<h2><SPAN name="chap13"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIII.<br/> THE HOUSE ON THE HILL</h2>
<p>There was a little unfailing spring, always icy cold and crystal pure, in a
certain birch-screened hollow of Rainbow Valley in the lower corner near the
marsh. Not a great many people knew of its existence. The manse and Ingleside
children knew, of course, as they knew everything else about the magic valley.
Occasionally they went there to get a drink, and it figured in many of their
plays as a fountain of old romance. Anne knew of it and loved it because it
somehow reminded her of the beloved Dryad’s Bubble at Green Gables.
Rosemary West knew of it; it was her fountain of romance, too. Eighteen years
ago she had sat behind it one spring twilight and heard young Martin Crawford
stammer out a confession of fervent, boyish love. She had whispered her own
secret in return, and they had kissed and promised by the wild wood spring.
They had never stood together by it again—Martin had sailed on his fatal
voyage soon after; but to Rosemary West it was always a sacred spot, hallowed
by that immortal hour of youth and love. Whenever she passed near it she turned
aside to hold a secret tryst with an old dream—a dream from which the
pain had long gone, leaving only its unforgettable sweetness.</p>
<p>The spring was a hidden thing. You might have passed within ten feet of it and
never have suspected its existence. Two generations past a huge old pine had
fallen almost across it. Nothing was left of the tree but its crumbling trunk
out of which the ferns grew thickly, making a green roof and a lacy screen for
the water. A maple-tree grew beside it with a curiously gnarled and twisted
trunk, creeping along the ground for a little way before shooting up into the
air, and so forming a quaint seat; and September had flung a scarf of pale
smoke-blue asters around the hollow.</p>
<p>John Meredith, taking the cross-lots road through Rainbow Valley on his way
home from some pastoral visitations around the Harbour head one evening, turned
aside to drink of the little spring. Walter Blythe had shown it to him one
afternoon only a few days before, and they had had a long talk together on the
maple seat. John Meredith, under all his shyness and aloofness, had the heart
of a boy. He had been called Jack in his youth, though nobody in Glen St. Mary
would ever have believed it. Walter and he had taken to each other and had
talked unreservedly. Mr. Meredith found his way into some sealed and sacred
chambers of the lad’s soul wherein not even Di had ever looked. They were
to be chums from that friendly hour and Walter knew that he would never be
frightened of the minister again.</p>
<p>“I never believed before that it was possible to get really acquainted
with a minister,” he told his mother that night.</p>
<p>John Meredith drank from his slender white hand, whose grip of steel always
surprised people who were unacquainted with it, and then sat down on the maple
seat. He was in no hurry to go home; this was a beautiful spot and he was
mentally weary after a round of rather uninspiring conversations with many good
and stupid people. The moon was rising. Rainbow Valley was wind-haunted and
star-sentinelled only where he was, but afar from the upper end came the gay
notes of children’s laughter and voices.</p>
<p>The ethereal beauty of the asters in the moonlight, the glimmer of the little
spring, the soft croon of the brook, the wavering grace of the brackens all
wove a white magic round John Meredith. He forgot congregational worries and
spiritual problems; the years slipped away from him; he was a young divinity
student again and the roses of June were blooming red and fragrant on the dark,
queenly head of his Cecilia. He sat there and dreamed like any boy. And it was
at this propitious moment that Rosemary West stepped aside from the by-path and
stood beside him in that dangerous, spell-weaving place. John Meredith stood up
as she came in and saw her—<i>really</i> saw her—for the first time.</p>
<p>He had met her in his church once or twice and shaken hands with her
abstractedly as he did with anyone he happened to encounter on his way down the
aisle. He had never met her elsewhere, for the Wests were Episcopalians, with
church affinities in Lowbridge, and no occasion for calling upon them had ever
arisen. Before to-night, if anyone had asked John Meredith what Rosemary West
looked like he would not have had the slightest notion. But he was never to
forget her, as she appeared to him in the glamour of kind moonlight by the
spring.</p>
<p>She was certainly not in the least like Cecilia, who had always been his ideal
of womanly beauty. Cecilia had been small and dark and vivacious—Rosemary
West was tall and fair and placid, yet John Meredith thought he had never seen
so beautiful a woman.</p>
<p>She was bareheaded and her golden hair—hair of a warm gold,
“molasses taffy” colour as Di Blythe had said—was pinned in
sleek, close coils over her head; she had large, tranquil, blue eyes that
always seemed full of friendliness, a high white forehead and a finely shaped
face.</p>
<p>Rosemary West was always called a “sweet woman.” She was so sweet
that even her high-bred, stately air had never gained for her the reputation of
being “stuck-up,” which it would inevitably have done in the case
of anyone else in Glen St. Mary. Life had taught her to be brave, to be
patient, to love, to forgive. She had watched the ship on which her lover went
sailing out of Four Winds Harbour into the sunset. But, though she watched
long, she had never seen it coming sailing back. That vigil had taken girlhood
from her eyes, yet she kept her youth to a marvellous degree. Perhaps this was
because she always seemed to preserve that attitude of delighted surprise
towards life which most of us leave behind in childhood—an attitude which
not only made Rosemary herself seem young, but flung a pleasing illusion of
youth over the consciousness of every one who talked to her.</p>
<p>John Meredith was startled by her loveliness and Rosemary was startled by his
presence. She had never thought she would find anyone by that remote spring,
least of all the recluse of Glen St. Mary manse. She almost dropped the heavy
armful of books she was carrying home from the Glen lending library, and then,
to cover her confusion, she told one of those small fibs which even the best of
women do tell at times.</p>
<p>“I—I came for a drink,” she said, stammering a little, in
answer to Mr. Meredith’s grave “good evening, Miss West.” She
felt that she was an unpardonable goose and she longed to shake herself. But
John Meredith was not a vain man and he knew she would likely have been as much
startled had she met old Elder Clow in that unexpected fashion. Her confusion
put him at ease and he forgot to be shy; besides, even the shyest of men can
sometimes be quite audacious in moonlight.</p>
<p>“Let me get you a cup,” he said smiling. There was a cup near by,
if he had only known it, a cracked, handleless blue cup secreted under the
maple by the Rainbow Valley children; but he did not know it, so he stepped out
to one of the birch-trees and stripped a bit of its white skin away. Deftly he
fashioned this into a three-cornered cup, filled it from the spring, and handed
it to Rosemary.</p>
<p>Rosemary took it and drank every drop to punish herself for her fib, for she
was not in the least thirsty, and to drink a fairly large cupful of water when
you are not thirsty is somewhat of an ordeal. Yet the memory of that draught
was to be very pleasant to Rosemary. In after years it seemed to her that there
was something sacramental about it. Perhaps this was because of what the
minister did when she handed him back the cup. He stooped again and filled it
and drank of it himself. It was only by accident that he put his lips just
where Rosemary had put hers, and Rosemary knew it. Nevertheless, it had a
curious significance for her. They two had drunk of the same cup. She
remembered idly that an old aunt of hers used to say that when two people did
this their after-lives would be linked in some fashion, whether for good or
ill.</p>
<p>John Meredith held the cup uncertainly. He did not know what to do with it. The
logical thing would have been to toss it away, but somehow he was disinclined
to do this. Rosemary held out her hand for it.</p>
<p>“Will you let me have it?” she said. “You made it so
knackily. I never saw anyone make a birch cup so since my little brother used
to make them long ago—before he died.”</p>
<p>“I learned how to make them when <i>I</i> was a boy, camping out one
summer. An old hunter taught me,” said Mr. Meredith. “Let me carry
your books, Miss West.”</p>
<p>Rosemary was startled into another fib and said oh, they were not heavy. But
the minister took them from her with quite a masterful air and they walked away
together. It was the first time Rosemary had stood by the valley spring without
thinking of Martin Crawford. The mystic tryst had been broken.</p>
<p>The little by-path wound around the marsh and then struck up the long wooded
hill on the top of which Rosemary lived. Beyond, through the trees, they could
see the moonlight shining across the level summer fields. But the little path
was shadowy and narrow. Trees crowded over it, and trees are never quite as
friendly to human beings after nightfall as they are in daylight. They wrap
themselves away from us. They whisper and plot furtively. If they reach out a
hand to us it has a hostile, tentative touch. People walking amid trees after
night always draw closer together instinctively and involuntarily, making an
alliance, physical and mental, against certain alien powers around them.
Rosemary’s dress brushed against John Meredith as they walked. Not even
an absent-minded minister, who was after all a young man still, though he
firmly believed he had outlived romance, could be insensible to the charm of
the night and the path and the companion.</p>
<p>It is never quite safe to think we have done with life. When we imagine we have
finished our story fate has a trick of turning the page and showing us yet
another chapter. These two people each thought their hearts belonged
irrevocably to the past; but they both found their walk up that hill very
pleasant. Rosemary thought the Glen minister was by no means as shy and
tongue-tied as he had been represented. He seemed to find no difficulty in
talking easily and freely. Glen housewives would have been amazed had they
heard him. But then so many Glen housewives talked only gossip and the price of
eggs, and John Meredith was not interested in either. He talked to Rosemary of
books and music and wide-world doings and something of his own history, and
found that she could understand and respond. Rosemary, it appeared, possessed a
book which Mr. Meredith had not read and wished to read. She offered to lend it
to him and when they reached the old homestead on the hill he went in to get
it.</p>
<p>The house itself was an old-fashioned gray one, hung with vines, through which
the light in the sitting-room winked in friendly fashion. It looked down the
Glen, over the harbour, silvered in the moonlight, to the sand-dunes and the
moaning ocean. They walked in through a garden that always seemed to smell of
roses, even when no roses were in bloom. There was a sisterhood of lilies at
the gate and a ribbon of asters on either side of the broad walk, and a lacery
of fir trees on the hill’s edge beyond the house.</p>
<p>“You have the whole world at your doorstep here,” said John
Meredith, with a long breath. “What a view—what an outlook! At
times I feel stifled down there in the Glen. You can breathe up here.”</p>
<p>“It is calm to-night,” said Rosemary laughing. “If there were
a wind it would blow your breath away. We get ‘a’ the airts the
wind can blow’ up here. This place should be called Four Winds instead of
the Harbour.”</p>
<p>“I like wind,” he said. “A day when there is no wind seems to
me <i>dead</i>. A windy day wakes me up.” He gave a conscious laugh. “On a
calm day I fall into day dreams. No doubt you know my reputation, Miss West. If
I cut you dead the next time we meet don’t put it down to bad manners.
Please understand that it is only abstraction and forgive me—and speak to
me.”</p>
<p>They found Ellen West in the sitting room when they went in. She laid her
glasses down on the book she had been reading and looked at them in amazement
tinctured with something else. But she shook hands amiably with Mr. Meredith
and he sat down and talked to her, while Rosemary hunted out his book.</p>
<p>Ellen West was ten years older than Rosemary, and so different from her that it
was hard to believe they were sisters. She was dark and massive, with black
hair, thick, black eyebrows and eyes of the clear, slaty blue of the gulf water
in a north wind. She had a rather stern, forbidding look, but she was in
reality very jolly, with a hearty, gurgling laugh and a deep, mellow, pleasant
voice with a suggestion of masculinity about it. She had once remarked to
Rosemary that she would really like to have a talk with that Presbyterian
minister at the Glen, to see if he could find a word to say to a woman when he
was cornered. She had her chance now and she tackled him on world politics.
Miss Ellen, who was a great reader, had been devouring a book on the Kaiser of
Germany, and she demanded Mr. Meredith’s opinion of him.</p>
<p>“A dangerous man,” was his answer.</p>
<p>“I believe you!” Miss Ellen nodded. “Mark my words, Mr.
Meredith, that man is going to fight somebody yet. He’s <i>aching</i> to. He is
going to set the world on fire.”</p>
<p>“If you mean that he will wantonly precipitate a great war I hardly think
so,” said Mr. Meredith. “The day has gone by for that sort of
thing.”</p>
<p>“Bless you, it hasn’t,” rumbled Ellen. “The day never
goes by for men and nations to make asses of themselves and take to the fists.
The millenniun isn’t <i>that</i> near, Mr. Meredith, and <i>you</i> don’t think
it is any more than I do. As for this Kaiser, mark my words, he is going to
make a heap of trouble”—and Miss Ellen prodded her book
emphatically with her long finger. “Yes, if he isn’t nipped in the
bud he’s going to make trouble. <i>We’ll</i> live to see it—you and
I will live to see it, Mr. Meredith. And who is going to nip him? England
should, but she won’t. <i>Who</i> is going to nip him? Tell me that, Mr.
Meredith.”</p>
<p>Mr. Meredith couldn’t tell her, but they plunged into a discussion of
German militarism that lasted long after Rosemary had found the book. Rosemary
said nothing, but sat in a little rocker behind Ellen and stroked an important
black cat meditatively. John Meredith hunted big game in Europe with Ellen, but
he looked oftener at Rosemary than at Ellen, and Ellen noticed it. After
Rosemary had gone to the door with him and come back Ellen rose and looked at
her accusingly.</p>
<p>“Rosemary West, that man has a notion of courting you.”</p>
<p>Rosemary quivered. Ellen’s speech was like a blow to her. It rubbed all
the bloom off the pleasant evening. But she would not let Ellen see how it hurt
her.</p>
<p>“Nonsense,” she said, and laughed, a little too carelessly.
“You see a beau for me in every bush, Ellen. Why he told me all about his
wife to-night—how much she was to him—how empty her death had left
the world.”</p>
<p>“Well, that may be <i>his</i> way of courting,” retorted Ellen. “Men
have all kinds of ways, I understand. But don’t forget your promise,
Rosemary.”</p>
<p>“There is no need of my either forgetting or remembering it,” said
Rosemary, a little wearily. “<i>You</i> forget that I’m an old maid,
Ellen. It is only your sisterly delusion that I am still young and blooming and
dangerous. Mr. Meredith merely wants to be a friend—if he wants that much
itself. He’ll forget us both long before he gets back to the
manse.”</p>
<p>“I’ve no objection to your being friends with him,” conceded
Ellen, “but it musn’t go beyond friendship, remember. I’m
always suspicious of widowers. They are not given to romantic ideas about
friendship. They’re apt to mean business. As for this Presbyterian man,
what do they call him shy for? He’s not a bit shy, though he may be
absent-minded—so absent-minded that he forgot to say goodnight to <i>me</i> when
you started to go to the door with him. He’s got brains, too.
There’s so few men round here that can talk sense to a body. I’ve
enjoyed the evening. I wouldn’t mind seeing more of him. But no
philandering, Rosemary, mind you—no philandering.”</p>
<p>Rosemary was quite used to being warned by Ellen from philandering if she so
much as talked five minutes to any marriageable man under eighty or over
eighteen. She had always laughed at the warning with unfeigned amusement. This
time it did not amuse her—it irritated her a little. Who wanted to
philander?</p>
<p>“Don’t be such a goose, Ellen,” she said with unaccustomed
shortness as she took her lamp. She went upstairs without saying goodnight.</p>
<p>Ellen shook her head dubiously and looked at the black cat.</p>
<p>“What is she so cross about, St. George?” she asked. “When
you howl you’re hit, I’ve always heard, George. But she promised,
Saint—she promised, and we Wests always keep our word. So it won’t
matter if he does want to philander, George. She promised. I won’t
worry.”</p>
<p>Upstairs, in her room, Rosemary sat for a long while looking out of the window
across the moonlit garden to the distant, shining harbour. She felt vaguely
upset and unsettled. She was suddenly tired of outworn dreams. And in the
garden the petals of the last red rose were scattered by a sudden little wind.
Summer was over—it was autumn.</p>
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