague fears began to assail the
elder sister. Perhaps Evelina was ill, and with no one to nurse her but a
man who could not even make himself a cup of tea! Ann Eliza recalled the
layer of dust in Mr. Ramy's shop, and pictures of domestic disorder
mingled with the more poignant vision of her sister's illness. But surely
if Evelina were ill Mr. Ramy would have written. He wrote a small neat
hand, and epistolary communication was not an insuperable embarrassment to
him. The too probable alternative was that both the unhappy pair had been
prostrated by some disease which left them powerless to summon her—for
summon her they surely would, Ann Eliza with unconscious cynicism
reflected, if she or her small economies could be of use to them! The more
she strained her eyes into the mystery, the darker it grew; and her lack
of initiative, her inability to imagine what steps might be taken to trace
the lost in distant places, left her benumbed and helpless.</p>
<p>At last there floated up from some depth of troubled memory the name of
the firm of St. Louis jewellers by whom Mr. Ramy was employed. After much
hesitation, and considerable effort, she addressed to them a timid request
for news of her brother-in-law; and sooner than she could have hoped the
answer reached her.</p>
<p>"DEAR MADAM,</p>
<p>"In reply to yours of the 29th ult. we beg to state the party you refer to
was discharged from our employ a month ago. We are sorry we are unable to
furnish you wish his address.</p>
<p>"Yours Respectfully,</p>
<p>"LUDWIG AND HAMMERBUSCH."</p>
<p>Ann Eliza read and re-read the curt statement in a stupor of distress. She
had lost her last trace of Evelina. All that night she lay awake,
revolving the stupendous project of going to St. Louis in search of her
sister; but though she pieced together her few financial possibilities
with the ingenuity of a brain used to fitting odd scraps into patch-work
quilts, she woke to the cold daylight fact that she could not raise the
money for her fare. Her wedding gift to Evelina had left her without any
resources beyond her daily earnings, and these had steadily dwindled as
the winter passed. She had long since renounced her weekly visit to the
butcher, and had reduced her other expenses to the narrowest measure; but
the most systematic frugality had not enabled her to put by any money. In
spite of her dogged efforts to maintain the prosperity of the little shop,
her sister's absence had already told on its business. Now that Ann Eliza
had to carry the bundles to the dyer's herself, the customers who called
in her absence, finding the shop locked, too often went elsewhere.
Moreover, after several stern but unavailing efforts, she had had to give
up the trimming of bonnets, which in Evelina's hands had been the most
lucrative as well as the most interesting part of the business. This
change, to the passing female eye, robbed the shop window of its chief
attraction; and when painful experience had convinced the regular
customers of the Bunner Sisters of Ann Eliza's lack of millinery skill
they began to lose faith in her ability to curl a feather or even "freshen
up" a bunch of flowers. The time came when Ann Eliza had almost made up
her mind to speak to the lady with puffed sleeves, who had always looked
at her so kindly, and had once ordered a hat of Evelina. Perhaps the lady
with puffed sleeves would be able to get her a little plain sewing to do;
or she might recommend the shop to friends. Ann Eliza, with this
possibility in view, rummaged out of a drawer the fly-blown remainder of
the business cards which the sisters had ordered in the first flush of
their commercial adventure; but when the lady with puffed sleeves finally
appeared she was in deep mourning, and wore so sad a look that Ann Eliza
dared not speak. She came in to buy some spools of black thread and silk,
and in the doorway she turned back to say: "I am going away to-morrow for
a long time. I hope you will have a pleasant winter." And the door shut on
her.</p>
<p>One day not long after this it occurred to Ann Eliza to go to Hoboken in
quest of Mrs. Hochmuller. Much as she shrank from pouring her distress
into that particular ear, her anxiety had carried her beyond such
reluctance; but when she began to think the matter over she was faced by a
new difficulty. On the occasion of her only visit to Mrs. Hochmuller, she
and Evelina had suffered themselves to be led there by Mr. Ramy; and Ann
Eliza now perceived that she did not even know the name of the laundress's
suburb, much less that of the street in which she lived. But she must have
news of Evelina, and no obstacle was great enough to thwart her.</p>
<p>Though she longed to turn to some one for advice she disliked to expose
her situation to Miss Mellins's searching eye, and at first she could
think of no other confidant. Then she remembered Mrs. Hawkins, or rather
her husband, who, though Ann Eliza had always thought him a dull
uneducated man, was probably gifted with the mysterious masculine faculty
of finding out people's addresses. It went hard with Ann Eliza to trust
her secret even to the mild ear of Mrs. Hawkins, but at least she was
spared the cross-examination to which the dress-maker would have subjected
her. The accumulating pressure of domestic cares had so crushed in Mrs.
Hawkins any curiosity concerning the affairs of others that she received
her visitor's confidence with an almost masculine indifference, while she
rocked her teething baby on one arm and with the other tried to check the
acrobatic impulses of the next in age.</p>
<p>"My, my," she simply said as Ann Eliza ended. "Keep still now, Arthur:
Miss Bunner don't want you to jump up and down on her foot to-day. And
what are you gaping at, Johnny? Run right off and play," she added,
turning sternly to her eldest, who, because he was the least naughty,
usually bore the brunt of her wrath against the others.</p>
<p>"Well, perhaps Mr. Hawkins can help you," Mrs. Hawkins continued
meditatively, while the children, after scattering at her bidding,
returned to their previous pursuits like flies settling down on the spot
from which an exasperated hand has swept them. "I'll send him right round
the minute he comes in, and you can tell him the whole story. I wouldn't
wonder but what he can find that Mrs. Hochmuller's address in the
d'rectory. I know they've got one where he works."</p>
<p>"I'd be real thankful if he could," Ann Eliza murmured, rising from her
seat with the factitious sense of lightness that comes from imparting a
long-hidden dread.</p>
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