<h2>CHAPTER XXXVIII</h2>
<h3>BETTY BALLARD’S TESTIMONY</h3></div>
<p>Betty Ballard stood, her slight figure drawn up, poised,
erect, her head thrown back, and her eyes fixed on the
Elder’s face. The silence of the great audience was so intense
that the buzzing of flies circling around and around
near the ceiling could be heard, while the people all leaned
forward as with one emotion, their eyes on the principals
before them, straining to hear, vivid, intent.</p>
<p>Richard saw only Betty, heeding no one but her, feeling
her presence. For a moment he stood pale as death, then
the red blood mounted from his heart, staining his neck
and his face with its deep tide and throbbing in his temples.
The Elder felt her scrutiny and looked back at her, and his
brows contracted into a frown of severity.</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard,” said the lawyer, “you are called upon
to identify the prisoner in the box.”</p>
<p>She lifted her eyes to the judge’s face, then turned them
upon Milton Hibbard, then fixed them again upon the
Elder, but did not open her lips. She did not seem to be
aware that every eye in the court room was fastened upon
her. Pale and grave and silent she stood thus, for to her
the struggle was only between herself and the Elder.</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard, you are called upon to identify the prisoner
in the box. Can you do so?” asked the lawyer again, patiently.</p>
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<p>Again she turned her clear eyes on the judge’s face, “Yes,
I can.” Then, looking into the Elder’s eyes, she said:
“He is your son, Elder Craigmile. He is Peter. You
know him. Look at him. He is Peter Junior.” Her voice
rang clear and strong, and she pointed to the prisoner with
steady hand. “Look at him, Elder Craigmile; he is your
son.”</p>
<p>“You will address the jury and the court, Miss Ballard,
and give your reasons for this assertion. How do you
know he is Peter Craigmile, Jr.?”</p>
<p>Then she turned toward the jury, and holding out both
hands in sudden pleading action cried out earnestly: “I
know him. He is Peter Junior. Can’t you see he is Peter,
the Elder’s son?”</p>
<p>“But how do you know him?”</p>
<p>“Because it is he. I know him the way we always know
people––by just––knowing them. He is Peter Junior.”</p>
<p>“Have you seen the prisoner before since his return to
Leauvite?”</p>
<p>“Yes, I went to the jail and I saw him, and I knew him.”</p>
<p>“But give a reason for your knowledge. How did you
know him?”</p>
<p>“By––by the look in his eyes––by his hands––Oh!
I just knew him in a moment. I knew him.”</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard, we have positive proof that Peter Junior
was murdered and from the lips of his murderer. The
witness just dismissed says he heard Richard Kildene tell
you he pushed his cousin Peter Junior over the bluff into
the river. Can you deny this statement? On your sacred
oath can you deny it?”</p>
<p>“No, but I don’t have to deny it, for you can see for
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yourselves that Peter Junior is alive. He is not dead. He
is here.”</p>
<p>“Did Richard Kildene ever tell you he had pushed his
cousin over the bluff into the river? A simple answer is
required, yes, or no!”</p>
<p>She stood for a moment, her lips white and trembling.
“Yes!”</p>
<p>“When did he tell you this?”</p>
<p>“When he came to me, just after he thought he had done
it––but he was mistaken––he did not––he only thought
he had done it.”</p>
<p>“Did he tell you why he thought he had done it? Tell
the court all about it.”</p>
<p>Then Betty lifted her head and spoke rapidly––eagerly.
“Because he was very angry with Peter Junior, and he
wanted to kill him, and he did try to push him over, but
Peter struck him, and Richard didn’t truly know whether
he really pushed him over or not,––for he lay there a long
time before he even knew where he was, and when he came
to himself again, he could not find Peter there and only his
hat and things––he thought he must have done it, because
that was what he was trying to do, just as everyone
else has thought it––because when Peter saw him lying
there, he thought he had killed Richard, and so he pushed
a great stone over to make every one think he had gone over
the bluff and was dead, too, and he left his hat there and
the other things, and now he has come back to give himself
up, just as he has said, because he could not stand it to
live any longer with the thought on his conscience that he
had killed Richard when he struck him. But you would not
let him give himself up. You have kept on insisting he
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is Richard. And it is all your fault, Elder Craigmile,
because you won’t look to see that he is your son.”
She paused, panting, flushed and indignant.</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard, you are here as a witness,” said the judge.
“You must restrain yourself and answer the questions that
are asked you and make no comments.”</p>
<p>Here the Elder leaned forward and touched his attorney,
and pointed a shaking hand at the prisoner and said a few
words, whereat the lawyer turned sharply upon the witness.</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard, you have visited the prisoner since he has
been in the jail?”</p>
<p>“Yes, <i>I</i> said so.”</p>
<p>“Your Honor,” said the examiner, “we all know that the
son of the plaintiff was lame, but this young man is sound
on both his feet. You have been told that Richard Kildene
was struck on the head and this young man bears the scar
above his temple––”</p>
<p>Richard started forward, putting his hand to his head and
lifting his hair as he did so. He tried to call out, but in
his excitement his voice died in his throat, and Larry seized
him and held him back.</p>
<p>“Watch him,––watch your uncle,” he whispered in his
ear. “He thinks he has you there in the box and he wants
you to get the worst the law will give you. Watch him!
The girl understands him. See her eyes upon him. Stand
still, boy; give him a chance to have his will. He’ll find it
bitter when he learns the truth, and ’twill do him good.
Wait, man! You’ll have it all in your hands later, and
they’ll be none the worse for waiting a bit longer. Hold on
for my sake, son. I’ll tell you why later, and you’ll not be
sorry you gave heed to me.”</p>
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<p>In these short ejaculated sentences, with his arm through
Richard’s, Larry managed to keep him by his side as the
examiner talked on.</p>
<p>“Your Honor, this young lady admits that she has visited
the prisoner in the jail, and can give adequate reason for
her assertion that he is the man he claims to be. She tells
us what occurred in that fight on the bluff––things that
she was not there to see, things she could only learn from
the prisoner: is there not reason to believe that her evidence
has been arranged between them?”</p>
<p>“Yes, he told me,––Peter Junior told me, and he came
here to give himself up, but you won’t let him give himself
up.”</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard,” said the judge again, “you will remember
that you are to speak only in reply to questions put
to you. Mr. Hibbard, continue the examination.”</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard, you admit that you saw Richard Kildene
after he fought with his cousin?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“Was his head wounded?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“What did you do?”</p>
<p>“I washed his head and bound it up. It was all
bleeding.”</p>
<p>“Very well. Then you can say on your sacred oath
that Richard Kildene was living and not murdered?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
<p>“Did you see Peter Junior after they fought?”</p>
<p>“No. If I had seen him, I could have told everybody
they were both alive and there would have been
no––”</p>
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<p>“Look at the prisoner. Can you tell the jury where the
cut on Richard Kildene’s head was?”</p>
<p>“Yes, I can. When I stood in front of him to bind it
up, it was under my right hand.”</p>
<p>From this point the examiner began to touch upon things
Betty would gladly have concealed in her own heart, concerning
her engagement to Peter Junior, and her secret
understanding with his cousin, and whether she loved the
one or the other, and what characteristics in them caused
her to prefer the one over the other, and why she had never
confided her preferences to any of her relatives or friends.
Still, with head erect, Betty flung back her answers.</p>
<p>Bertrand listened and writhed. The prisoner sat with
bowed head. To him she seemed a veritable saint. He
knew how she suffered in this public revelation of herself––of
her innocent struggle between love and loyalty, and
maiden modesty, and that the desire to protect him and
help him was giving her strength. He saw how valiantly
she has been guarding her terrible secret from all the world
while he had been fleeing and hiding. Ah, if he had only
been courageous! If he had not fled, nor tried to cover his
flight with proofs of his death! If he had but stood to his
guns like a soldier! He covered his face in shame.</p>
<p>As for Richard, he gloried in her. He felt his heart swell
in triumph as he listened. He heard Amalia Manovska
murmur: “Ah, how she is very beautiful! No wonder it
is that they both loved her!”</p>
<p>While he was filled with admiration for her, yet his heart
ached for her, and with anger and reproach against himself.
He saw no one but her, and he wanted to end it all and carry
her away, but still yielded to his father’s earnest plea that
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he should wait. He understood, and would restrain himself
until Larry was satisfied, and the trial ended. Still the
examination went on.</p>
<p>“Miss Ballard, you admit that Peter Junior was lame
when last you saw him, and you observe that the prisoner
has no lameness, and you admit that you bound up a wound
which had been inflicted on the head of Richard Kildene,
and here you see the scar upon the prisoner; can you still
on your sacred oath declare this man to be the son of the
plaintiff?”</p>
<p>“Yes!” She looked earnestly at the prisoner. “It
is not the same head and it is not the same scar.” Again
she extended her hands toward the jury pleadingly and then
toward the prisoner. “It is not by people’s legs we know
them,––nor by their scars––it is by themselves––by––by
their souls. Oh! I know you, Peter! I know you!”</p>
<p>With the first petulance Milton Hibbard had shown
during the trial he now turned to the prisoner’s counsel and
said: “Take the witness.”</p>
<p>“No cross-examination?” asked Nathan Goodbody,
with a smile.</p>
<p>“No.”</p>
<p>Then Betty flung one look back at the Elder, and fled
to her mother and hid her flushed face on Mary Ballard’s
bosom.</p>
<p>Now for the first time Richard could take an interest in
the trial merely for his own and Peter Junior’s sake. He
saw Nathan Goodbody lean over and say a few words
hurriedly to the prisoner, then rise and slightly lift his hand
as if to make a special request.</p>
<p>“If the court please, the accused desires permission to
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tell his own story. May he be sworn on his own behalf?”</p>
<p>Permission being given, the prisoner rose and walked to
the witness chair, and having been sworn by the clerk to
tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth,
began his statement.</p>
<p>Standing there watching him, and listening, Richard felt
his heart throb with the old friendship for this comrade of
his childhood, his youth, and his young manhood, in school,
in college, and, at last, tramping side by side on long marches,
camping together, sleeping side by side through many
a night when the morrow might bring for them death
or wounds, victory or imprisonment,––sharing the same
emotions even until the first great passion of their lives
cut them asunder.</p>
<p>Brought up without father or mother, this friendship
had meant more to Richard than to most men. As he
heard his cousin’s plea he was only held from hurrying
forward with extended arms by Larry’s whispered words.</p>
<p>“It’s fine, son. Let him have his say out. Don’t stop
him. Watch how it works on the old man yonder,” for
Peter Junior was telling of his childhood among the people
of Leauvite, speaking in a low, clear voice which carried to
all parts of the room.</p>
<p>“Your Honor, and Gentlemen of the Jury, Because I
have no witness to attest to the truth of my claim, I am
forced to make this plea, simply that you may believe me,
that the accusation which my father through his lawyer
brings against me could never be possible. You who
knew my cousin, Richard Kildene, how honorable his life
and his nature, know how impossible to him would be the
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crime of which I, in his name, am accused. I could not
make this claim were I any other than I am––the son of
the man who––does not recognize his son.</p>
<p>“Gentlemen of the Jury, you all knew us as boys together––how
we loved each other and shared our pleasures
like brothers––or more than brothers, for we quarreled
less than brothers often do. During all the deep friendship
of our lives, only once were we angry with each other––only
once––and then––blinded by a great passion and
swept beyond all knowledge of our acts, like men drunken
we fought––we struggled against each other. Our friendship
was turned to hatred. We tried––I think my cousin
was trying to throw me over the brink of the bluff––at
least he was near doing it. I do not make the plea of
self-defense––for I was not acting in self-defense. I was
lame, as you have heard, and not so strong as he. I could
not stand against his greater strength,––but in my arms
and hands I had power,––and I struck him with my cane.
With all my force I struck him, and he––he––fell––wounded––and
I––I––saw the blood gush from the
wound I had made in his temple––with the stick I carried
that day––in the place of my crutch.</p>
<p>“Your Honor and Gentlemen of the Jury, it was my––intent
to kill him. I––I––saw him lying at my feet––and
thought I had done so.” Here Peter Junior bowed
his head and covered his face with his hands, and a breathless
silence reigned in the court room until he lifted his
head and began again. “It is now three years and more––and
during all the time that has passed––I have seen him
lying so––white––dead––and red with his own blood––that
I had shed. You asked me why I have at last returned,
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and I reply, because I will no longer bear that sight. It
is the curse of Cain that hangs over a murderer’s soul,
and follows wherever he goes. I tell you the form of my
dead friend went with me always––sleeping, he lay beside
me; waking, he lay at my feet. When I looked into the
shadows, he was there, and when I worked in the mine and
swung my pick against the walls of rock, it seemed that
I still struck at my friend.</p>
<p>“Well may my father refuse to own me as his son––me––a
murderer––but one thing can I yet do to expiate my
deed,––I can free my cousin’s name from all blame, and
if I were to hang for my deed, gladly would I walk over coals
to the gallows, rather than that such a crime should be laid
at his door as that he tried to return here and creep into my
place after throwing me over the bluff into those terrible
waters.</p>
<p>“Do with me what you will, Gentlemen of the Jury, but
free his name. I understand that my cousin’s body was
never found lying there as I had left it when I fled in cowardice––when
I tried to make all the world think me also
dead, and left him lying there––when I pushed the great
stone out of its place down where I had so nearly gone, and
left my hat lying as it had fallen and threw the articles
from my pocket over after the stone I had sent crashing
down into the river. Since the testimony here given
proves that I was mistaken in my belief that I had killed
him, may God be thanked, I am free from the guilt of that
deed. Until he returns or until he is found and is known to
be living, do with me what you will. I came to you to
surrender myself and make this confession before you,
and as I stand here in your presence and before my
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Maker, I declare to you that what I have said is the
truth.”</p>
<p>As he ceased speaking he looked steadily at the Elder’s
averted face, then sat down, regarding no one else. He felt
he had failed, and he sat with head bowed in shame and
sorrow. A low murmur rose and swept through the court
room like a sound of wind before a storm, and the old Elder
leaned toward his lawyer and spoke in low tones, lifting a
shaking finger, then dropped his hand and shifted slightly
in his chair.</p>
<p>As he did so Milton Hibbard arose and began his cross-examination.</p>
<p>The simplicity of Peter Junior’s story, and the ingenuous
manner in which it had been told, called for a different cross-examination
from that which would have been adopted if
this same counsel had been called upon to cross-examine
the Swede. He made no effort to entangle the witness,
but he led him instead to repeat that part of his testimony
in which he had told of the motive which induced him to
return and give himself up to justice. In doing so his
questions, the tone of his voice, and his manner were
marked with incredulity. It was as if he were saying to
the jury: “Just listen to this impossible story while I take
him over it again. Did you ever hear anything like it?”
When he had gone in this direction as far as he thought discreet,
he asked abruptly: “I understand that you admit
that you intended to kill your cousin, and supposed you had
killed him?”</p>
<p>“Yes. I admit it.”</p>
<p>“And that you ran away to escape the consequences?”</p>
<p>“Yes.”</p>
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<p>“Is it your observation that acknowledged murderers
are usually possessed of the lofty motives and high sense of
justice which you claim have actuated you?”</p>
<p>“I––”</p>
<p>Without waiting for the witness to reply, the lawyer
turned and looked at the jury and with a sneer, said:
“That’s all.”</p>
<p>“Your Honor, we have no other witness; the defense
rests. I have proposed some requests for your charge to
the jury which I will hand up.”</p>
<p>And the judge said: “Counsel may address the jury.”</p>
<p>During a slight pause which now ensued Larry Kildene
tore a bit of blank paper from a letter and wrote upon it:
“Richard Kildene is in this room and will come forward
when called upon.” This he folded and sent by a boy to
Nathan Goodbody.</p>
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